Four or Dead by G O A

Four or Dead

Chapter 51

Emma

"Can I say again that I hate this plan?" Logan had been in a bad mood all morning while we got ready for school

Last night I was woken by the others climbing into bed with Jayden and me. With a lot of effort, we all managed to fit on Jayden's bed and I fell asleep with all the guys cuddled up to me in some way. It would look silly to people but I needed that closeness and so did they. \°

"Ym with Logan on this one. I mean it makes a lot of sense but I am going to be sick after. Just remember baby, none of it is real." Asher assures me, but I trusted him completely now so I believe every word or at least try to

The five of us walk into school together and I can already feel the pain of this possibly being the last day I see the boys for a while. I made plans ahead of time to finish my last few credits for school early. Even with what went on at home I made an effort to find a way to distract myself when dad was really bad, and that meant I was finished with all my required classes. I was staying for the extra credits I could get and because I never wanted to be at home longer than I had to be

So I stayed and now I'll be able to disappear with Zane and it won't interfere with anything important. I will still walk at graduation with the rest of my class, that is if I finish all this before then

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"Andrea says she'll meet me before class," Asher says glancing down at his phone and scowling

He was not happy having to get involved with her again, but she is the most ruthless person at this school. She'll take any chance she gets to break me, and we were giving her that chance on a silver platter. .")

"And the others?" I ask looking at the rest of my boys

"Easy. They aren't exactly bright so it didn't take much convincing." Logan says smugly and I can't help but roll my eyes at him

Andrea's friends had also been summoned for the big event today. In short, the guys are going to get caught with them at various times throughout the day. Word will spread fast since our relationship is pretty well known now. The big finally will happen at lunch when I walk in on Andrea all over Asher. \°

Pretty basic but effective and since Andrea likes to turn everything into a spectacle I was sure she would no doubt add her own flair to really make all this hurt. Once we get to my locker the guys don't go for their usual send-off and instead walk away without a word. I tense automatically and I try to hide myself behind my locker door, but I can hear the whispers. The boys are always very clear with their affection and even though this one thing is tiny it has the desired effect

Things escalate even more in class when I sit as far from the boys as possible. I fall back into my habit of trying to be invisible and I hate how easy it feels to fall into the background. \*

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"Are they fighting or something? They're usually all over each other. It's disgusting but this is weird." I hear someone say and I squeeze my eyes shut

phone vibrate and I carefully pull it out and see a message from

I miss you already! Don't look so sad

to fight back a smile

guys have been cheating and we are supposed to break

yeah yeah I just wanted you to know that you are beautiful and amazing! Ok, that's

you also

won't judge you Me: shut

but love for

stop! I need to stay in

remember you are the only girl for me. None of what happens

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cut it off

sell it. But when it's all over I give you

happy that will make

problem. Love

will scowl at you but in a nice

later he glances around to make sure no one is watching before throwing me a wink as well. I hold back a smile and turn my attention to Andrea instead. She took a seat next to Asher and is turned in his direction,

in his neck tensing but he's putting on a good act of enjoying Andrea's attention. In the corner of my eye, I can

boys flirting with other girls right in front of me and me looking hurt. Seeing the guys like that churns my stomach even though I know it's all

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gosh. That's her! I knew the Angels wouldn't slum it with someone like her for long. I mean she is plain at best

something. Did you see Andrea all over Asher last class? It's like things are finally going back to normal." One of

that I shouldn't care but the way she says that the guys have been slumming it with me hurts more than I thought it would. Being with the guys has helped me come a long way with seeing myself in a more positive way, but was that true? I shouldn't care because the guys have told me how they felt about me

my friend who helps in the office says she'll be gone soon. Out of sight out of mind, you

gathering in my eyes. I can't let their words hurt me, but maybe

I'm alone now. The bathroom seems empty so I step up to the mirror and look at my reflection. My eyes look watery and I decide I'll use this for the final act. I'll need

the tears even more real,

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best I can. With one more deep breath, I step toward the door and pull it open,

ignore them. I finally make it to the cafeteria and I slowly open the door. As soon as I step inside everything goes uncomfortably quiet. I look up and see Andrea sitting