29. Voicing my Darkest Fear

EVANGELINE.

His words cut me like a sharp knife, and I

look up at him.

How could he?

I didn’t reply for a moment, trying to remain composed, knowing we have many eyes watching us, and even with the music and loud chatter, they might overhear. So, I simply smile gracefully at Zedkiel and slowly pull out of his hold. I don’t think he understands that I am going to take this deal seriously.

Absolutely seriously, and I am not going to do anything to mess that up. Especially something such as fraternising with another man as long as we are married, which can lead to problems in front of the court and would not be ideal for the

tournament.

“Nothing to say?” He asks, and I realise this conversation isn’t over until he gets

an answer. His eyes are blazing red, and his anger only continues to rise.

“Let’s not do this here.” I whisper back, ” If you want to talk 1-lets take it outside.”

I’m scared to be alone with him

anywhere, but he is going to ruin this before we even have a chance to prove we

can do this, and to aim for that crown and my freedom.

“Let’s.” He says, his arm snakes around my waist, his hand painfully tight on my

waist. He leads me out of the doors I had

just entered. They swing shut behind us, blocking out all sounds of the merriment

from within.

Zedkiel came to a stop, and I look up, only

to see Sinclair standing there. His eyes

are cold as they meet Zedkiel’s, and I

realise they aren’t as beautiful as I once

found them… 1

He just doesn’t look the same… I look at Zedkiel, with his delicious hot chocolate

skin, and those eyes that remind me of honey and jewels, which makes my heart skip a beat. He is beautiful. My heart

thuds as I turn away, realising something

with shock. 5

I have begun to feel something for him… How is that possible?

My heart thumps with this realisation

and I look back at Sinclair once more. Yes,

he’s handsome, but I feel… nothing.

“Out of my way.” Zedkiel snarls, bringing me from my shocked thoughts.

Sinclair simply looks at me before

moving to his right, so he is directly in

front of me.

“Of course.” He says, his eyes stuck on

I frown. Sinclair is making stuff so much worse for me. Does he not realise that if

he makes Zedkiel angrier, he’ll take it out

on me? Does he even care for me, aside

from his own selfish reasons!? 3

I’m about to turn away when suddenly

Zedkiel pulls me behind him, and I hear a resounding crunch and a grunt as Sinclair staggers back, clutching his bleeding

nose that Zedkiel had just punched. My eyes fly open as they snap to Zedkiel, who raises his fist to his lips, blowing off imaginary dust as he glares murderously

at Sinclair. 1

“Stay out of my way, because next time I will kill you.” He snarls before dragging me away. I bite back the cry of pain from the rough pull as he yanks me down the hallway until he opens a random door

and pushes me inside. I almost stumble, just about catching my balance, when the

door shuts behind him.

anger makes my own heart thud even louder and I turn to

to listen before you react.” I

say quietly. 1

a brow. “I saw enough.” He snarls,

from. I clench my

of being treated

wanted to see. I

off… you might

Zedkiel, but I am going to do my best, for your

I sabotage that?”

be free is all

but instead, he narrows his eyes, watching me

“Care to explain why you smelt of

in a

my whimper,

a ringing in my ear

tried to manhandle me.

but you two are far more similar than

harshly. (1

Goddess, you are such a mischief maker!’ A girl’s whispery laugh reaches my ears.

I’m not. I’m being serious…’

that Evangeline, it’s

matter, I’ll

‘Promise?’

me back to reality, and I realise

his fingers in front of

calm my thumping heart. “W-what… what did

cocks a brow, scanning my eyes

we’re

you? You both act like you own

me, yet you both only hurt me …” I trail off,

Zedkiel has defended me

occasions now…

you think. Nothing I say will make you change your

blazing

shoulder. 1

and when he reaches for the

place my hand over his.

skin looks so

him watching me and I tilt my

up to look at him. It didn’t

end the

You two aren’t

me

he… he hurts me

quietly. “So, thank

him swallow as his

and I slowly let go of his

from the door handle, and

to pull the door open when

my arm

around, pushing me

wall.

the impact and stare

“No, we aren’t alike, because you belong to me and I’m ready to

that, unlike him. He

fucking Luna, so why the

Secondly, until the deal is fulfilled, and I set you free, you still

door next to my head, his eyes raking over me.

no matter what, I don’t see

stay… Yes, my

but there

stay. “And third… until this deal is completed… you are mine

alone.” 1

is too close to mine now,

shimmering red, but

was capable of,

gasp against his lips, but it only gives him access to my mouth. One that he assaults. His hands let go of my wrists, running down my arms before he

me flush against

I’m not sure… So, I

kiss him once, before I slowly pull

too close,

time. “We need to return to

and we need to… be careful.” I

the door.

doesn’t argue with me, nor

go. I

his eyes become hard and emotionless again. I feel something squeeze inside, knowing

will end up killing

Zedkiel says once

back in our

long day and

exhausted. The

Lunas had thrown

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