29. Voicing my Darkest Fear

EVANGELINE.

His words cut me like a sharp knife, and I

look up at him.

How could he?

I didn’t reply for a moment, trying to remain composed, knowing we have many eyes watching us, and even with the music and loud chatter, they might overhear. So, I simply smile gracefully at Zedkiel and slowly pull out of his hold. I don’t think he understands that I am going to take this deal seriously.

Absolutely seriously, and I am not going to do anything to mess that up. Especially something such as fraternising with another man as long as we are married, which can lead to problems in front of the court and would not be ideal for the

tournament.

“Nothing to say?” He asks, and I realise this conversation isn’t over until he gets

an answer. His eyes are blazing red, and his anger only continues to rise.

“Let’s not do this here.” I whisper back, ” If you want to talk 1-lets take it outside.”

I’m scared to be alone with him

anywhere, but he is going to ruin this before we even have a chance to prove we

can do this, and to aim for that crown and my freedom.

“Let’s.” He says, his arm snakes around my waist, his hand painfully tight on my

waist. He leads me out of the doors I had

just entered. They swing shut behind us, blocking out all sounds of the merriment

from within.

Zedkiel came to a stop, and I look up, only

to see Sinclair standing there. His eyes

are cold as they meet Zedkiel’s, and I

realise they aren’t as beautiful as I once

found them… 1

He just doesn’t look the same… I look at Zedkiel, with his delicious hot chocolate

skin, and those eyes that remind me of honey and jewels, which makes my heart skip a beat. He is beautiful. My heart

thuds as I turn away, realising something

with shock. 5

I have begun to feel something for him… How is that possible?

My heart thumps with this realisation

and I look back at Sinclair once more. Yes,

he’s handsome, but I feel… nothing.

“Out of my way.” Zedkiel snarls, bringing me from my shocked thoughts.

Sinclair simply looks at me before

moving to his right, so he is directly in

front of me.

“Of course.” He says, his eyes stuck on

I frown. Sinclair is making stuff so much worse for me. Does he not realise that if

he makes Zedkiel angrier, he’ll take it out

on me? Does he even care for me, aside

from his own selfish reasons!? 3

I’m about to turn away when suddenly

Zedkiel pulls me behind him, and I hear a resounding crunch and a grunt as Sinclair staggers back, clutching his bleeding

nose that Zedkiel had just punched. My eyes fly open as they snap to Zedkiel, who raises his fist to his lips, blowing off imaginary dust as he glares murderously

at Sinclair. 1

“Stay out of my way, because next time I will kill you.” He snarls before dragging me away. I bite back the cry of pain from the rough pull as he yanks me down the hallway until he opens a random door

and pushes me inside. I almost stumble, just about catching my balance, when the

door shuts behind him.

thud even louder and I turn to

listen before you

say quietly. 1

a brow. “I saw enough.” He

this strength is coming from. I clench

treated

what you wanted to

to back off…

do my best,

sabotage that?” I

all I ever wanted.”

about to say something, but instead, he narrows his eyes, watching me

explain why you smelt of him, then?” He hisses,

in a

whimper, I

in the eye, a ringing in my

tried to manhandle me. You may not

are far more

harshly. (1

maker!’ A girl’s whispery laugh

I’m

can’t do that Evangeline, it’s

matter, I’ll

‘Promise?’

to reality,

fingers in front of me. “What

my head, trying to calm my thumping heart.

a brow, scanning my eyes before

said, we’re nothing alike.” He growls.

act like you own

you both only hurt me …” I trail off, realising

Zedkiel has defended me

occasions now…

think. Nothing I say will make you change your mind. Let’s return

blazing

shoulder. 1

reaches for the door,

over his. The

skin looks so

me and I tilt

him.

end the

two aren’t

protected me

whilst he… he hurts me a

say quietly.

swallow as his gaze

and I slowly let go of his

handle, and

the door open when

by my arm and spins

pushing me up

wall.

gasp at the impact and stare up at

we aren’t alike, because you belong to me and

world that,

so why the fuck is

the deal is fulfilled, and I set you free, you still belong to me… and who knows, you

he pins my wrists to the door next to my head, his eyes raking over me. His words

but no matter what, I don’t see

stay… Yes,

him, but there

“And third… until this deal is completed… you

alone.” 1

close to mine now, his

red, but

what he was capable of,

My stomach flutters with a thousand butterflies and my gaze dips to his plump lips. He leans in, kissing me deeply. I gasp against his lips, but it only gives him access to my mouth. One that he assaults. His hands let

me flush against

kiss him back? I’m

once, before I slowly pull

myself that I can’t get too close,

time. “We need to return

and we need to… be careful.”

opening the door.

argue with me,

let me go. I feel the cold aura

hard and emotionless again. I feel something squeeze inside, knowing I was hurting him, but I am scared too… I’m scared

up killing me.

Zedkiel says once we

back in our

long day and night has

exhausted. The questions that

had

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