Four or Dead by G O A

Four or Dead

Chapter 38

Emma...Present...

Hearing Asher say he loves me makes my heart swell and anything I could think to say is lost. I never thought even one of these guys would care about me in this way but now...I couldn't believe they were all

confes

ing such feelings. It was overwhelming to say the least and was making tears burn the corners of my eyes. Who was I to deserve to hold such admiration from them? They could have anyone. I still couldn't wrap my head around the whole situation.

Was it right for me to feel like these guys were mine? I was one girl, it shouldn't feel right and yet it does. Seeing Leo with Andrea answered the question of how I would feel if any of them wanted to date another girl. Of course, I would never ask them to only be with me, I never could ask that of them. It didn't stop my heart from breaking at the idea though.

"You don't have to say anything. I just wanted you to know. I don't know how I could go on without telling you. It was eating me up not saying it." Asher says nuzzling my neck and sighing.

I felt tiny in his arms and yet when he did that he was the one who seemed small and fragile. Even though on the outside he was all hard muscle and towering height. He was showing his vulnerability to me hoping that I would accept him, all of him. I hoped he knew there wasn't one thing about these guys that would make me turn away. Chapter 38

I closed my eyes and let myself get lost in his embrace, letting his words wrap around me in warmth. He moved slightly to wrap his arms around my shoulder and pull me close to his chest and I went back to feeling tiny in his hold.

feet two inches. Yet with me, they were soft and gentle which anyone would see as strange. They were intimidating as hell, I should know given our history, but I wasn't afraid of them anymore. Not after seeing this side of them. They treated me like something precious to them

anything remotely special about me. I am about as average as they come. Some say I am pretty but I don't see it. Maybe I was just taught not to see myself as anything special. My eyes were big and sad looking, my hair was long and dark with waves but had only recently looked less dull, my body was petite and thin, and my skin had only now started to look less pale. () To me, I didn't sport anything special, but the guys

guess I just had to take their word

from his chest and immediately dropped his lips to my neck in

was a whisper on his

I knew that I had been scared to take the next step with the guys but at this moment my brain was floating on an unexpected high from Asher's touches. I had

I swallow hard. Something was growing and poking the side of my

going to make Asher wait a moment longer, because I didn't want to wait a minute longer either. I pushed him slightly and I reached for his face brushing my thumb over his bottom lip trying to find his mouth in the darkness of the room. Once I am sure I lean down and cover his lips with mine. A fire ignites in my belly and I lean deeper into his kiss. He meets my intensity with his own and the kiss grows desperate and intense. If I didn't have a cast

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not far.

a shaky breath. "Yes. I love you and

the bed. He doesn't wait for a second longer before climbing over me and crashing our lips together. I lift my head to meet his kiss as harshly as best as I can and he only pushes more. I wrap my arms around his neck and his hand moves up my thigh and dips under my top and his fingers start to move higher along my stomach, His mouth moves from my lips and travels down my jaw and along my neck again. He stops just over the part of my neck where my pulse is racing and pulls the skin of my neck between his lips. He sucks

began to dip under the lace of my bra a loud knock comes

yells out. (* Asher growls in annoyance before

hear footsteps retreating and Asher drops down on me and lets out a frustrated

help but laugh a little and I wrap my

say and he just shakes his head not bothering to lift