Grace of a Wolf by Lenaleia

Chapter 93: Grace: With Me

The way he phrases it makes my soul want to simultaneously crawl into his lap and drop kisses all over his face, and run screaming into the night so he can never find me again. It’s a dissonance of free will/bonding desire, and I don’t really know how to feel about it.

This whole fated to be with each other thing is a little... much. Until Lyre had broken it down, I’d been under the assumption humans can’t have fated mates. Everyone says so, therefore it must be true—only... it’s not.

Shifting my weight so my left buttcheek doesn’t go numb, I answer, "She’s staying with me."

The words come without conscious thought or consideration of consequences. Not angry, not defensive—just a simple statement of fact. Like saying the sky is blue or water is wet.

She’s mine now. I’ll put my life on the line to make sure she’s safe. I know it from the hair on my head down to my tiniest toenails. This child has wrapped herself around my heart. Learning she has no parents had the decision cemented before I ever consciously thought about it.

Bun snuffles against my shirt, her little fingers curling. It feels right to have her weight and warmth in my lap, like she’s always been meant to be here. Children were never a priority for me. It wasn’t as if I didn’t want to be a mother—of course I do, someday—but it was an abstract future for a much older Grace.

Tiny puffs of warm breath hit my collarbone as she falls back into deeper sleep.

Caine’s eyes narrow slightly. "Then we’ll make arrangements when we return to my territory."

There it is.

The assumption.

We. Us. Together. A package deal.

continues its gentle circles on sweet little Bun’s back while I choose my next words carefully. This isn’t about picking

yet. I said she’s

the shadows of his face are more pronounced, making

talking

for Bun’s sake. "But I

"I never said—"

I shift the girl slightly, tucking her more securely against me even as I wiggle into a slightly different position. Now my right cheek wants to go numb. "Look, Caine. I know there’s something between us. We’re

head to acknowledge my words, even

doesn’t mean I’m going to hand over

tense. For a moment, he says nothing, just watches Bun’s sleeping form so intensely I hold

like the

deny it at this point. "I’m just saying we need to get to know each other. I don’t know what I’m getting into, and you don’t even know what my favorite color is. It’s not conducive to a healthy relationship for us to jump in just because of

a little as his eyes gleam in

too innocent for the predatory

"You know... meshing."

talking about

hand. I miss

you privately?" he finishes smoothly, as if he wasn’t about to say anything about the dirty, naughty things

"Yes. That."

I agree. Our bodies

it seems the great Lycan