38. Voicing my Darkest Fear

EVANGELINE.

His words cut me like a sharp knife, and I

look up at him.

How could he?

I didn’t reply for a moment, trying to remain composed, knowing we have many eyes watching us, and even with the music and loud chatter, they might overhear. So, I simply smile gracefully at Zedkiel and slowly pull out of his hold. I don’t think he understands that I am going to take this deal seriously.

Absolutely seriously, and I am not going to do anything to mess that up. Especially something such as fraternising with another man as long as we are married, which can lead to problems in front of the court and would not be ideal for the

tournament.

“Nothing to say?” He asks, and I realise this conversation isn’t over until he gets

an answer. His eyes are blazing red, and his anger only continues to rise.

“Let’s not do this here.” I whisper back, ” If you want to talk 1-lets take it outside.”

I’m scared to be alone with him

anywhere, but he is going to ruin this before we even have a chance to prove we

can do this, and to aim for that crown and my freedom.

“Let’s.” He says, his arm snakes around my waist, his hand painfully tight on my

waist. He leads me out of the doors I had

just entered. They swing shut behind us, blocking out all sounds of the merriment

from within.

Zedkiel came to a stop, and I look up, only

to see Sinclair standing there. His eyes

are cold as they meet Zedkiel’s, and I

realise they aren’t as beautiful as I once

found them… 1

He just doesn’t look the same… I look at Zedkiel, with his delicious hot chocolate

skin, and those eyes that remind me of honey and jewels, which makes my heart skip a beat. He is beautiful. My heart

thuds as I turn away, realising something

with shock. 5

I have begun to feel something for him… How is that possible?

My heart thumps with this realisation

and I look back at Sinclair once more. Yes,

he’s handsome, but I feel… nothing.

“Out of my way.” Zedkiel snarls, bringing me from my shocked thoughts.

Sinclair simply looks at me before

moving to his right, so he is directly in

front of me.

“Of course.” He says, his eyes stuck on

I frown. Sinclair is making stuff so much worse for me. Does he not realise that if

he makes Zedkiel angrier, he’ll take it out

on me? Does he even care for me, aside

from his own selfish reasons!? 3

I’m about to turn away when suddenly

Zedkiel pulls me behind him, and I hear a resounding crunch and a grunt as Sinclair staggers back, clutching his bleeding

nose that Zedkiel had just punched. My eyes fly open as they snap to Zedkiel, who raises his fist to his lips, blowing off imaginary dust as he glares murderously

at Sinclair. 1

“Stay out of my way, because next time I will kill you.” He snarls before dragging me away. I bite back the cry of pain from the rough pull as he yanks me down the hallway until he opens a random door

and pushes me inside. I almost stumble, just about catching my balance, when the

door shuts behind him.

makes my own heart thud even

need to listen before you

say quietly. 1

cocks a brow. “I saw enough.” He snarls,

stand my ground, wondering where this strength is coming from. I clench

tired of being

wanted to

to back off… you might

it Zedkiel, but I am going to do my best, for your crown, and

I sabotage that?” I

free is all I ever

to say something, but instead, he

“Care to explain why you smelt of him, then?”

in a tight

whimper,

the eye, a

like you, he tried to

far more similar

harshly. (1

such a mischief maker!’ A girl’s whispery laugh

not.

do that Evangeline,

matter, I’ll do

‘Promise?’

me back to

his fingers in front of me. “What

to calm my thumping heart. “W-what… what did you say?”

brow, scanning

“I said,

You both act like

both only hurt me …” I trail off, realising that,

Zedkiel has defended me

occasions now…

I say will make you

His eyes are blazing as he looks at me over

shoulder. 1

when he reaches for the door,

place my hand

skin looks

him watching me and

up to look at him. It

end the

You two aren’t

protected me many

whilst he… he hurts

I say quietly. “So,

swallow as his

and I slowly let

door handle, and

to pull the door open when

by my

pushing me up

wall.

at the impact and stare up

belong

world that,

Luna, so

mine up. Secondly, until the deal is fulfilled, and I set you free, you still belong to me… and who knows, you might

to my head, his eyes raking over me.

but no matter what, I don’t

wanting to stay… Yes,

but there is no way

“And third… until this deal is completed…

alone.” 1

is too close to

red, but

was capable

my gaze dips to his plump lips. He leans in, kissing me deeply. I gasp against his lips, but it only gives him access to my mouth. One that he assaults. His hands let go of my wrists,

pulls me flush against

kiss him back? I’m

kiss him once,

reminding myself that I can’t get too close, just in case something

time. “We need to return

we need

whisper, opening the door.

argue with me, nor does

let me go. I

hard and emotionless again. I feel something squeeze inside, knowing I was hurting him, but

will end up killing

went well.” Zedkiel says once

back in our

long day and night

am exhausted. The questions

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