Chapter 11: Calix Loves Chasity Felix 

Thad wanted to say these things to Chasity for a while now. I was glad for the opportunity to explain myself but scared she would see me as a monster still.

“I thought you were a cute little girl when I was a little boy. You came to us after a tragedy and I did not get that. You were sullen and cried all the time and I was also just a little asshole at that age,” I confessed.

My brothers laughed. I grinned. It was true. I had been a little jerk who had grown into a big asshole when it came to Chasity. I had so much making up to her to do.

“I liked teasing you but it got out of hand and the dynamic continued. I didn’t know how to fix it. Also, you would be on my mind a lot and I was angry that I couldn’t get you out of my head. It makes sense now that I know you’re my mate but back then I’d be annoyed every time I saw you. Sometimes I’d be making out with whoever my girlfriend was at the time…” I said, pausing because she flinched.

I was surprised it hurt her when I talked about my exes. I didn’t think she would be possessive over me. Perhaps, this was a good sign. I kissed her fingers, soothing her. I kissed her wrist gently. Her skin smelled and felt lovely. I wanted to continue kissing every inch of her skin.

“…and I’d be thinking about you obsessively. Sometimes… never mind,” I said, losing my nerve. “No! Tell me!” She insisted, seemingly intrigued by my words.

“Sometimes I’d call a girl Charity by accident,” I said, mentioning her old nickname. “Sorry for that nickname. That was rude. There’s no shame in being poor. I can’t believe I acted like that,” I said, looking down.

I sighed. There were so many things I wanted to go back and do over.

“It’s so close to my real name, it really stuck. Most pack members think Charity is my name,” she said, smiling

I frowned. “I’ll fix that myself, and soon,” I promised. I was going to make good on that promise. Alex Calix didn’t have as much to apologise for so I figured I better start talking.

“I always thought you were cute too but our parents hated your parents,” I said, remembering the younger me.

“They’d racked up so many debts from gambling and their drug habit. You’d always talk about how great your parents were and how mean mine were. I started to think you were ungrateful but now I realise that…,”I paused, realising how angryl was, not just with myself but also with my parents.

“…if my parents were gonna treat you like that then you might as well have gone to an orphanage. There’s really no excuse Chasity. I’m sorry,” I said.

I looked at her. She nodded slightly. I wanted to press my lips to hers. I wanted to curl up with her in this bed forever. I wanted to go back in time so twelve year old Alex and nine year old Chasity could be best friends.

Calix

I took a deep breath. I knew I had let Chasity down. I should have protected her from my brothers and my parents from the beginning.

“I just went along with everything. Mom also said you were here to repay a debt not to be a playmate. There were a lot of things I liked about you and I should not have picked on you like that. That was totally wrong. I’m so sorry,” was all I could manage to say.

Chasity sighed. She was disappointed in me. I could feel it. “Last night I was a little afraid being in bed with you three,” she admitted.

“Because you’re a virgin,” blurted out Felix. “Baby, I know I’ve been grabbing your ass a lot but I really am not gonna rush you to mate us.”

“No, not that. I kept thinking about when Calix insulted me and said my parents were dead druggies and I broke his nose. Then you guys…” she paused, trembling slightly.

I gulped. Oh no. I tried not to ever think of that day. The silence was heavy. My brothers’ faces paled.

“Then you each slapped me then you put me in the ice fishing hole until I went unconscious,” she whispered.

I had not wanted to hit Chasity but Alex and Felix had said I had to. I should not have listened to them. How could I have been so stupid? I felt nauseated.

“I screamed for my life that day when you were dragging me to that hole. I really thought you were going to kill me. I could’ve died,” she said, holding back tears.

We were silent. There was no apology that would be enough but I couldn’t let her go. “You don’t ever have to forgive us but just be ours anyway,” I said.

She looked up at me. I wanted to kiss her so badly. I had kissed her once before, just a peck, but I had spent so much time thinking about that second in time when we had kissed.

Felix

I struggled to remember that day clearly. My wolf blocked it out. At that age, my wolf was a shadow of what he was today. I had not even shifted yet. He could not have stopped me. He had to watch from the shadows of my mind back then. I felt his rage at me. My head started to throb.

“For what it’s worth, we really weren’t trying to drown you. We just wanted to scare you. But even before the mate-bond I would feel sick when I would think about that day. That was a heinous act and I’ll never forgive myself,” I said.

I didn’t need my wolf to tell me that it was wrong. I loved Chasity and I was angry with myself. I wanted to go back to that day so badly and hold her tight rather than fight with her. She had just missed her parents. That was all. She had felt so alone. I could feel all of it now, through the mate-bond. I hoped she could see my apology was genuine through that same bond.

Alex

I blamed myself for that day. Felix was the most aggressive but I was the oldest. I was supposed to keep everything under control. Dad had been so furious.

Flashback

Calix

without her knowing. I liked her hair. It was long and golden like a princess. It fell in ringlets. I liked pulling on them and watching them spring back into place. She didn’t like me touching her hair though. Her skin was golden even in this harsh winter. Her nose was tinged pink though from the cold.

I liked her laugh

but covered her mouth. “Stop it,” / warned her.

years away but Alex and Felix always said things like that, especially to the other kids at school and they always listened

at that. “Yes I am, I

me away from

said. “My parents are coming very soon and I’m going far away from you,” she snapped.

long, they brushed against my cheeks.

Alex pulled her off of me. Iscrambled to my feet, feeling dumb and weak in front of my elder brothers. “How

gasped. I looked at her face. It wasn’t pink or anything. I had

her towards me. “Hit her back! Stand up for yourself! What kind of Alpha

smacked Chasity as lightly as I could without it

them, running behind them. Chasity screamed. “Leave me alone! Let go!” She shrieked. They reached the ice

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about it. She’s sorry!” said. “She’s not sorry!” Said Felix. “Are you?” He asked, looking

She opened her mouth to scream but swallowed water. He held

it,” said Alex. “That’s enough!”/ said. “That’s enough!” Repeated Alex,

lose my grip on her and then she’ll get trapped

pulled Chasity out and handed her to Alex. She was limp. We gasped. “Chasity,”/ said softly. “Chasity!” Said Alex loudly. He cupped her

cough up the water!” Suggested Felix, his

hit her back trying

do?” He asked Alex. “‘s**t!” Said Alex. “CPR?” Said Alex. I nodded. I got down on my knees. “Not you! You have blood all over you!” Yelled Felix. “I’m a boy scout! I know what to

like fifteen times and then breathe

“Thirty for adults. Fifteen for children,” I said. Felix put his fingers on her neck. “She has

reached fifteen. He opened her mouth, holding her nose closed like I showed him and blew into her mouth twice. He did about three

leave her like this for much longer! What if she’s really sick and

crying too but he hastily

Was he deserting Chasity?” In a flash, Dad was with us. I spotted Felix running back towards us. “What the… “Dad said, his voice sounding strained. “What happened?” He growled. “We

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heard you yelling! What’s going on?!” She demanded. “GET IN THE CAR!” Yelled Dad.

got in the passenger seat and Dad got in the driver’s seat still holding Chasity. My

Mom. “ROMEO! WHAT HAPPENED?” Screeched Mom. Dad started the car and took off. “ROMEO!” Yelled Mom. “The boys dipped her in the ice fishing hole!” He said. Mom gasped. She

I felt like my heart was

please don’t die, please, please, please,’ chanted in my

made it to the private hospital in no time. He ran in at werewolf speed. We ran after him as fast as we could go. The doctors

in the ice fishing hole. She’s probably hypothermic!” Said Dad. “She fell in? Was she ice skating?” Asked a

She had been placed on a

mumbled Dad just as

fallen behind. She seemed stunned so she hadn’t used her werewolf speed. She looked surprised

said the

Chasity and they asked us to wait outside for

outside to talk

relieved. Mom sighed and covered her face in her hands.

my nose. My parents looked at me startled, only just realising my nose was broken. The doctor fixed it with a little hammer and chisel knocking it back

I whispered, sobbing. Alex and Felix were on the other side of the bed, crying

for the next month!” Said

Chasity is recovering, you, Alex, will clean the pack house,” said Mom. Alex

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the month. You’ll go over there three times a

looked up at her. She sighed. “You’ll be cleaning the Gamma’s

after-school sports, no friends over, no going over

in the wrong so there was no

future Alpha!” We had never actually cleaned anything before. Mom flashed him a dangerous look. “What would you have me do?” She hissed. He narrowed his eyes.

a school for bad boys in werewolf country whose packs needed them whipped into

for that long!” “It won’t be

year there was divided into three terms instead of two semesters. Each term was about three months

so far away! And we both know it’s mainly Felix and Alex who did this,” said

himself. Look at him,” snarled Dad, gesturing to where

said. Dad sighed. “What exactly happened?” Demanded Dad. “It was my fault. Mom’s right. Sorry, Dad,” said Felix. Dad gave him

mine too! I’m the eldest. / should have gotten control of the situation and had better judgement!

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