Chapter 43: Fix-it-Felix to Chasity’s rescue Felix We got back to our room and all saton the bed. Alex had his to-do-list face on: placate Chasity, check.

Calix had his biggest puppy-dog eyes on display.

Those two had dragged me into this dishonest mess unwittingly.

I wanted to make one thing clear.

"I’m angry too, you know," I said, not looking at anyone in particular.

I faced my brothers.

I took a deep breath.

I could not believe them.

The audacity.

"Since when do we keep secrets from each other?" I asked, glaring at them.

Alex and Calix looked at me, their guilt leaking into their expressions.

They exchanged a glance.

What? Were they mind-linking without me now too? You better not be mind-linking behind my back! Orin front of my face or whatever! You know what mean! I snapped.

Tm sorry, Felix," said Alex out-loud, his jaw set.

He seemed genuine.

"Sorry, Felix," mumbled Calix, looking at the floor.

I softened a little but I was still livid.

My Baby was quiet.

"We thought you'd blab to Chasity!" Calix confessed.

"Yeah, except you blabbed to Chasity," Alex pointed out.

Ha! "I deserve to know," said Chasity softly but firmly.

She was getting more assertive and i was glad about that but this was one ofthose things she should not even have to ask of us.

We had so many things to work through.

We could not pile secret-keeping on top of that "Of course, you do," admitted Alex, keeping his voice low andhis tone gentle.

alone like Calix on I half-wished she was more upset with them.

I deserved to be in here with her Christmas Day.

I sulked quietly while Alex tried to comfort Chasity.

Alex

I felt awful.

I hope Chasity knew how remorsefull was.

I just wanted to hold her so badly.

I hoped she would not push me away this time.

I drew her to me slowly, pulling her onto my lap and into my arms.

I just needed her to know how much I wanted her to notice me as pathetic as that might sound.

I just wanted an unencumbered shot at her love, which was technically already impossible because of our history together.

When Dad told me this particular secret, about Chasity’s Dad being the stepbrother of

Alex

Everyone waslooking at me.

I met my Luna’s eyes.

I almost wished I knew.

I wanted to give her a satisfying answer.

She deserved one.

"I don't know," I said apologetically.

I just hoped that she believed me.

She seemed to.

"We really don’t," said Calix in earnest, backing me up.

Felix shrugged.

He had been none the wiser about any of this.

"Do your parents know?" Asked Chasity.

"They might," I said hopefully.

Calix nodded.

"So your Mom really cared about my Dad even though he was just her stepbrother?" Inquired Chasity.

I looked at Calix.

He had recently told me about that day, about how he had watched Mom sink to her knees in the snow and cry as the cardrove away.

That had been the day I had first laid eyes on Chasity.

She had been such a tiny thing with pink cheeks and a pink nose with goldenskin and golden curls and brown doe eyes.

"Yeah, she was devastated when he drove away and left you." confessed Calix.

She had thought he was coming back into her life after being estranged because of her dislike for your Momonly for him to leave again, skip town and leave you behind on her porch." Chasity flinched.

let out a soft

Mom hates me?"

doesn't," said Calix

but Calix had

afraid you'll hurt us,"

frustration and I found it

the one who

Not anymore though.

going to protect her, encase her, insulate

not let a repeat

to be able to trust me

taken away from her and ruined by your Mom,"I said in

make it clear that these

realised we belonged to you like your Dad had belonged to your

had let trouble in her house again," I

was not so naive as to think my Mom justified in her feelings and her

wished I had been strong enough even as a child myself to see the error of

relative, was still my Mom's niece by marriage, her step-niece, a

think of how I was treated by her

Asked my Luna.

friend, Guilt,

Calix pouted.

Felix was

not innocent on this

Chasity was right about my parents' awful

We were the same.

all had questionable

but both Chasity’s and ours were severely lacking in my

father isn't exactly a good father, Baby," I said in whati hoped was a gentle tone but gentle wasn’t

My Baby asked

you,”

abandoned her on a doorstep as did

something!" Insisted

off the bed and was about

was not about

needed to

yelled a lot more loudly than

wolf snarled at me for yelling at his stan,

stiffened, looking at me like I was

looked shocked by

back down on the bed, her

to grow up, Baby!" I said, not backing down." Your

substance abuse

you or them if they had

you’re gonna hold us accountable, you’re gonna hold them

not a fairytale, Baby!" I

slowly

but it needed

back,

squeezed her

stay the least

hand

He got me there.

though and folded my arms as

surprised Alex had nothing to

was a few seconds away from

know they were addicts, ok," admitted

turn away from me and crawl under the covers,

under the covers with her to cuddle

wanna take a nap, by mysell," she pleaded, refusing to look at

but I want to be alone

at least be

not completely

let out

been kinder

what to say to make me

Ugh.

better at

rubbed Chasity's back and kissed

Luna," I heard him

gave me a

know I was a

on me but this

and make

He left the room.

and kissed both of her cheeks and her

protective of her parents' memory because memories are all she has left of

parents were these amazing people but she needed something to

Ugh.

Calix

was not

only one side, I

be back,

me and

giving me some one on one time with her to ease thetension

have

trying

know you want your

wished I could magically deliver them

sense she

chance but don't go running off to

insisted my wolf, in

Don't get me wrong.

control and influencing my decisions but he was

come in terms

promised, feeling like I was signing all my common sense away like in thatmermaid cartoon Calix used to

had

split second later, Chasity was sitting up

breathed, hope blossoming

I nodded.

threw herself at

Sure,

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