Found by the Lycan King by Natalie Winter

Chapter 92

Zenovia

“I…I felt something,” I muttered, and subconsciously pulled Callahan toward me. He let me as I almost bumped into his

chest.

“That is great,” He said and added, “Close your eyes and keep trying. Focus on that feeling”

I nodded excitedly and closed my eyes again. I tried to sense it again, my mind searching for that tug I had felt in the back of my stomach as if something was pulling at me.

But there was nothing.

I focused hard, but again I felt emptiness. Feeling nervous, my eyes flew open, and I blurted out worriedly,

“It… it is gone. I can’t feel anything. I…can’t”

“Shh,” Callahan responded, placing a finger on my lips to silence me.

The gesture was so intimate that I shuddered involuntarily. He didn’t seem to notice it.

“It will come to you. Believe in it. Believe in yourself. Keep trying. I am right here”

Callahan said in a soothing voice, and I let myself calm down. This was a new side of Callahan to me.

I had never seen him speak so gently to anyone, and I had never imagined him doing that to me.

His voice was soft like a caress, bathing me in a warm feeling.

I closed my eyes as my fingers held onto him tightly and tried searching for that pull. I had begun praying to the moon goddess again. I had definitely not imagined it.

“Please, please, let it happen” My mind was chanting and suddenly out of nowhere I felt a bolt of current pass through me.

It seemed to emerge from the base of my stomach and travel up, shooting straight towards my spine and traveling upwards.

“Aah,” I winced and grabbed onto Callahan’s hand tightly.

The next few moments were something I would never forget.

Pain, blinding and visceral, tore through me. It was as if a beast that had been in a deep slumber was awakening from its slumber, shaking the cave it had been resting in for so long.

“Aah,” I cried again and felt my knees wobble. My entire body was shaking and I couldn’t find the strength to keep standing.

I crashed to the ground, and I felt a much larger thud resound beside me. Despite the pain, I noticed a pair of hands were still holding me tightly, not letting me go.

But the pain was too intense to let me focus on anything else.

blurry at first, as if it was enveloped

when another bolt of pain

at some point, I let go of

body seemed to convulse and bend. My stomach

I asked and Callahan replied,

are shifting, Zee. You can do it.

was doing it, I could

on the ground, my face eating dirt. The pain was so intense that I clawed at the grass viciously, trying to dig into the

been thrown in a blast furnace. My bones began to snap, and I felt as if a few

tears began streaming out of my eyes and I cried as the pain almost rattled me. No amount of training could have prepared me

heat felt like liquid fire running through my veins,

Was I dying?

had to trust him. I had

the pain showed no signs of stopping. It felt as if someone was cutting my

it

open

and I

I felt two hands pull me close. The familiar scent of Callahan’s cologne

the hair plastered

know it. You know it too.

How could he believe in me when I was literally

“It’s hurting”

cried and my hand reached to my belly as

dress. Probably you need to get

“Do it”

without hesitation. At this point, I wouldn’t mind if somebody took my skin away too.

away.

and I repeated, “DO IT”

to the sleeves of my dress and he gently tugged at it, careful not to

the side and next, he pulled the other sleeve off

tore the front of my dress. It

He patted my back as I bent down, my head touching the forest ground

no amount of

at

to your wolf. She is trying to force herself out. Tell her to be slow and that you are helping

her voice in my head yet,

you, my wolf. Take it slow”

a little. Had that been

so long. But then I had never

Callahan asked, and I shook

unsure of what to speak. I felt like a failure. All of this training and rigorous dieting had been for

seemed like my wolf was stuck behind some