Four or Dead by G O A

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I have been tossing in bed for more than two hours, trying to convince myself to get out of bed and face Stefan, but the idea of having to learn how happy he is with Emily causes me so much pain. So I have been hiding in my room since last night

Since when are you such a coward, Angel?

Pretending Alekos and Reyes were a man I randomly met in La Palma, no problem, but having to talk to Stefan has my anxiety levels skyrocketing

I should not have let Alekos and Reyes fuck me before we talked about everything, but Alekos telling me he was single gave me hope that maybe he refused to be with Emily because he truly cares for me. Of course, it can all be in my head, but is it wrong to want to be happy with my mate? All of them? Not that it will be possible, but dreaming costs nothing

And Reyes...when I saw him in the doorframe, his eyes red and full of pure madness, I knew I was the only one to ground him, so I let him back into my life

Stupid, Angel, so stupid. Just because they know how to fuck and treated me nicely for seven days doesn't mean shit

But I was so lonely, and the idea of having to raise my baby alone made me so sad... and their touch makes the pain in my chest bearable

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Iam so weak

I should have listened to Wasp and remained in the Sanctuary. Her and the others were more than happy to help me with the baby. While the idea was tempting, I wanted to find someone to accept the baby and me into his life. I did not plan for that someone to be Alekos and Reyes, but when one of them is the father, and with both of them wanting me, I couldn't say no because my heart still wants them. So many nights I laid awake in bed wondering why I wasn't enough for them and why they left me in the facility. Maybe Stefan didn't tell Alekos about the email? Then why did they come after me? At least Stefan did

And what about Emily?

have let my role-fucking-play fantasy take

should have asked why they kicked me out of their apartment and abandoned me to my fate

Everything is so confusing

want my baby because Emily can't give them one? God knows what was done to her in that horrible place. My hands wrap around my belly. The fuck I will let them

I am in trouble? Maybe I should return to the Sanctuary. I

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looking for me. Of course, he is. At least Reyes is after

Reyes is the Butcher

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my mates is a

He killed for me

marry me or fuck him so good he will be the

badly that I still have nightmares about them torturing me. Who knows how many women went through the same at their hands?

Butcher's real identity? What if they already did, and that's why Alekos had to leave so suddenly to the States? And now Reyes will kill some more and be

Damn!

has to stop Reyes and make him see reason. He might

is out of reach. I start to feel sick. Maybe Stefan spoke to Reyes, and he knows

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standing in front of my bedroom, his hands in his pockets. His hair is ruffled,