Chapter 188 Guilt
In the bright room, Lucas was half-naked, lying on the bed. “Doctor Armstrong, can I ask you a question?” he asked suddenly, sensing the woman behind him.
“What question?” Emily looked over in confusion. “Why didn’t you think of looking for the child’s biological father before?” Lucas asked, tilting his head. Hearing this, Emily was a little surprised. Obviously, she did not expect Lucas to suddenly ask this. After hesitating for a while, she sighed and said it. “Back then, in order to survive, it was already very difficult. I couldn’t spare my mind to do that.” Hearing this, Lucas also felt that this was indeed the case. He was very clear about what kind of life Emily had lived before. As he thought about it, he asked again, “Then why do you suddenly want to find him now?” When Emily heard this, she pursed her lips and continued, “Now that the children are old enough and sensitive, they will want to have a father’s love. I owe them a lot. If I randomly find someone, they might not like him. That’s why I thought of finding their biological father.” As she spoke, she paused and sighed again. “What’s wrong?” Lucas asked.
“It’s nothing. I was just wondering if I could find him at all. After all, there are so many guests in the hotel, and so much time has passed. I’m afraid it will be very difficult.” In the end, Emily felt that the probability of finding him was not small. Lucas was silent and did not speak again. Emily said kindly, “Mr. Greens, don’t feel pressured. It doesn’t matter if you can’t find him.” Hearing this, Lucas felt inexplicably uncomfortable. “What if I find him?” He spoke calmly and didn’t give Emily a chance to reply. He continued, “And what if he is married? What are you going to do?” Emily was stunned for a moment.
This was something she had never thought of. However, she quickly smiled in relief. “If he is married, then I naturally can’t disturb him. Originally, I wanted to find him for the kids.” As she spoke, her mood became downcast, and her face couldn’t hide the guilt. “Because I didn’t have a father since I was a child, and the environment at home wasn’t very good. Sofia and Ethan were more sensible than others of the same age, but having no father was their greatest injury. Before you appeared and attended their school event, they were laughed at by other kids because they didn’t have a father.”.. When Emily finished speaking, her voice couldn’t help but choke up. When Lucas heard this, his heart felt very uncomfortable, as if it had been pricked by needles, and it was densely packed with pain. Fortunately, Emily spat out these words that had been buried in her heart and felt much better

She said somewhat embarrassedly, “I’m sorry, Mr. Greens. I shouldn’t have said this.” “It doesn’t matter.”
Lucas said softly. He didn’t know what to say next, so he fell silent. Emily, on the other hand, calmed her emotions and couldn’t help but hesitate.
“What’s wrong?”
Lucas saw her expression and asked. Emily did not hide anything and told him what she was thinking. “I was thinking, is it ok for me to suddenly look for him? Maybe he is living a peaceful life. What I do will definitely disturb him…” In fact, she had never thought about how to talk to the person if she really found him. After all…
That night was just an accident, and he might not want kids.
Thinking of this, Emily could not help but want to give up the idea of looking for him. “Maybe I should stop looking. Maybe after a while, the two children will not think about it. After all, children’s emotions come and go quickly.”
She said and looked at Lucas.
Lucas looked at her and naturally did not miss the struggle and hesitation in her eyes. For a moment, he felt very uncomfortable.
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