Forged in the Flames by Karima Sa'ad Usman

Aliana POV

I sat on Nikolas’s lap in his mother’s room, waiting for her to wake up I wasn’t happy that day because I realised my father was made to work long hours.

His health wasn’t good, but I dared not bring it up with Nikolas.

I felt like a failure.

I felt like I was betraying my father, but there was just so much I could do in a temporary relationship.

What if I say or request something that would annoy him?

I did not want my people to be worse off than they already were. I was tom.

I cared about Nikolas a lot, but I also knew it would end one day.

Discussing the birth control pill with him was very important because I doubted he would understand if I got pregnant, and I did not want to bring a child that would be rejected into the world.

I was yet to ask Ania and Lisa why they were referred to as halfbreeds. Still, I somehow knew it had much to do with why they were maids and why Lisa always warned me to be cautious. Could it be possible that they were rejected because they were half-werewolves? If that was the case, what quality of life would my child have?

Going on birth control was for the best. Nikolas had bent so much already, I did not want to push it.

If he was going to make any change, it should be because he wanted to and not because I pressured him

The physician entered the queen’s room and handed me a packet of pills. He told me when to start taking it and how I should take it. He also warned me not to stop taking it, or it would be ineffective.

Nikolas was there for it, and he did not say anything. I collected the medication, and the doctor left.

There was an awkward silence between us for about five minutes long before Nikolas finally spoke.

“I will figure something out, Aliana. Do not write what we have off.” He said, rubbing my back gently, and I smiled at him.

“I am not sad, Nikolas . I am happy that I wouldn’t have to resort to drinking that painful tea. Thank you,” I said and got off his lap to place the medication in my pocket. His eyes said he did not believe what I was saying, but he let it rest. Honestly, it would have been nice to have a family with him. Ruthless or not, he was a loving and responsible man. He would have been a wonderful husband and father. I took comfort in knowing we would have a good king.

We cared for the queen when she woke up, and as always, he left me to attend to pack matters while I returned to the room.

I slept early that night. I did not bother staying up for him or looking out the window to see what he was doing in the garden. It had become a routine, and I wanted to break it.

I felt him in the night when he came to bed and pulled me close to his b*ody.

smelled of alcohol, so I knew he must have drunk a lot before coming to bed.

share his problems with me, and I dared not

the evening the following day. Lisa and Ania accompanied me, and I was nervous to see him. I got to his house, and my heart was pounding in my chest

know how I would feel seeing

communicate genuinely. I trusted Ania and Lisa to

and tears streamed down my face. He looked tired, and I did not need to know why. They

was as if Nikolas wanted my father to suffer by

in. We hugged the moment I stepped in. I knew I reeked of Nikolas, but I could do nothing. He had marked me

have been fine, and you?” I asked him, and he nodded. I frowned at him, and he looked

friends, Daddy, they won’t tell,” I said, and Lisa

trusted Ania, but I guess he needed to be sure of Lisa. My father sighed and led me

the foot of his bed, and he sat beside me. “I am so happy to see you, Aliana. I wondered if I would ever see you again,

know it is an illusion. I also know he isn’t as bad

hateful, and I wonder why,” my father said, and I sighed. I knew that part

of her daily/’ I said, and

mother is in there with you ?” He

her every day. She is docile now since we

our fault? Wolves go feral when they have been cut off from their pack and Alpha for a long time. He just has a need to blame someone for it. Maybe it makes him feel better,” my father said, and I shrugged because Nikolas had never told me what happened. I was also afraid to ask because he is emotional about the things that concern his mother. I did not want things to go back to the way it was. If he cuts me off this time, I will not be able to handle

things in that place?” he asked me,

swear to you, Father, he treats me well. We even sleep in the same room,” I said, and he

be careful, Aliana. Do not fall in love with him. Lycans never mate with werewolves. Remember what he said when he took you. He said you would have no honour and would never wear his mark. I do not know what he is playing at, but you need to be careful and watch him. Guard your

I could not explain. There was no way that I could tell him that I fantasised about spending the rest of my life with Nikolas and having his children. There was no way I

to change the topic and pamper him a bit before I left. He bowed his head and sighed, and I knew something was

am about to tell you to heart. I just want you to know what is going on out here,” he said, and

market. So some of us have resulted in growing our food. I

I was appalled by what

sell to us, and the place allocated for us in the market is too expensive. We can’t afford the rent. They also cut our wages whenever they like. The free groceries that we are supposed to get are limited. They give the first hundred people, and the rest

werewolves have been cooperative, and we share the free groceries among ourselves, but

Nikolas said he would make their lives easier. Was this the easiest he meant? I fed and cared for his mother daily, meanwhile,

to solve this issue,’ Raven said, and I

father said, and I shook my head. I did not want to

much time together, and soon it

know when Nikolas would let me see him again, but I hoped this wouldn’t

the palace, and I went to Nikolas’s