Chapter 11: Calix Loves Chasity Felix 

Thad wanted to say these things to Chasity for a while now. I was glad for the opportunity to explain myself but scared she would see me as a monster still.

“I thought you were a cute little girl when I was a little boy. You came to us after a tragedy and I did not get that. You were sullen and cried all the time and I was also just a little asshole at that age,” I confessed.

My brothers laughed. I grinned. It was true. I had been a little jerk who had grown into a big asshole when it came to Chasity. I had so much making up to her to do.

“I liked teasing you but it got out of hand and the dynamic continued. I didn’t know how to fix it. Also, you would be on my mind a lot and I was angry that I couldn’t get you out of my head. It makes sense now that I know you’re my mate but back then I’d be annoyed every time I saw you. Sometimes I’d be making out with whoever my girlfriend was at the time…” I said, pausing because she flinched.

I was surprised it hurt her when I talked about my exes. I didn’t think she would be possessive over me. Perhaps, this was a good sign. I kissed her fingers, soothing her. I kissed her wrist gently. Her skin smelled and felt lovely. I wanted to continue kissing every inch of her skin.

“…and I’d be thinking about you obsessively. Sometimes… never mind,” I said, losing my nerve. “No! Tell me!” She insisted, seemingly intrigued by my words.

“Sometimes I’d call a girl Charity by accident,” I said, mentioning her old nickname. “Sorry for that nickname. That was rude. There’s no shame in being poor. I can’t believe I acted like that,” I said, looking down.

I sighed. There were so many things I wanted to go back and do over.

“It’s so close to my real name, it really stuck. Most pack members think Charity is my name,” she said, smiling

I frowned. “I’ll fix that myself, and soon,” I promised. I was going to make good on that promise. Alex Calix didn’t have as much to apologise for so I figured I better start talking.

“I always thought you were cute too but our parents hated your parents,” I said, remembering the younger me.

“They’d racked up so many debts from gambling and their drug habit. You’d always talk about how great your parents were and how mean mine were. I started to think you were ungrateful but now I realise that…,”I paused, realising how angryl was, not just with myself but also with my parents.

“…if my parents were gonna treat you like that then you might as well have gone to an orphanage. There’s really no excuse Chasity. I’m sorry,” I said.

I looked at her. She nodded slightly. I wanted to press my lips to hers. I wanted to curl up with her in this bed forever. I wanted to go back in time so twelve year old Alex and nine year old Chasity could be best friends.

Calix

I took a deep breath. I knew I had let Chasity down. I should have protected her from my brothers and my parents from the beginning.

“I just went along with everything. Mom also said you were here to repay a debt not to be a playmate. There were a lot of things I liked about you and I should not have picked on you like that. That was totally wrong. I’m so sorry,” was all I could manage to say.

Chasity sighed. She was disappointed in me. I could feel it. “Last night I was a little afraid being in bed with you three,” she admitted.

“Because you’re a virgin,” blurted out Felix. “Baby, I know I’ve been grabbing your ass a lot but I really am not gonna rush you to mate us.”

“No, not that. I kept thinking about when Calix insulted me and said my parents were dead druggies and I broke his nose. Then you guys…” she paused, trembling slightly.

I gulped. Oh no. I tried not to ever think of that day. The silence was heavy. My brothers’ faces paled.

“Then you each slapped me then you put me in the ice fishing hole until I went unconscious,” she whispered.

I had not wanted to hit Chasity but Alex and Felix had said I had to. I should not have listened to them. How could I have been so stupid? I felt nauseated.

“I screamed for my life that day when you were dragging me to that hole. I really thought you were going to kill me. I could’ve died,” she said, holding back tears.

We were silent. There was no apology that would be enough but I couldn’t let her go. “You don’t ever have to forgive us but just be ours anyway,” I said.

She looked up at me. I wanted to kiss her so badly. I had kissed her once before, just a peck, but I had spent so much time thinking about that second in time when we had kissed.

Felix

I struggled to remember that day clearly. My wolf blocked it out. At that age, my wolf was a shadow of what he was today. I had not even shifted yet. He could not have stopped me. He had to watch from the shadows of my mind back then. I felt his rage at me. My head started to throb.

“For what it’s worth, we really weren’t trying to drown you. We just wanted to scare you. But even before the mate-bond I would feel sick when I would think about that day. That was a heinous act and I’ll never forgive myself,” I said.

I didn’t need my wolf to tell me that it was wrong. I loved Chasity and I was angry with myself. I wanted to go back to that day so badly and hold her tight rather than fight with her. She had just missed her parents. That was all. She had felt so alone. I could feel all of it now, through the mate-bond. I hoped she could see my apology was genuine through that same bond.

Alex

I blamed myself for that day. Felix was the most aggressive but I was the oldest. I was supposed to keep everything under control. Dad had been so furious.

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in hand-me-downs. Our old clothes. She was perfect. I hid in a tree so I could watch her without her knowing. I liked her hair. It was long and golden like a princess. It fell in ringlets. I liked pulling on them and watching them spring back into place. She didn’t like me touching her hair though. Her skin was golden even in this harsh winter. Her nose was tinged pink though from the cold. Her eyes were big and brown. I slid down the trunk, hoping she would see how good at climbing / was and be impressed. I misjudged it and slipped falling on

I liked her laugh but

her mouth. “Stop it,” / warned her. “Why?” She snapped. “I’m your

Felix always said things like

I felt a pang at that. “Yes I am, I am your Alpha and you will obey me,” demanded. She

for me to take me away from here,” she retorted. “I don’t have

forbid it,” / said. I wanted her here with me. “You can’t tell me what to do,” she screamed. “Don’t yell at me,” / said. “My parents are coming very soon and I’m

that rushed through my body at her closeness. She smelled nice and her curls were so long, they brushed against my cheeks. I was so focused on the things I liked about her I didn’t block her punch. She caught me

fist again but someone grabbed it. Felix. Alex pulled her off of me. Iscrambled to my feet, feeling dumb and weak in front of

gasped. I looked at her face. It wasn’t pink or anything. I had seen Alex and Felix break people’s

her back! Stand up for yourself! What kind of Alpha are

as I could without it being ridiculous. I got my

running behind them. Chasity screamed. “Leave me alone! Let go!” She shrieked. They reached the ice

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said. “She’s not sorry!” Said Felix. “Are

dunked her in the ice water. She opened her mouth to scream but swallowed water. He held her

she gets it,” said Alex. “That’s enough!”/ said. “That’s enough!” Repeated Alex, reaching in for

Felix. “You’re gonna make me lose my grip on her and then she’ll get trapped under

her to Alex. She was limp. We gasped. “Chasity,”/ said softly. “Chasity!”

her side so she can cough

Felix hit her back trying to

said. “What do we do?” He asked Alex. “‘s**t!” Said Alex. “CPR?” Said Alex. I nodded. I got down on my knees. “Not you! You have blood all over you!” Yelled

and then breathe in her mouth twice and keep repeating

“Thirty for adults. Fifteen for children,” I said. Felix put his fingers on her neck. “She

nose closed like I showed him and blew into

her like this for much longer! What if she’s really sick and never wakes up?!” Said Alex,

Felix was crying too but he hastily wiped away his tears.

flash, Dad was with us. I spotted Felix running back towards us. “What the… “Dad said, his voice sounding strained. “What happened?” He growled. “We dipped her in the ice fishing pole!” Cried Alex. “WHAT?” Roared

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Mom came running outside. “I heard you yelling! What’s going on?!” She demanded. “GET

his behaviour. She got in the passenger seat and Dad got in

HAPPENED?” Screeched Mom. Dad started the car and took off. “ROMEO!” Yelled Mom. “The boys dipped her in the ice fishing hole!” He

ashamed. Felix looked terrified. I was numb. I felt like my heart was broken. It all

don’t die, please don’t die, please, please, please,’ chanted in

time. He ran in at werewolf speed. We ran after him as fast as we could go. The

in the ice fishing hole. She’s probably hypothermic!” Said Dad. “She fell in? Was she ice skating?” Asked a female doctor with long dark hair and

was listening to Chasity with a stethoscope. She had been placed on

in,” mumbled Dad just as Mom rushed

fallen behind. She seemed stunned so she hadn’t used her werewolf speed. She looked surprised when Dad lied for

the

next few minutes were the scariest time in my life. They worked on Chasity and they asked us to wait outside for a few minutes. Mom and Dad ignored

the doctors came outside to talk to us.

looking relieved. Mom sighed and covered her face in her hands. “Can we see her?”I

at me startled, only just realising my nose was broken. The doctor fixed it with a little hammer and chisel knocking it back into place. It bled a little more but I didn’t

I whispered, sobbing. Alex and Felix were on the other side of the bed, crying

school work for the next

will clean the pack house,” said Mom. Alex didn’t

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for the month. You’ll go over there three times a

said. I looked up at her. She sighed. “You’ll be cleaning the Gamma’s house three

no TV, no video games, no after-school sports, no friends over, no going over

there was no use arguing. In fact, we knew

“That’s no punishment for a future Alpha!” We had never actually cleaned anything before. Mom flashed him a dangerous look. “What would you have me do?” She hissed. He narrowed his eyes. “Send them to Harrow Wood Academy,” said

crept through me. HWA was a school for bad boys in werewolf country whose packs needed them

away from me for that long!” “It won’t be permanent. We’ll

into three terms instead of two semesters. Each term was about three months and

away! And we both know it’s mainly Felix and Alex who did this,”

because Calix couldn’t handle himself. Look at him,” snarled Dad, gesturing

Demanded Dad. “It was my fault. Mom’s right. Sorry, Dad,” said Felix.

eldest. / should have gotten control of the situation and had better judgement! I’m sorry,” said

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