38. Voicing my Darkest Fear

EVANGELINE.

His words cut me like a sharp knife, and I

look up at him.

How could he?

I didn’t reply for a moment, trying to remain composed, knowing we have many eyes watching us, and even with the music and loud chatter, they might overhear. So, I simply smile gracefully at Zedkiel and slowly pull out of his hold. I don’t think he understands that I am going to take this deal seriously.

Absolutely seriously, and I am not going to do anything to mess that up. Especially something such as fraternising with another man as long as we are married, which can lead to problems in front of the court and would not be ideal for the

tournament.

“Nothing to say?” He asks, and I realise this conversation isn’t over until he gets

an answer. His eyes are blazing red, and his anger only continues to rise.

“Let’s not do this here.” I whisper back, ” If you want to talk 1-lets take it outside.”

I’m scared to be alone with him

anywhere, but he is going to ruin this before we even have a chance to prove we

can do this, and to aim for that crown and my freedom.

“Let’s.” He says, his arm snakes around my waist, his hand painfully tight on my

waist. He leads me out of the doors I had

just entered. They swing shut behind us, blocking out all sounds of the merriment

from within.

Zedkiel came to a stop, and I look up, only

to see Sinclair standing there. His eyes

are cold as they meet Zedkiel’s, and I

realise they aren’t as beautiful as I once

found them… 1

He just doesn’t look the same… I look at Zedkiel, with his delicious hot chocolate

skin, and those eyes that remind me of honey and jewels, which makes my heart skip a beat. He is beautiful. My heart

thuds as I turn away, realising something

with shock. 5

I have begun to feel something for him… How is that possible?

My heart thumps with this realisation

and I look back at Sinclair once more. Yes,

he’s handsome, but I feel… nothing.

“Out of my way.” Zedkiel snarls, bringing me from my shocked thoughts.

Sinclair simply looks at me before

moving to his right, so he is directly in

front of me.

“Of course.” He says, his eyes stuck on

I frown. Sinclair is making stuff so much worse for me. Does he not realise that if

he makes Zedkiel angrier, he’ll take it out

on me? Does he even care for me, aside

from his own selfish reasons!? 3

I’m about to turn away when suddenly

Zedkiel pulls me behind him, and I hear a resounding crunch and a grunt as Sinclair staggers back, clutching his bleeding

nose that Zedkiel had just punched. My eyes fly open as they snap to Zedkiel, who raises his fist to his lips, blowing off imaginary dust as he glares murderously

at Sinclair. 1

“Stay out of my way, because next time I will kill you.” He snarls before dragging me away. I bite back the cry of pain from the rough pull as he yanks me down the hallway until he opens a random door

and pushes me inside. I almost stumble, just about catching my balance, when the

door shuts behind him.

heart thud even louder and I turn to glare at

to listen before you

say quietly. 1

a brow. “I saw enough.” He

ground, wondering where this strength is coming from. I clench my fists, hoping that I

of being treated

saw what you wanted to see. I

back off… you might

but I am going to do

sabotage that?” I ask

is all I ever

something, but instead, he narrows his

smelt of him,

a tight

whimper, I

eye, a ringing

“Because just like you, he tried to manhandle

but you two are far more

harshly. (1

a mischief maker!’ A girl’s whispery laugh reaches my ears.

not. I’m

do that Evangeline, it’s

matter,

‘Promise?’

Zedkiel’s voice snaps me back to reality, and

in front of me.

calm my thumping heart. “W-what… what did you say?” I

cocks a brow, scanning my eyes

turns away. “I said, we’re

you? You both act like you

you both only hurt me …” I trail off, realising that, that isn’t

has defended me

occasions now…

you think. Nothing I say will make you change your

His eyes are blazing as

shoulder. 1

and when he reaches for the door,

my hand over his. The

skin

watching

to look at him. It didn’t feel

end the conversation

sorry… You

you’ve protected me

whilst he… he hurts me

say quietly. “So,

swallow as

let go

door handle, and I

pull the door open when

by my arm

pushing me up

wall.

gasp at the impact and stare up

belong to me and I’m ready to

that, unlike

Luna, so why the

set you free, you still belong to me… and who knows, you might just not want to

next to my head, his eyes

but no matter what, I don’t

wanting to stay… Yes, my

to want him, but there

“And third… until this deal is completed… you are mine

alone.” 1

chest is too close to

red,

he was

me deeply. I gasp against his lips, but it only

and pulls me flush

back?

once, before I slowly

that I can’t get

need to

and we need to… be careful.”

whisper, opening the door.

argue with me, nor

let me go. I feel the

emotionless again. I feel something squeeze

end up

well.” Zedkiel says

back in our

long

exhausted. The questions

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