Four or Dead by G O A

Four or Dead

Chapter 40

Asher...Present...

I could sense Emma's fears as if I was inside her mind. Her body tensed and relaxed over and over as I drank in every bit of her. I was not naive to think this would be easy for her and I was not mad that she seemed afraid. I knew it wasn't because she didn't trust me, fear of the past was hard to shake. The four of us could never blame her for her fears because we had demons of our own that we tried hard to hide from.

Even with that, I knew she wanted this too and I would go as slow as she needed. This was not like any of the times I shared with other girls, because yes there had been others. We had all been infatuated with Emma since we saw her and ever trying to push her away didn't change that. We tried to distract ourselves with other girls but our desire for Emma never changed. In some ways, I regret ever touching another girl, but what is done is done.

Thad taken a moment to prepare by retrieving a condom from my side table and rolling it on.

Emma was trembling beneath my touch as lined myself up to her.

"Take a deep breath baby. I will go nice and slow." I promised her and she nodded her head quickly. (7

As promised I slowly inched inside of her feeling the tight resistance of her muscles around me. I couldn't help the deep groan that welled up at Chapter 40

the sensation and the gasp that came from Emma. I moved slowly deeper inside her and her body began to relax making it easier for me to push the rest of the way in. For a few moments we remained linked together, neither of us moved. Emma opened her eyes and looked up at me and my stomach flipped at how beautiful she looked.

I knew I didn't deserve a girl as sweet as her and yet she didn't run away from me. She embraced every part of me and that made me weak for her. To others, I was stone cold and harsh but with Emma, I

small bit of pleasure our joined bodies created. The sight of her made me groan even

with

smiled up at me. "It's ok, I...liked it. It just feels new to

smiled down at her and lowered my head to

it starts to hurt at all just tell me, but I have to admit...you feel amazing and it's really hard to keep myself in check. So I am sorry in

never hurt me. Don't hold

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Her fear was gone for now and she was telling me to show her just how much I wanted her. So I began to move again digging myself deeper inside her, as deep as

out breathy gasps and it only pushed me into quicker and harder thrusts. I couldn't tear my lips away from her skin though. My

deep inside her were setting my skin on fire. I lost all control of myself and my body seemed to be moving on its own soaking up every sound she made. I could feel myself getting so close to exploding

her, my whole body feeling spent. There was silence all around us except for the sounds of our labored

I knew nothing would ever compare, Sex had always been about scratching an itch but not much else, but not with Emma. Everything about Emma was intoxicating and I would crave her every day from now on. Even after a few minutes, we didn't move, even when our breaths began to slow. Emma was brushing her fingers along my back which was

(') It felt too good to

that." I said honestly as I slowly pulled

and lifted her hands to cover her face. I rose up on my elbows and looked down at her with a