29. Voicing my Darkest Fear

EVANGELINE.

His words cut me like a sharp knife, and I

look up at him.

How could he?

I didn’t reply for a moment, trying to remain composed, knowing we have many eyes watching us, and even with the music and loud chatter, they might overhear. So, I simply smile gracefully at Zedkiel and slowly pull out of his hold. I don’t think he understands that I am going to take this deal seriously.

Absolutely seriously, and I am not going to do anything to mess that up. Especially something such as fraternising with another man as long as we are married, which can lead to problems in front of the court and would not be ideal for the

tournament.

“Nothing to say?” He asks, and I realise this conversation isn’t over until he gets

an answer. His eyes are blazing red, and his anger only continues to rise.

“Let’s not do this here.” I whisper back, ” If you want to talk 1-lets take it outside.”

I’m scared to be alone with him

anywhere, but he is going to ruin this before we even have a chance to prove we

can do this, and to aim for that crown and my freedom.

“Let’s.” He says, his arm snakes around my waist, his hand painfully tight on my

waist. He leads me out of the doors I had

just entered. They swing shut behind us, blocking out all sounds of the merriment

from within.

Zedkiel came to a stop, and I look up, only

to see Sinclair standing there. His eyes

are cold as they meet Zedkiel’s, and I

realise they aren’t as beautiful as I once

found them… 1

He just doesn’t look the same… I look at Zedkiel, with his delicious hot chocolate

skin, and those eyes that remind me of honey and jewels, which makes my heart skip a beat. He is beautiful. My heart

thuds as I turn away, realising something

with shock. 5

I have begun to feel something for him… How is that possible?

My heart thumps with this realisation

and I look back at Sinclair once more. Yes,

he’s handsome, but I feel… nothing.

“Out of my way.” Zedkiel snarls, bringing me from my shocked thoughts.

Sinclair simply looks at me before

moving to his right, so he is directly in

front of me.

“Of course.” He says, his eyes stuck on

I frown. Sinclair is making stuff so much worse for me. Does he not realise that if

he makes Zedkiel angrier, he’ll take it out

on me? Does he even care for me, aside

from his own selfish reasons!? 3

I’m about to turn away when suddenly

Zedkiel pulls me behind him, and I hear a resounding crunch and a grunt as Sinclair staggers back, clutching his bleeding

nose that Zedkiel had just punched. My eyes fly open as they snap to Zedkiel, who raises his fist to his lips, blowing off imaginary dust as he glares murderously

at Sinclair. 1

“Stay out of my way, because next time I will kill you.” He snarls before dragging me away. I bite back the cry of pain from the rough pull as he yanks me down the hallway until he opens a random door

and pushes me inside. I almost stumble, just about catching my balance, when the

door shuts behind him.

own heart thud even louder and I turn

before

say quietly. 1

enough.” He snarls,

where this strength is coming from. I clench my fists, hoping that I can hold my

being treated like this… 1

saw what you wanted to see.

back off… you

it Zedkiel, but I am going to do my best, for your crown, and for my

sabotage that?” I ask

be free is all I ever wanted.” 1

instead, he narrows his eyes, watching me

why you smelt of him, then?” He hisses, gripping my

in a tight hold.

whimper,

the eye, a ringing in my ear

you, he tried to manhandle me. You may

two are far more similar than you think!” I whisper

harshly. (1

maker!’ A girl’s

not. I’m

can’t do that Evangeline, it’s

I’ll

‘Promise?’

to reality, and I realise he had

fingers in front of me. “What happened?” 3

my thumping heart. “W-what… what did you say?”

a brow, scanning

“I said, we’re nothing

You both act like

both only hurt me …” I trail off, realising that, that

Zedkiel has defended

occasions now…

that’s what you think. Nothing I say will make you change your mind. Let’s return before we’re

blazing as he looks at me over his

shoulder. 1

reaches

over his.

in our skin looks so beautiful…

can feel him watching me

up to look at him. It didn’t feel

end the conversation

two aren’t

me many

he… he hurts me

say quietly. “So, thank you.”

see him swallow as his gaze

and I slowly let go

from the door handle, and I

to pull the door open when he

grabs me by my arm and spins

around, pushing me up against

wall.

at the impact and stare up at him,

“No, we aren’t alike, because you belong

that, unlike

so why

deal is fulfilled, and I set you free, you still belong to me… and who knows, you might just not want

wrists to the door next to my head, his eyes raking over me. His words make my

what, I don’t

to stay… Yes, my

want him, but there is no way

until this deal is completed… you are

alone.” 1

too close to mine now, his

shimmering red, but even

was capable of, didn’t

my gaze dips to his plump lips. He leans in, kissing me deeply. I gasp against his lips, but it only gives him access to

pulls me flush against

I kiss him back? I’m

once, before I

get too close,

last time. “We need

to…

the

me,

to let me go. I feel the cold aura

around him as his eyes become hard and emotionless again. I feel something squeeze inside, knowing I was hurting him, but I

will end up killing me.

well.” Zedkiel says

in

a long

am exhausted.

had

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