S3 169. Bad Father

Ava approached Jeremy hesitantly. The man still had his elbows on his knees, bowed while massaging his temples. Occasionally, his

shoulders seemed to rise, pressed by the tightness of his chest. Ava

couldn’t bear to see it.

“Jeremy,” she called softly. When the man glanced out of the corner of his eye, she continued, “Would you like me to accompany you?”

Jeremy shook his head slightly. “I’m fine, Ava. Just need time to think. You just accompany the others at the dinner table. I’ll catch up soon.”

While Jeremy nodded, trying to reassure her, Ava was lost in thought. After a short consideration, she sat on the same bench.

“I won’t be noisy. Just pretend I’m not here. You can continue thinking. Ava lowered her head, not wanting to make Jeremy feel intimidated.

However, Jeremy’s sad gaze was still fixed on Ava. Only after a long sigh did he change his sight-back to the ultrasound image in his

hand.

“Did you know?” Jeremy’s voice broke the silence. Ava glanced without turning her head.

“When I was still living in an orphanage, I often thought. I often wondered. Why did my mother leave me? Where are the other children’s parents? Were they also abandoned like me or are their parents dead?”

Ava didn’t answer. She let Jeremy express his emotions.

“The end of every reflection was always the same. We’re just unlucky because we have bad parents, selfish parents, or irresponsible

parents.”

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Jeremy’s voice grew quieter. He wasn’t really looking at Ava now. His eyes seemed to be blocked by an invisible partition in the air.

“Sometimes, I tried to see from another perspective. What if our parents were actually less fortunate? They could have been forced to throw us away. They might have suffered as much as we did.”

Jeremy paused again, adding a sad impression to the dim light of the garden lamps.

“But then, I refuted my thoughts again. No matter how bad their condition was, they shouldn’t abandon their children. How could they

trust someone else more than themselves to take care of their

children?”

let out a quick sigh. The sound

parents were evil. That’s what I believed until finally I

paper in his hand. The light

had no idea that my carelessness could be a disaster for my own child.”

didn’t even know the ba existed. What

them. I abandoned my child. I

no longer spoke. She

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what it’s like to lose a child. I don’t know what it’s like to lose

With teary eyes, she stroked the

you to punish yourself for a mistake that can’t be changed. And I think he

looked at Jeremy

I believe every baby sent into the world has a mission to put a smile on their parents’ faces. If

see the world, Ava. He doesn’t know who his father is. He can’t possibly have feelings like

hate Frank?”

the two toddlers once missed their

right, Uncle.”

the little girl who had been standing on the other side for

and I didn’t know who Daddy was, we always missed Daddy. Every night, I always prayed that Daddy would be happy.”

slightly. “Yes, me too. Even though I was confused and angry because Daddy left us, I still loved him. I also

breath hitched. A strange feeling spread to

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heart.

angry that Frank failed to protect you?”

brows deeper. “I never thought so. I know Daddy must have

supporting Louis’ statement.

patting

better pray that your baby will be

Louis continued. “Grandpa Rowan must be taking good care of him there. They

baby will be sad too.” She stroked Ava’s stomach. “Doctor

brows changed meaning. He felt he just got a slap on his face. Emily was right. He couldn’t

heaven will be jealous if I love this baby?” Jeremy stroked

shook his head without thinking.

but something that suits your needs. baby in heaven only needs prayers, while this baby needs your

attention.”

keep being sad, it’s

the corners of Jeremy’s lips lifted. The burden in his heart was reduced a lot. “Thank you,

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