Finlay and I sat down on the step leading from his porch to the garden. The heat of the day had given way to cooler air,

the moon was a week from being full and the creek flowed at a steady pace. We didn’t talk as we ate. We were used to

each other’s company and it was a comfortable silence.

“Have you had a good birthday?” he asked me as we both had finished our cake.

“It has been amazing,” I told him.

“I was afraid it would trigger too many bad memories,” he said.

“It had its moments. But in the end, this birthday was much better and completely different.” He nodded.

“How do you feel about the games?” he asked.

“About the games or about what will happen when we won’t be playing?” I asked. He looked at me and smirked.

“The later,” he said.

“I don’t know. I’m nervous. I look forward to seeing my brother, but I’m scared he will be angry with me. With James… I

just don’t know what to think. I don’t have feelings for him, those died a long time ago. And I think I mostly have

forgiven him for what he did, it led me to end up here. But I’m afraid the bitterness will surface when I see him,” I told

him honestly.

“Would you prefer to stay home?” he asked.

“No.” I didn’t need to think about it. Despite my mixed feelings, I knew I would never skip the event. My pack needed me. “How about you? I’m not the only one with complicated family matters,” I asked him. He grunted.

“I have dealt with them at the alpha meetings. I’m predicting my brother will try to force a joining of the packs. Again.”

“At least we will have each other,” I told him. He gave me a smile.

“That is true.” We sat a moment longer, thinking about what we had talked about. I felt better after sharing my fears with

Finlay. I always did. “Ready for bed?” he asked. I nodded, and he stood up and reached his hands towards me. I took it

and he helped me up. We stood on the porch in the moonlight and neither of us had let go. Our eyes met and after a

couple of heartbeats during which none of us did anything, Finlay tugged lightly in my hand. The tug wasn’t hard

enough to do anything. But I found myself walking towards him until our toes almost touched. Our hands were still

connected and the air was filled with the tension which usually was under the surface whenever we were close. Now it

had been released and it was almost palatable. I don’t know who made the first move, or if we made it together. One moment we stood looking at each other, the next moment we were kissing like it was the only way to survive. Finlay’s

face as he kissed me. My free hand had landed

and with

other men, even if it was a long time ago, but nothing could have

I held back for six years

didn’t hurt, but it was a possessive gesture that had me moaning for the second time. As if my moan had unlocked something in him, Finlay locked his arms

house, in the hallway he let me down

one of my hands tangled

as he pulled my leg up to wrap around his

expose the leg. Finlay’s strong hand rubbed all over my naked leg and all I could do was

kissed down my neck. Both my hands

“Finlay,” I moaned.

growled in response. I tried to ignore the voice in my head telling me I couldn’t do this.

I told the

heard the change in my voice. I hated myself. He tilted his head so

heavy breaths against my skin and

in a whisper. I felt close to tears. He looked up at me and

hands.

It’s eating me up when I

take your hand, put my arm around you, kiss you. Every day I have these instincts, my wolf pushes me to stake my claim to you,” he told me. I caressed his

know. I feel it too.” I told

“Then why can’t we?”

will go to the biggest meeting of wolves in

him. For once I didn’t hide

he said, leaning his

It is what it

else but you,” he told me. There was so much certainty in his

would break me,” I honestly

“Why?”

would be

decision. I love you and I can’t see myself loving anyone else this way.” His declaration

had the first of my tears running

it scares me how much. I’m terrified of

have to give you up.” I paused to collect myself. “I

so much worse then

he insisted. I smiled at him

you wouldn’t do it intentionally. But we both know that things happen when you meet your true

kissed me. It wasn’t full of fire

are breaking my heart,” he said, wiping away my tears and

want a family I can’t wait forever.” he said. I

think your balls will shrivel up until then.” He smiled

forehead.

“Probably not,” he agreed.

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