29. Voicing my Darkest Fear

EVANGELINE.

His words cut me like a sharp knife, and I

look up at him.

How could he?

I didn’t reply for a moment, trying to remain composed, knowing we have many eyes watching us, and even with the music and loud chatter, they might overhear. So, I simply smile gracefully at Zedkiel and slowly pull out of his hold. I don’t think he understands that I am going to take this deal seriously.

Absolutely seriously, and I am not going to do anything to mess that up. Especially something such as fraternising with another man as long as we are married, which can lead to problems in front of the court and would not be ideal for the

tournament.

“Nothing to say?” He asks, and I realise this conversation isn’t over until he gets

an answer. His eyes are blazing red, and his anger only continues to rise.

“Let’s not do this here.” I whisper back, ” If you want to talk 1-lets take it outside.”

I’m scared to be alone with him

anywhere, but he is going to ruin this before we even have a chance to prove we

can do this, and to aim for that crown and my freedom.

“Let’s.” He says, his arm snakes around my waist, his hand painfully tight on my

waist. He leads me out of the doors I had

just entered. They swing shut behind us, blocking out all sounds of the merriment

from within.

Zedkiel came to a stop, and I look up, only

to see Sinclair standing there. His eyes

are cold as they meet Zedkiel’s, and I

realise they aren’t as beautiful as I once

found them… 1

He just doesn’t look the same… I look at Zedkiel, with his delicious hot chocolate

skin, and those eyes that remind me of honey and jewels, which makes my heart skip a beat. He is beautiful. My heart

thuds as I turn away, realising something

with shock. 5

I have begun to feel something for him… How is that possible?

My heart thumps with this realisation

and I look back at Sinclair once more. Yes,

he’s handsome, but I feel… nothing.

“Out of my way.” Zedkiel snarls, bringing me from my shocked thoughts.

Sinclair simply looks at me before

moving to his right, so he is directly in

front of me.

“Of course.” He says, his eyes stuck on

I frown. Sinclair is making stuff so much worse for me. Does he not realise that if

he makes Zedkiel angrier, he’ll take it out

on me? Does he even care for me, aside

from his own selfish reasons!? 3

I’m about to turn away when suddenly

Zedkiel pulls me behind him, and I hear a resounding crunch and a grunt as Sinclair staggers back, clutching his bleeding

nose that Zedkiel had just punched. My eyes fly open as they snap to Zedkiel, who raises his fist to his lips, blowing off imaginary dust as he glares murderously

at Sinclair. 1

“Stay out of my way, because next time I will kill you.” He snarls before dragging me away. I bite back the cry of pain from the rough pull as he yanks me down the hallway until he opens a random door

and pushes me inside. I almost stumble, just about catching my balance, when the

door shuts behind him.

heart thud even louder and I

to listen before you react.” I

say quietly. 1

enough.” He snarls, advancing

is coming from. I clench my fists, hoping

being treated like this…

what you wanted to see. I told

to back off…

do my best, for your crown, and for my freedom.

I sabotage that?”

is all I

something, but instead, he narrows his

you smelt of him, then?” He hisses, gripping my

in a

my whimper, I look him

the eye, a ringing in my

just like you, he tried to manhandle me. You may not see it

more

harshly. (1

are such a mischief maker!’ A girl’s

I’m

can’t do that

I’ll

‘Promise?’

voice snaps me back to reality, and I realise

in front of me. “What happened?”

thumping

brow, scanning my

we’re nothing

you? You both act

want me, yet you both only hurt me …” I trail off, realising that, that

has defended me on

occasions now…

Nothing I say will make you change your mind.

blazing

shoulder. 1

when he reaches for

place my hand over his.

our skin

can feel him watching me and I

up to look at him.

end the conversation

two

me

hurts me a

I say quietly. “So, thank

as his gaze locks

and I slowly let go of his hand, it

door handle, and I

the door open when he

grabs me by my arm

around, pushing me

wall.

and

“No, we aren’t alike, because you belong to me and I’m

that,

Luna, so why the fuck

mine up. Secondly, until the deal is fulfilled, and I set you free, you still belong to me… and who knows, you

my wrists to the door next to my head, his eyes raking over

matter what, I

wanting to stay… Yes,

him, but there is no way I

“And third… until this deal is completed… you are

alone.” 1

too close to mine now, his

shimmering red, but even then,

he was

against his lips, but it only gives him access to my mouth. One that he assaults. His hands let go of my wrists, running down my

and pulls me flush against

him back? I’m

kiss him once, before

too close, just

last time. “We need to return to the

need to… be careful.” I

the

argue with me, nor does he

to let me go. I feel the cold

I feel something squeeze inside, knowing I was hurting him, but I am scared too… I’m scared that

end up killing

Zedkiel says

back in

been a long day

I am exhausted. The questions that

Lunas had thrown

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