Grace of a Wolf by Lenaleia

Chapter 39: Grace: How Can You Miss It?

Over the next two days, Lyre drags her camper—and me—across the country. It’s actually only across one state line, but it’s still farther than I’ve ever traveled before.

The driving itself isn’t long each day; Lyre says she never drives more than three hundred miles a day when she’s hauling a camper. Still, the routine is more tiring than I expect.

And Andrew follows behind every step of the way, clearly obsessed with keeping his eye on me. I’m sure it’s to tell Rafe where I am, but it isn’t like a new Alpha can just wander across the country to take me back.

Still, it’s not a great feeling to know you’re being essentially stalked. He doesn’t hide what he’s doing, but he isn’t not doing it, either...

The high noon sun is bright and merciless, which means the camper’s going to be an oven when we finally make it to our stop tonight. We still have another hundred miles to drive before finding a rest stop tonight.

"Food run," Lyre announces, exiting the highway. "They have a dump station here, too. Why don’t you order while I get some diesel and clear out the tanks?"

I’ve learned a lot in the past forty-eight hours, and most of it involves how much work is involved in keeping a camper convenient. Like toilets. I never really thought about where waste goes when you flush, but it’s not as though we have plumbing in the parking lots of giant retail conglomerates.

We have a supply of fresh water for hygiene and dishes, but we also have separate drinking water. And tanks beneath the RV somewhere, magically holding all the gross stuff until we make it to a dump site. Lyre keeps talking about full hook-ups when we get to her friend’s place in Yellowstone, which will make our lives easier, but so far I haven’t had to lift a finger. Lyre does all the work.

"Got it. Bacon cheeseburger?"

I push open the passenger door, my blonde hair—still strange to see in mirrors—blowing across my face, thanks to the strong breeze. It smells like gasoline and fried food, which is now synonymous with freedom in my head.

"Give me about twenty minutes," Lyre calls after me. "Get something for me too. Nothing with pickles."

I nod and slip her credit card into my pocket. The first time she handed it to me, I’d stared at the plastic rectangle like it might burn my fingers. Now it feels normal, even as guilt gnaws at me for using a stranger’s money.

The automatic doors slide open with a mechanical hiss, cool air-conditioned comfort wrapping around me as I step inside. The cashier barely glances up from her magazine—another blessing of human society. No nostrils flaring to catch my scent, no scowls when they see I don’t belong. Even Lyre, with her rainbow hair, wouldn’t get a second look.

It’s so... anonymous

. I love it.

But I need to find a job soon. Lyre’s generosity has limits, even if she hasn’t mentioned them. Strange how someone who seems so detached can be so thoughtful—letting me use her card, teaching me how to dye my hair, taking me in without asking for anything in return.

If angel shifters existed, she’d probably be one.

There’s a giant fast food restaurant taking up a third of the building. Several truckers are already scattered around, and there’s a mom with a toddler in the back corner.

So wholesome. So human.

five steps behind me. He pulled

waters as I scan the illuminated menu board. "Two bacon cheeseburgers, large fries, and..."

hair on my neck rises as I pass Lyre’s card over. Andrew’s glowering, like he always does, but who knows what’s triggered him this time. We haven’t exchanged a word since I told him I wasn’t going back to Rafe; I’m trying to pretend he doesn’t exist. Hopefully he’ll get bored and

is not pleasant, but

am I kidding? It’s

as I can to the bathroom. It’s always good to visit one when we stop anyway, but it’s also the one place Andrew won’t follow

Not pleasant, but at least Andrew’s eyeballs aren’t drilling into the

doesn’t take long to do what needs to be done, and I keep the water running for a while as I stand in front of the mirror, toying with my blonde hair.

than neutral and my blonde is a little too warm, but I don’t really get it. In theory, I understand her words and the concept of warm and

the mirror too long. Our food’s

door, only to jump back when I nearly collide with

directly in front of the door, arms crossed as he frowns down at me. "I was about

is the

outside the women’s bathroom?" I hiss, glancing around to make sure no one’s

lives, and nobody cares about what’s happening in this tiny

face. "I’m just making sure you’re

"In the women’s bathroom?"

have been

an attempt to keep myself from screaming in frustration, I count my breaths. He remains silent as I breathe in deep. One. Two. Five.

"I wouldn’t have stayed—"

I snap, "That’s not the

he finally

the one who feels guilty. "Just—stay away from me. Go back to Rafe and live your life. Stop

I need to do," he says stubbornly, staring over my head instead of looking at

him

try not to stomp too hard as I head back to the counter, where my order’s waiting. Lyre’s nowhere

have waited

from any strangers. Another thing I’ve learned over the

fascinating conversations while standing in line. These aren’t bad experiences, but

Except Lyre’s, of course.

out the chair at the table directly next to mine, and my

wolves long enough to know what this is—territory marking. He’s making sure everyone knows I’m under his protection, which would be sweet if I actually wanted