Forever in the Past and Forever in the Future

Musu’s POV 

My life was so different a year ago. I was the acting female Beta for the Lune D’or pack in . France, waiting for my brother to find his mate. Then I found Marco Sanchez. His Alpha and Luna were visiting our pack for a long weekend. Our Gamma Jenna and I wanted to bring fresh pastries from our local bakery to them as a welcome gift. Marco is one of the personal guards for the Luna from the Blood River pack, so he was on duty in the hall outside their suite when we came down the hall.

My initial impression of him was how impressively large of a Werewolf he is. He’s not quite as big as an Alpha wolf, but close. A broad and muscular man, with a serious expression that makes him look intimidating. Marco is exactly what you think of when you imagine a bodyguard. He is clean shaven, with his black hair cut into a Caesar style haircut. His bronzed skin makes his light brown eyes stand out like shining topaz jewels. I swear my heart skipped a beat when his plum and rhubarb scent hit my nose for the first time and my wolf, Mercy, howled in delight at the sight of him. 1

I knew in that moment, that I wanted to spend the rest of my life with Marco. I didn’t know how that was going to work since his pack was in the state of Montana in the United States, but I didn’t care. My hopes to be with my mate were almost dashed when he nearly shot his Alpha trying to protect me. But fortune shone on us when both of our Alpha’s were merciful and allowed us to stay the weekend together. Let me tell you, it was a weekend that will live in my memory forever. When it was time for him to leave, my family and Alpha gave permission for me to go live with him and I haven’t regretted a moment since. 1

I truly can’t imagine a more perfect mate. Marco treats me like a queen, never missing an opportunity to kiss me deeply or cherish my body. Every time he sees me, he smiles like it is the first time he has ever laid eyes on me. Even though I have a job working for MasonCo, he works hard to make sure I have everything I could possibly want and more. While he would never say so, I think he would rather I stay home than work, but he knows how important my work is to me, so he suffers in silence.

We have even gone to look at engagement rings, so he knows my ring size and what style I like the best. We also recently moved from his old one-bedroom apartment to a two-bedroom house near the packhouse so we can start planning for a family once we get married.

Another glorious thing about my mate is that Marco loves cooking for me when he isn’t working, which is perfect because I could burn pasta. He and some of the other unmated warriors took cooking lessons from the Luna. She put together the cooking program when she found out he was interested in cooking, but didn’t know how to make much more than instant macaroni and cheese. She did a great job, because I don’t have to worry about a thing in the kitchen. And for safety’s sake, if we don’t have leftovers in the fridge the evenings Marco works, I join the pack members who eat dinner at the packhouse.

The Sanchez family is large and loving. Marco is the youngest of five boys. His brothers all have mates and pups. His parents love and care so much about all of us. The entire family spends every Sunday with them at their house. Marco’s mother has helped me learn Spanish and taught me how to make saffron rice. His father has shown me how to dance merengue style. I’m thrilled I know Spanish and how to dance merengue. Marco says it is a good thing he and Mama Sanchez know how to make saffron rice.

I walk in the door an hour later than usual, still preoccupied with Lenora’s reaction to the video I showed her. I’m pulled from my thoughts by the delicious smell of pork adobo and Latin music filling the house. A smile forms when I go to the kitchen to see Marco, barefoot, wearing boxers with an apron and no shirt. He tastes the sauce from the pot on the stove.

day, and let him pull me into his loving embrace. He rocks us in rhythm to the music, kissing me like he

call over my shoulder as I take the dishes to the dining room, “We’re only animals outside

home, the fewer clothes he has to wear, the better. Not that I mind seeing him walk

his eyes as I set the table. He fills our dishes with the large servings of the

Marco. I could use the distraction,” I smile as I take a proper bite of the

me about the Luna’s progression in her warrior training but his words fade into the background as the images from the video overtake my mind again. The ruthlessness and lack o f remorse over such a violent act still trouble me. The look of fear, clear in the victim’s

Moon Goddess known as the Menae. We thought it would mean I would get to travel and meet new people while helping Luna Kas find her long-lost family. I wish I still had the same optimism as I did

okay?” The concern in Marco’s

look up at him

vour mind, mi Corazón (my Heart)? Cause it sure ain’t here

and caresses my chin.

just a tough day a t work, but I’m fine. I promise. You have my

me so much. He hates to see this job taking a toll on m e, but he also understands how important it

something I can talk about right now,” I frown. I hate keeping secrets from him,

my new handgun,” his features soften and he chuckles when he realizes I haven’t heard a thing he has said to me, “I’ll let you have time with your thoughts. Just lemme know when you’re ready and

his hand from the side of my face and kiss his palm. “Thank you so much, Marco. A hot bath is exactly what I need right now. I’ll take

stands and kisses my forehead before going to start the

just finishing the dishes when I feel his muscular arms wrap around my waist and his soft lips on