29. Voicing my Darkest Fear

EVANGELINE.

His words cut me like a sharp knife, and I

look up at him.

How could he?

I didn’t reply for a moment, trying to remain composed, knowing we have many eyes watching us, and even with the music and loud chatter, they might overhear. So, I simply smile gracefully at Zedkiel and slowly pull out of his hold. I don’t think he understands that I am going to take this deal seriously.

Absolutely seriously, and I am not going to do anything to mess that up. Especially something such as fraternising with another man as long as we are married, which can lead to problems in front of the court and would not be ideal for the

tournament.

“Nothing to say?” He asks, and I realise this conversation isn’t over until he gets

an answer. His eyes are blazing red, and his anger only continues to rise.

“Let’s not do this here.” I whisper back, ” If you want to talk 1-lets take it outside.”

I’m scared to be alone with him

anywhere, but he is going to ruin this before we even have a chance to prove we

can do this, and to aim for that crown and my freedom.

“Let’s.” He says, his arm snakes around my waist, his hand painfully tight on my

waist. He leads me out of the doors I had

just entered. They swing shut behind us, blocking out all sounds of the merriment

from within.

Zedkiel came to a stop, and I look up, only

to see Sinclair standing there. His eyes

are cold as they meet Zedkiel’s, and I

realise they aren’t as beautiful as I once

found them… 1

He just doesn’t look the same… I look at Zedkiel, with his delicious hot chocolate

skin, and those eyes that remind me of honey and jewels, which makes my heart skip a beat. He is beautiful. My heart

thuds as I turn away, realising something

with shock. 5

I have begun to feel something for him… How is that possible?

My heart thumps with this realisation

and I look back at Sinclair once more. Yes,

he’s handsome, but I feel… nothing.

“Out of my way.” Zedkiel snarls, bringing me from my shocked thoughts.

Sinclair simply looks at me before

moving to his right, so he is directly in

front of me.

“Of course.” He says, his eyes stuck on

I frown. Sinclair is making stuff so much worse for me. Does he not realise that if

he makes Zedkiel angrier, he’ll take it out

on me? Does he even care for me, aside

from his own selfish reasons!? 3

I’m about to turn away when suddenly

Zedkiel pulls me behind him, and I hear a resounding crunch and a grunt as Sinclair staggers back, clutching his bleeding

nose that Zedkiel had just punched. My eyes fly open as they snap to Zedkiel, who raises his fist to his lips, blowing off imaginary dust as he glares murderously

at Sinclair. 1

“Stay out of my way, because next time I will kill you.” He snarls before dragging me away. I bite back the cry of pain from the rough pull as he yanks me down the hallway until he opens a random door

and pushes me inside. I almost stumble, just about catching my balance, when the

door shuts behind him.

even louder and I turn to

before you react.”

say quietly. 1

“I saw enough.”

stand my ground, wondering where this strength is coming from. I clench my fists, hoping that I can hold my ground.

of being treated like this…

you wanted to

back off… you

my best, for

I sabotage that?” I

be free is all I ever wanted.”

something, but instead, he narrows his eyes,

why you smelt of him, then?”

in a tight

back my whimper, I look

eye, a ringing in

tried to manhandle me. You may not see it

far more similar than you think!”

harshly. (1

you are such a mischief maker!’ A girl’s whispery

not. I’m being serious…’

do that Evangeline,

doesn’t matter, I’ll

‘Promise?’

back to reality, and

in front of me.

to calm my thumping heart. “W-what… what did you

brow, scanning my eyes before

“I said, we’re nothing alike.” He

both act

both only hurt me …” I

defended me

occasions now…

think. Nothing I say will make you change

His eyes are blazing as he looks at me

shoulder. 1

and when he reaches

my hand over his.

in our skin looks so beautiful…

me and I tilt my

up to look at him. It didn’t feel

the

sorry… You two aren’t completely

me many times

he… he hurts me a

say quietly.

swallow as

and I slowly let go of

from the door handle,

pull the door open when he

my arm

me up against the

wall.

impact and stare up at him,

alike, because you belong

fucking world that, unlike him.

so why the

the deal is fulfilled, and I set you free, you still belong to me… and who knows,

to the door next to my head, his eyes raking over me. His words make

matter what, I

to stay… Yes, my body

but there

is

alone.” 1

is too close

shimmering red, but even

he was capable of, didn’t

flutters with a thousand butterflies and my gaze dips to his plump lips. He leans in, kissing me deeply. I gasp against his lips, but it only gives him access to my mouth. One

and pulls me flush

I’m not sure…

once, before

can’t get too

need to return to

we need to…

the

me, nor

go. I feel the cold

as his eyes become hard and emotionless again. I feel something squeeze inside, knowing I was hurting him, but I am scared too…

will end up

well.” Zedkiel says

in

has been a long day

am exhausted.

had thrown at

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