38. Voicing my Darkest Fear

EVANGELINE.

His words cut me like a sharp knife, and I

look up at him.

How could he?

I didn’t reply for a moment, trying to remain composed, knowing we have many eyes watching us, and even with the music and loud chatter, they might overhear. So, I simply smile gracefully at Zedkiel and slowly pull out of his hold. I don’t think he understands that I am going to take this deal seriously.

Absolutely seriously, and I am not going to do anything to mess that up. Especially something such as fraternising with another man as long as we are married, which can lead to problems in front of the court and would not be ideal for the

tournament.

“Nothing to say?” He asks, and I realise this conversation isn’t over until he gets

an answer. His eyes are blazing red, and his anger only continues to rise.

“Let’s not do this here.” I whisper back, ” If you want to talk 1-lets take it outside.”

I’m scared to be alone with him

anywhere, but he is going to ruin this before we even have a chance to prove we

can do this, and to aim for that crown and my freedom.

“Let’s.” He says, his arm snakes around my waist, his hand painfully tight on my

waist. He leads me out of the doors I had

just entered. They swing shut behind us, blocking out all sounds of the merriment

from within.

Zedkiel came to a stop, and I look up, only

to see Sinclair standing there. His eyes

are cold as they meet Zedkiel’s, and I

realise they aren’t as beautiful as I once

found them… 1

He just doesn’t look the same… I look at Zedkiel, with his delicious hot chocolate

skin, and those eyes that remind me of honey and jewels, which makes my heart skip a beat. He is beautiful. My heart

thuds as I turn away, realising something

with shock. 5

I have begun to feel something for him… How is that possible?

My heart thumps with this realisation

and I look back at Sinclair once more. Yes,

he’s handsome, but I feel… nothing.

“Out of my way.” Zedkiel snarls, bringing me from my shocked thoughts.

Sinclair simply looks at me before

moving to his right, so he is directly in

front of me.

“Of course.” He says, his eyes stuck on

I frown. Sinclair is making stuff so much worse for me. Does he not realise that if

he makes Zedkiel angrier, he’ll take it out

on me? Does he even care for me, aside

from his own selfish reasons!? 3

I’m about to turn away when suddenly

Zedkiel pulls me behind him, and I hear a resounding crunch and a grunt as Sinclair staggers back, clutching his bleeding

nose that Zedkiel had just punched. My eyes fly open as they snap to Zedkiel, who raises his fist to his lips, blowing off imaginary dust as he glares murderously

at Sinclair. 1

“Stay out of my way, because next time I will kill you.” He snarls before dragging me away. I bite back the cry of pain from the rough pull as he yanks me down the hallway until he opens a random door

and pushes me inside. I almost stumble, just about catching my balance, when the

door shuts behind him.

makes my own heart thud even louder and I turn to glare at

need to listen before you react.”

say quietly. 1

a brow. “I saw enough.” He snarls,

my ground, wondering where this strength is coming from. I clench my fists, hoping that

being treated

you wanted to see. I

to back off…

Zedkiel, but I am going to do my best, for your crown, and for

I sabotage that?” I ask

is all I

about to say something, but instead, he narrows

explain why you smelt

in a

my whimper,

a ringing in my

“Because just like you, he tried to manhandle me.

two are far more similar than you

harshly. (1

Oh, Evangeline… Goddess, you are such a mischief maker!’ A

not. I’m

that Evangeline,

matter,

‘Promise?’

me back to reality, and I

his fingers in front of me.

calm my thumping

cocks a brow, scanning my eyes

away. “I said, we’re nothing

you? You both act like

hurt me …”

Zedkiel has defended me

occasions now…

say will make you change your

turning away from me. His eyes are blazing as

shoulder. 1

he reaches for the

my hand

in our skin looks so

him watching me and I

to look at him. It

end the conversation

sorry… You two aren’t

you’ve protected

whilst he… he hurts me a

say quietly. “So, thank

as his gaze

let

door

to pull the door open

by

me up

wall.

impact

“No, we aren’t alike, because you belong to me and I’m ready

world that, unlike him.

Luna, so why the fuck

eyeing mine up. Secondly, until the deal is fulfilled, and I set you free, you still

door next to my head, his eyes raking over me.

no matter what, I don’t

stay…

want him, but there

deal is completed…

alone.” 1

too close to

red,

he was

My stomach flutters with a thousand butterflies and my gaze dips to his plump lips. He leans in, kissing me deeply. I gasp against his lips, but it only gives him access

pulls

I kiss him back? I’m not sure… So,

once, before I slowly

can’t get too close,

last time. “We need to return to

and we need to… be

whisper, opening the door.

argue with

go. I feel

I feel something squeeze inside, knowing I was hurting him, but

will end up

Zedkiel says

in our

long

exhausted. The questions

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