38. Voicing my Darkest Fear

EVANGELINE.

His words cut me like a sharp knife, and I

look up at him.

How could he?

I didn’t reply for a moment, trying to remain composed, knowing we have many eyes watching us, and even with the music and loud chatter, they might overhear. So, I simply smile gracefully at Zedkiel and slowly pull out of his hold. I don’t think he understands that I am going to take this deal seriously.

Absolutely seriously, and I am not going to do anything to mess that up. Especially something such as fraternising with another man as long as we are married, which can lead to problems in front of the court and would not be ideal for the

tournament.

“Nothing to say?” He asks, and I realise this conversation isn’t over until he gets

an answer. His eyes are blazing red, and his anger only continues to rise.

“Let’s not do this here.” I whisper back, ” If you want to talk 1-lets take it outside.”

I’m scared to be alone with him

anywhere, but he is going to ruin this before we even have a chance to prove we

can do this, and to aim for that crown and my freedom.

“Let’s.” He says, his arm snakes around my waist, his hand painfully tight on my

waist. He leads me out of the doors I had

just entered. They swing shut behind us, blocking out all sounds of the merriment

from within.

Zedkiel came to a stop, and I look up, only

to see Sinclair standing there. His eyes

are cold as they meet Zedkiel’s, and I

realise they aren’t as beautiful as I once

found them… 1

He just doesn’t look the same… I look at Zedkiel, with his delicious hot chocolate

skin, and those eyes that remind me of honey and jewels, which makes my heart skip a beat. He is beautiful. My heart

thuds as I turn away, realising something

with shock. 5

I have begun to feel something for him… How is that possible?

My heart thumps with this realisation

and I look back at Sinclair once more. Yes,

he’s handsome, but I feel… nothing.

“Out of my way.” Zedkiel snarls, bringing me from my shocked thoughts.

Sinclair simply looks at me before

moving to his right, so he is directly in

front of me.

“Of course.” He says, his eyes stuck on

I frown. Sinclair is making stuff so much worse for me. Does he not realise that if

he makes Zedkiel angrier, he’ll take it out

on me? Does he even care for me, aside

from his own selfish reasons!? 3

I’m about to turn away when suddenly

Zedkiel pulls me behind him, and I hear a resounding crunch and a grunt as Sinclair staggers back, clutching his bleeding

nose that Zedkiel had just punched. My eyes fly open as they snap to Zedkiel, who raises his fist to his lips, blowing off imaginary dust as he glares murderously

at Sinclair. 1

“Stay out of my way, because next time I will kill you.” He snarls before dragging me away. I bite back the cry of pain from the rough pull as he yanks me down the hallway until he opens a random door

and pushes me inside. I almost stumble, just about catching my balance, when the

door shuts behind him.

my own heart thud even louder and I turn

listen before

say quietly. 1

“I saw enough.” He snarls, advancing towards

my ground, wondering where this strength is coming from. I

of being treated

you wanted to see.

off… you

am going to do my best, for

would I sabotage that?” I

all I ever wanted.”

to say something, but instead, he narrows his

smelt of him, then?” He hisses, gripping

a

back my whimper,

eye, a ringing in

tried to manhandle

you two are far more similar than you think!”

harshly. (1

Oh, Evangeline… Goddess, you are such a mischief maker!’

I’m not. I’m

do that

matter,

‘Promise?’

voice snaps me back to reality, and I realise he

front of me. “What

thumping heart. “W-what… what did

cocks a brow,

“I said,

you? You both

you both only hurt me …” I trail off, realising

defended me

occasions now…

think. Nothing I say will make you change your mind. Let’s return

are blazing

shoulder. 1

when he reaches for the door,

hand over

skin looks

feel him watching me and I tilt

look at

the conversation

sorry… You two

you’ve protected me many

he hurts me a lot

say

see him swallow as his

slowly let go

the door

to pull the door

grabs me by my arm and

pushing me up

wall.

gasp at the impact and stare up at

belong

world that, unlike

his fucking Luna, so

still belong to me… and who

pins my wrists to the door next to my head, his eyes raking

no matter what, I don’t

to stay… Yes,

him, but there

third… until this deal is

alone.” 1

chest is too close to mine now,

shimmering red,

was capable of,

a thousand butterflies and my gaze dips to his plump lips. He leans in, kissing me deeply. I gasp against his lips, but it only gives him access to my mouth. One that he assaults.

and pulls me

back? I’m not

him once,

get too close, just

need

and we need to… be careful.”

whisper, opening the door.

argue with me,

to let me go. I feel the

his eyes become hard and emotionless again. I feel something squeeze inside, knowing I was hurting him, but I am scared

end up killing

Zedkiel

back in

a long

am exhausted. The questions

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