38. Voicing my Darkest Fear

EVANGELINE.

His words cut me like a sharp knife, and I

look up at him.

How could he?

I didn’t reply for a moment, trying to remain composed, knowing we have many eyes watching us, and even with the music and loud chatter, they might overhear. So, I simply smile gracefully at Zedkiel and slowly pull out of his hold. I don’t think he understands that I am going to take this deal seriously.

Absolutely seriously, and I am not going to do anything to mess that up. Especially something such as fraternising with another man as long as we are married, which can lead to problems in front of the court and would not be ideal for the

tournament.

“Nothing to say?” He asks, and I realise this conversation isn’t over until he gets

an answer. His eyes are blazing red, and his anger only continues to rise.

“Let’s not do this here.” I whisper back, ” If you want to talk 1-lets take it outside.”

I’m scared to be alone with him

anywhere, but he is going to ruin this before we even have a chance to prove we

can do this, and to aim for that crown and my freedom.

“Let’s.” He says, his arm snakes around my waist, his hand painfully tight on my

waist. He leads me out of the doors I had

just entered. They swing shut behind us, blocking out all sounds of the merriment

from within.

Zedkiel came to a stop, and I look up, only

to see Sinclair standing there. His eyes

are cold as they meet Zedkiel’s, and I

realise they aren’t as beautiful as I once

found them… 1

He just doesn’t look the same… I look at Zedkiel, with his delicious hot chocolate

skin, and those eyes that remind me of honey and jewels, which makes my heart skip a beat. He is beautiful. My heart

thuds as I turn away, realising something

with shock. 5

I have begun to feel something for him… How is that possible?

My heart thumps with this realisation

and I look back at Sinclair once more. Yes,

he’s handsome, but I feel… nothing.

“Out of my way.” Zedkiel snarls, bringing me from my shocked thoughts.

Sinclair simply looks at me before

moving to his right, so he is directly in

front of me.

“Of course.” He says, his eyes stuck on

I frown. Sinclair is making stuff so much worse for me. Does he not realise that if

he makes Zedkiel angrier, he’ll take it out

on me? Does he even care for me, aside

from his own selfish reasons!? 3

I’m about to turn away when suddenly

Zedkiel pulls me behind him, and I hear a resounding crunch and a grunt as Sinclair staggers back, clutching his bleeding

nose that Zedkiel had just punched. My eyes fly open as they snap to Zedkiel, who raises his fist to his lips, blowing off imaginary dust as he glares murderously

at Sinclair. 1

“Stay out of my way, because next time I will kill you.” He snarls before dragging me away. I bite back the cry of pain from the rough pull as he yanks me down the hallway until he opens a random door

and pushes me inside. I almost stumble, just about catching my balance, when the

door shuts behind him.

thud even louder and I turn

listen before you

say quietly. 1

a brow. “I saw enough.” He snarls,

strength is coming from.

tired of being treated like this…

what you wanted to see. I

off… you

am going to do my best, for your crown, and for my

sabotage

all I

something, but instead, he narrows his eyes, watching

to explain why you smelt of him, then?” He

a

whimper,

eye, a ringing in my

to manhandle me. You

but you two are far more similar than you think!” I

harshly. (1

Oh, Evangeline… Goddess, you are such a mischief maker!’ A girl’s whispery laugh reaches my ears.

not. I’m

can’t do that

doesn’t matter, I’ll do

‘Promise?’

to reality, and I realise

in front of

thumping heart. “W-what… what did you say?”

a brow,

said, we’re nothing

you? You both

hurt me …” I trail

Zedkiel has defended me on

occasions now…

that’s what you think. Nothing I say will make you change your mind. Let’s return before we’re missed.”

eyes are blazing as he looks at me

shoulder. 1

he reaches

hand over

skin

him watching me and

at him. It

the

sorry… You two

you’ve protected me many

he hurts

words.” I say quietly. “So,

as his gaze

and I slowly let go

from the door handle, and

the door open when

grabs me by my

pushing me up

wall.

gasp at the impact

because you belong

that, unlike him.

his fucking Luna, so why the fuck

until the deal is fulfilled, and I set you free, you still belong to me… and who knows,

my wrists to the door next to my head, his eyes raking

no matter what, I don’t

stay… Yes,

want him, but

this deal is completed… you are mine

alone.” 1

chest is too close to mine

red, but

was capable

leans in, kissing me deeply. I gasp against his lips, but it only gives him access to

waist and pulls me

I kiss him back?

kiss him once, before I slowly

I can’t get too close, just

time. “We need to return

need to… be careful.”

whisper, opening the door.

with

me go. I feel the cold

feel something squeeze inside, knowing I was hurting him, but I am scared too… I’m

end up killing

went well.” Zedkiel says once

in

has been a long day and

I am exhausted.

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