1964 Red Lotus“ Death “Why? Why did I become such a scary person?”
In the past, Hong Ting would feel grief at Liu Shu Xian’s death, he would feel regret and hatred. He would hug Liu Shu Xian’s corpse as he knelt on the ground, crying his heart out.
But now?
Facing Liu Shu Xian’s death, seeing the final moment of Liu Shu Xian’s life, towards the lover who only wanted to spend her final breath talking to her most beloved, Red Lotus turned around and left!
Was this Liu Shu Xian not the real Liu Shu Xian?
Of course she was real!
Red Lotus was clear about this.
She was still her, that same Liu Shu Xian, regardless of how many times Red Lotus was reborn, her determination and actions had never changed. She was willing to sacrifice herself to protect her lover, she used her life to block his venerable tribulation!
But…
Liu Shu Xian was still Liu Shu Xian, but Hong Ting was no longer the same Hong Ting.
“Since when did it start? Since when did I turn into this?” Red Lotus asked his inner self.
This question was not hard at all, he soon found the answer.
His countless rebirths, his countless attempts, the countless times Liu Shu Xian died, and the countless times he received disappointment!
His heart was hurt time and again, he bled each time, before the scab formed, Hong Ting tore open his wounds once more.
He was hurt too many times, he felt pain too many times, he regretted too many times.
Too many times indeed, eventually, he got used to it, he became… gradually numb.
Thus, he started to calculate with precision.
Thus, he started to analyze rationally.
He used every resource he had to strengthen himself and equip himself. He tried different methods in search of the strongest and most likely solution to preserve Liu Shu Xian’s life when he underwent his tribulation.
When he started to think rationally, when he started to feel rational about Liu Shu Xian’s death, even though he forced himself to be rational at the start, he changed.
Next, slowly, step by step, he turned into someone that he did not recognize.
This person made him feel extremely shocked and fearful.
Followed by a deep sense of helplessness!
This scene left an extremely deep impression in Feng Jiu Ge —
Red Lotus stood on the spot, lowering his arms, he was young but his back was hunched, like an old man about to die.
Silently, two trails of tears flowed down his cheeks.
Silently weeping.
Behind Red Lotus, there was Liu Shu Xian who called him with her dying breath, hoping that he would turn around, so that she could see her most beloved person at the final moment of her life.
But Red Lotus did not turn around to look at her.
Red Lotus no longer loved her.
After all, if he really loved this person in his heart and she was about to die, would he coldly turn around to leave?
Of course he would not!
Even though his goal was to use rebirth to save Liu Shu Xian, that was only a deeply rooted objective that he had.
The reason behind it was no longer love.
It was truly laughable.
He wanted to save the most beloved person in his life, but along the way, Red Lotus lost his love.
many times Liu Shu Xian died, she did not
Red Lotus
betrayed his past self, he betrayed Liu
rebirth and change the past, but to think that
what, what should he
Xian, why should he continue to rebirth and try to
had other regrets, he loved his parents
Red Lotus dare
After witnessing the death of his parents time and again, he would get used to it, he would get numb,
Lotus did not
to be unaware of everything, to follow the path set by Fate and become a venerable, before becoming the Heavenly Court Immortal
Lotus did not
had love in his heart, towards his parents and master. Because there was love, there was also
heart, he hated Fate, because he no longer loved Liu Shu Xian, he also hated himself. He had all sorts of complex emotions in his heart, Red Lotus was unsure about them
Lotus asked himself truthfully,
wanted to
the intention
Zuu003eu003e. When he comprehended the crucial factor, love Gu, he
price was that Red Lotus succeeded in the tribulation but
Feng Jiu Ge understood clearly: This was
could not be
how Red Lotus stalled it, he had
finally changed a fixed result! Instead of dying, Liu Shu Xian managed to
Lotus not becoming venerable, that was also a
Both results changed!
Xian, you are still alive! You finally survived!” Red Lotus who succeeded was very excited,
Xian was in low spirits: “What is going on?
because I used love Gu. Do you know how many times I was reborn while trying to save you? You should have died during the tribulation, but because of my countless
incredibly excited, he talked about his difficult journey, his experiences and hard work, the trials and ordeals that he went through each time in
raised his arms and cheered: “Even though this is a minor change, this
Slap.
crisp sound was heard as Liu Shu Xian gave Red Lotus
froze, his cheering came to a stop as he stared at Liu
Ting, are you still yourself? You actually had such heretical thoughts? You actually wanted to change the past! You defied fate, no
Court Gu Immortals who were sacrificed? You said
it was all fate’s arrangement. In your fatal moment, I understood the greatest meaning of my life, it was to protect you, to block the tribulation for you and
you abandoned the most precious chance
you cannot become venerable, what will happen to Heavenly Court? What will happen
you let down the expectations of your deceased
rather
me is just a small love. Greater love is
I am truly disappointed
Xian
a daze, after a long
a calm expression, his gaze became
you must have some way, right? Let everything return to its original path as decreed by Fate, even if I have to be sacrificed. How can our love compare to the greater
Shu Xian’s body suddenly shook, she lowered her head as she looked at
into her heart, it was a fatal
Shu Xian looked at her
will return everything to its original path.” Red Lotus looked at Liu Shu Xian in the eye
as he said: “Hong Ting,
moment, she
Red Lotus had experienced, Liu Shu Xian died
countless times Red
Xian was truly
Lotus’s heart, she was
then on, she never
at her corpse with calm emotions, there
her, he was
now, he killed
He personally killed her!
regret in his heart, he even gained some
this tragedy was in Heavenly Court,
destroy fate Gu could not be
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