38. Voicing my Darkest Fear

EVANGELINE.

His words cut me like a sharp knife, and I

look up at him.

How could he?

I didn’t reply for a moment, trying to remain composed, knowing we have many eyes watching us, and even with the music and loud chatter, they might overhear. So, I simply smile gracefully at Zedkiel and slowly pull out of his hold. I don’t think he understands that I am going to take this deal seriously.

Absolutely seriously, and I am not going to do anything to mess that up. Especially something such as fraternising with another man as long as we are married, which can lead to problems in front of the court and would not be ideal for the

tournament.

“Nothing to say?” He asks, and I realise this conversation isn’t over until he gets

an answer. His eyes are blazing red, and his anger only continues to rise.

“Let’s not do this here.” I whisper back, ” If you want to talk 1-lets take it outside.”

I’m scared to be alone with him

anywhere, but he is going to ruin this before we even have a chance to prove we

can do this, and to aim for that crown and my freedom.

“Let’s.” He says, his arm snakes around my waist, his hand painfully tight on my

waist. He leads me out of the doors I had

just entered. They swing shut behind us, blocking out all sounds of the merriment

from within.

Zedkiel came to a stop, and I look up, only

to see Sinclair standing there. His eyes

are cold as they meet Zedkiel’s, and I

realise they aren’t as beautiful as I once

found them… 1

He just doesn’t look the same… I look at Zedkiel, with his delicious hot chocolate

skin, and those eyes that remind me of honey and jewels, which makes my heart skip a beat. He is beautiful. My heart

thuds as I turn away, realising something

with shock. 5

I have begun to feel something for him… How is that possible?

My heart thumps with this realisation

and I look back at Sinclair once more. Yes,

he’s handsome, but I feel… nothing.

“Out of my way.” Zedkiel snarls, bringing me from my shocked thoughts.

Sinclair simply looks at me before

moving to his right, so he is directly in

front of me.

“Of course.” He says, his eyes stuck on

I frown. Sinclair is making stuff so much worse for me. Does he not realise that if

he makes Zedkiel angrier, he’ll take it out

on me? Does he even care for me, aside

from his own selfish reasons!? 3

I’m about to turn away when suddenly

Zedkiel pulls me behind him, and I hear a resounding crunch and a grunt as Sinclair staggers back, clutching his bleeding

nose that Zedkiel had just punched. My eyes fly open as they snap to Zedkiel, who raises his fist to his lips, blowing off imaginary dust as he glares murderously

at Sinclair. 1

“Stay out of my way, because next time I will kill you.” He snarls before dragging me away. I bite back the cry of pain from the rough pull as he yanks me down the hallway until he opens a random door

and pushes me inside. I almost stumble, just about catching my balance, when the

door shuts behind him.

my own heart thud even louder and

to listen before

say quietly. 1

“I saw enough.” He

wondering where this strength is coming from. I clench

tired of being treated like this…

what you wanted to

back off…

it Zedkiel, but I am going to do my best, for your crown,

sabotage

all I

but instead, he narrows

why you smelt of him, then?” He

a tight

whimper,

in the eye, a ringing in my

you, he tried to manhandle me. You may not see

you two are far more similar than

harshly. (1

Oh, Evangeline… Goddess, you are such a mischief maker!’ A girl’s whispery laugh reaches my ears.

not. I’m

do that Evangeline, it’s

matter, I’ll

‘Promise?’

voice snaps me back to reality, and I realise he

in front

calm my thumping heart. “W-what… what did

a brow, scanning my

said, we’re

you? You both

me …” I trail off, realising that, that isn’t

has defended me on

occasions now…

what you think. Nothing I say will make you change your mind. Let’s return before we’re missed.” He

from me. His eyes are blazing as

shoulder. 1

he

place my hand over his.

our skin looks

watching me and I

look at him.

the conversation

sorry… You two aren’t

you’ve protected me

whilst he… he hurts me a lot

I say quietly. “So,

see him swallow as his gaze

I slowly let go of his hand,

from the door

the door

me by

pushing me

wall.

gasp at the impact and stare up at

because you belong to me and I’m ready to

fucking world that, unlike him.

so why the

mine up. Secondly, until the deal is fulfilled, and I set you free, you still belong to me… and who knows, you might just not want

and low, and he pins my wrists to the door next to my head, his eyes raking over me. His words make my heart skip

matter what, I don’t

stay… Yes, my

him, but there is no way

deal is completed… you are mine and

alone.” 1

chest is too close to mine now,

red, but even

was

lips, but

pulls me flush against

I kiss him back? I’m not sure… So,

him once, before I

can’t get too close, just in

last time. “We need to return

we need to… be

whisper, opening the door.

with

go. I

squeeze inside, knowing I was hurting

will end

went well.” Zedkiel says once

back in our

been a long

am exhausted.

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