Forever in the Past and Forever in the Future

Chapter 54

It's odd to say | feel more like myself than | ever have before. Almost like, this is the person | was always meant to be. For the most part, | feel more self-confident and | find I'm usually pretty happy. Bronx says he notices a difference and he loves seeing me in such good spirits.

 

The only thing missing is Lex. Not having her around to share in my new happy life sucks, but | know she will be back soon. | can just feel it.

 

Bronx and | meditate after dinner and try to connect with Lex and Saint. It's frustrating though. It's like when you're sitting down, and you need a pen and you see one on the other side of the table so you stretch to reach for it but no matter how far you stretch you are just barely not able to grasp it. Just like that pen, I'm certain | am so close to reaching her. | can feel it. Sometimes | hear the distant howl like she is looking for me too. Bronx says Saint is stirring more and it seems like he is paying attention to what Bronx is saying, but still seems reluctant to speak.

 

The day before Solstice, Bronx takes the day off of work and tells me to dress in layers because we are going to do some special things today. Just the two of us. |

 

We go to see a movie in the morning. It's the first time | have ever been to a movie theater and | love it. | know it seems odd to go to the movies in the morning, but he tells me he has a ton of other things planned, so it is just a warm up for the day.

 

After the movies, he takes me to this really pretty indoor botanical garden. There is a huge atrium filled with countless varieties of roses. We walk along the path looking at each one until we get to a variety called Earl Grey. The blooms are light grey with just hints of purple flecks. They are absolutely gorgeous.

 

“Look closer, Baby," he points to the little sign at the base of the bush. There is a little plaque in front of it that says, "This rose bush is dedicated to the Goddess lokaste by Bronx Mason.”

 

My hands cover my mouth as | look at the little sign, then up to the blooms.

 

“You had a rose bush dedicated to me? | ask in awe.

 

“Like it?" he asks, slipping his hands around my waist.

 

“Oh my Goddess, yes, Bronx. It's absolutely gorgeous," | smile as | look into his shining green eye.

 

| hear people coo or giggle at us as they walk by. | swear | hear someone mention him by

 

a horse drawn sleigh waiting for us out front in the snow. Bronx helps me in before sitting next to me. The driver gives us big comfy blankets and cups of hot chocolate to keep warm. He then

 

find we missed dinner, so | make us a simple meal in the apartment. He says he loves seeing the look in my eye when | cook, which reminds me of

 

question for you," | announce as | put the last batch of

 

up?” He looks over from where he is putting the

 

to cook so when he gets a mate, he can make food for her and not expect her to do it all the time. It gave me an idea.

 

What were you

 

lines of getting cookie tins off the top shelf,” he

 

flick a puff of powdered sugar at him and giggle, "Now that you mention it, | could use a couple

 

a job of your own and Delilah needs a job too. What if we start working on a business plan for you two to open a bakery? It will give both of you

 

you serious?! Thank you, Bronx!" | throw my arms around him and give him a deep kiss. He easily catches me in his arms and sits me on the counter. | start to wrap my legs around him when

 

Baby, wait," He gently pushes

 

wrong? He never wants me to stop

 

"What's wrong, Bronx?”

 

couple of things. Come

 

living room and face him. He pulls me onto

 

you've made, | take it you know the Winter

 

tentatively. Why do | feel like he is about to say something I'm not going to

 

just need you to know, before | met you, the Elder Council gave me kind of a

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