38. Voicing my Darkest Fear

EVANGELINE.

His words cut me like a sharp knife, and I

look up at him.

How could he?

I didn’t reply for a moment, trying to remain composed, knowing we have many eyes watching us, and even with the music and loud chatter, they might overhear. So, I simply smile gracefully at Zedkiel and slowly pull out of his hold. I don’t think he understands that I am going to take this deal seriously.

Absolutely seriously, and I am not going to do anything to mess that up. Especially something such as fraternising with another man as long as we are married, which can lead to problems in front of the court and would not be ideal for the

tournament.

“Nothing to say?” He asks, and I realise this conversation isn’t over until he gets

an answer. His eyes are blazing red, and his anger only continues to rise.

“Let’s not do this here.” I whisper back, ” If you want to talk 1-lets take it outside.”

I’m scared to be alone with him

anywhere, but he is going to ruin this before we even have a chance to prove we

can do this, and to aim for that crown and my freedom.

“Let’s.” He says, his arm snakes around my waist, his hand painfully tight on my

waist. He leads me out of the doors I had

just entered. They swing shut behind us, blocking out all sounds of the merriment

from within.

Zedkiel came to a stop, and I look up, only

to see Sinclair standing there. His eyes

are cold as they meet Zedkiel’s, and I

realise they aren’t as beautiful as I once

found them… 1

He just doesn’t look the same… I look at Zedkiel, with his delicious hot chocolate

skin, and those eyes that remind me of honey and jewels, which makes my heart skip a beat. He is beautiful. My heart

thuds as I turn away, realising something

with shock. 5

I have begun to feel something for him… How is that possible?

My heart thumps with this realisation

and I look back at Sinclair once more. Yes,

he’s handsome, but I feel… nothing.

“Out of my way.” Zedkiel snarls, bringing me from my shocked thoughts.

Sinclair simply looks at me before

moving to his right, so he is directly in

front of me.

“Of course.” He says, his eyes stuck on

I frown. Sinclair is making stuff so much worse for me. Does he not realise that if

he makes Zedkiel angrier, he’ll take it out

on me? Does he even care for me, aside

from his own selfish reasons!? 3

I’m about to turn away when suddenly

Zedkiel pulls me behind him, and I hear a resounding crunch and a grunt as Sinclair staggers back, clutching his bleeding

nose that Zedkiel had just punched. My eyes fly open as they snap to Zedkiel, who raises his fist to his lips, blowing off imaginary dust as he glares murderously

at Sinclair. 1

“Stay out of my way, because next time I will kill you.” He snarls before dragging me away. I bite back the cry of pain from the rough pull as he yanks me down the hallway until he opens a random door

and pushes me inside. I almost stumble, just about catching my balance, when the

door shuts behind him.

my own heart thud even louder and

need to listen

say quietly. 1

a brow. “I saw enough.” He snarls,

is coming from. I clench my fists,

of being

what you wanted to see.

back off… you

I am going to do my best, for

sabotage that?” I ask

be free is all I ever

something, but instead, he narrows his eyes,

“Care to explain why you smelt of him, then?”

a tight

my whimper, I

in the eye, a ringing in

tried to manhandle me. You

far more similar

harshly. (1

Goddess, you are such a mischief maker!’ A girl’s whispery laugh

not. I’m

that Evangeline, it’s

matter, I’ll do

‘Promise?’

to reality, and I realise he had

his fingers in front of me. “What

my head, trying to calm my thumping heart. “W-what… what did you say?”

brow, scanning my eyes

“I said, we’re nothing alike.”

You both

only hurt me …” I trail off, realising that, that isn’t

has defended

occasions now…

you think. Nothing I say will make you change your mind.

eyes are blazing as he looks

shoulder. 1

nod and when he reaches for

place my hand over his. The

in our skin

watching

at

the

You two aren’t

protected me

he… he hurts me a

say quietly.

see him swallow as

and I slowly let go of his

the door

the door open when

me by my arm and

pushing me up against

wall.

the impact

we aren’t alike, because you belong

world that, unlike him.

fucking Luna, so why the fuck

the deal is fulfilled, and I set you free, you still belong

he pins my wrists to the door next to my head, his

but no matter what, I

to stay…

want him, but there is

stay. “And third… until this deal is completed… you are

alone.” 1

chest is too close to

red, but even

what he was capable

thousand butterflies and my gaze dips to his plump lips. He leans in, kissing me deeply. I gasp against his lips, but

and pulls me flush against

kiss him back? I’m not

once, before I

myself that I can’t get too close, just

time. “We need to return to

we need to… be careful.”

whisper, opening the door.

with

let me go. I feel the

eyes become hard and emotionless again. I feel something squeeze inside, knowing I was hurting

will end up killing

well.” Zedkiel

in

long

exhausted. The questions

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