Grace of a Wolf by Lenaleia

Chapter 18: Grace: Pillow

The next morning dawns with somber silence and a pile of bodies in front of the main lodge.

Alpha’s is on top for everyone to see, but it’s the sheer number that makes me want to vomit every time I look out the window. I was right when I thought the Lycan King was a serial killer. He instigated a riot and caused the death of... how many? Twenty? Thirty?

He’s a madman.

And I still don’t understand why he did it.

Alpha’s dead. So is Beta. I don’t know where Rafe is, but I did see Andrew this morning, limping as he helped gather the bodies.

The door creaks. I whirl around, heart in my throat, expecting the mass murderer in question to be standing there.

A red-haired Lycan stands in the doorway, the same one who smirked at my predicament last night. His posture is formal, almost stiff. "Caine thought these might fit you." He extends a stack of fabric.

I don’t move to take it, watching him with suspicion. Caine must be the Lycan King’s name, but that’s just an assumption. It could be any of them.

After standing there for a solid ten seconds, he sighs and walks inside, not bothering to ask for permission as he brushes by me. He places them on the bed before backing away with measured steps. "There’s a bathroom through that door if you’d like to freshen up."

I already know that. It isn’t my first time in the main lodge’s guest quarters, though I’ve never stayed in them overnight. It’s interesting, though, that he’s so concerned about me. Bringing me clothes, urging me to shower?

He—and his kin—massacred my adoptive pack. The Lycan King himself bound me with rope before dragging me to this place.

It’s strange. So strange.

The door clicks shut behind the red-haired Lycan and I sigh, heading to the bed to inspect what he brought.

Shirts, blouses, jeans, and slacks. I guess so I can pick whatever I’m most comfortable with? There’s a pair of sneakers underneath them all, black with rose gold accents, and they look brand new. No socks, though. Or underwear. And yet there’s a bra, though a quick glance at the tag says it’s a little too big, both in bust and cup.

A soft thump outside the door reminds me I’m trapped in here, with a guard stationed in the hall.

This is insane. People don’t just get kidnapped by wolf shifters anymore. They don’t witness massacres, have their entire city get taken over, or get claimed by the king. This isn’t a movie, or a book. It’s my life.

I would be worrying about college and my future. As a human in a wolf pack, my life is already different from other people—but not this

of dark jeans from the pile. Simple, comfortable, and not tainted by the events of last night. Perfect for whatever nightmare

lock clicks into place, but I test it three times. A flimsy barrier between me and whatever guards lurk outside, but it’s something.

the mirror. My reflection blurs, and for a moment, I see the ghost of who I used to be—Alpha’s daughter, Rafe’s girlfriend, part of a pack. Now what

knows. Enlightening me doesn’t seem high on

hot water stings my skin, but I keep it quick. No time to contemplate my situation under the spray. My muscles ache from

by hand in the sink. Soap suds swirl down the drain as I scrub them clean, along with my bra. Both items end up hanging

long, wet hair goes into a messy bun, where it’ll take forever to dry—but at least it won’t soak my shirt. The only

it feels like everyone’s deaths will forever stain my skin—I open

I can stop it. The Lycan King lounges on his side, on my bed, like

my pillow to his

you—why are you—what are you

?!"

moment, as I clutch the doorknob and stare into the eyes of this

gaze slowly lifts to mine

with the instinct to stay perfectly still and keep from antagonizing a killer. And worse than either is the part of

insane as the man in front of me, even as it catalogues every part of his face to memory, while lamenting the fact he’s clothed. Casual clothes,

I thinking? The man’s a murderer. What does it say about me, when my brain can be so obsessed with his beauty while the evidence of his

thin between us. Each inhale of his makes my skin crawl. What

person,

up, gray eyes fixed on mine with an intensity

mouth opens, but no

ones." His nose wrinkles with

in the...? Why would I care about

opener I’ve ever heard, but my throat closes up. Because this isn’t just some weird guy with boundary issues. This is the Lycan King. The same one who had Fenris rip out Alpha’s throat last

me his slave? That makes sense, I guess. Doesn’t explain why he’s smelling my pillow, but one problem at

at him like he’s speaking another language. Which, honestly, he

arm draped across his thigh with casual elegance

on as he doesn’t

it feels like a physical thing between us, heavy and thick. I wonder if I’m going to die