Four or Dead by G O A

Four or Dead

Chapter 136

Flashback, Reyes 7 years old

Loud shouting and the sound of objects breaking come from downstairs

I am hiding under the bed in the small, messy room I share with Alec, my older brother. I have always been scared when our parents fought

Lately, it has been happening more frequently than before

My father, Ander, works many hours and is rarely home. When he is home, he spends as much time as possible with Alec and me

My mother, Roxanne, fills her days with drinking and is drunk most of the time. When Alec and I return from school, we often find her passed out on the couch. There were times when we found her with other men, drinking or inhaling a white powder through their noses-cocaine, Alec called it. I have never liked those men. Especially Azael. He has always looked at Alec and me in a way that makes me uncomfortable

Sometimes, Azael and Mother would go into my parents' bedroom

Since her room is next to mine, I could hear strange noises coming from there. When I asked Alec about it, he told me to ignore it

I even started to think Azael was hitting Mother. Once, when Mother was screaming Azael's name, I was on the verge of tears because I thought he was killing her. Alec took out his guitar, the one our father got for him the first time he went to a very special place on the day he turned twelve-which I am not yet allowed to know about-and played a song, calming my nerves

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When I turned seven, some months ago, Azael brought me a book about angels and demons. It told the story of how the demons rebelled against Heaven, and God cast them out. Father told Alec and me that the demons left Heaven because the angels became corrupt, so I confronted Father about his lies. When asked where I heard about the angels being good, I showed him the book and told him about Azael. That day, my parents had their real first fight

The front door slams and only Mother can be heard yelling, letting me know my father has left. Knowing what will happen in the next few minutes, I curl into a ball

"Tt will be alright. I won't let her harm you anymore," Alec tells me. He has been sitting on the bed since the start of the fight

A few minutes of peace followed, and I think Mother might not be mad at me tonight. I am about to get out from under the bed when I hear

footsteps down the hall, and I freeze

The door to the room opens

little piece of shit?!" Mother stands in the doorframe, a belt belonging

me peeing my shorts. I bite my fist. Will she be even angrier

you should go to your room

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because that little bastard couldn't keep his mouth shut!" she screeches. "But I will teach him to never open his

than me, has always been my hero. And now, he sounds as

under the bed, isn't he?"

Alec tries to push

Reyes after all he has

only seven," Alec

teach you two what it means to be the sons of a

Alec before.

the sound of the belt on skin, followed by

see me as she is facing away from me. When she is about to

are," she says as she hits Alec one

that ruined my life," she yells and grabs me by the hair, and

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faint whimper comes out of my mouth. She hits me with the belt over my bare legs. When

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tries to intervene, but she slaps him across the face so hard that he hits his head

Alec does not move or

she hit me was the day I told my father

where Alec is. "Wake up!" I beg my brother as

visible. I put my head on Alec's chest and cry silently. Alec puts his

you cleaned up," Alec says. I nod in

my legs. Before taking me back to

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the blood flow

want me to play the guitar for you?" Alec asks as he sits on the bed. "Could you bring it to me? I am a little

guitar from the corner where Alec had put it earlier. It is still plugged in, and I sit next to Alec on the bed. I love listening to Alec play the guitar. One

is on the second song when the door opens again, and Azael enters. Mother