Fated To The Alpha (Ezra, Katya)

Chapter 208 Sage POV

Squinting at the bright light filtering in through the window, I rub my eyes, and a shiver runs up my spine as the tingling sensation from the mate bond ripples through me. I could feel Andrei hovering over the top of me, his tongue running across my ribs to the side of my breast. M y back arched at the sensation as his hot tongue moved across my body, his fingers pressing against my skin firmly as he maneuvered me. 

When his hand grips my elbow, I watch, amused; he forces my arm above my head. His tongue ran across the inside of my arm from my elbow to just below my armpit. I ran my fingers through his hair, trying to get his attention as he hadn’t seemed to realize I was awake now. My fingers run through his thick locks, and h e jumps, confirming my assumption that h e hadn’t realized I was awake, 

His voice could not be confused for anything other than Donnie’s. His bice was raspier and deeper than Andrei’s as h e pulled back, looking down at me; his 

e pulled back, loog down at me, his knee pressing between my thighs against my aching core made me hiss. 

“You’re awake. Sorry I was trying to be gentle,” He growls, his blackened eyes watching me, while his hands gently caress my skin, patting me like I am his pet. 

“Morning, Donnie.” I hissed while trying to sit up, but Donnie wouldn’t move as h e hovered above me, his body pressing mine back down into the bed. Every muscle aches, and I am aware of the moist feeling of the sheets under me, and the scent of blood in the air. 

“Lay down,” he purrs, and I groan but do as he asks, loving the rumble vibrating from his chest. Donnie continued fussing and petting my hair after a while. I knew I had to get up, and I tried to roll to get out from under him. The once white sheets are a deep shade of pink and dark red. 

“I have to get Jonah,” I tell him, but he shakes his head, pushing my shoulder back down and not allowing me to get up, 

“You should rest,” He says, and my brows bunch together at his insistence, 

“Where is Andrei? Did you block him out? “I ask Donnie, but he shakes his head before dipping his face into my neck. Andrei’s stubble scratching against my skin makes me hiss and shiver. My skin is burning and tingling at the same time when I feel Donnie’s tongue run up my neck to my chin and shut my eyes, just giving in and letting him do whatever the heck he is doing-trying not to think of the throbbing in my core every time he pressed against me. I was sore, everything sore and stinging. 

“Better?” Donnie mumbles against my lips before licking them. I chuckle at his odd behavior. 

“Yes, so you can stop licking me now,” I tell him, wanting to find Jonah. Sierra was sluggish as she pressed forward to peer out my eyes, before she growled, annoyed at something 

“Ah, he is still trying to heal us; he bloody makes me feel weaker exerting his energy, We are bloody fine,” Sierra growls in my head. I sigh, pushing Andrei’s face away and Sierra wanders off where I couldn’t reach her to rest. 

Donnie kisses the inside of my palm when I try to push his face away again. “Bring Andrei back, Donnie; Sierra wants you to stop. You’re making her tired,” I tell him, and he whines, making me shake my head; seeing Andrei act like a puppy more than a human was rather entertaining, he exhales before pecking my lips quickly, and I watch as his eyes fade from the black abyss to Andrei’s hypnotic gaze. His entire body shudders, making me wonder how long Donnie has had control. 

“Morning, Love,” He says, pushing his arm under my waist and rolling off me onto his back. Andrei pulls me on top of him, his arm remaining draped across my lower back 

“Donnie, lock you out,” I ask him, sitting up and making his arm fall off my back as I straddle him. 

He lifts his head and places his arm behind his head as he stares up at me. “N 0, I gave him control; you were pretty banged up.” 

Looking down, I take in the bloodstained sheets. “If it makes you feel any better, half of it’s mine,” He says, and I look 

half of it’s mine,” H ays, and I look down at him, finally noticing the scars that littered his chest and arms. Were they from me? Andrei chuckles at the horrified look on my face, and my face flushes at what I did to him. 

“Stop, I am fine. I wasn’t complaining, but Donnie healing you, stopped my healing. I am fine, and I don’t mind wearing your marks,” He says, running his hand up my thigh. 

“Though you may be sore for a few days,” He says, and I notice the purple blotches covering my skin; I could see complete outlines of his hands on my thighs, making me lift my arms to examine them. I raise an eyebrow at him. 

“Hey, you demanded harder. I gave you harder, don’t blame me,” Andrei says with a cheeky grin; I roll my eyes at him. 

“Jonah?” 

“With Malik, Zane dropped him to Malik this morning. I already checked in with  him” 

down and resting my head on his chest.

deep purr vibrating from his chest, he seemed to be i na good mood despite being exhausted, and I revel in his

head to stare up at him. I could

blood,

he was also scenting you because he is a

I knew deep down I had no chances of having kids. I had no ovaries, so it was impossible; I

phantom heat’s; especially now that we have Jonah, but they wouldn’t be the real thing, just a coping mechanism of my wolf

because I knew it wasn’t possible, yet his words made me hope for some miracle, but I think I hit my quota o n blessings and wishes coming true. I couldn’t ask for more than I have, I have everything I could hope for, and that was freedom to live, my mate

say anything for a few moments, and I could feel his apprehension before he finally spoke.

said anything,” He says, kissing

to agree with him” I looked up at him, not

is one thing healing

love. You were putting out pheromones. You shouldn’t be able to do

can now because even though

that and give me false hope. I learned to live with knowing I can’t have children. Don’t give me some bullshit that it suddenly changed, only to find out later you have to take those words back, just because you can’t live with the disappointment

you, but it will never

sighs, but I ignore

reacted

hear it; Doc said I could have

I UULL Wall LU ITUALL) DUL Oulu i could have phanton. Jats, that is all this i s, now drop it,” I tell him before walking off into the bathroom to shower so I can g o get our son

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Andrei POV 

couldn’t provide an heir. Sage needed to realize I already had one, Jonah, and nothing would change that even if she carried

e didn’t have Jonah, and if Donnie is wrong and it is phantom. I would have handed

her, nothing and that would never change.

abi’ to give me an heir. I wanted her; it didn’t matter if she could carry my pups, she is mine,

slip in place and decide to let her calm down instead of arguing with her and beating the door down. I know until she realizes herself,

I tell him.

I know it wasn’t; I know her scent, I know our mate Andrei, she is with pup

suddenly can’t shift “he nods in agreement, but I could feel the excitement of

sweeter than I realized, making me understand that Kat had done the impossible; she took all Sage’s broken pieces and put them

piec. and put them back together making her whole again. The events will permanently scar sage’s mind. However, the physical side was no longer a

the horrors she did and come out the other side with the inner strength she has, the capacity to still love and be loved amazed

needed to know, that what happens to us doesn’t define us unless we let it. What others do to us is never a reflection of who we are but those that did it. She makes me want to live again; Sage gives me hope; she is my redemption, and I will aim to be worthy of her every day. She has no idea what she means to this pack, means tom e, and it will always be more than she could ever fathom. She saved us,

I blamed ourselves

loved ones, Sage showed them it was ok

to move on and leave the past where it belonged, in the past. Not forgotten but forgiven, the blame and conviction had no place in our futures, so we shouldn’t let it dictate our lives or live in its shadow;

showed me I could forgive myself for not saving Angie and my pack because the blame was not on me. It was the actions of others, and I would no longer take fault for those actions, so I forgive them for what they did and what they took from us, not because they deserve forgiveness, not for them, but for myself to move on, I had no

pack. The dreadful things I did to the rogues. I see it for what i t was now; I am the monster of someone else’s past now, and mine no longer haunts me, but I need redemption for my sins, and Sage gave

Sage gave hope that redemption is

way, and I needed the reminder that we could live again despite

made herself a warrior and took her life back. She is the most remarkable person I know, and she proved strength was never physical. Real strength shows through a person’s character. Sage feels deeply and loves fiercely, her tears flow just as freely as