38. Voicing my Darkest Fear

EVANGELINE.

His words cut me like a sharp knife, and I

look up at him.

How could he?

I didn’t reply for a moment, trying to remain composed, knowing we have many eyes watching us, and even with the music and loud chatter, they might overhear. So, I simply smile gracefully at Zedkiel and slowly pull out of his hold. I don’t think he understands that I am going to take this deal seriously.

Absolutely seriously, and I am not going to do anything to mess that up. Especially something such as fraternising with another man as long as we are married, which can lead to problems in front of the court and would not be ideal for the

tournament.

“Nothing to say?” He asks, and I realise this conversation isn’t over until he gets

an answer. His eyes are blazing red, and his anger only continues to rise.

“Let’s not do this here.” I whisper back, ” If you want to talk 1-lets take it outside.”

I’m scared to be alone with him

anywhere, but he is going to ruin this before we even have a chance to prove we

can do this, and to aim for that crown and my freedom.

“Let’s.” He says, his arm snakes around my waist, his hand painfully tight on my

waist. He leads me out of the doors I had

just entered. They swing shut behind us, blocking out all sounds of the merriment

from within.

Zedkiel came to a stop, and I look up, only

to see Sinclair standing there. His eyes

are cold as they meet Zedkiel’s, and I

realise they aren’t as beautiful as I once

found them… 1

He just doesn’t look the same… I look at Zedkiel, with his delicious hot chocolate

skin, and those eyes that remind me of honey and jewels, which makes my heart skip a beat. He is beautiful. My heart

thuds as I turn away, realising something

with shock. 5

I have begun to feel something for him… How is that possible?

My heart thumps with this realisation

and I look back at Sinclair once more. Yes,

he’s handsome, but I feel… nothing.

“Out of my way.” Zedkiel snarls, bringing me from my shocked thoughts.

Sinclair simply looks at me before

moving to his right, so he is directly in

front of me.

“Of course.” He says, his eyes stuck on

I frown. Sinclair is making stuff so much worse for me. Does he not realise that if

he makes Zedkiel angrier, he’ll take it out

on me? Does he even care for me, aside

from his own selfish reasons!? 3

I’m about to turn away when suddenly

Zedkiel pulls me behind him, and I hear a resounding crunch and a grunt as Sinclair staggers back, clutching his bleeding

nose that Zedkiel had just punched. My eyes fly open as they snap to Zedkiel, who raises his fist to his lips, blowing off imaginary dust as he glares murderously

at Sinclair. 1

“Stay out of my way, because next time I will kill you.” He snarls before dragging me away. I bite back the cry of pain from the rough pull as he yanks me down the hallway until he opens a random door

and pushes me inside. I almost stumble, just about catching my balance, when the

door shuts behind him.

my own heart thud even louder and I turn to glare

need to listen before you react.”

say quietly. 1

“I saw enough.” He snarls, advancing

this strength is coming from. I clench my

of being treated

you wanted

off… you might

am going to do

I sabotage that?” I

all

to say something, but instead, he narrows his

“Care to explain why you smelt of him, then?”

in a tight

back my whimper, I

a ringing in

just like you, he tried to manhandle me.

but you two are far more

harshly. (1

Evangeline… Goddess, you are such a mischief maker!’ A

not. I’m

do that Evangeline, it’s

matter,

‘Promise?’

Zedkiel’s voice snaps me back to reality, and I realise

his fingers in front of me. “What

calm my thumping heart. “W-what… what did you say?” I

a brow, scanning my

away. “I said, we’re nothing alike.” He

both act

yet you both only hurt me …” I trail off, realising that,

has defended me

occasions now…

make you change your mind.

away from me. His eyes are blazing as he looks at me over

shoulder. 1

and when he reaches

place my hand over his. The

in our skin looks so

can feel him watching

at him. It didn’t feel

end the conversation

You

protected me

whilst he… he hurts me

say quietly.

as his

let

door

the door open

grabs me by my

me

wall.

the impact and stare up

belong to me and I’m

that, unlike

fucking Luna, so why the

and I set you free, you still belong to me… and who knows, you

and he pins my wrists to the door next to my head, his

but no matter what,

stay… Yes,

want him, but there is no

this deal is completed… you

alone.” 1

close to mine

red,

he was capable of,

with a thousand butterflies and my gaze dips to his plump lips. He leans in, kissing me deeply. I gasp against his lips,

pulls me

I kiss him back?

kiss him once, before I slowly

myself that I can’t get too

last time. “We need to return

and we need to… be

whisper, opening the door.

doesn’t argue with me, nor

go. I feel

hard and emotionless again. I feel something squeeze inside, knowing

will end up killing

Zedkiel says once

back in

been a long day and night

I am exhausted.

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