29. Voicing my Darkest Fear

EVANGELINE.

His words cut me like a sharp knife, and I

look up at him.

How could he?

I didn’t reply for a moment, trying to remain composed, knowing we have many eyes watching us, and even with the music and loud chatter, they might overhear. So, I simply smile gracefully at Zedkiel and slowly pull out of his hold. I don’t think he understands that I am going to take this deal seriously.

Absolutely seriously, and I am not going to do anything to mess that up. Especially something such as fraternising with another man as long as we are married, which can lead to problems in front of the court and would not be ideal for the

tournament.

“Nothing to say?” He asks, and I realise this conversation isn’t over until he gets

an answer. His eyes are blazing red, and his anger only continues to rise.

“Let’s not do this here.” I whisper back, ” If you want to talk 1-lets take it outside.”

I’m scared to be alone with him

anywhere, but he is going to ruin this before we even have a chance to prove we

can do this, and to aim for that crown and my freedom.

“Let’s.” He says, his arm snakes around my waist, his hand painfully tight on my

waist. He leads me out of the doors I had

just entered. They swing shut behind us, blocking out all sounds of the merriment

from within.

Zedkiel came to a stop, and I look up, only

to see Sinclair standing there. His eyes

are cold as they meet Zedkiel’s, and I

realise they aren’t as beautiful as I once

found them… 1

He just doesn’t look the same… I look at Zedkiel, with his delicious hot chocolate

skin, and those eyes that remind me of honey and jewels, which makes my heart skip a beat. He is beautiful. My heart

thuds as I turn away, realising something

with shock. 5

I have begun to feel something for him… How is that possible?

My heart thumps with this realisation

and I look back at Sinclair once more. Yes,

he’s handsome, but I feel… nothing.

“Out of my way.” Zedkiel snarls, bringing me from my shocked thoughts.

Sinclair simply looks at me before

moving to his right, so he is directly in

front of me.

“Of course.” He says, his eyes stuck on

I frown. Sinclair is making stuff so much worse for me. Does he not realise that if

he makes Zedkiel angrier, he’ll take it out

on me? Does he even care for me, aside

from his own selfish reasons!? 3

I’m about to turn away when suddenly

Zedkiel pulls me behind him, and I hear a resounding crunch and a grunt as Sinclair staggers back, clutching his bleeding

nose that Zedkiel had just punched. My eyes fly open as they snap to Zedkiel, who raises his fist to his lips, blowing off imaginary dust as he glares murderously

at Sinclair. 1

“Stay out of my way, because next time I will kill you.” He snarls before dragging me away. I bite back the cry of pain from the rough pull as he yanks me down the hallway until he opens a random door

and pushes me inside. I almost stumble, just about catching my balance, when the

door shuts behind him.

even louder and I turn to glare

before you react.” I

say quietly. 1

“I saw enough.” He snarls, advancing towards

where this strength is coming from. I

of being treated like this…

wanted to

off… you might not

but I am going to do my best, for your crown, and for

sabotage that?” I ask

free is all I ever wanted.” 1

to say something, but instead, he narrows his eyes,

smelt of him, then?” He hisses, gripping my

a tight

my whimper, I look

a

you, he tried to manhandle me. You may

Zedkiel… but you two are far more similar than you think!”

harshly. (1

you are such a mischief maker!’ A girl’s

I’m not. I’m being

can’t do that Evangeline,

matter, I’ll do

‘Promise?’

back to reality, and

his fingers in front of

my head, trying to calm my thumping heart. “W-what… what

cocks a brow, scanning

turns away. “I said, we’re nothing

You both act like

yet you both only hurt me …” I trail off, realising

has defended

occasions now…

Nothing I say will make you change your mind. Let’s return before we’re

me. His eyes are blazing

shoulder. 1

and when he reaches for the door, I

hand over his. The

skin looks so

him watching me and I tilt my

at him. It didn’t

end the conversation

sorry… You two aren’t

protected me many times

he… he hurts me a lot

words.” I say quietly. “So, thank

him swallow as his

and I slowly let go of

from the door handle, and I

the door

grabs me by my arm and spins

around, pushing me up against the

wall.

and stare up at

“No, we aren’t alike, because you belong to me and I’m

that, unlike him.

fucking Luna, so why the fuck

until the deal is fulfilled, and I set you free, you still belong to me… and who knows, you might

door next to my

but no matter what, I don’t see

wanting to stay…

but there is no

until this deal is

alone.” 1

too close to mine

shimmering red, but even then,

he was capable of,

butterflies and my gaze dips to his plump lips. He leans in, kissing me deeply. I gasp against his lips,

me flush against

back? I’m not sure… So, I

once, before I slowly pull

reminding myself that I can’t get too close, just in

last time. “We need to

need to…

the door.

me,

to let me go. I feel

I feel something squeeze inside, knowing I was hurting

end up killing me.

went well.” Zedkiel

back in our bedroom.

been a long day and night has

am exhausted. The

Lunas had thrown at me had

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