S3 169. Bad Father

Ava approached Jeremy hesitantly. The man still had his elbows on his knees, bowed while massaging his temples. Occasionally, his

shoulders seemed to rise, pressed by the tightness of his chest. Ava

couldn’t bear to see it.

“Jeremy,” she called softly. When the man glanced out of the corner of his eye, she continued, “Would you like me to accompany you?”

Jeremy shook his head slightly. “I’m fine, Ava. Just need time to think. You just accompany the others at the dinner table. I’ll catch up soon.”

While Jeremy nodded, trying to reassure her, Ava was lost in thought. After a short consideration, she sat on the same bench.

“I won’t be noisy. Just pretend I’m not here. You can continue thinking. Ava lowered her head, not wanting to make Jeremy feel intimidated.

However, Jeremy’s sad gaze was still fixed on Ava. Only after a long sigh did he change his sight-back to the ultrasound image in his

hand.

“Did you know?” Jeremy’s voice broke the silence. Ava glanced without turning her head.

“When I was still living in an orphanage, I often thought. I often wondered. Why did my mother leave me? Where are the other children’s parents? Were they also abandoned like me or are their parents dead?”

Ava didn’t answer. She let Jeremy express his emotions.

“The end of every reflection was always the same. We’re just unlucky because we have bad parents, selfish parents, or irresponsible

parents.”

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Jeremy’s voice grew quieter. He wasn’t really looking at Ava now. His eyes seemed to be blocked by an invisible partition in the air.

“Sometimes, I tried to see from another perspective. What if our parents were actually less fortunate? They could have been forced to throw us away. They might have suffered as much as we did.”

Jeremy paused again, adding a sad impression to the dim light of the garden lamps.

“But then, I refuted my thoughts again. No matter how bad their condition was, they shouldn’t abandon their children. How could they

trust someone else more than themselves to take care of their

children?”

out a quick sigh. The sound was like a heartbreaking laugh.

because our parents were evil. That’s what I believed until finally I was too tired to think

his lips inward, Jeremy raised and lowered the paper in his hand. The light from his

them-a bad parent. Even worse. I had no idea that my carelessness could be a disaster for my

touching her husband’s arm. “You’re not evil, Jer. You didn’t even know the ba existed. What happened between you was

them. I abandoned my child. I didn’t do anything

looked at Jeremy closely. Her lips no longer spoke. She knew that Jeremy

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don’t know what it’s like to lose a child. I don’t

pensive, Ava took the ultrasound images. With teary eyes, she

want you to punish yourself for a mistake that can’t be changed.

gently, Ava looked

sent into the world has a mission to

the world, Ava. He doesn’t know who his father is. He can’t possibly have feelings like

hate Frank?”

once missed their

is right,

had been standing on

and I didn’t know who Daddy was, we always missed Daddy. Every night, I always prayed that Daddy

me too. Even though I was confused and angry because Daddy left us, I still loved

breath hitched. A strange feeling spread to all corners

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heart.

guys angry that Frank failed to

thought so. I know Daddy

supporting Louis’ statement. A

forward, patting Jeremy’s hand.

you better pray

you don’t need to worry, Uncle,” Louis continued. “Grandpa Rowan must be taking good care of him there. They are probably playing

sad too.” She stroked Ava’s stomach. “Doctor Wela said,

brows changed meaning. He felt he just got a slap on his face. Emily was right. He couldn’t be selfish. There was still- another

if I love this baby?” Jeremy stroked Ava’s

shook his head without thinking.

said, fairness doesn’t mean giving the same amount, but something that suits your needs. baby in heaven only needs prayers, while this baby

attention.”

keep being sad, it’s not fair for this baby,” Louis added.

The burden in his

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