29. Voicing my Darkest Fear

EVANGELINE.

His words cut me like a sharp knife, and I

look up at him.

How could he?

I didn’t reply for a moment, trying to remain composed, knowing we have many eyes watching us, and even with the music and loud chatter, they might overhear. So, I simply smile gracefully at Zedkiel and slowly pull out of his hold. I don’t think he understands that I am going to take this deal seriously.

Absolutely seriously, and I am not going to do anything to mess that up. Especially something such as fraternising with another man as long as we are married, which can lead to problems in front of the court and would not be ideal for the

tournament.

“Nothing to say?” He asks, and I realise this conversation isn’t over until he gets

an answer. His eyes are blazing red, and his anger only continues to rise.

“Let’s not do this here.” I whisper back, ” If you want to talk 1-lets take it outside.”

I’m scared to be alone with him

anywhere, but he is going to ruin this before we even have a chance to prove we

can do this, and to aim for that crown and my freedom.

“Let’s.” He says, his arm snakes around my waist, his hand painfully tight on my

waist. He leads me out of the doors I had

just entered. They swing shut behind us, blocking out all sounds of the merriment

from within.

Zedkiel came to a stop, and I look up, only

to see Sinclair standing there. His eyes

are cold as they meet Zedkiel’s, and I

realise they aren’t as beautiful as I once

found them… 1

He just doesn’t look the same… I look at Zedkiel, with his delicious hot chocolate

skin, and those eyes that remind me of honey and jewels, which makes my heart skip a beat. He is beautiful. My heart

thuds as I turn away, realising something

with shock. 5

I have begun to feel something for him… How is that possible?

My heart thumps with this realisation

and I look back at Sinclair once more. Yes,

he’s handsome, but I feel… nothing.

“Out of my way.” Zedkiel snarls, bringing me from my shocked thoughts.

Sinclair simply looks at me before

moving to his right, so he is directly in

front of me.

“Of course.” He says, his eyes stuck on

I frown. Sinclair is making stuff so much worse for me. Does he not realise that if

he makes Zedkiel angrier, he’ll take it out

on me? Does he even care for me, aside

from his own selfish reasons!? 3

I’m about to turn away when suddenly

Zedkiel pulls me behind him, and I hear a resounding crunch and a grunt as Sinclair staggers back, clutching his bleeding

nose that Zedkiel had just punched. My eyes fly open as they snap to Zedkiel, who raises his fist to his lips, blowing off imaginary dust as he glares murderously

at Sinclair. 1

“Stay out of my way, because next time I will kill you.” He snarls before dragging me away. I bite back the cry of pain from the rough pull as he yanks me down the hallway until he opens a random door

and pushes me inside. I almost stumble, just about catching my balance, when the

door shuts behind him.

own heart thud even louder and I turn to glare at

need to listen before

say quietly. 1

brow. “I saw enough.” He snarls,

coming from. I clench my fists, hoping that

of being treated like

saw what you wanted to

back off… you

Zedkiel, but I am going to do my best, for your

I sabotage that?”

is all I ever

but instead, he narrows his

of him, then?” He hisses,

in a tight hold.

whimper, I look him

eye, a

he tried to manhandle me. You may not see

but you two are far more similar

harshly. (1

a mischief maker!’ A girl’s whispery laugh reaches my ears.

I’m not. I’m being serious…’

can’t do that Evangeline, it’s

matter, I’ll

‘Promise?’

reality, and I

his fingers in front of me. “What

my head, trying to calm my thumping heart. “W-what… what did you say?” I

scanning

turns away. “I said, we’re nothing

both act like you own

both only hurt me …” I trail off, realising that,

Zedkiel has defended

occasions now…

what you think. Nothing I say will make you change your mind. Let’s return

me. His eyes are blazing as he looks at me over his

shoulder. 1

and when he reaches

place my hand over his. The

in our skin looks

feel him watching me and

look at him. It didn’t feel right

the

You two aren’t completely

protected me many

he… he hurts me a lot

I say quietly. “So,

see him swallow as his gaze locks with

I slowly let go of his hand, it

handle, and I

to pull the door open

by my arm and

me up against the

wall.

gasp at the impact and stare

alike, because you belong to me and I’m ready to

fucking world that, unlike him. He

his fucking Luna, so

you free, you still belong

my wrists to the door next to my head, his eyes

but no matter what,

wanting to stay… Yes, my

there is no way

“And third… until this deal is

alone.” 1

is too close to mine now, his

but even

was capable of, didn’t

My stomach flutters with a thousand butterflies and my gaze dips to his plump lips. He leans in, kissing me deeply. I gasp against his lips, but it only gives him access to my mouth. One that he assaults. His hands let go of my wrists, running down my

waist and pulls me

back? I’m

kiss him once, before

reminding myself that I can’t get too close, just

last time. “We need to

need to… be careful.”

opening the

doesn’t argue with me, nor does

to let me go. I feel the

around him as his eyes become hard and emotionless again. I feel something squeeze inside, knowing I was hurting him, but I am scared too… I’m scared

will end up killing me.

well.” Zedkiel says once

in

been a long day and

exhausted. The

the Lunas had thrown at

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