“What? No, Kas. That's not possible. You know that's not possible. Saint would never harm a hair on your head. He loves you. | love you," | say desperately, taking a step forward, praying she doesn't take a step back. My heart clenches at the thought that she could ever be scared | would hurt her. What am | talking about? | just slapped her in the hallway in front of all those people. She just had a vision that my wolf killed her. How could she not be scared of me?
A knock on the door interrupts my thoughts. | find James and Delilah standing there. “Please, come in," | gesture with my arm. “Thank you, Alpha Bronx,” Delilah says with a bow and walks past me.
“If it's alright, Alpha, I'm going to stay in the hall with Tyree. Make sure things are...under control," James gives me a knowing look. | trust him to convince Tyree to keep quiet about this incident.
“Thanks, James," | look at Tyree, who still looks very uncomfortable with what he just witnessed. Even with the sensitivity and speciesism awareness classes we had implemented, I'm sure nothing could prepare him for a purple glowing werewolf, that happened to be his Luna. | look back inside and see Lenora and Delilah trying to console Kas who is now crying and shaking her head. | want to run to her and console her, but | can feel her pain and fear. | know it will just upset her more, "Actually, | think | need to step out for a bit while the ladies work this out too.”
| quietly step out, closing the door behind me. | walk down the stairs, ignoring everyone who says hello, out of the packhouse into the frozen gardens. The early December wind whips through my wool sweater, chilling meto my bone, but | ignore it. | don't care. | pull the pack of cigarettes from my pocket. One left. | light it and take a long comforting drag before | walk further. My boots leave dark prints, like scars on the frosted ground. “Bronx!" | hear Lenora scold through a mind link, "Come back, you ne-” +
| selfishly cut the link before she has a chance to finish and block my mind so no one else can disturb me. | can't face Kas or anyone else right now. Not after what | did. | walk past the gardens, past the sprawling hills, and into the forest of the pack territory. |f the only thing that is ever left of me is footprints on the frozen ground, that is more than | deserve.
walk further and further into the woods, no direction or destination in mind. Justa sense of needing to sort myself out before | face my beautiful mate. My beautiful mate, that | hurt. My head is hollow
lockbox of spare clothes used for when pack members shift next to the Blood River. | pull out a winter jacket and a spare pack of cigarettes. | light one and find a frozen rock to sit on. | sit and stare at the river, letting the smoke from the cigarette curl in front of my face. The blood red water is slushy with ice coming from the mountain, making it more of a shade of pink. Vignettes of moments with Kas flash in my mind. The first time | saw her, not understanding the rush of the mate bond | was feeling. That first car ride home, holding her in my arms feeling so helpless. Hearing her sweet little giggle for the first time. The look of joy she gets when she cooks for me. The excitement the first time we went to the dining room and | had to hide our glowing hands.
elbows on my knees, | look down and realize | have smoked more than half a pack of cigarettes while I've been sitting here. The moon and stars are the only light now. | look up at the moon. It is full and almost at its peak, glued down to the deep blue purple of the night sky. The stars are splattered like bits of paint around it. Almost as beautiful as Kas, | think to myself. Almost. 2 | take a deep breath. | have had low moments in
voice carried by the wind's endless flow reassures me with a whisper.
| say with a smile of
what | just experienced. When | stand up, ready to face the music for my actions, | stretch my arms to the air and yawn. | have no idea what time itis, but it must be late. The moon looks to be at its highest point. An odd sensation comes over me. A tickle in the
| said it outloud or if it came from my mind. A rush of blood makes me dizzy, causing me to lean forward on all
won't
the mind link. | hope I'm not too far away. | hope the message makes it through the relentless roaring in my head, "Help!
Forever in the Past and Forever in the Future Chapter 48
The novel Forever in the Past and Forever in the Future You by Neener Beener updated Chapter 48. ... Kas Latmus isn't even an omega with the Silver Moon pack. ... until she starts to go through an unusual transformation and display ... Please follow the novel Forever in the Past and Forever in the Future Chapter 48 at Novelxo.com
Forever in the Past and Forever in the Future Chapter 48
Forever in the Past and Forever in the Future novel Chapter 48