Her Heart Her Terms (Lily and Xavier)

Chapter 9

Lily sat across from Hazel, who usually spoke to her with a reprimanding tone and a sharp look.

She asked, "What if this has something to do with Xavier?"

"Don't be childish." Hazel stood up, speaking authoritatively.

"I've told you countless times, men have it hard out there. You need to be understanding and considerate. Stop throwing temper tantrums every time."

For two years, Lily had silently endured Xavier's indifference and coldness. She'd complained before, but each time, Hazel would shut her down with words like these. What had kept her going for these two years was her first love for Xavier-an emotion that had only deepened with time.

Lily found herself wondering if Xavier hadn't cheated on her, would she have fallen into the same mindset as Hazel, becoming a submissive wife in an unequal marriage? Hazel, nearing 50 but looking like she was in her 30s, was the epitome of elegance. Many high-society women envied her youthful appearance and perfect figure. But that was how things looked from the outside.

Back in the Joyner residence, Lily saw a different side to Hazel-one where she was the most powerless, having to tiptoe around the rules in her own house. Lily never envied Hazel's public glamor, knowing that Hazel struggled to stand tall behind closed doors.

"Go back home and apologize to Xavier. Don't let him stay angry," Hazel said, sitting back down. She looked at Lily with a mixture of frustration and concern. After all, Lily was her daughter. She softened her tone, "A woman's life depends on her man. Haven't you been living well because of Xavier?"

Her words reminded Lily of Xavier's disdainful eyes.

"I'm giving you 500 thousand dollars a month as your pocket money, and all you have to do is water the plants and sleep with me. Are you not happy with that?" Every time she remembered this, it felt like a sharp pang in her heart.

She didn't mind being Xavier's housewife and tolerating his superior attitude, but she would never stay with him if she knew he didn't love her.

Lily bit her lip, clenching the hem of her shirt, her eyes hardening with resolve.

"Mom, do you really think so little of women?"

Hayden's voice rang down from the stairs. He rolled up his sleeves and casually strolled down. "Doesn't everyone talk about equality between men and women now?"

Hazel's tone softened when speaking to him, with a hint of affection. "Hayden, this doesn't concern you."

Lily's brother, Hayden Joyner, was two years younger than her. He was the apple of the family's eye.

had heard Hazel say many times that the whole family was disappointed when

she didn't even breastfeed her, and only one month

Hayden, and that was when she

trace of regret in Hazel's words

and Hazel's values didn't align, and even if Lily revealed Xavier's infidelity right now, Hazel wouldn't be on her

did Dad want me for?" Lily stood up, tired

any longer, she'd be forced to tell them all that

to the Fulton Manor today, right? Take them with

and sat her down to lecture her again. "You've been married for two years, and there's no sign of

Xavier was throwing a big birthday bash

of her soul

pills and watched her take them every time after they had sex, saying he was too busy to have a child right now and wanted to wait a few

at least there would be no children tying her to him if she ever

standing and urging Hazel to

her endless chatter as she

Xavier is so outstanding. He's always surrounded by women trying to get close to him. If you had a child, you'd secure your position and make him publicly acknowledge your marriage. It would stop other women from trying to get in the way!" Lily remained silent, but Hazel, seeing no response,

when I have time," Lily said,

to hand her the items if she didn't agree to attend

once you've made the appointment,

grabbed his jacket and

drive here today, Lily?" Hayden asked as he climbed into

when she came back to the Joyner residence, Lily parked her car next to Hayden's. But today, not only was the usual spot where she parked empty, but the driveway was

passenger side and opened the door. "I'm

the engine and glanced at her out

rolled out of the driveway and into the traffic flow, he asked, "Lily,

ask that?" Lily responded, trying

with her. Today, you're

space with

through her, Hayden didn't press the issue,

so happy for you. But then you chose marriage and became a stay-at-home wife. Even though you didn't say it, I could tell you weren't happy." Hayden scratched his head, trying