38. Voicing my Darkest Fear

EVANGELINE.

His words cut me like a sharp knife, and I

look up at him.

How could he?

I didn’t reply for a moment, trying to remain composed, knowing we have many eyes watching us, and even with the music and loud chatter, they might overhear. So, I simply smile gracefully at Zedkiel and slowly pull out of his hold. I don’t think he understands that I am going to take this deal seriously.

Absolutely seriously, and I am not going to do anything to mess that up. Especially something such as fraternising with another man as long as we are married, which can lead to problems in front of the court and would not be ideal for the

tournament.

“Nothing to say?” He asks, and I realise this conversation isn’t over until he gets

an answer. His eyes are blazing red, and his anger only continues to rise.

“Let’s not do this here.” I whisper back, ” If you want to talk 1-lets take it outside.”

I’m scared to be alone with him

anywhere, but he is going to ruin this before we even have a chance to prove we

can do this, and to aim for that crown and my freedom.

“Let’s.” He says, his arm snakes around my waist, his hand painfully tight on my

waist. He leads me out of the doors I had

just entered. They swing shut behind us, blocking out all sounds of the merriment

from within.

Zedkiel came to a stop, and I look up, only

to see Sinclair standing there. His eyes

are cold as they meet Zedkiel’s, and I

realise they aren’t as beautiful as I once

found them… 1

He just doesn’t look the same… I look at Zedkiel, with his delicious hot chocolate

skin, and those eyes that remind me of honey and jewels, which makes my heart skip a beat. He is beautiful. My heart

thuds as I turn away, realising something

with shock. 5

I have begun to feel something for him… How is that possible?

My heart thumps with this realisation

and I look back at Sinclair once more. Yes,

he’s handsome, but I feel… nothing.

“Out of my way.” Zedkiel snarls, bringing me from my shocked thoughts.

Sinclair simply looks at me before

moving to his right, so he is directly in

front of me.

“Of course.” He says, his eyes stuck on

I frown. Sinclair is making stuff so much worse for me. Does he not realise that if

he makes Zedkiel angrier, he’ll take it out

on me? Does he even care for me, aside

from his own selfish reasons!? 3

I’m about to turn away when suddenly

Zedkiel pulls me behind him, and I hear a resounding crunch and a grunt as Sinclair staggers back, clutching his bleeding

nose that Zedkiel had just punched. My eyes fly open as they snap to Zedkiel, who raises his fist to his lips, blowing off imaginary dust as he glares murderously

at Sinclair. 1

“Stay out of my way, because next time I will kill you.” He snarls before dragging me away. I bite back the cry of pain from the rough pull as he yanks me down the hallway until he opens a random door

and pushes me inside. I almost stumble, just about catching my balance, when the

door shuts behind him.

thud even

need to listen before you react.”

say quietly. 1

cocks a brow. “I saw enough.”

strength is coming from. I clench my fists, hoping that I

tired of being treated like this…

you wanted to see. I

off… you

it Zedkiel, but I am going to do my best, for

I sabotage that?”

be free is all I ever wanted.”

to say something, but instead, he narrows his eyes, watching

why you smelt of him, then?” He

a tight

back my whimper,

a ringing in

he tried to manhandle me. You may not see

two are far

harshly. (1

a mischief maker!’

not. I’m being

can’t do that

doesn’t matter, I’ll do

‘Promise?’

back to reality, and I realise he

fingers in front of me.

shake my head, trying to calm my thumping heart. “W-what… what did you

brow, scanning my eyes

away. “I said, we’re nothing

you? You both

you both only hurt me …” I trail off, realising that, that

has defended me on

occasions now…

what you think. Nothing I say will make you change your mind. Let’s return

turning away from me. His eyes are blazing

shoulder. 1

and when he reaches for the door,

place my hand over his. The

our skin looks so

him watching me

to look at him.

end the

sorry… You two aren’t

you’ve protected me

hurts me a

say quietly. “So, thank

swallow as

let go of his hand,

door

the door open when

grabs me by my arm and

me up

wall.

the impact

because you belong

that, unlike him.

fucking Luna, so why the fuck

still belong to me… and who knows, you might just not want to leave.” His

next to my head, his eyes raking over me. His words

but no matter what, I

stay…

him, but there is no

until this deal is

alone.” 1

is too close to mine

red,

what he was capable

me deeply. I gasp against his lips, but it only gives him access to my mouth. One that he assaults. His hands let go of my wrists, running down my arms

pulls me flush against

I kiss him back?

him once, before I slowly

reminding myself that I can’t get too close, just in case something

last time. “We need to return to

need to… be careful.”

whisper, opening the door.

doesn’t argue with me,

let me go. I feel the cold

I feel something squeeze inside, knowing I was hurting him, but

will end up

well.” Zedkiel says

back in our

has been a long day

I am exhausted.

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