29. Voicing my Darkest Fear

EVANGELINE.

His words cut me like a sharp knife, and I

look up at him.

How could he?

I didn’t reply for a moment, trying to remain composed, knowing we have many eyes watching us, and even with the music and loud chatter, they might overhear. So, I simply smile gracefully at Zedkiel and slowly pull out of his hold. I don’t think he understands that I am going to take this deal seriously.

Absolutely seriously, and I am not going to do anything to mess that up. Especially something such as fraternising with another man as long as we are married, which can lead to problems in front of the court and would not be ideal for the

tournament.

“Nothing to say?” He asks, and I realise this conversation isn’t over until he gets

an answer. His eyes are blazing red, and his anger only continues to rise.

“Let’s not do this here.” I whisper back, ” If you want to talk 1-lets take it outside.”

I’m scared to be alone with him

anywhere, but he is going to ruin this before we even have a chance to prove we

can do this, and to aim for that crown and my freedom.

“Let’s.” He says, his arm snakes around my waist, his hand painfully tight on my

waist. He leads me out of the doors I had

just entered. They swing shut behind us, blocking out all sounds of the merriment

from within.

Zedkiel came to a stop, and I look up, only

to see Sinclair standing there. His eyes

are cold as they meet Zedkiel’s, and I

realise they aren’t as beautiful as I once

found them… 1

He just doesn’t look the same… I look at Zedkiel, with his delicious hot chocolate

skin, and those eyes that remind me of honey and jewels, which makes my heart skip a beat. He is beautiful. My heart

thuds as I turn away, realising something

with shock. 5

I have begun to feel something for him… How is that possible?

My heart thumps with this realisation

and I look back at Sinclair once more. Yes,

he’s handsome, but I feel… nothing.

“Out of my way.” Zedkiel snarls, bringing me from my shocked thoughts.

Sinclair simply looks at me before

moving to his right, so he is directly in

front of me.

“Of course.” He says, his eyes stuck on

I frown. Sinclair is making stuff so much worse for me. Does he not realise that if

he makes Zedkiel angrier, he’ll take it out

on me? Does he even care for me, aside

from his own selfish reasons!? 3

I’m about to turn away when suddenly

Zedkiel pulls me behind him, and I hear a resounding crunch and a grunt as Sinclair staggers back, clutching his bleeding

nose that Zedkiel had just punched. My eyes fly open as they snap to Zedkiel, who raises his fist to his lips, blowing off imaginary dust as he glares murderously

at Sinclair. 1

“Stay out of my way, because next time I will kill you.” He snarls before dragging me away. I bite back the cry of pain from the rough pull as he yanks me down the hallway until he opens a random door

and pushes me inside. I almost stumble, just about catching my balance, when the

door shuts behind him.

heart thud even louder and I turn to glare at

need to listen before

say quietly. 1

brow. “I saw enough.” He snarls,

ground, wondering where this strength is coming from. I clench my fists, hoping that I can

of being treated like

you wanted

to back off… you might

am going to do my best, for

would I sabotage that?”

be free is all I ever wanted.”

instead, he narrows his eyes, watching

“Care to explain why you smelt of him, then?” He hisses, gripping my

in a tight hold.

my whimper, I look

a

to manhandle me. You may not see

are far more similar than you think!” I

harshly. (1

Oh, Evangeline… Goddess, you are such a mischief maker!’ A girl’s whispery laugh reaches my

not. I’m being serious…’

can’t do that

I’ll do it.’

‘Promise?’

voice snaps me back to reality, and

in front of

head, trying to calm my thumping heart.

brow, scanning my eyes before

“I said, we’re

You both act

both only hurt me …”

has defended me on

occasions now…

will make you change your mind. Let’s return before we’re missed.” He

me. His eyes are blazing as he looks at me over

shoulder. 1

when he reaches for the door,

my hand over

skin looks so

me and I tilt my

up to look at him. It didn’t feel right

the

You two

you’ve protected me many

he hurts

words.” I say quietly.

as his

I slowly let go of his hand, it

handle, and I

to pull the door

my arm and spins

around, pushing me up against

wall.

at the impact and stare up at him,

you belong to me

that,

Luna, so why

I set you free, you still belong to me… and who knows, you might just not want to leave.”

the door next to my head, his eyes raking over me. His words

what,

stay… Yes, my body

to want him, but there is no way

deal is completed… you are mine and

alone.” 1

chest is too close

but even

what he was capable

a thousand butterflies and my gaze dips to his plump lips. He leans in, kissing me deeply. I gasp against his lips, but it only gives him access to my mouth. One

and pulls me

back? I’m not

once, before I

can’t get too close, just in

“We need to return

to…

the

argue with me, nor

I feel the cold

as his eyes become hard and emotionless again. I feel something squeeze inside, knowing

end up killing

well.” Zedkiel

in our

been a long day and

I am exhausted. The questions

Lunas had thrown at me had

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