38. Voicing my Darkest Fear

EVANGELINE.

His words cut me like a sharp knife, and I

look up at him.

How could he?

I didn’t reply for a moment, trying to remain composed, knowing we have many eyes watching us, and even with the music and loud chatter, they might overhear. So, I simply smile gracefully at Zedkiel and slowly pull out of his hold. I don’t think he understands that I am going to take this deal seriously.

Absolutely seriously, and I am not going to do anything to mess that up. Especially something such as fraternising with another man as long as we are married, which can lead to problems in front of the court and would not be ideal for the

tournament.

“Nothing to say?” He asks, and I realise this conversation isn’t over until he gets

an answer. His eyes are blazing red, and his anger only continues to rise.

“Let’s not do this here.” I whisper back, ” If you want to talk 1-lets take it outside.”

I’m scared to be alone with him

anywhere, but he is going to ruin this before we even have a chance to prove we

can do this, and to aim for that crown and my freedom.

“Let’s.” He says, his arm snakes around my waist, his hand painfully tight on my

waist. He leads me out of the doors I had

just entered. They swing shut behind us, blocking out all sounds of the merriment

from within.

Zedkiel came to a stop, and I look up, only

to see Sinclair standing there. His eyes

are cold as they meet Zedkiel’s, and I

realise they aren’t as beautiful as I once

found them… 1

He just doesn’t look the same… I look at Zedkiel, with his delicious hot chocolate

skin, and those eyes that remind me of honey and jewels, which makes my heart skip a beat. He is beautiful. My heart

thuds as I turn away, realising something

with shock. 5

I have begun to feel something for him… How is that possible?

My heart thumps with this realisation

and I look back at Sinclair once more. Yes,

he’s handsome, but I feel… nothing.

“Out of my way.” Zedkiel snarls, bringing me from my shocked thoughts.

Sinclair simply looks at me before

moving to his right, so he is directly in

front of me.

“Of course.” He says, his eyes stuck on

I frown. Sinclair is making stuff so much worse for me. Does he not realise that if

he makes Zedkiel angrier, he’ll take it out

on me? Does he even care for me, aside

from his own selfish reasons!? 3

I’m about to turn away when suddenly

Zedkiel pulls me behind him, and I hear a resounding crunch and a grunt as Sinclair staggers back, clutching his bleeding

nose that Zedkiel had just punched. My eyes fly open as they snap to Zedkiel, who raises his fist to his lips, blowing off imaginary dust as he glares murderously

at Sinclair. 1

“Stay out of my way, because next time I will kill you.” He snarls before dragging me away. I bite back the cry of pain from the rough pull as he yanks me down the hallway until he opens a random door

and pushes me inside. I almost stumble, just about catching my balance, when the

door shuts behind him.

thud even louder and

need to listen before you

say quietly. 1

cocks a brow. “I saw enough.” He snarls,

wondering where this strength is coming from. I clench my fists, hoping that I can hold my

tired of being treated like this…

wanted

off… you

but I am going to do my best, for

sabotage that?” I

all I

about to say something, but instead,

“Care to explain why you smelt of him,

a

my whimper, I

in the eye, a

to manhandle me. You may

are far

harshly. (1

Oh, Evangeline… Goddess, you are such a mischief maker!’ A girl’s whispery laugh

I’m not.

that Evangeline,

doesn’t matter, I’ll do

‘Promise?’

me back to reality, and I realise

his fingers in front of

head, trying to calm my thumping

brow, scanning my

turns away. “I said, we’re

You both

hurt me …” I

has defended

occasions now…

say will make you change your mind. Let’s return

turning away from me. His eyes are blazing

shoulder. 1

he reaches

hand over his. The

our skin looks

watching me

look at him. It didn’t feel

the

sorry… You two aren’t

protected me

he hurts me

words.” I say quietly. “So, thank

see him swallow as his gaze locks

I slowly let go

the door handle, and

pull the door open when

by my

me

wall.

impact

aren’t alike, because you belong to me and I’m

fucking world that, unlike him.

fucking Luna, so why the fuck

mine up. Secondly, until the deal is fulfilled, and I set you free, you still belong to me… and who knows, you might just not want

my head, his eyes raking over me. His

but no matter what, I

to stay… Yes,

to want him, but there is no way

until this deal is completed… you are mine and

alone.” 1

is too close

red, but

he was capable of,

in, kissing me deeply. I gasp against his lips, but it only gives him

waist and pulls

him back? I’m not sure…

him once, before I slowly

myself that I can’t get too close, just

need to

we need

whisper, opening the door.

argue with me, nor does

to let me go. I feel

feel something squeeze inside, knowing I was

end up

Zedkiel says once

in

been a long day

I am exhausted. The questions

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