Found by the Lycan King by Natalie Winter

Chapter 90

Zenovia

I had been holding back for too long, confused for even longer. But today there was no going back. The ache I had felt in my heart, in my very soul, with him not being around, was too much to bear.

I had tried to push the thought of him away from my head, but the second he was close to me, I knew I wanted his hands all over me, wanted his lips to kiss me, to worship me.

Today was going to be the day I awakened my wolf. I felt it in my

bones.

And there was nothing more interesting than having Callahan with me. He had been the one to train me, to push me to my limits, so tonight I wanted to thank him for putting so much effort into me.

I wanted those eyes to never leave mine as he caressed me, as he called me ‘Zee, the name sounding sweet as a forgotten, timeless melody to my ears.

So I shamelessly laid out my feelings in front of him. It was a risky affair since he could always break my heart and telling him I fantasized about him was giving him power over me, but he had had that power for way too long.

Denying that was doing me no good. As for the warning of Drusilla….we could see what happened to it when push came to shove.

For now, I wanted to stay trapped in his arms as his lips kept kissing me hungrily. I arched back, giving him more access as his lips opened mine.

My tongue lost the battle against him quite easily and submitted, just like the rest of my body. I felt as if I was floating, as if I was flying as Callahan’s hands brushed my skin, each touch igniting a spark within me.

I did not want to stop; I did not want him to stop…but the hour hand of the clock struck twelve and the sound reached my ears. However, his ears were sharper, and he tore away from my lips after bending me backward to leave trailing kisses on my chin.

He had barely begun, and the abrupt way he pulled back again made me grumble at the loss of contact.

Heat was pooling in between my thighs, heat that only he could satiate. Was it my wolf who was feeling the need to be with him, driving me insane, or was it my own selfish feelings?

I had no idea.

Callahan looked into my eyes, those golden eyes shining brighter like orbs and muttered, “I….think we should go down and see if you awaken your wolf first. I don’t want to start something…just to be stopped midway”

The

me exactly what he had meant. And somehow, I did not feel afraid

saw myself leaning into his embrace, wanting to offer myself up to him.

I asked, and then bit my tongue for sounding so stupid.

the moonlight helps. So let us give your wolf a

held out a hand for me and I slipped it in

seemed truly happy…or maybe it was my

meeting hall. It was on the ground floor and luckily, after such a long and tiring meeting, everybody

all over again. What if I did not feel

not have the confidence to even look into his

led me outside. The warmth in his hands was comforting and slowly

the alphas and other members had left, yet I was wary

want them to watch as I transformed, it would

had a few clouds

have to wait

my lip nervously while looking around at

will surely awaken your wolf this time. And

I shook

go somewhere where I don’t have an audience,” I said, casting glances at the servants who were busy with chores.

used to seeing us run around like wolves that they don’t even bother

I was not convinced. He tilted his head and asked, “Or do you want to be alone? Like

fast that the

saying that and I will forget about your awakening,” He said, and I saw the

meant I wanted you to be beside me. I don’t want to be alone.

clarified, and Callahan seemed to be enjoying my situation. He chuckled and scratched his chin as if he was in some deep thought.

I don’t want rogues to attack us, so we have to

my