Finlay and I sat down on the step leading from his porch to the garden. The heat of the day had given way to cooler air,

the moon was a week from being full and the creek flowed at a steady pace. We didn’t talk as we ate. We were used to

each other’s company and it was a comfortable silence.

“Have you had a good birthday?” he asked me as we both had finished our cake.

“It has been amazing,” I told him.

“I was afraid it would trigger too many bad memories,” he said.

“It had its moments. But in the end, this birthday was much better and completely different.” He nodded.

“How do you feel about the games?” he asked.

“About the games or about what will happen when we won’t be playing?” I asked. He looked at me and smirked.

“The later,” he said.

“I don’t know. I’m nervous. I look forward to seeing my brother, but I’m scared he will be angry with me. With James… I

just don’t know what to think. I don’t have feelings for him, those died a long time ago. And I think I mostly have

forgiven him for what he did, it led me to end up here. But I’m afraid the bitterness will surface when I see him,” I told

him honestly.

“Would you prefer to stay home?” he asked.

“No.” I didn’t need to think about it. Despite my mixed feelings, I knew I would never skip the event. My pack needed me. “How about you? I’m not the only one with complicated family matters,” I asked him. He grunted.

“I have dealt with them at the alpha meetings. I’m predicting my brother will try to force a joining of the packs. Again.”

“At least we will have each other,” I told him. He gave me a smile.

“That is true.” We sat a moment longer, thinking about what we had talked about. I felt better after sharing my fears with

Finlay. I always did. “Ready for bed?” he asked. I nodded, and he stood up and reached his hands towards me. I took it

and he helped me up. We stood on the porch in the moonlight and neither of us had let go. Our eyes met and after a

couple of heartbeats during which none of us did anything, Finlay tugged lightly in my hand. The tug wasn’t hard

enough to do anything. But I found myself walking towards him until our toes almost touched. Our hands were still

connected and the air was filled with the tension which usually was under the surface whenever we were close. Now it

had been released and it was almost palatable. I don’t know who made the first move, or if we made it together. One moment we stood looking at each other, the next moment we were kissing like it was the only way to survive. Finlay’s

had moved to my cheek and he gently held my face as he

and

had kissed other men, even if it was a long time ago, but nothing could have prepared me for

back for six years came flooding out. Finlay

gesture that had me moaning for the second time. As if

me up. Next thing I knew, I was inside Finlay’s house, in the hallway he let

wrapped around his neck and one of my hands tangled in his blond hair and the other

leg up to wrap around his waist. The skirt on

rubbed all over my naked leg and

Finlay grunted and moved his hips with mine. It almost sent me over the edge. His lips left mine as he kissed down my neck. Both my hands grabbed his hair in desperation. His hands had landed on

“Finlay,” I moaned.

in my

this, I

change in my voice. I

against my skin and my hands were still tangled in

felt close to tears. He looked up at me and cupped

hands.

eating

Every day I have these instincts, my

know. I feel it too.” I

“Then why can’t we?”

will go to the biggest meeting of wolves

told him. For once I didn’t

he said, leaning his forehead

is what

will reject her. I don’t want anyone else but you,” he told

would break me,” I

“Why?”

my fault someone would be rejected. How can

I can’t see myself loving anyone else this

the first of my tears running

how much. I’m terrified of what will happen when

you up.” I paused to collect myself. “I won’t be able to pick up the pieces of

IT will be so much worse then when I was

you,” he insisted. I smiled

know you wouldn’t do it intentionally. But we both know that things happen

want to stand in your way.” Finlay kissed me. It wasn’t full of fire this time. It was soft and

said, wiping away my tears and kissing the skin where they

not getting younger. If I want a family I can’t wait forever.” he said. I

are four weeks away, Finn. I don’t think your balls will shrivel up

forehead.

“Probably not,” he agreed.

make you a

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