Four Brothers and a Bride

Chapter 119: Chapter 119

ASHAL

The moment the words leave Demi’s lips, a startled hush falls over the dining room. We could have heard a pin drop at that moment. I press my eyes shut as memories of Olivia making a similar demand merely hours ago hits me.

She keeps trying to convince me that our separation would be the best thing for the baby. Every time I walk through the front door of the penthouse, she subtly reminds me that true love could be waiting for me outside. She demands to know if I have been trying to go on dates, if I have met anyone new. It’s sickening how eager she is to throw everything we once shared. It hurts to realize how easily she has moved on and how badly she wants me to move on too.

"Have you thought about it?" She had asked in between licking off some of the cake mix she was whisking. I am glad she feels stronger nowadays but it has its disadvantages. She’s got too much energy to discuss uncomfortable topics with me.

"Thought about what?" I asked, swirling wine in my glass.

"Our divorce. Are your lawyers drafting the papers?"

My fingers tightened around the stem of my glass. Slowly, I lifted my eyes to meet her hopeful ones. "You’re very eager to leave me, aren’t you?"

"Don’t be like that. I’m looking out for you and our baby. Delaying the inevitable won’t be good for either of you. Look at us right now. There’s hardly any tension. We can speak freely. I’ve been breathing easier lately and that’s all because I don’t feel the pressure of trying to pretend to be who you want me to be. This is all we were ever meant to be, Ashal; friends. Anything more would be forced. It’s already stolen two years of our lives. We can’t continue to trudge down that path."

I sipped my wine. "I need some time. I know you never felt anything for me but I do feel something for you. Suffice it to say that I am going through an emotional rollercoaster right now. There’s a lot of shit going on in my family too and I have to add my personal problems to the fray. It’s too much for me. I am going through heartbreak, a potential divorce and so much more." Angrily, I drained the rest of my glass.

Lily shuffled forward to do a refill when Olivia beat her to it. Meekly, Lily returned to her invisible spot by the kitchen wall.

"You need a distraction." Liv suggested, pouring me more wine. She smelt like cake. "That’s why I keep suggesting you find a new girl, someone to take the edge off. How about that Cree girl? Those pictures felt like sparks flew between you two."

I shook my head. "False sparks. She never really like me. I was just her meal ticket." That wasn’t entirely true.

"Ouch. Do you have anyone in mind that you like?"

Before I could stop it, Madeline’s image clouded my head. Immediately, I took another bracing gulp of my wine.

"Woah, easy." Liv said worriedly.

"I’ll talk to Elyon at work. He’s very good at organizing blind dates for me. Maybe I’ll just go on a few to see what happens."

"That sounds great." Liv added, rushing to continue her baking. "You never can tell what will happen. Madeline also put herself out there and now she’s got a new boyfriend."

A loud sound like tinnitus rung in my head. "She what?"

"After you saved her from that asshole, Hunter, I feared it would be difficult for her to give love another chance. You know she also suffered heartbreak with her ex, Carter. The proximity of all these hardships in her love life gave me cause for concern but luckily, I was worried for nothing. She told me the last time we spoke that she’s been talking to this new guy and he seriously wants to be her boyfriend."

If Liv hadn’t been busy rifling through the kitchen cabinets, searching for God knows what, she would have recognized the pure look of shock and constipation on my face. Is that why Maddi has been avoiding me? I wondered. She has refused to take my calls or texts despite how harmless they’ve been.

I sent her back to college and helped her family move on from that arranged marriage disaster like it never happened. What could I have done wrong to warrant the frostiness from Maddi? She hasn’t shown up in my office once to say thank you to me for saving her life. I was kind of counting on that as an excuse to see her again. When that didn’t happen, I broke character and called to see how she has been doing since she returned to school. There’s been no single reply from her. At some point, I thought she might have lost her phone or changed her number.

I gritted my teeth as I realized how fast everyone seemed to be moving on from me. I knew Maddi and I weren’t romantically involved but I thought the few moments that we shared (like the kiss in the car and at the hospital after I saved her from Hunter) meant something to her. Though she hadn’t allowed herself to voice it, her eyes were speaking volumes. Did she really go out there and get a new boyfriend? Why did she have to avoid me? I wouldn’t stop her so what’s with the weird energy? I continued to wonder.

Lily was watching me when I lifted my head. She made her way to me and raised the bottle to top my glass.

"Stop, Lily. He’s had enough." Liv cut in.

hand and poured the

and prepped the oven. I finished the bottle of wine and to my surprise,

under the sheets. On the side drawer, there were cupcakes and a pitcher of orange

father’s voice cuts through my thoughts. We are still at the dining table with Demi’s shocking demand hanging thickly in the air. Demi pushes her chair

can speak. He steeples his fingers and inclines

flash angrily. "You can’t keep me tethered to

Rollins for the next six months. Though your current decision would have made me pop open my oldest wine in the cellar, I regret that the circumstances we find ourselves in leaves me no choice

chaos HE created." Demi

him another six months. We need a mother for his child. After the contract expires, you will be free to go back to your plebian life. If you insist on walking away right now, I’ll get my legal

Demi stares across the room as no one rises to

She shrieks before stomping

rich ought to marry their kind."

to her. Ashton looks disgusted with his

"Go check

Nothing makes sense anymore. I head to the movie room and slink into a padded chair. I have no intention to see a movie. I just want to sit in the dark for

matter so much that Maddi has a boyfriend now? What right do I have to be suspicious of how fast

because she hasn’t told Liv anything that has transpired between us lately? Is that supposed

jerk as a hand rests on

"Are you okay?"

and wonder how

down on the chair next to me. A tired breath whistles from his lip. "Hey, thanks for covering for

"Not a problem."

of my eye, I can tell he’s

sharply. "Asher invited Anna over. He’s briefing her on the need to keep her mouth shut about Demi’s lost pregnancy and the new charade that Demi will be embarking on soon. Ashley is in a shouting match with his wife. Mother and father are having hushed conversations in his study. I think mother is trying to get father to develop a conscience for

"Ha"

exactly." Ashton

"And your fiancée?"

home in a car. I’ve had my fill of her ass licking for one day." We laugh to

got something on your mind. Spill

these last few weeks. Ashal, I’m

We all have our different lives. You don’t owe

be absent especially in matters that involve you. You know how much I worry over you. You’re my baby brother..." He flashes his index finger in my face when I start to protest, "...and it’s my right to worry. Tell me everything I’ve missed

everything I am feeling right now to retain a shred of my sanity, I probably won’t cave at this point. I go on to tell him everything I

divorce too despite being pregnant? I’m so sorry man. That must be hard to endure

DONE she is, I don’t know what does." I run a hand over my face. "I tried, Ashton. I really tried to be everything she wanted and more but somehow, the stars never aligned in our favor. I guess it’s true what they say; the heart wants what it wants. She has always been attracted to Asher and not me. Two years and a baby on the way later,

you going to do? Will you grant her the divorce as she asks? Will you find someone else to move on

I know how much hell I’ve given father over what a shitty dad he was to us but what if my child feels the same way about me? How do I find the courage to search for a new love interest with all of this bullshit going on both in our family and in my

it. We’ve been through a lot of shocks this year so I believe we will

her bake cupcakes today in the kitchen, barefoot and pregnant. She was back to her bubbly self. Even if we’re nothing more than friends now, I want to savor that for as

really go on blind dates again? I think it won’t hurt to try. See how sparks flew with Cree. I don’t care if you go in search of someone that has

appears there’s a message within his message but I drown

cupid."

to see a movie to distract

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