29. Voicing my Darkest Fear

EVANGELINE.

His words cut me like a sharp knife, and I

look up at him.

How could he?

I didn’t reply for a moment, trying to remain composed, knowing we have many eyes watching us, and even with the music and loud chatter, they might overhear. So, I simply smile gracefully at Zedkiel and slowly pull out of his hold. I don’t think he understands that I am going to take this deal seriously.

Absolutely seriously, and I am not going to do anything to mess that up. Especially something such as fraternising with another man as long as we are married, which can lead to problems in front of the court and would not be ideal for the

tournament.

“Nothing to say?” He asks, and I realise this conversation isn’t over until he gets

an answer. His eyes are blazing red, and his anger only continues to rise.

“Let’s not do this here.” I whisper back, ” If you want to talk 1-lets take it outside.”

I’m scared to be alone with him

anywhere, but he is going to ruin this before we even have a chance to prove we

can do this, and to aim for that crown and my freedom.

“Let’s.” He says, his arm snakes around my waist, his hand painfully tight on my

waist. He leads me out of the doors I had

just entered. They swing shut behind us, blocking out all sounds of the merriment

from within.

Zedkiel came to a stop, and I look up, only

to see Sinclair standing there. His eyes

are cold as they meet Zedkiel’s, and I

realise they aren’t as beautiful as I once

found them… 1

He just doesn’t look the same… I look at Zedkiel, with his delicious hot chocolate

skin, and those eyes that remind me of honey and jewels, which makes my heart skip a beat. He is beautiful. My heart

thuds as I turn away, realising something

with shock. 5

I have begun to feel something for him… How is that possible?

My heart thumps with this realisation

and I look back at Sinclair once more. Yes,

he’s handsome, but I feel… nothing.

“Out of my way.” Zedkiel snarls, bringing me from my shocked thoughts.

Sinclair simply looks at me before

moving to his right, so he is directly in

front of me.

“Of course.” He says, his eyes stuck on

I frown. Sinclair is making stuff so much worse for me. Does he not realise that if

he makes Zedkiel angrier, he’ll take it out

on me? Does he even care for me, aside

from his own selfish reasons!? 3

I’m about to turn away when suddenly

Zedkiel pulls me behind him, and I hear a resounding crunch and a grunt as Sinclair staggers back, clutching his bleeding

nose that Zedkiel had just punched. My eyes fly open as they snap to Zedkiel, who raises his fist to his lips, blowing off imaginary dust as he glares murderously

at Sinclair. 1

“Stay out of my way, because next time I will kill you.” He snarls before dragging me away. I bite back the cry of pain from the rough pull as he yanks me down the hallway until he opens a random door

and pushes me inside. I almost stumble, just about catching my balance, when the

door shuts behind him.

my own heart thud even louder and I turn to glare at him.

to listen before

say quietly. 1

cocks a brow. “I saw enough.” He snarls, advancing towards

from. I clench my fists, hoping that

treated

what you wanted to see. I told

back off…

do my best, for your crown, and for

that?” I ask

free is all I ever

say something, but instead, he narrows

you smelt of him, then?” He

a tight

my whimper, I

eye, a ringing

“Because just like you, he tried to manhandle me. You

Zedkiel… but you two are far more

harshly. (1

you are such a mischief maker!’ A girl’s whispery laugh

I’m not. I’m

do that Evangeline, it’s

I’ll

‘Promise?’

back to reality, and I realise he had just

his fingers in front of me. “What

my thumping heart. “W-what… what

a brow, scanning my eyes

we’re nothing alike.” He

You both act like you own

me, yet you both only hurt me …” I trail off,

defended me on several

occasions now…

that’s what you think. Nothing I say will make you change your mind. Let’s return before we’re missed.” He replies

are blazing as

shoulder. 1

nod and when he reaches for the door,

place my hand over his.

in our skin looks so

me

him. It

the conversation

sorry… You two aren’t

you’ve protected me many

he… he hurts me a

say quietly. “So, thank you.”

swallow as his

go of his hand,

from the door handle, and

pull the door

by my

pushing me

wall.

at the impact and stare up at

belong

world that, unlike him.

Luna, so why the fuck

eyeing mine up. Secondly, until the deal is fulfilled, and I set you free, you still belong to me… and who

to my head, his eyes raking

matter what, I don’t see

to stay…

to want him, but there is no way I

until this deal is completed… you are

alone.” 1

too close to mine now, his

but even then,

what he was capable of, didn’t

He leans in, kissing me deeply. I gasp against his lips, but it only gives

waist and pulls me flush against him.

I’m not

before

can’t get too close, just in case something

“We need to return to

need to… be careful.”

opening the

with me, nor does he

I

eyes become hard and emotionless again. I feel something squeeze inside, knowing I was hurting him,

will end up

went well.” Zedkiel

in our

a long day and night has

exhausted. The questions that

the Lunas had thrown at

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