Forever in the Past and Forever in the Future

Lex's POV

| can't feel Kas. For the first time in millennia, our spirits are split from each other. | know I'm a warrior, but I'm scared. Kas and | have worked through our problems together forever. Like she said, forever in the past and forever in the future. Without her, I'm just a wolf. | don't know where | am or how I'm going to get back to her.

The last thing | remember, she was reaching out to the universe to find our mate. She didn't realize she reached too far. But | don't blame her, she did the right thing. We needed to find Saint and Bronx. We found them. By the time we got to Bronx, Saint was already edging to purgatory, moments from death. Kas was amazing. She kept reaching, even after we were stretched too far. | helped but | could feel the strain on her human spirit. | reached out to Saint and made a connection with him. | led him back to Bronx. | don't know if he made it all the way, | hope he did. Saint isn't here now. Neither is Kas or Bronx. I'm so scared. | pray my mother, the Moon Goddess, finds me and leads me back to Kas. I'm so empty without her.

| keep hearing sounds. They are so far away that I'm not sure if they are real or not, it's just a feeling.

"Hello?" my voice doesn't even have an echo. | need to focus. | need to find my way back to Kas and Saint and Bronx. | need to make sure they are alright.

Alright, Lex. Focus. Time to think our way back to Kas and our mate.

Saint's POV

I've been here before but it's different this time. I'm disconnected from Bronx. | don't want to be scared, but

| don't think it matters. Like Kas said, forever in the past and forever in the future. As long as | can find my way back to Bronx, everything will be okay.

| don't feel anything. Murdered by a rogue. What a disgraceful way to go. | won't let that happen again. | learn from every experience. I'm a warrior. But | can't be a

feeling, right? Missing someone | mean. | miss Bronx and Kas too. Bronx said we could make a pup with Kas.

be my imagination. Maybe | feel it, not hear it. | don't know, shit is so confusing right now. "Who's there?" | snarl. There's no way I'm gonna let anyone bait me. | need to figure out a way to get back.

myself be led toward the sound, even if it is my

Bronx's POV

is coming up through the window. Kas is still laying in front of me on her stomach. | don't think she has moved at all. | stretch a little

No reply. | can feel him, but | can't reach

edge of the bed and lean forward, testing my legs to make sure I'm not going to fall. I'm able to stand. | make my way to the bathroom. | splash water on my face and look in the mirror. | look like shit. | am pale, my eyes are puffy, and my hair is arat's nest. There is still a deep red burn mark from the silver chains across

fill a cup with water and make my way back to the bedroom. | set the cup on the nightstand

her skin and linger. | feel a sense of relief as the familiar sparks of our mate bond burst at our touch. | lean forward and kiss her cheek. | gently speak into her ear, "Come on, Baby. Time for you to come back to me. Wake up, open

opens her eyes and blinks with a groan. There are dark circles under her violet eyes. They look dull and tired but