38. Voicing my Darkest Fear

EVANGELINE.

His words cut me like a sharp knife, and I

look up at him.

How could he?

I didn’t reply for a moment, trying to remain composed, knowing we have many eyes watching us, and even with the music and loud chatter, they might overhear. So, I simply smile gracefully at Zedkiel and slowly pull out of his hold. I don’t think he understands that I am going to take this deal seriously.

Absolutely seriously, and I am not going to do anything to mess that up. Especially something such as fraternising with another man as long as we are married, which can lead to problems in front of the court and would not be ideal for the

tournament.

“Nothing to say?” He asks, and I realise this conversation isn’t over until he gets

an answer. His eyes are blazing red, and his anger only continues to rise.

“Let’s not do this here.” I whisper back, ” If you want to talk 1-lets take it outside.”

I’m scared to be alone with him

anywhere, but he is going to ruin this before we even have a chance to prove we

can do this, and to aim for that crown and my freedom.

“Let’s.” He says, his arm snakes around my waist, his hand painfully tight on my

waist. He leads me out of the doors I had

just entered. They swing shut behind us, blocking out all sounds of the merriment

from within.

Zedkiel came to a stop, and I look up, only

to see Sinclair standing there. His eyes

are cold as they meet Zedkiel’s, and I

realise they aren’t as beautiful as I once

found them… 1

He just doesn’t look the same… I look at Zedkiel, with his delicious hot chocolate

skin, and those eyes that remind me of honey and jewels, which makes my heart skip a beat. He is beautiful. My heart

thuds as I turn away, realising something

with shock. 5

I have begun to feel something for him… How is that possible?

My heart thumps with this realisation

and I look back at Sinclair once more. Yes,

he’s handsome, but I feel… nothing.

“Out of my way.” Zedkiel snarls, bringing me from my shocked thoughts.

Sinclair simply looks at me before

moving to his right, so he is directly in

front of me.

“Of course.” He says, his eyes stuck on

I frown. Sinclair is making stuff so much worse for me. Does he not realise that if

he makes Zedkiel angrier, he’ll take it out

on me? Does he even care for me, aside

from his own selfish reasons!? 3

I’m about to turn away when suddenly

Zedkiel pulls me behind him, and I hear a resounding crunch and a grunt as Sinclair staggers back, clutching his bleeding

nose that Zedkiel had just punched. My eyes fly open as they snap to Zedkiel, who raises his fist to his lips, blowing off imaginary dust as he glares murderously

at Sinclair. 1

“Stay out of my way, because next time I will kill you.” He snarls before dragging me away. I bite back the cry of pain from the rough pull as he yanks me down the hallway until he opens a random door

and pushes me inside. I almost stumble, just about catching my balance, when the

door shuts behind him.

thud even louder and I

listen before you

say quietly. 1

saw enough.” He

from. I clench my fists, hoping that I can hold

being treated

wanted

off…

am going to do my best, for

sabotage that?”

is all I

but instead, he narrows

“Care to explain why you smelt of him, then?” He

in a tight

my whimper, I look

the eye, a ringing in my

you, he tried to manhandle me. You may not

far more similar than you

harshly. (1

you are such a mischief maker!’ A girl’s whispery

not. I’m

do that Evangeline, it’s

doesn’t matter, I’ll

‘Promise?’

voice snaps me back to reality, and I realise

fingers in front of me. “What happened?”

my thumping heart. “W-what… what did you say?”

brow,

“I said, we’re

both act like you

me …”

Zedkiel has defended me on

occasions now…

will make you change your mind. Let’s return

are blazing as he looks at me

shoulder. 1

when he reaches for

place my hand over his.

in our skin

can feel him watching

to look at him. It didn’t

end the

You two

you’ve protected me many

he hurts

words.” I say quietly. “So, thank

as

let go of

the door handle,

the

by

me

wall.

impact and

you belong to me

fucking world that,

so

I set you free, you still belong to me… and who knows, you might just not want

to my head, his eyes raking over me. His words make my

matter what,

stay…

want him, but there

deal

alone.” 1

chest is too close to mine

red, but even

what he was capable of,

He leans in, kissing me deeply. I gasp against his lips, but it only gives him access to my mouth. One that he assaults. His hands

and pulls me flush against

kiss him back? I’m not

once, before I

get too

“We need

need

whisper, opening the door.

with me, nor

to let me go. I feel the

I feel something squeeze inside, knowing I was hurting him, but I am scared

will end up killing

went well.” Zedkiel says

in

been a long day and night

exhausted. The

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