Four or Dead by G O A

Four or Dead Chapter 23

Emina....Three Weeks Later...

Things grew quiet the last few weeks with news going around that Andrea was taking time off of school for a mental healing retreat. Her friends kept to themselves during her absence, only offering me the occasional look of disgust but not much else. I hadn't heard from my father either and that was what had me the most worried. My father was by no means a patient man, so the fact he hadn't come storming in a dragging me out had been a bit of a surprise. Things with the boys had gotten a lot better though, and I was starting to become more comfortable with the idea of being a real part of their group. I was still nervous about pursuing more of a romantic relationship with them as a group because my mind couldn't wrap around the thought that they all wanted me. There was no way that was the case, and I wasn't sure how that could work. (")

Asher and Jayden especially confused me in this regard because they didn't really show much emotion at all, to begin with. They made it clear they wanted me here but as what I wasn't sure. Leo and Logan were the total opposite. They were very obvious about their feelings after that night together, but they have been patient with me about taking our time.

I liked the way Logan and Leo wrapped me in their arms, it was something I had needed for a long time. I had been starved for any form Chapter 23

of kindness and especially of physical interactions that didn't include pain. Logan liked to take me by surprise and steal a kiss at least a few times a day, but Leo was a bit more reserved and went for cheek kisses instead. Asher and Jayden spoke to me some but kept any physical contact to a minimum and far between, which I accepted.

The last couple of weeks I had made it up in my mind to find a way to pay them all back in some way, so I started watching every tutorial I could find on cooking. The boys were sweet enough to buy me a nicer phone and it allowed me to watch YouTube. They told me I didn't have to worry about cooking and cleaning for them but I figured it was the least I could do. So I buckled down and got to work on learning everything I could.

A morning finally came when I was sure I could make something. I woke up and shimmied out of my Logan and Leo sandwich to sneak into the kitchen and make breakfast. I hadn't been expecting Jayden to be sitting at the kitchen table wher I arrived though and seeing him made me jump and a small squeak of surprise escaped my mouth. (*

My hand came up over my heart as if that action alone was keeping it

from leaping from my chest. "God, you scared me."\")

He looked at me and his mouth quirked up at the corner just a little bit. "What are you doing up so early?"

I smile and take a seat beside him. "I wanted to take a shot at making breakfast." Chapter 23

He lifted a brow at me, "Really? Can you cook?"

"[ have been watching some videos on some simple recipes and I think I can do it if we have all the ingredients," I assured him.

'What will you make?" He asked me. Omelettes!" I replied with an excited smile..')

have everything thing you need we can get them later so we have

with what we have for now." "Very well."

before standing and heading toward the fridge. That had been the longest conversation we had ever had and it felt like a huge accomplishment. Ruffling through the fridge I found cheese, bacon, and eggs which were just enough for a simple omelet. I took everything out and set up my phone so I could watch the steps and follow them exactly. The kitchen was silent other than the sound of clanking utensils and the soft voice of the instructor. I brushed my long hair

had fallen over

back to what I was doing. I did so but my heart had started pounding loudly in my chest. We were so close and I immediately started panicking. I continued to mix the eggs I had cracked into a bowl but slowed when I

men don't usually carry hair ties around with them. But she kept asking every day, so my father stopped by a store on his way home from work and bought some thin black hair ties. He started wearing a couple on his wrists at times from that day on. So when my mom would ask for him to tie her hair back he would tug one off and wrap it in her hair. He did this every day and when I got older I asked her why she did this every day." He paused for a second and I waited desperately wanting him

special girl in his life he will always look for a way to care for her. This small thing let my father show how much he cared for my mother. She said her father and mother did the same thing, and a small act like that made their relationship stronger. So after that, I also started wearing the ties

things are on your

died." He replied softly.

right girl that I would continue the tradition. There was a girl that I thought would be the one I would share those moments with, but she was gone before I could. Now I am getting a second chance to keep the promise I made to my mom.'

is finished he let his hands fall away

you," I said

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he reached out and brushed his thumb gently across my cheek. I expected him to pull away but his hand lowered just enough to lay against the back of my neck. My eyes searched his for a clue at what he was thinking, but I never expected him to pull me to him and crashed his lips against mine. The intensity of it took my breath away and I could almost feel how desperately he had been wanting to share a moment like this with me. When he finally pulled away I looked up at him, my eyes wide, He offered me a small smile

He said softly before turning around and returning to his seat as if nothing

trance and I quickly turned back to the omelet mix I had completely forgotten about.

you! Whatcha making?" He asked resting his head on my shoulder. "Breakfast!" I replied turning and smiling up at him. He gave me an expression that

it!" He planted a sweet kiss to my

away when Leo came up

Leo said leaning down and matching Logan's kiss

left alone again, and I had to

of rummaging the fridge for a carton of juice followed by Leo going off on him for not using a glass. When each of their omelets was finished I set one in front of each guy and stepped back to wait for their reactions. I was too nervous to eat myself, so I stood there waiting. The silence following their first bite was deafening and made me

nervous.

so good!" Logan spoke up first and I let out a

"So?" "Best omelet I have ever had!" He said with a

things to me even if I didn't deserve it. It