Forever in the Past and Forever in the Future

Chapter 25

“You had a dream about Zeus?” Bronx looks at me suspiciously, unsure of what I am saying.

"No, Bronx," I extend my hand with the giant walnut out further as if it is proof, "I had lunch with Zeus. I also met Dionysus. He called me a monstrosity. I picked up the nut to hit him with, but he walked away.” 1

“Kas, we have dealt with a whole lotta crazy since you have become part of our pack, but that...that is pretty damn close to the top of the list," Lenora says in a loud whisper, so she doesn't wake the baby. The look of disbelief on her face is evident, "You haven't left this room in two hours. We've checked on you twice.”

She doesn't sound angry; she sounds more concerned for my mental state. Like if she says it firmly enough, I will stop the pretense and believe her instead.

That is how Lenora is. Pushy in her own way. A stickler for rules and order. Everything in Lenora's world fit into tidy little boxes until I came along. I know it bothers her that my life naturally exists outside of her perfect world, constantly changing, morphing, and developing as I learn who I am. She stands by and supports me as my abilities mature and as I get to decide who I really want to be. She has never had that opportunity. Her path has always been planned for her. She may never understand the intricacies of my life as much as she tries.

I know she loves me. She is like my big sister. I'm her Luna. Until yesterday, she has never had any doubts about me. She has always been in my corner. After yesterday, a seed of doubt has been planted, making her push her agenda a little more than she usually would

“Lenora,” I look at her as sympathetically as possible, “I'm sorry. I don't know how to explain it and I don't understand how it happened either. I wish I did because I would explain in a heartbeat.” 1

Bronx steps in to ease the tension. His eyes have a glint of hope behind them, “Kas, what did you speak with Zeus about?”

"He told me things are going to be difficult and chaotic for a while and I'm going to have difficult choices to make. He also told me to trust my instincts,”I nod while I summarize, adding in the last part since it was part of the vision I had about the redeyed woman.

"He used those words specifically?” Bronx's eye grows wide.

"Yeah. I think he said it on purpose, like a clue," I confirm.

I give Bronx a pleading look. We need to get out of here so I can tell him about the rest of the conversation as soon as possible. I want him to know if I can make it through all this, I will go back and Zeus will let me have a pup. I can't say anything in front of Lenora. The only other people who know I can't have a pup are Bronx and Lady Camille. He seems to read my expression. 4

“Well, Musu and Marco should be here in an hour. Kas, how about we go upstairs so you can change before we meet them in my office. Codi can finish her nap in her bed,” he says, "Lenora, if we are giving both of them time off, we may as well make this a working meeting so Musu can update us on everything she is currently working on."

"Alright," Lenora picks Codi up out of my lap and lays her in the crib, "I will meet you guys up there."

feel colder without the warm baby and her blanket covering me. I sigh and let Bronx help me stand

apartment. I pull Bronx along behind me so we can get there as fast as possible. When we get inside, I push him in, then close the door, and

up, covering my nose and mouth, "Zeus said if I can make it through

me off of my feet, "We all know you can do anything you put your mind to. I have no doubt you can handle whatever comes your way. Besides, you have me by your side. I

it. It's

both change and make ourselves presentable for a business casual meeting with Marco, Musu,

to open the apartment door, but stops short, turning around to face

by the waist and pulls me

handsome face. I feel like I'm on cloud nine at

I have said this before, but I will say it over and over again until the day I die. It doesn't matter which lifetime it is. They can reincarnate me a thousand times and I will still feel the same," he caresses my chin and smiles. His green crisp eye sparkles as he continues, "I only need you. I know you want a baby and I

top of my head. He wraps his arms around me and kisses the top of my head. I feel the calming glow of

approach. They look so happy together. Seriously, one of the most loving couples I have ever met. They stand up when they see us, bowing

Marco says, using our formal

it off, Marco, this is a casual meeting,” Bronx smirks as he opens the door and bids them

hear another knock on the door. Milo and Lenora step in

hope you don't mind that I brought Milo since this will involve his

problem,” Bronx

regards me and gives me a kiss on top of my head

used to him calling me that, even though Lenora, Reggie, and Ashley have also adopted the nickname, it just sounds extra silly coming

you smell

all

know, different,” she looks around, trying to pinpoint what is different

clasps his hands in front of him, lacing his fingers while

look, bringing my attention back to them. I get a warm, fuzzy feeling inside as I watch them holding

and look again to

ENGAGED!?" I scream excitedly, pointing

her ring hand while Musu nods, covering her smile with her other hand. Lenora jumps up and runs to the other side of the table. She pulls Musu into an enormous