38. Voicing my Darkest Fear

EVANGELINE.

His words cut me like a sharp knife, and I

look up at him.

How could he?

I didn’t reply for a moment, trying to remain composed, knowing we have many eyes watching us, and even with the music and loud chatter, they might overhear. So, I simply smile gracefully at Zedkiel and slowly pull out of his hold. I don’t think he understands that I am going to take this deal seriously.

Absolutely seriously, and I am not going to do anything to mess that up. Especially something such as fraternising with another man as long as we are married, which can lead to problems in front of the court and would not be ideal for the

tournament.

“Nothing to say?” He asks, and I realise this conversation isn’t over until he gets

an answer. His eyes are blazing red, and his anger only continues to rise.

“Let’s not do this here.” I whisper back, ” If you want to talk 1-lets take it outside.”

I’m scared to be alone with him

anywhere, but he is going to ruin this before we even have a chance to prove we

can do this, and to aim for that crown and my freedom.

“Let’s.” He says, his arm snakes around my waist, his hand painfully tight on my

waist. He leads me out of the doors I had

just entered. They swing shut behind us, blocking out all sounds of the merriment

from within.

Zedkiel came to a stop, and I look up, only

to see Sinclair standing there. His eyes

are cold as they meet Zedkiel’s, and I

realise they aren’t as beautiful as I once

found them… 1

He just doesn’t look the same… I look at Zedkiel, with his delicious hot chocolate

skin, and those eyes that remind me of honey and jewels, which makes my heart skip a beat. He is beautiful. My heart

thuds as I turn away, realising something

with shock. 5

I have begun to feel something for him… How is that possible?

My heart thumps with this realisation

and I look back at Sinclair once more. Yes,

he’s handsome, but I feel… nothing.

“Out of my way.” Zedkiel snarls, bringing me from my shocked thoughts.

Sinclair simply looks at me before

moving to his right, so he is directly in

front of me.

“Of course.” He says, his eyes stuck on

I frown. Sinclair is making stuff so much worse for me. Does he not realise that if

he makes Zedkiel angrier, he’ll take it out

on me? Does he even care for me, aside

from his own selfish reasons!? 3

I’m about to turn away when suddenly

Zedkiel pulls me behind him, and I hear a resounding crunch and a grunt as Sinclair staggers back, clutching his bleeding

nose that Zedkiel had just punched. My eyes fly open as they snap to Zedkiel, who raises his fist to his lips, blowing off imaginary dust as he glares murderously

at Sinclair. 1

“Stay out of my way, because next time I will kill you.” He snarls before dragging me away. I bite back the cry of pain from the rough pull as he yanks me down the hallway until he opens a random door

and pushes me inside. I almost stumble, just about catching my balance, when the

door shuts behind him.

even louder and I turn to glare

need to listen

say quietly. 1

cocks a brow. “I saw enough.” He snarls, advancing towards

my ground, wondering where this strength is coming from. I clench my fists,

tired of being treated

saw what you wanted to

to back off…

am going to do my best, for your crown, and for

would I sabotage

be free is all

say something, but instead, he narrows his

explain why you smelt of him, then?”

a tight

whimper,

the eye, a ringing in

“Because just like you, he tried to manhandle me. You may not see

are far

harshly. (1

Evangeline… Goddess, you are such a mischief maker!’ A

not. I’m

do that

matter,

‘Promise?’

back to reality,

his fingers in front of me. “What

trying to calm my thumping heart. “W-what… what did

brow, scanning my eyes

said, we’re nothing alike.” He

you? You both act like

want me, yet you both only hurt me …” I trail off, realising

has defended me

occasions now…

I say will make you change your mind. Let’s return before we’re missed.” He

me. His eyes are

shoulder. 1

and when he

my hand over his.

in our skin

him watching me and I tilt

to look at him. It didn’t

end the

You two

you’ve protected me many

he hurts me a lot

say quietly. “So,

see him swallow as his

slowly let go of his hand,

the door handle, and

pull the

by my

pushing me

wall.

at the impact and stare up at

belong to me and I’m ready

fucking world that, unlike

fucking Luna, so why the

fulfilled, and I set you free, you still belong to

pins my wrists to the door next to my head, his eyes raking over me. His words make

but no matter

wanting to stay… Yes,

him, but there is no way

“And third… until this deal is completed… you are

alone.” 1

close

shimmering red, but

what he was capable

me. My stomach flutters with a thousand butterflies and my gaze dips to his plump lips. He leans in, kissing me deeply. I gasp against his lips, but it only gives him access to my mouth. One that he assaults. His

waist and pulls

kiss him back? I’m not

once, before I

myself that I can’t get too close, just in case something

“We need to

we need

whisper, opening the door.

with me, nor

me go.

around him as his eyes become hard and emotionless again. I feel something squeeze inside, knowing I

end up

Zedkiel says once

in

a long day

exhausted. The

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