Four or Dead by G O A

Four or Dead

Chapter 185

Stefan falls silent as he is about to tell me what happened to him in the catacombs. The blood drains from his face, and his hands are trembling, making me curious about what lies beneath the Blood Lodge and what happened during those three days he was there. But from how he looks at me, I know that is all he is willing to share with me. And yet...

"Keep going," I say

He shakes his head. "The only thing I can say is that if there is a hell on Earth, it is there

"But what's in those catacombs?"

"Demons that consumed their vessels and lost their only chance of being forgiven and accepted in the Garden of Eden. They don't take those who harm their mates lightly, for they have desecrated their chance of being redeemed, they can be very, very vicious."

His hand returns to my face, his fingers gently brushing against my cheek, sending shivers down my spine. I hate being a hellstar as it makes me emotionally dependent on my mates, which means I need all three of them to be happy. Fuck that! I would rather live with this gaping hole in my chest for the rest of my days than forgive them. And I need to stop sleeping with Alekos and Reyes and make an exit plan

"Will you let me feed you now?" Stefan asks

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"No. You are here only because Emily wasn't who you thought she was

If the videos of her were different, you would not be here right now but with her." I push him away from me

"But I am choosing you!"

fridge and grab the milk, no longer wanting to eat the food he made. "You never chose me," I retort, my back to him as I prepare a bowl of cereal on the counter. "You conveniently switched

wasn't the only

true that I didn't realize what an idiot I was until I saw those videos of Emily, but when I was in the forest, alone, all I could think about was you-you on Alekos's desk while I was devouring that pussy of

you, and only

my heart accelerates, and I force myself to breathe evenly. I hate, hate being a hellstar. His hands cover the baby bump, and I grab his wrists, wanting to yank them away, but he is so much stronger than me. "If it's true,

annoyed me to no end. I hated the idea of you being the Lady of the house. When I saw you in my room, snooping around and using my laptop, I thought that was my

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cradle my stomach, and I want him to stop touching me. "When Reyes said

does he torment me like this? "If

falling for you and losing you." Just like he lost Emily, is what he doesn't say out loud. The tip of his

saying a word about your whereabouts, I would not have to face reality." He swallows hard. "When I saw that

the joy of reading with others and spread the word. The next chapter is

I snap and

of my mind. But the words die on my lips as I see the pure hunger in his eyes. I don't want him to look at me like that. I want him to keep hating me, to not

him, but my entire body

on my lips, his tongue

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like it will explode. He groans as he feasts on my

is he kissing me

push against his chest, and his left hand grabs my hair-how he manages to do it when it is so short is

you doing?" I finally ask when he

obvious? Claiming what is mine." I shake my head. "You need to stop. And you don't

as his hands go to my waist, and he puts me on the counter. "I need to taste you. And I love kissing you. Only