Forever in the Past and Forever in the Future

Chapter 54

It's odd to say | feel more like myself than | ever have before. Almost like, this is the person | was always meant to be. For the most part, | feel more self-confident and | find I'm usually pretty happy. Bronx says he notices a difference and he loves seeing me in such good spirits.

 

The only thing missing is Lex. Not having her around to share in my new happy life sucks, but | know she will be back soon. | can just feel it.

 

Bronx and | meditate after dinner and try to connect with Lex and Saint. It's frustrating though. It's like when you're sitting down, and you need a pen and you see one on the other side of the table so you stretch to reach for it but no matter how far you stretch you are just barely not able to grasp it. Just like that pen, I'm certain | am so close to reaching her. | can feel it. Sometimes | hear the distant howl like she is looking for me too. Bronx says Saint is stirring more and it seems like he is paying attention to what Bronx is saying, but still seems reluctant to speak.

 

The day before Solstice, Bronx takes the day off of work and tells me to dress in layers because we are going to do some special things today. Just the two of us. |

 

We go to see a movie in the morning. It's the first time | have ever been to a movie theater and | love it. | know it seems odd to go to the movies in the morning, but he tells me he has a ton of other things planned, so it is just a warm up for the day.

 

After the movies, he takes me to this really pretty indoor botanical garden. There is a huge atrium filled with countless varieties of roses. We walk along the path looking at each one until we get to a variety called Earl Grey. The blooms are light grey with just hints of purple flecks. They are absolutely gorgeous.

 

“Look closer, Baby," he points to the little sign at the base of the bush. There is a little plaque in front of it that says, "This rose bush is dedicated to the Goddess lokaste by Bronx Mason.”

 

My hands cover my mouth as | look at the little sign, then up to the blooms.

 

“You had a rose bush dedicated to me? | ask in awe.

 

“Like it?" he asks, slipping his hands around my waist.

 

“Oh my Goddess, yes, Bronx. It's absolutely gorgeous," | smile as | look into his shining green eye.

 

as you," he caresses my cheek, leaning in for a kiss. | hear people coo or giggle at us as they walk by. | swear | hear someone mention him by name, but

 

to me. The driver gives us big comfy blankets and cups of hot chocolate to keep warm. He then takes us on a wooded path around the botanical garden that is covered with

 

| make us a simple meal in the apartment. He says he loves seeing the look

 

for you," | announce as

 

Baby, what's up?” He looks over from where he is putting the washed dinner dishes

 

| was speaking to Marco. He told me he would like to learn to cook so when he gets a mate, he can make food for her and not expect her to do it all the time. It gave me an idea. Do you think | could do cooking classes for pack members who are interested in learning how to cook?" | ask, while | wipe my hands clean. “Oh, well that isn't

 

What were you

 

tins off the top shelf,” he laughs at

 

sugar at him and giggle, "Now that

 

needs a job too. What if we start working on a business plan for you two to open a bakery? It will give both of you something

 

arms around him and give him a deep kiss. He easily catches me in his arms and sits me on the

 

wait," He gently pushes my

 

He never wants me to

 

"What's wrong, Bronx?”

 

couple of things. Come on, let's go sit

 

him to the living room and face him. He pulls me onto the sofa

 

ton of pastries you've made, | take it you know the Winter

 

Why do | feel like he is about to say something

 

just need you to know, before | met you, the Elder Council gave me kind

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