38. Voicing my Darkest Fear

EVANGELINE.

His words cut me like a sharp knife, and I

look up at him.

How could he?

I didn’t reply for a moment, trying to remain composed, knowing we have many eyes watching us, and even with the music and loud chatter, they might overhear. So, I simply smile gracefully at Zedkiel and slowly pull out of his hold. I don’t think he understands that I am going to take this deal seriously.

Absolutely seriously, and I am not going to do anything to mess that up. Especially something such as fraternising with another man as long as we are married, which can lead to problems in front of the court and would not be ideal for the

tournament.

“Nothing to say?” He asks, and I realise this conversation isn’t over until he gets

an answer. His eyes are blazing red, and his anger only continues to rise.

“Let’s not do this here.” I whisper back, ” If you want to talk 1-lets take it outside.”

I’m scared to be alone with him

anywhere, but he is going to ruin this before we even have a chance to prove we

can do this, and to aim for that crown and my freedom.

“Let’s.” He says, his arm snakes around my waist, his hand painfully tight on my

waist. He leads me out of the doors I had

just entered. They swing shut behind us, blocking out all sounds of the merriment

from within.

Zedkiel came to a stop, and I look up, only

to see Sinclair standing there. His eyes

are cold as they meet Zedkiel’s, and I

realise they aren’t as beautiful as I once

found them… 1

He just doesn’t look the same… I look at Zedkiel, with his delicious hot chocolate

skin, and those eyes that remind me of honey and jewels, which makes my heart skip a beat. He is beautiful. My heart

thuds as I turn away, realising something

with shock. 5

I have begun to feel something for him… How is that possible?

My heart thumps with this realisation

and I look back at Sinclair once more. Yes,

he’s handsome, but I feel… nothing.

“Out of my way.” Zedkiel snarls, bringing me from my shocked thoughts.

Sinclair simply looks at me before

moving to his right, so he is directly in

front of me.

“Of course.” He says, his eyes stuck on

I frown. Sinclair is making stuff so much worse for me. Does he not realise that if

he makes Zedkiel angrier, he’ll take it out

on me? Does he even care for me, aside

from his own selfish reasons!? 3

I’m about to turn away when suddenly

Zedkiel pulls me behind him, and I hear a resounding crunch and a grunt as Sinclair staggers back, clutching his bleeding

nose that Zedkiel had just punched. My eyes fly open as they snap to Zedkiel, who raises his fist to his lips, blowing off imaginary dust as he glares murderously

at Sinclair. 1

“Stay out of my way, because next time I will kill you.” He snarls before dragging me away. I bite back the cry of pain from the rough pull as he yanks me down the hallway until he opens a random door

and pushes me inside. I almost stumble, just about catching my balance, when the

door shuts behind him.

heart thud even

need to listen

say quietly. 1

“I saw enough.” He snarls,

this strength is coming from.

tired of being treated like

what you wanted to see. I

to back off… you might

Zedkiel, but I am going to do my best, for

I sabotage that?”

all I ever

to say something, but instead,

why you smelt of him, then?”

a

back my whimper, I

the eye, a ringing in

like you, he tried to manhandle me. You

two are far more similar than

harshly. (1

Evangeline… Goddess, you are such a mischief maker!’ A girl’s

not. I’m being

can’t do that Evangeline, it’s

doesn’t matter,

‘Promise?’

to

in front of me.

head, trying to calm my thumping heart.

cocks a brow,

“I said, we’re nothing

both

me

has defended me on

occasions now…

I say will make you change your mind. Let’s return

from me. His eyes are blazing as he looks

shoulder. 1

and when he reaches for the door,

my hand over his.

skin looks

watching me

at him. It didn’t feel

end the

You

protected me

whilst he… he hurts me a lot

words.” I say quietly. “So,

swallow as his gaze

slowly let go of his

door handle, and

the door open

grabs me by my arm and

around, pushing me up against

wall.

impact and

we aren’t alike, because you belong to me and

world that,

fucking Luna, so why the fuck

you free, you still belong to me… and who knows, you might just not want to leave.”

low, and he pins my wrists to the door next to my head, his

matter what, I

wanting to stay…

to want him, but there

third… until this deal is completed… you are mine

alone.” 1

close to

shimmering red,

was

with a thousand butterflies and my gaze dips to his plump lips. He leans in, kissing me deeply. I gasp against his lips, but

waist and pulls me flush against

I kiss him back? I’m

him once, before

myself that I can’t get too close, just in

time. “We need

need to…

whisper, opening the door.

with me,

me go. I feel the

his eyes become hard and emotionless again. I feel something squeeze inside,

end up killing

well.” Zedkiel

in

a long day and

I am exhausted. The

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