S3 169. Bad Father

Ava approached Jeremy hesitantly. The man still had his elbows on his knees, bowed while massaging his temples. Occasionally, his

shoulders seemed to rise, pressed by the tightness of his chest. Ava

couldn’t bear to see it.

“Jeremy,” she called softly. When the man glanced out of the corner of his eye, she continued, “Would you like me to accompany you?”

Jeremy shook his head slightly. “I’m fine, Ava. Just need time to think. You just accompany the others at the dinner table. I’ll catch up soon.”

While Jeremy nodded, trying to reassure her, Ava was lost in thought. After a short consideration, she sat on the same bench.

“I won’t be noisy. Just pretend I’m not here. You can continue thinking. Ava lowered her head, not wanting to make Jeremy feel intimidated.

However, Jeremy’s sad gaze was still fixed on Ava. Only after a long sigh did he change his sight-back to the ultrasound image in his

hand.

“Did you know?” Jeremy’s voice broke the silence. Ava glanced without turning her head.

“When I was still living in an orphanage, I often thought. I often wondered. Why did my mother leave me? Where are the other children’s parents? Were they also abandoned like me or are their parents dead?”

Ava didn’t answer. She let Jeremy express his emotions.

“The end of every reflection was always the same. We’re just unlucky because we have bad parents, selfish parents, or irresponsible

parents.”

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Jeremy’s voice grew quieter. He wasn’t really looking at Ava now. His eyes seemed to be blocked by an invisible partition in the air.

“Sometimes, I tried to see from another perspective. What if our parents were actually less fortunate? They could have been forced to throw us away. They might have suffered as much as we did.”

Jeremy paused again, adding a sad impression to the dim light of the garden lamps.

“But then, I refuted my thoughts again. No matter how bad their condition was, they shouldn’t abandon their children. How could they

trust someone else more than themselves to take care of their

children?”

out a quick sigh. The sound was like a heartbreaking

our parents were evil. That’s what I believed until

inward, Jeremy raised and lowered the paper in his hand. The light

no idea that my carelessness could be

head faintly. Her hand reached out, touching her husband’s arm. “You’re not evil, Jer. You didn’t even know the ba existed. What happened between you was also against your will, right? So don’t equate

my child. I didn’t do anything when

lips no longer spoke. She knew that

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taking a deep breath, “I admit, I don’t understand your feelings. I don’t know what it’s like to lose a child.

pensive, Ava took the ultrasound images. With teary eyes,

don’t want you to punish yourself for a mistake that can’t be changed. And I think he

Ava looked at Jeremy closely.

baby sent into the world has a mission to put a smile

chance to see the world, Ava. He doesn’t know who his father is. He can’t possibly have feelings like that. What

and Emily hate Frank?” Ava raised an

the two toddlers once missed their father.

is right,

the little girl who had been standing on

and I didn’t know who Daddy was, we always missed Daddy. Every night, I always prayed that Daddy would

Daddy left us, I still loved him. I also hoped Daddy was always happy.”

spread to all

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heart.

guys angry that Frank

so. I

supporting Louis’ statement. A second

forward, patting Jeremy’s

crying, you better pray that your baby will

Uncle,” Louis continued. “Grandpa Rowan must be taking good

sad too.” She stroked Ava’s

face. Emily was right. He couldn’t be selfish. There was still- another baby

I love this baby?” Jeremy stroked Ava’s stomach with a wry smile.

don’t think so,” Louis shook

the same amount, but something that suits your needs. baby in heaven only needs prayers, while this baby

attention.”

being sad, it’s not fair

burden in his heart was reduced

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