His Dark Obsession by Moonlight Muse

34. Clarity

ZEDKIEL.

I smirk internally as we somehow make it to my apartment in town, it’s closer and I don’t think I would have made it to the

castle. It had taken my all not to rip that dress off her in the car and fuck her right

there.

I fucking want her, but at the same time, I know how this goes… The bloodshed when my Lycan takes over… Unlike the rest of my siblings, mine has never spoken to me. I just feel his rage and anger that always seems to

bubble within me. I’m not sure if it’s

because I’m not a pure blood like them but instead part vampire… But his anger is something I can’t control… When he wants. blood, he gets it.

The moment I tug her through the door, I slam it shut and push her up against it, claiming her lips in another sizzling hot

kiss. Her sweet intoxicating taste makes me want to devour her. Her heart is pounding, and I feel a powerful urge of possessiveness overcome me. My eyes flash and I force

myself back… just in case… I need to make

sure things don’t go wrong, and that I don’t

hurt her…

“Wait here for me.” I command, guiding her to the bedroom and making her sit on the

bed, she looks up at me, eyes widening with confusion, but I don’t give her a chance to question me as I walk back out and to the fridge and take out a bottle of blood. I don’t

head back to the bedroom and instead take it

to the bathroom; I lock the door behind me

and down the entire bottle in one breath.

I look at myself in the mirror, licking my lips, and slowly place the bottle down. It’s sweet, pleasant, and rejuvenating but it’s nothing as delicious and tasty as her blood is

and I don’t care if I shouldn’t drink another

supernatural’s blood. I want hers.

I’m satiated… but I still don’t trust myself…

not after what happened last time… this is the only fucking chance I have… if I fuck this up, I know I’ll lose her, that is, if I don’t fucking kill her first…

My eyes snap to the cabinet on the right, and I rinse my mouth out, my mind made up. I will risk it all… I open the drawers, moving around the towels and toilet paper rolls before I feel one of the small syringes that sit behind everything else. I will give her something so lethal that I’ll be at her mercy. I know she could use this to run and I would fucking be too weak to do anything… but it’s a chance I’m ready to take.

I look at the liquid, frowning slightly. It’s a mix of the most lethal herbs to both vampires and Lycans, a serum designed specifically for me. 1

I hesitate, a small part of me is worried she’ll run… her words from earlier replay in my mind and a part of me tells me she won’t … that she’ll honour our agreement. I also know that she may have seen through

Sinclair’s guise, but she still doesn’t trust me fully and I know that.

I exit the bathroom to see she’s standing by the mirror, her arms crossed over her

breasts. She’s still in her dress and heels, but it is obvious she was scrutinising herself.

“Z-Zedkiel…” She says hesitantly and I see the confusion in her eyes as her gaze dips to my hard-on that is very obvious in my pants.

“What are you doing?” I ask, raking my eyes

over the woman that I am about to claim.

She shakes her head; her heart thudding and

I cock a brow but say nothing. There’s that vulnerability in her eyes as I approach her. I’m not sure if she’s getting cold feet, but

the beast and now… there’s

no backing out…

asks hesitantly. I’m about to

in her eyes tells

to get this.” I say, holding the

front of

fingers.

her heart thumping in

to give yourself to me, just as

and my own smirk fades. “It’s for you to use on

shock. “But why would you- “I place my finger to her lips, not wanting to discuss

had no

I say, placing the syringe under the pillow to the side before

syringe, but the moment I pull her close, squeezing her ass, she relaxes. I reach for the zipper

something so appealing

radiates as

that looks so

look even better on

my tongue along her lips, and she parts them, allowing me entrance

and my fingers graze the strap to her bra. I throb hard as my arms

dips to her tits. Fuck, tonight I’m going to

of her.

bites her lip. As much as I don’t mind giving

perfect skin and hair that contrasts beautifully

Clad in

that has a little silver

breasts with matching panties, she looks somehow pure and innocent, yet at the same time with a body

open as I lean

I just can’t wait

to the bed before kissing her hungrily.

pleasure only fuel my hunger for her. I kiss her lips harder, before kissing her down her jaw and neck, her scent, her taste… the ravenous hunger I feel like a man starved for far too fucking long. I kiss her over her breasts. Her arousal smells as

clasp on her bra which I unhook letting her breasts spill out, I throb hard,

her arms around my waist, gripping my shoulders. I

with anticipation.

tongue down her stomach, my

hip, gently sucking

“Zed!” She whimpers.

like when she calls me that… I glance up at

all I can see is her hands on

will do a lot with… Ah

all mine to

into the fabric

that are soaked and

every inch of her

do. I’ve not gone slow with

usually, it’s fast… but I never

anything by now… was

I couldn’t be so sure, I still have

be careful…

say quietly as I slide her legs out of her panties

them aside.

There’s a look I don’t understand in them and it feels… too raw. I look away and instead go down on her, cupping those lush thighs as I slide my tongue into her wet folds, making her cry out in pleasure.

flick and suck on her clit, her moans a fucking turn on and it’s taking my all not to fuck her

she is. I’m losing my

woman since I’ve seen

I need to take

slip my finger out, making

and I quickly unzip my

murmurs, her