Finlay and I sat down on the step leading from his porch to the garden. The heat of the day had given way to cooler air,

the moon was a week from being full and the creek flowed at a steady pace. We didn’t talk as we ate. We were used to

each other’s company and it was a comfortable silence.

“Have you had a good birthday?” he asked me as we both had finished our cake.

“It has been amazing,” I told him.

“I was afraid it would trigger too many bad memories,” he said.

“It had its moments. But in the end, this birthday was much better and completely different.” He nodded.

“How do you feel about the games?” he asked.

“About the games or about what will happen when we won’t be playing?” I asked. He looked at me and smirked.

“The later,” he said.

“I don’t know. I’m nervous. I look forward to seeing my brother, but I’m scared he will be angry with me. With James… I

just don’t know what to think. I don’t have feelings for him, those died a long time ago. And I think I mostly have

forgiven him for what he did, it led me to end up here. But I’m afraid the bitterness will surface when I see him,” I told

him honestly.

“Would you prefer to stay home?” he asked.

“No.” I didn’t need to think about it. Despite my mixed feelings, I knew I would never skip the event. My pack needed me. “How about you? I’m not the only one with complicated family matters,” I asked him. He grunted.

“I have dealt with them at the alpha meetings. I’m predicting my brother will try to force a joining of the packs. Again.”

“At least we will have each other,” I told him. He gave me a smile.

“That is true.” We sat a moment longer, thinking about what we had talked about. I felt better after sharing my fears with

Finlay. I always did. “Ready for bed?” he asked. I nodded, and he stood up and reached his hands towards me. I took it

and he helped me up. We stood on the porch in the moonlight and neither of us had let go. Our eyes met and after a

couple of heartbeats during which none of us did anything, Finlay tugged lightly in my hand. The tug wasn’t hard

enough to do anything. But I found myself walking towards him until our toes almost touched. Our hands were still

connected and the air was filled with the tension which usually was under the surface whenever we were close. Now it

had been released and it was almost palatable. I don’t know who made the first move, or if we made it together. One moment we stood looking at each other, the next moment we were kissing like it was the only way to survive. Finlay’s

he gently held my face as he kissed

anchored with him. Finlay tugged on my lower lip and with a

had kissed other men, even if it was a long time ago, but nothing could

on fire. Everything I held back for six years came flooding out. Finlay responded with a

that had me moaning for the second time. As if my moan

knew, I was inside Finlay’s house, in

My hands had wrapped around his neck and one of my hands tangled in

his shoulders. A growl escaped Finlay as he pulled my leg up to wrap around his waist. The skirt on

rubbed all over my naked leg

for me. Finlay grunted and moved his hips with mine. It almost sent me over the edge. His lips left mine as he kissed down my neck. Both my hands grabbed his hair in desperation. His hands had landed

“Finlay,” I moaned.

in response. I tried to ignore the voice in my head telling me I couldn’t do this. I

I told

whimpered. He froze as he heard the change in my voice. I hated myself. He tilted his

against my skin and my hands

told him in a whisper. I felt close to tears. He looked up at me and cupped my

hands.

this thing between us any longer. It’s eating me up when I can’t act on the instinct to show

these instincts, my wolf pushes me to

feel it too.”

“Then why can’t we?”

the biggest meeting of wolves in the world. The chance of you

told him. For once I didn’t hide

leaning

is what

anyone else but you,” he told me. There was so

you did it would break

“Why?”

would be rejected. How can I live with

decision. I love you and I can’t see myself loving anyone else this way.” His

had the first of my tears running

how much. I’m terrified of what

paused to collect

so much worse then when I was

he insisted. I smiled at him through my

it intentionally. But we both know

me. It wasn’t full of fire this time. It

he said, wiping away

If I want a family I can’t

Finn. I don’t think your balls will shrivel up until then.”

forehead.

“Probably not,” he agreed.

make you a deal,” I told

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