Grace of a Wolf by Lenaleia

Chapter 56: Grace: I Can’t Let You Go

We stay like this for what feels like forever.

Desire once boiled in my veins, but now simmers, left untended. Mundane issues shove away the fog of arousal and obsessive cataloguing of each breath he takes.

My back hurts.

He’s got me partially bent over his arm, and the unnatural position leaves me off-kilter, my balance thwarted and my core muscles begging for a gym membership.

I pat Caine’s back gently at first. A tentative tap-tap against rigid muscles, warm and soft beneath my hands. No response. His face remains buried in the crook of my neck, his breathing deep and ravenous, like he’s inhaling me into his soul. Sometimes, I almost feel like he really is—like something inside of me is being absorbed into him. But it’s just my addled imagination going haywire.

"Caine," I whisper, my voice barely audible over the aggressive drone of all three of the RV’s air conditioning units.

Another grunt. He nuzzles closer, his stubble scraping against the sensitive skin below my ear. A shiver runs through me, desire spiking sharp and hot before fading back to a dull throb.

My pats turn firmer. More insistent. The gentle rhythm becomes an urgent drumming against his broad back.

"Caine." Louder this time, my voice steady even as my legs tremble beneath their demand. "Caine, please."

But he’s lost somewhere I can’t follow. His grip tightens fractionally, and I feel the hard planes of his chest press against mine with each breath he takes. A tremor passes through him, and an answering shiver of want flares dangerously low in my abdomen.

And then it’s gone again, doused by the growing ache in my spine.

"You’re going to snap me in half," I finally gasp, shoving against his shoulders. I’m desperate for relief. "Please, let me go. My back hurts!"

His entire body goes stiff.

For one blessed moment, I think he’s heard me. That he’ll release me and let blood flow back into my cramping limbs and ease my body’s muscle failure.

me

hot against my

irritation. This isn’t the terrifying Lycan King speaking. This isn’t even the

something broken and vulnerable. My chest

again, patting his back

he first ripped off my shirt, my mind had gone straight into the gutter, assuming a much more sordid situation to come. Unfortunately, he hasn’t done a thing except... breathe.

just say

which is not an answer to my question at all. Then his hands drop lower, fingers curving around my ass

My breath hitches.

and I tighten my embrace around his neck, my legs flying around his waist on their own accord. A small shriek escapes my lips, echoing

back finally has the

"What are you—"

of my neck, puffing out hot breaths as we walk

returns

thighs clench tighter around him for stability, and he

like gravel. "Stop, or I’ll lose what little control I have

of his statement hits me. He tore

I ask blankly. "You consider what you’re doing

is to tighten his grip on my ass, fingers digging into the soft flesh there. The daybed creaks under our combined weight as he lowers

With the relative safety of the bed against my back, I slide my arms from around him and press my hands against his chest, attempting to create some space between us. "This isn’t normal. You can’t

me crazy," he interrupts, pressing soft kisses

insistence on letting him do whatever he wants with

but here we are, drowning in an ocean of sexually gray boundaries. "It was in the way. I need your skin against mine, Grace. I

of me wants to slap him for his arrogance, while another part—a part I’m not particularly proud of—has already given him the keys to my