Four or Dead by G O A

Four or Dead

Chapter 158

Alec's death anniversary is the only time of the year I visit his grave

Not because I don't love Alec with all my heart but because remembering I am why he is dead kills me and fucks up my mind on a daily basis. If not for my mistake, Alec would still be alive. Sure, Alec would be then the one bonded to Angel, the one to fuck and love her, but he is worthy of Angel, especially after everything he did to protect me

I run my right palm against the cold surface of the headstone while promising to kill Azael for what he did to Alec-a promise that I make each year

"Flashback Reyes, 9 years old,**

Two years have passed since Azael took Alec and me to a strange building. Alec refers to it as a torture prison, while Azael calls it a medical facility. I agree with Alec; it is a prison. Azael takes blood samples from us at least once a week, and on our way to the examination room, we would sometimes see naked women and men full of scars and bruises. Whenever I ask Azael about them, I receive the same answer, 'They are being punished for breaking the rules.'

I know all about the rules and what would happen if any of them were broken

Chapter 158

The first night in the strange building, Alec and I were told the rules of that place and the consequences of breaking them. They are fairly simple to follow, except for one to keep our rooms clean at all times

Alec and I learned fast to keep our room spotless. Especially after many harsh punishments

one of the examination rooms. When Azael came after me, I did not question why I was taken in the middle of the night,

am strapped to a strange table, my butt exposed and facing Azael. A finger touches me where it should

me again," Azael clips as he pushes a finger inside

contain my tears of humiliation and anger. It is the first time Azael has done something like this, and it hurts. "I am sorry," I whimper, hoping Azael will stop whatever he is doing to my butt and punish

something with his finger, causing me stabs of pain. I bite the interior of my

"Yes."

other method

use another type of punishment. I usually do this to women, but I think it will be as effective

punishment for women? It doesn't

spanked with a belt. But then Azael picks up something from a nearby table and shows it to

at a yellow root in

do you know what I

for so long and seeing many things, nothing surprises me, and everything can be used as a

says as he pushes the

muscles clench around it, producing more pain. Tears

"I

I don't think I will survive the pain

me, but I know better than to do that

to plead with Azael again when the door opens, and Alec enters. His eyes are wide