38. Voicing my Darkest Fear

EVANGELINE.

His words cut me like a sharp knife, and I

look up at him.

How could he?

I didn’t reply for a moment, trying to remain composed, knowing we have many eyes watching us, and even with the music and loud chatter, they might overhear. So, I simply smile gracefully at Zedkiel and slowly pull out of his hold. I don’t think he understands that I am going to take this deal seriously.

Absolutely seriously, and I am not going to do anything to mess that up. Especially something such as fraternising with another man as long as we are married, which can lead to problems in front of the court and would not be ideal for the

tournament.

“Nothing to say?” He asks, and I realise this conversation isn’t over until he gets

an answer. His eyes are blazing red, and his anger only continues to rise.

“Let’s not do this here.” I whisper back, ” If you want to talk 1-lets take it outside.”

I’m scared to be alone with him

anywhere, but he is going to ruin this before we even have a chance to prove we

can do this, and to aim for that crown and my freedom.

“Let’s.” He says, his arm snakes around my waist, his hand painfully tight on my

waist. He leads me out of the doors I had

just entered. They swing shut behind us, blocking out all sounds of the merriment

from within.

Zedkiel came to a stop, and I look up, only

to see Sinclair standing there. His eyes

are cold as they meet Zedkiel’s, and I

realise they aren’t as beautiful as I once

found them… 1

He just doesn’t look the same… I look at Zedkiel, with his delicious hot chocolate

skin, and those eyes that remind me of honey and jewels, which makes my heart skip a beat. He is beautiful. My heart

thuds as I turn away, realising something

with shock. 5

I have begun to feel something for him… How is that possible?

My heart thumps with this realisation

and I look back at Sinclair once more. Yes,

he’s handsome, but I feel… nothing.

“Out of my way.” Zedkiel snarls, bringing me from my shocked thoughts.

Sinclair simply looks at me before

moving to his right, so he is directly in

front of me.

“Of course.” He says, his eyes stuck on

I frown. Sinclair is making stuff so much worse for me. Does he not realise that if

he makes Zedkiel angrier, he’ll take it out

on me? Does he even care for me, aside

from his own selfish reasons!? 3

I’m about to turn away when suddenly

Zedkiel pulls me behind him, and I hear a resounding crunch and a grunt as Sinclair staggers back, clutching his bleeding

nose that Zedkiel had just punched. My eyes fly open as they snap to Zedkiel, who raises his fist to his lips, blowing off imaginary dust as he glares murderously

at Sinclair. 1

“Stay out of my way, because next time I will kill you.” He snarls before dragging me away. I bite back the cry of pain from the rough pull as he yanks me down the hallway until he opens a random door

and pushes me inside. I almost stumble, just about catching my balance, when the

door shuts behind him.

even louder and I turn to glare

listen before you react.”

say quietly. 1

a brow. “I saw enough.” He snarls, advancing towards

strength is coming from. I clench my fists, hoping that I can hold

being treated

you wanted to see.

off… you might

it Zedkiel, but I am going to do

would I sabotage that?” I

all I ever

about to say something, but instead, he narrows his eyes,

smelt

in a

back my whimper, I look

a

just like you, he tried to manhandle me. You may not

two are far more similar than you think!” I

harshly. (1

are such a mischief maker!’ A girl’s

I’m not. I’m being

can’t do that

doesn’t matter, I’ll do

‘Promise?’

voice snaps me back to reality, and I realise he had

front of me.

my thumping heart.

a brow,

“I said,

both act

want me, yet you both only hurt me …” I trail off,

has defended me

occasions now…

that’s what you think. Nothing I say will make you change your mind. Let’s return before

from me. His eyes are blazing as he looks at me

shoulder. 1

nod and when he

place my hand over his. The

in our skin

feel him watching me and

look at him. It didn’t

the

You two

protected me

he… he hurts me a lot

say quietly. “So,

him swallow as his

slowly let go of

the door handle,

to pull the door open

me by my

around, pushing me up against

wall.

at the impact and

you belong to me and I’m

that, unlike

fucking Luna, so why

you still belong to me… and who knows, you might just not want to leave.” His

he pins my wrists to the door next to my

but no matter what,

wanting to stay…

to want him, but there is no

third… until this deal is completed…

alone.” 1

close to mine

shimmering red, but even

he was capable

stomach flutters with a thousand butterflies and my gaze dips to his plump lips. He leans in, kissing me deeply. I gasp against his lips, but it only gives him access to my mouth. One that he assaults. His hands let

pulls me

him back? I’m

once, before

that I can’t get too close, just

“We need to return

need

whisper, opening the door.

argue with

let me go. I feel the

as his eyes become hard and emotionless again. I feel something squeeze inside, knowing I was hurting him, but I

will end up killing

Zedkiel says

back in

has been a long day and

am exhausted. The questions

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