His Dark Obsession by Moonlight Muse

34. Clarity

ZEDKIEL.

I smirk internally as we somehow make it to my apartment in town, it’s closer and I don’t think I would have made it to the

castle. It had taken my all not to rip that dress off her in the car and fuck her right

there.

I fucking want her, but at the same time, I know how this goes… The bloodshed when my Lycan takes over… Unlike the rest of my siblings, mine has never spoken to me. I just feel his rage and anger that always seems to

bubble within me. I’m not sure if it’s

because I’m not a pure blood like them but instead part vampire… But his anger is something I can’t control… When he wants. blood, he gets it.

The moment I tug her through the door, I slam it shut and push her up against it, claiming her lips in another sizzling hot

kiss. Her sweet intoxicating taste makes me want to devour her. Her heart is pounding, and I feel a powerful urge of possessiveness overcome me. My eyes flash and I force

myself back… just in case… I need to make

sure things don’t go wrong, and that I don’t

hurt her…

“Wait here for me.” I command, guiding her to the bedroom and making her sit on the

bed, she looks up at me, eyes widening with confusion, but I don’t give her a chance to question me as I walk back out and to the fridge and take out a bottle of blood. I don’t

head back to the bedroom and instead take it

to the bathroom; I lock the door behind me

and down the entire bottle in one breath.

I look at myself in the mirror, licking my lips, and slowly place the bottle down. It’s sweet, pleasant, and rejuvenating but it’s nothing as delicious and tasty as her blood is

and I don’t care if I shouldn’t drink another

supernatural’s blood. I want hers.

I’m satiated… but I still don’t trust myself…

not after what happened last time… this is the only fucking chance I have… if I fuck this up, I know I’ll lose her, that is, if I don’t fucking kill her first…

My eyes snap to the cabinet on the right, and I rinse my mouth out, my mind made up. I will risk it all… I open the drawers, moving around the towels and toilet paper rolls before I feel one of the small syringes that sit behind everything else. I will give her something so lethal that I’ll be at her mercy. I know she could use this to run and I would fucking be too weak to do anything… but it’s a chance I’m ready to take.

I look at the liquid, frowning slightly. It’s a mix of the most lethal herbs to both vampires and Lycans, a serum designed specifically for me. 1

I hesitate, a small part of me is worried she’ll run… her words from earlier replay in my mind and a part of me tells me she won’t … that she’ll honour our agreement. I also know that she may have seen through

Sinclair’s guise, but she still doesn’t trust me fully and I know that.

I exit the bathroom to see she’s standing by the mirror, her arms crossed over her

breasts. She’s still in her dress and heels, but it is obvious she was scrutinising herself.

“Z-Zedkiel…” She says hesitantly and I see the confusion in her eyes as her gaze dips to my hard-on that is very obvious in my pants.

“What are you doing?” I ask, raking my eyes

over the woman that I am about to claim.

She shakes her head; her heart thudding and

I cock a brow but say nothing. There’s that vulnerability in her eyes as I approach her. I’m not sure if she’s getting cold feet, but

had tempted the beast and now… there’s

no backing out…

go?” She asks hesitantly. I’m about to

hands up her arms, but something in her eyes tells me

to get this.” I say, holding the syringe that I

up in front of

fingers.

She asks, her heart thumping in

give yourself to me, just as I knew you

on the syringe and my own smirk fades. “It’s for you to use on me if at any time

shock. “But why would you- “I place my finger to her lips, not

had no answer

to the side

moment I pull her close, squeezing her ass,

something so appealing about

as she stands there

as I slowly unzip the dress. that

even better on our bedroom floor. 2

tongue along her lips, and she parts them, allowing me entrance at the same time. I slide the

and she fists my shirt tighter as she kisses me back. My hands run over her bare, smooth back, and my fingers graze the strap to her bra. I throb hard as my arms tighten around her as I kiss her deeper. She moans softly and I flip us around, lifting

to her tits. Fuck, tonight I’m

of her.

lip. As much as I don’t mind giving her a show, and not wanting to be so restricted by these pants – she looks nervously at my hard-on with a look that changes to obvious lust as she

body. She’s perfect, with sexy curves, smooth, perfect skin and hair

Clad in that

has a little silver moon

and innocent, yet at the same time with a body that’s made to

her legs open as I lean over her. “You look like a

I just can’t wait

the bed before kissing her hungrily.

neck, her scent, her taste… the ravenous hunger I feel like a man starved for far too fucking long. I kiss her over her breasts. Her arousal smells as good as her blood and my eyes blaze.

spill out, I throb hard, a low growl escaping me as I grab them, and flick one

my waist, gripping my shoulders. I play a little longer with her breasts. Her eyes are shut now, and she’s moaning in pleasure, and when I go lower, she doesn’t pull

with anticipation.

down her stomach, my

hip, gently sucking on the

“Zed!” She whimpers.

she calls me that… I

see

I will do a

mine to play

into

soaked

every inch of her

do. I’ve not

fast… but

now… was it a

sure, I still

be careful…

say quietly as I slide her legs out of

them aside.

a look I don’t understand in them and it feels… too raw. I look away and instead go down on her, cupping those lush thighs

around me as I flick and suck on her clit, her moans a fucking turn on and it’s taking my all not to fuck her right now. She’s nearing and I focus on retracting my claws that have dug into her thighs

I can feel how damn tight she is. I’m losing my own control. I’ve not

a woman since I’ve

need to take her

on. I slip my finger out, making

and I quickly unzip

her eyes