29. Voicing my Darkest Fear

EVANGELINE.

His words cut me like a sharp knife, and I

look up at him.

How could he?

I didn’t reply for a moment, trying to remain composed, knowing we have many eyes watching us, and even with the music and loud chatter, they might overhear. So, I simply smile gracefully at Zedkiel and slowly pull out of his hold. I don’t think he understands that I am going to take this deal seriously.

Absolutely seriously, and I am not going to do anything to mess that up. Especially something such as fraternising with another man as long as we are married, which can lead to problems in front of the court and would not be ideal for the

tournament.

“Nothing to say?” He asks, and I realise this conversation isn’t over until he gets

an answer. His eyes are blazing red, and his anger only continues to rise.

“Let’s not do this here.” I whisper back, ” If you want to talk 1-lets take it outside.”

I’m scared to be alone with him

anywhere, but he is going to ruin this before we even have a chance to prove we

can do this, and to aim for that crown and my freedom.

“Let’s.” He says, his arm snakes around my waist, his hand painfully tight on my

waist. He leads me out of the doors I had

just entered. They swing shut behind us, blocking out all sounds of the merriment

from within.

Zedkiel came to a stop, and I look up, only

to see Sinclair standing there. His eyes

are cold as they meet Zedkiel’s, and I

realise they aren’t as beautiful as I once

found them… 1

He just doesn’t look the same… I look at Zedkiel, with his delicious hot chocolate

skin, and those eyes that remind me of honey and jewels, which makes my heart skip a beat. He is beautiful. My heart

thuds as I turn away, realising something

with shock. 5

I have begun to feel something for him… How is that possible?

My heart thumps with this realisation

and I look back at Sinclair once more. Yes,

he’s handsome, but I feel… nothing.

“Out of my way.” Zedkiel snarls, bringing me from my shocked thoughts.

Sinclair simply looks at me before

moving to his right, so he is directly in

front of me.

“Of course.” He says, his eyes stuck on

I frown. Sinclair is making stuff so much worse for me. Does he not realise that if

he makes Zedkiel angrier, he’ll take it out

on me? Does he even care for me, aside

from his own selfish reasons!? 3

I’m about to turn away when suddenly

Zedkiel pulls me behind him, and I hear a resounding crunch and a grunt as Sinclair staggers back, clutching his bleeding

nose that Zedkiel had just punched. My eyes fly open as they snap to Zedkiel, who raises his fist to his lips, blowing off imaginary dust as he glares murderously

at Sinclair. 1

“Stay out of my way, because next time I will kill you.” He snarls before dragging me away. I bite back the cry of pain from the rough pull as he yanks me down the hallway until he opens a random door

and pushes me inside. I almost stumble, just about catching my balance, when the

door shuts behind him.

anger makes my own heart thud even louder and I turn

need to listen before you react.” I

say quietly. 1

enough.” He snarls,

wondering where this strength is coming from. I clench my fists, hoping that I can

of being treated like this… 1

saw what you wanted to

back off…

to do my best, for your

that?”

free is all I ever

but instead, he

smelt of him,

in a tight

back my whimper, I look

eye, a

just like you, he tried to

Zedkiel… but you two are far more similar than you

harshly. (1

maker!’ A girl’s whispery laugh reaches my

not. I’m

that Evangeline, it’s

I’ll

‘Promise?’

Zedkiel’s voice snaps me back to reality, and I

of me. “What

thumping heart.

scanning my eyes

we’re nothing

you? You both act

both only hurt me …” I trail off, realising that, that isn’t true

Zedkiel has defended me

occasions now…

say will make you change your

eyes are blazing as

shoulder. 1

reaches for the door, I

my hand over his.

skin looks

feel him watching me and I

up to look at him. It didn’t

the

sorry… You two aren’t

me many times

whilst he… he hurts me a

say quietly.

swallow as his gaze

slowly let go of his

handle, and I reach

to pull the door

my arm

me up against the

wall.

the impact and stare up at

“No, we aren’t alike, because you belong to me and I’m ready to show

fucking world that, unlike

so why the fuck

the deal is fulfilled, and I set you free, you still belong to me…

door next to my

what, I

stay… Yes,

him, but there is

stay. “And third… until this deal is

alone.” 1

is too close to mine now,

shimmering red, but even then,

what he was capable of, didn’t

with a thousand butterflies and my gaze dips to his plump lips. He leans in, kissing me deeply. I gasp against his lips, but it

waist and pulls me flush against him.

I’m not sure… So, I

before

get too close,

time. “We need to

to… be

the

argue with me, nor does

me go. I feel the cold aura

as his eyes become hard and emotionless again. I feel something squeeze inside, knowing I was hurting him, but I am scared too… I’m scared

will end up

well.” Zedkiel says

back in

been a long day and night has

I am exhausted. The questions

of the Lunas had thrown at me had

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