38. Voicing my Darkest Fear

EVANGELINE.

His words cut me like a sharp knife, and I

look up at him.

How could he?

I didn’t reply for a moment, trying to remain composed, knowing we have many eyes watching us, and even with the music and loud chatter, they might overhear. So, I simply smile gracefully at Zedkiel and slowly pull out of his hold. I don’t think he understands that I am going to take this deal seriously.

Absolutely seriously, and I am not going to do anything to mess that up. Especially something such as fraternising with another man as long as we are married, which can lead to problems in front of the court and would not be ideal for the

tournament.

“Nothing to say?” He asks, and I realise this conversation isn’t over until he gets

an answer. His eyes are blazing red, and his anger only continues to rise.

“Let’s not do this here.” I whisper back, ” If you want to talk 1-lets take it outside.”

I’m scared to be alone with him

anywhere, but he is going to ruin this before we even have a chance to prove we

can do this, and to aim for that crown and my freedom.

“Let’s.” He says, his arm snakes around my waist, his hand painfully tight on my

waist. He leads me out of the doors I had

just entered. They swing shut behind us, blocking out all sounds of the merriment

from within.

Zedkiel came to a stop, and I look up, only

to see Sinclair standing there. His eyes

are cold as they meet Zedkiel’s, and I

realise they aren’t as beautiful as I once

found them… 1

He just doesn’t look the same… I look at Zedkiel, with his delicious hot chocolate

skin, and those eyes that remind me of honey and jewels, which makes my heart skip a beat. He is beautiful. My heart

thuds as I turn away, realising something

with shock. 5

I have begun to feel something for him… How is that possible?

My heart thumps with this realisation

and I look back at Sinclair once more. Yes,

he’s handsome, but I feel… nothing.

“Out of my way.” Zedkiel snarls, bringing me from my shocked thoughts.

Sinclair simply looks at me before

moving to his right, so he is directly in

front of me.

“Of course.” He says, his eyes stuck on

I frown. Sinclair is making stuff so much worse for me. Does he not realise that if

he makes Zedkiel angrier, he’ll take it out

on me? Does he even care for me, aside

from his own selfish reasons!? 3

I’m about to turn away when suddenly

Zedkiel pulls me behind him, and I hear a resounding crunch and a grunt as Sinclair staggers back, clutching his bleeding

nose that Zedkiel had just punched. My eyes fly open as they snap to Zedkiel, who raises his fist to his lips, blowing off imaginary dust as he glares murderously

at Sinclair. 1

“Stay out of my way, because next time I will kill you.” He snarls before dragging me away. I bite back the cry of pain from the rough pull as he yanks me down the hallway until he opens a random door

and pushes me inside. I almost stumble, just about catching my balance, when the

door shuts behind him.

my own heart thud even louder and I turn to glare

to listen before you

say quietly. 1

cocks a brow. “I saw

coming from. I clench my fists,

tired of being treated like

what you wanted to see. I

to back off…

to do my

would I sabotage that?” I

free is all I ever

say something, but instead, he narrows his eyes,

you smelt of

in a

whimper, I look

eye, a ringing in

tried to manhandle me. You may

far more similar

harshly. (1

Oh, Evangeline… Goddess, you are such a mischief

not. I’m being

can’t do that Evangeline, it’s

doesn’t matter,

‘Promise?’

me back to reality,

fingers in front of

to calm my thumping heart. “W-what… what did you

brow, scanning my eyes

said, we’re nothing alike.”

You both act like you

hurt me …”

has defended

occasions now…

Nothing I say will make you change your mind. Let’s

from me. His eyes are blazing as he looks

shoulder. 1

nod and when he

place my hand over his. The

our skin

him watching

to look at him. It didn’t feel

the conversation

You two aren’t

protected

he… he hurts me a

say quietly. “So, thank

him swallow as his gaze locks

slowly let

door handle, and I

to pull the door

me by my arm and

pushing me

wall.

impact and

you belong to me and

that, unlike him.

so why

free, you still belong to me… and who knows, you might

next to my head, his eyes raking over me. His

no matter what,

wanting to stay… Yes, my

want him, but there is no way

this deal is completed… you are mine and

alone.” 1

close to

shimmering red, but

was

I gasp against his lips, but it only gives him access to my

pulls me flush

him back? I’m not

once, before

myself that I can’t get

“We need

need to…

whisper, opening the door.

argue with me,

let me go. I

I feel something squeeze inside, knowing I was hurting him, but I am scared too…

will end up killing

well.” Zedkiel says once

in our

a long

exhausted. The questions

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