38. Voicing my Darkest Fear

EVANGELINE.

His words cut me like a sharp knife, and I

look up at him.

How could he?

I didn’t reply for a moment, trying to remain composed, knowing we have many eyes watching us, and even with the music and loud chatter, they might overhear. So, I simply smile gracefully at Zedkiel and slowly pull out of his hold. I don’t think he understands that I am going to take this deal seriously.

Absolutely seriously, and I am not going to do anything to mess that up. Especially something such as fraternising with another man as long as we are married, which can lead to problems in front of the court and would not be ideal for the

tournament.

“Nothing to say?” He asks, and I realise this conversation isn’t over until he gets

an answer. His eyes are blazing red, and his anger only continues to rise.

“Let’s not do this here.” I whisper back, ” If you want to talk 1-lets take it outside.”

I’m scared to be alone with him

anywhere, but he is going to ruin this before we even have a chance to prove we

can do this, and to aim for that crown and my freedom.

“Let’s.” He says, his arm snakes around my waist, his hand painfully tight on my

waist. He leads me out of the doors I had

just entered. They swing shut behind us, blocking out all sounds of the merriment

from within.

Zedkiel came to a stop, and I look up, only

to see Sinclair standing there. His eyes

are cold as they meet Zedkiel’s, and I

realise they aren’t as beautiful as I once

found them… 1

He just doesn’t look the same… I look at Zedkiel, with his delicious hot chocolate

skin, and those eyes that remind me of honey and jewels, which makes my heart skip a beat. He is beautiful. My heart

thuds as I turn away, realising something

with shock. 5

I have begun to feel something for him… How is that possible?

My heart thumps with this realisation

and I look back at Sinclair once more. Yes,

he’s handsome, but I feel… nothing.

“Out of my way.” Zedkiel snarls, bringing me from my shocked thoughts.

Sinclair simply looks at me before

moving to his right, so he is directly in

front of me.

“Of course.” He says, his eyes stuck on

I frown. Sinclair is making stuff so much worse for me. Does he not realise that if

he makes Zedkiel angrier, he’ll take it out

on me? Does he even care for me, aside

from his own selfish reasons!? 3

I’m about to turn away when suddenly

Zedkiel pulls me behind him, and I hear a resounding crunch and a grunt as Sinclair staggers back, clutching his bleeding

nose that Zedkiel had just punched. My eyes fly open as they snap to Zedkiel, who raises his fist to his lips, blowing off imaginary dust as he glares murderously

at Sinclair. 1

“Stay out of my way, because next time I will kill you.” He snarls before dragging me away. I bite back the cry of pain from the rough pull as he yanks me down the hallway until he opens a random door

and pushes me inside. I almost stumble, just about catching my balance, when the

door shuts behind him.

makes my own heart thud even louder and

to listen before

say quietly. 1

a brow. “I saw enough.” He snarls,

this strength is coming from. I clench my fists,

being treated like

what you wanted to

off… you

to do my best, for

sabotage that?” I

be free is all I ever

to say something, but instead, he narrows his eyes, watching

“Care to explain why you smelt

a

whimper, I look

in the eye, a ringing in

he tried to manhandle me. You may not see

you two are far more

harshly. (1

Goddess, you are such a mischief maker!’

I’m not. I’m being

can’t do that

matter, I’ll do

‘Promise?’

snaps me back to

his fingers in front of

my thumping heart. “W-what… what did you say?”

brow, scanning my

said, we’re nothing alike.”

You both act like you

you both only hurt me …” I

has defended me on

occasions now…

make you change your mind. Let’s return before we’re

away from me. His eyes are blazing as he looks at me over

shoulder. 1

he reaches for the door,

place my hand over his. The

skin looks so

can feel him watching me and

to look at him. It didn’t

end the

You two aren’t

protected me many

he… he hurts me a lot

words.” I say quietly. “So,

see him swallow as his gaze locks

slowly let

door handle, and

pull the door open when

grabs me by

pushing me up against

wall.

at the impact and stare up at

alike, because you belong to me and

world that, unlike

his fucking Luna, so why the

up. Secondly, until the deal is fulfilled, and I set you free, you still belong to me… and who knows, you might just not want to leave.” His voice

low, and he pins my wrists to the door next to my head, his

matter what,

wanting to stay… Yes, my

to want him, but there

“And third… until this deal is

alone.” 1

is too close

shimmering red, but even

what he was capable of,

me. My stomach flutters with a thousand butterflies and my gaze dips to his plump lips. He leans in, kissing me deeply. I gasp against his lips, but it only gives him access to my mouth. One that he assaults.

waist and pulls me flush against

him back? I’m not

him once, before I slowly

get too

last time. “We need to return

need to… be careful.”

whisper, opening the door.

argue with me, nor does

go. I feel the cold

I feel something squeeze inside, knowing I was

will end up killing

went well.” Zedkiel says

back in

long

am exhausted. The

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