His Dark Obsession by Moonlight Muse

34. Clarity

ZEDKIEL.

I smirk internally as we somehow make it to my apartment in town, it’s closer and I don’t think I would have made it to the

castle. It had taken my all not to rip that dress off her in the car and fuck her right

there.

I fucking want her, but at the same time, I know how this goes… The bloodshed when my Lycan takes over… Unlike the rest of my siblings, mine has never spoken to me. I just feel his rage and anger that always seems to

bubble within me. I’m not sure if it’s

because I’m not a pure blood like them but instead part vampire… But his anger is something I can’t control… When he wants. blood, he gets it.

The moment I tug her through the door, I slam it shut and push her up against it, claiming her lips in another sizzling hot

kiss. Her sweet intoxicating taste makes me want to devour her. Her heart is pounding, and I feel a powerful urge of possessiveness overcome me. My eyes flash and I force

myself back… just in case… I need to make

sure things don’t go wrong, and that I don’t

hurt her…

“Wait here for me.” I command, guiding her to the bedroom and making her sit on the

bed, she looks up at me, eyes widening with confusion, but I don’t give her a chance to question me as I walk back out and to the fridge and take out a bottle of blood. I don’t

head back to the bedroom and instead take it

to the bathroom; I lock the door behind me

and down the entire bottle in one breath.

I look at myself in the mirror, licking my lips, and slowly place the bottle down. It’s sweet, pleasant, and rejuvenating but it’s nothing as delicious and tasty as her blood is

and I don’t care if I shouldn’t drink another

supernatural’s blood. I want hers.

I’m satiated… but I still don’t trust myself…

not after what happened last time… this is the only fucking chance I have… if I fuck this up, I know I’ll lose her, that is, if I don’t fucking kill her first…

My eyes snap to the cabinet on the right, and I rinse my mouth out, my mind made up. I will risk it all… I open the drawers, moving around the towels and toilet paper rolls before I feel one of the small syringes that sit behind everything else. I will give her something so lethal that I’ll be at her mercy. I know she could use this to run and I would fucking be too weak to do anything… but it’s a chance I’m ready to take.

I look at the liquid, frowning slightly. It’s a mix of the most lethal herbs to both vampires and Lycans, a serum designed specifically for me. 1

I hesitate, a small part of me is worried she’ll run… her words from earlier replay in my mind and a part of me tells me she won’t … that she’ll honour our agreement. I also know that she may have seen through

Sinclair’s guise, but she still doesn’t trust me fully and I know that.

I exit the bathroom to see she’s standing by the mirror, her arms crossed over her

breasts. She’s still in her dress and heels, but it is obvious she was scrutinising herself.

“Z-Zedkiel…” She says hesitantly and I see the confusion in her eyes as her gaze dips to my hard-on that is very obvious in my pants.

“What are you doing?” I ask, raking my eyes

over the woman that I am about to claim.

She shakes her head; her heart thudding and

I cock a brow but say nothing. There’s that vulnerability in her eyes as I approach her. I’m not sure if she’s getting cold feet, but

had tempted the beast

no backing out…

did you go?” She asks hesitantly. I’m about to ignore the

something in her eyes

say, holding the syringe that I now take the lid

front of

fingers.

She asks, her

to drug you? When you’re already ready to give yourself to me, just as I knew you would be.” I

on the syringe and my own smirk fades. “It’s for you to use on me if at any time you feel that I’m losing control…”

total shock. “But why would you- “I place my

no answer to…

placing the syringe under the pillow to the side before I cup her face, kissing her deeply.

pull her close, squeezing her ass, she relaxes. I reach for the zipper down the side of her

appealing about

she radiates as she stands

me as I slowly unzip the dress. that looks so good on her, but

look even better on

and she parts them, allowing me

she fists my shirt tighter as she kisses me back. My hands run over her bare, smooth back, and my fingers graze the strap to her bra. I throb hard as my arms tighten around her as I kiss her deeper. She moans softly and I flip us

my gaze dips to her tits. Fuck,

of her.

hers, her heart pounding and her eyes run over me, her cheeks heat up and she bites her lip. As much as I don’t mind giving her a show, and not wanting to be so restricted by these pants – she looks nervously

skin and hair

I’ve ever seen. Clad in that satin

that has a little silver

she looks somehow pure and innocent, yet at

open as I lean over her. “You look

that I just can’t

pinning her wrists to the

only fuel my hunger for her. I kiss her lips harder, before kissing her down her jaw and neck, her scent, her taste… the ravenous hunger I feel like a man starved for far too fucking long. I kiss her over her breasts. Her arousal smells

I reach down for the clasp on her bra which I unhook letting her breasts spill out, I throb hard, a

her arms around my waist, gripping my shoulders. I play a little longer with her breasts. Her eyes are shut now, and she’s moaning in pleasure, and

with anticipation.

her stomach, my hands raking over her hips,

hip, gently

“Zed!” She whimpers.

calls me that… I

can see is her

will do a lot

Mouse, you’re all mine to play with…

hook my fingers into

that are soaked

every inch of her

I do. I’ve not

fast… but I

by now… was

be so sure,

be careful…

quietly as I slide her legs

them aside.

don’t understand in them and it feels… too raw. I look away and

fuck, this is damn good. I can feel my claws come out, feel my aura around me as I flick and suck on her clit, her moans a fucking turn on and it’s taking my all not to fuck her right now. She’s nearing and I focus on retracting my claws that have dug into her thighs and slip a finger into

feel how damn tight she

a woman since I’ve seen her, and I

take her now when she’s

I slip my finger out,

and I quickly unzip my pants.

She murmurs, her eyes