His Dark Obsession by Moonlight Muse

34. Clarity

ZEDKIEL.

I smirk internally as we somehow make it to my apartment in town, it’s closer and I don’t think I would have made it to the

castle. It had taken my all not to rip that dress off her in the car and fuck her right

there.

I fucking want her, but at the same time, I know how this goes… The bloodshed when my Lycan takes over… Unlike the rest of my siblings, mine has never spoken to me. I just feel his rage and anger that always seems to

bubble within me. I’m not sure if it’s

because I’m not a pure blood like them but instead part vampire… But his anger is something I can’t control… When he wants. blood, he gets it.

The moment I tug her through the door, I slam it shut and push her up against it, claiming her lips in another sizzling hot

kiss. Her sweet intoxicating taste makes me want to devour her. Her heart is pounding, and I feel a powerful urge of possessiveness overcome me. My eyes flash and I force

myself back… just in case… I need to make

sure things don’t go wrong, and that I don’t

hurt her…

“Wait here for me.” I command, guiding her to the bedroom and making her sit on the

bed, she looks up at me, eyes widening with confusion, but I don’t give her a chance to question me as I walk back out and to the fridge and take out a bottle of blood. I don’t

head back to the bedroom and instead take it

to the bathroom; I lock the door behind me

and down the entire bottle in one breath.

I look at myself in the mirror, licking my lips, and slowly place the bottle down. It’s sweet, pleasant, and rejuvenating but it’s nothing as delicious and tasty as her blood is

and I don’t care if I shouldn’t drink another

supernatural’s blood. I want hers.

I’m satiated… but I still don’t trust myself…

not after what happened last time… this is the only fucking chance I have… if I fuck this up, I know I’ll lose her, that is, if I don’t fucking kill her first…

My eyes snap to the cabinet on the right, and I rinse my mouth out, my mind made up. I will risk it all… I open the drawers, moving around the towels and toilet paper rolls before I feel one of the small syringes that sit behind everything else. I will give her something so lethal that I’ll be at her mercy. I know she could use this to run and I would fucking be too weak to do anything… but it’s a chance I’m ready to take.

I look at the liquid, frowning slightly. It’s a mix of the most lethal herbs to both vampires and Lycans, a serum designed specifically for me. 1

I hesitate, a small part of me is worried she’ll run… her words from earlier replay in my mind and a part of me tells me she won’t … that she’ll honour our agreement. I also know that she may have seen through

Sinclair’s guise, but she still doesn’t trust me fully and I know that.

I exit the bathroom to see she’s standing by the mirror, her arms crossed over her

breasts. She’s still in her dress and heels, but it is obvious she was scrutinising herself.

“Z-Zedkiel…” She says hesitantly and I see the confusion in her eyes as her gaze dips to my hard-on that is very obvious in my pants.

“What are you doing?” I ask, raking my eyes

over the woman that I am about to claim.

She shakes her head; her heart thudding and

I cock a brow but say nothing. There’s that vulnerability in her eyes as I approach her. I’m not sure if she’s getting cold feet, but

the beast

no backing out…

did you go?” She asks hesitantly. I’m about to

up her arms, but something in her eyes tells

a drink… and to get this.” I say, holding the syringe

of, up in front of her, between

fingers.

that?” She asks, her heart

you think I’m about to drug you? When you’re already ready to give yourself to me, just

for you to use on me if at any

why would you- “I place my finger to her

had no answer to…

the syringe under the pillow to the side before I cup

tense at first, probably still struggling with the syringe, but the moment I pull her close, squeezing her ass, she relaxes. I reach for the

so appealing about

as she

unzip the dress. that looks so

look even better on our bedroom floor.

lips, and she parts them, allowing me entrance at the same time. I slide the

fingers graze the strap to her bra. I throb hard as my arms tighten around her as I kiss

dips to her tits. Fuck, tonight I’m going

of her.

my eyes lock with hers, her heart pounding and her eyes run over me, her cheeks heat up and she bites her lip. As much as I don’t mind giving her a show, and not wanting to be so

perfect skin and hair that contrasts beautifully with her eyes. She really is

seen. Clad in that

bra that has a

and innocent, yet at the same time with a

bed, forcing her legs open as I lean

I just can’t

the bed before

for her. I kiss her lips harder, before kissing her down her jaw and neck, her scent, her taste… the ravenous hunger I feel like a man starved for far too

I unhook letting her breasts spill out, I throb hard, a low growl escaping me as I grab

gasps, her back arching, and she wraps her arms around my waist, gripping my shoulders. I play a little longer with her breasts. Her eyes are shut now, and she’s moaning

with anticipation.

down her stomach, my hands raking over her hips, and

bite her hip, gently sucking

“Zed!” She whimpers.

when she calls me that…

but all I can see is her

I will do a

you’re all mine to play

hook my fingers into the fabric of

that are soaked and

down, admiring every inch of her

not gone slow with any

it’s fast… but

by now… was

so sure, I still

be careful…

as I slide her legs out of her panties and

them aside.

they meet mine. There’s a look I don’t understand in them and it feels… too raw. I look away and instead go down on her, cupping those

suck on her clit, her moans a fucking turn on and it’s taking my all not to fuck her right now. She’s nearing and I focus on retracting my claws that have dug into her thighs and slip a finger into

feel how damn tight she is. I’m

I’ve seen

need to take her

on. I slip my finger out,

quickly unzip

She murmurs, her