Four or Dead by G O A

Logan POV

Present

Standing in Emma’s room had my heart racing. I tried so hard to push down my emotions because I needed people on the outside to see that nothing could touch me, but here and now I just couldn’t. What people say is true, there is a fine line between love and hate.

When I first saw Emma she looked like other girls raised in a wealthy family environment. Sure she didn’t look as flashy as most of the other girls in the school but she just looked too perfect. Seeing her made the beast inside me growl in anger when she looked at me. It felt like in her eyes I was nothing more than the dirt under her shoe. So that day I made sure that she would feel as little as I did, but knowing what I know now I can’t stop the guilt from eating me alive. She had been wearing a mask to hide the truth. She had been hurting even then and I hated her for no reason.

“It all looks so…normal,” Jayden said glancing around the room.

Jayden and I were from similar backgrounds, orphans. He had a more broody quiet way of dealing while I preferred being loud and cocky, but we understood each other.

“Yeah, it does. Just like her. She always looked so normal, and yet…did you see the scars, Jay? There were so many.” I asked walking deeper into Emma’s room.

We had left Asher, Leo, and Emma back at our place and Jayden and I decided to grab all of Emma’s things. She told us she didn’t want anything other than her clothes and a few personal items that she gave us a list for. Jayden wondered toward Emma’s pink canopy bed that looked like she had kept it the same since she was a little girl, unless….no, I couldn’t think about those men who touched her. If I did I would kill them all and not care one bit if I was locked away, but she needed us, and being locked up would mean I couldn’t help her.

“This room looks so wrong though, right?” Jayden asked walking around and examining everything.

“It looks like it’s right out of a catalog but nothing is new. It looks like she has had it all since she was a little girl. Even the stuffed animals don’t look like anything kids play with now. It’s as if her room was frozen in time or something.” I took another look around and I started to see what he meant.

The bed was white with a pink frilly canopy, and the bedding was white with little pink flower decals. The furniture was all white with red details, and the stuffed animals all sat perfectly on the bed. I swear it looked like it came right out of a photograph.

“It doesn’t even look like she ever even used any of this stuff,” I pointed out slightly confused.

I noticed another door on the opposite wall and I walked over to it to see what was inside, but something weird catches my eye. The door has a lock on the outside. I reach up to it and slip the lock away and open the door.

“Oh god,” I said under my breath as I took in the scene.

closet but only a single pair of jeans, a

here?” I asked to no one

described sat. I grabbed it and held it in my shaky hands. I

let’s get out of

on the box and placed the clothes over

go.” I turned around and followed

right, not with my thoughts the way they were. I wanted to push this down by the time we got back home, and that meant struggling to bury it deep in my mind again. When

I asked them through clenched

her room and she fell asleep as soon her head hit the

so whipped, it was a little

go? Did you

scoffed and walked over placing the few items on the table

asked looking at it and

brought

asked with

of it. All that

ran his hand down his

went through

long there?” I asked falling onto the

us a shy smile before coming down the stairs and taking a seat next

told my teacher I was sick and lied saying my father was picking me up. I rode my bike as far as I could before I got too tired. I ended up at some park only a

a second and looked

up to you and pulled you into a slide to shelter you

person to ever