38. Voicing my Darkest Fear

EVANGELINE.

His words cut me like a sharp knife, and I

look up at him.

How could he?

I didn’t reply for a moment, trying to remain composed, knowing we have many eyes watching us, and even with the music and loud chatter, they might overhear. So, I simply smile gracefully at Zedkiel and slowly pull out of his hold. I don’t think he understands that I am going to take this deal seriously.

Absolutely seriously, and I am not going to do anything to mess that up. Especially something such as fraternising with another man as long as we are married, which can lead to problems in front of the court and would not be ideal for the

tournament.

“Nothing to say?” He asks, and I realise this conversation isn’t over until he gets

an answer. His eyes are blazing red, and his anger only continues to rise.

“Let’s not do this here.” I whisper back, ” If you want to talk 1-lets take it outside.”

I’m scared to be alone with him

anywhere, but he is going to ruin this before we even have a chance to prove we

can do this, and to aim for that crown and my freedom.

“Let’s.” He says, his arm snakes around my waist, his hand painfully tight on my

waist. He leads me out of the doors I had

just entered. They swing shut behind us, blocking out all sounds of the merriment

from within.

Zedkiel came to a stop, and I look up, only

to see Sinclair standing there. His eyes

are cold as they meet Zedkiel’s, and I

realise they aren’t as beautiful as I once

found them… 1

He just doesn’t look the same… I look at Zedkiel, with his delicious hot chocolate

skin, and those eyes that remind me of honey and jewels, which makes my heart skip a beat. He is beautiful. My heart

thuds as I turn away, realising something

with shock. 5

I have begun to feel something for him… How is that possible?

My heart thumps with this realisation

and I look back at Sinclair once more. Yes,

he’s handsome, but I feel… nothing.

“Out of my way.” Zedkiel snarls, bringing me from my shocked thoughts.

Sinclair simply looks at me before

moving to his right, so he is directly in

front of me.

“Of course.” He says, his eyes stuck on

I frown. Sinclair is making stuff so much worse for me. Does he not realise that if

he makes Zedkiel angrier, he’ll take it out

on me? Does he even care for me, aside

from his own selfish reasons!? 3

I’m about to turn away when suddenly

Zedkiel pulls me behind him, and I hear a resounding crunch and a grunt as Sinclair staggers back, clutching his bleeding

nose that Zedkiel had just punched. My eyes fly open as they snap to Zedkiel, who raises his fist to his lips, blowing off imaginary dust as he glares murderously

at Sinclair. 1

“Stay out of my way, because next time I will kill you.” He snarls before dragging me away. I bite back the cry of pain from the rough pull as he yanks me down the hallway until he opens a random door

and pushes me inside. I almost stumble, just about catching my balance, when the

door shuts behind him.

my own heart thud even louder and

listen

say quietly. 1

“I saw enough.” He

stand my ground, wondering where this strength is coming from. I clench my fists, hoping

tired of being

what you wanted to see.

back off…

going to do my best, for your crown,

I sabotage

free is all I

but instead, he narrows his

why you smelt of him, then?” He hisses, gripping

a tight

whimper, I look

eye, a ringing in my

like you, he tried to manhandle me. You may not

far more similar than you

harshly. (1

Oh, Evangeline… Goddess, you are such a mischief maker!’ A girl’s whispery laugh

I’m not.

can’t do that Evangeline,

matter, I’ll

‘Promise?’

back to reality, and

front of me. “What happened?”

my head, trying to calm my thumping

a brow, scanning my eyes

away. “I said, we’re

you? You both act like you

both only hurt me …” I trail off, realising

Zedkiel has defended me

occasions now…

you change

turning away from me. His eyes are blazing as he looks at me

shoulder. 1

he reaches for the door,

my hand over

our skin looks

feel him watching

up to look at him. It didn’t

the conversation

sorry… You

you’ve protected me many

he hurts me a lot

I say quietly. “So,

see him swallow as

and I slowly let go of

the door

pull the

by

pushing me

wall.

impact and stare

you belong to me

world that, unlike him.

so why the fuck

still belong to me… and who knows, you might just

my head, his eyes raking over me. His words make my heart

no matter what,

wanting to stay… Yes,

to want him, but there is no way

stay. “And third… until this deal is completed… you

alone.” 1

close

red, but

what he was

lips. He leans in, kissing me deeply. I gasp against his lips, but it only gives him access to my mouth. One that he assaults. His hands let go of my wrists, running down my arms before he

pulls

back?

once, before I slowly

myself that I can’t get too close, just

need to return to

and we need to… be careful.”

whisper, opening the door.

with me, nor

let me go.

around him as his eyes become hard and emotionless again. I feel something squeeze inside, knowing I was hurting him, but I am scared too…

end up killing

well.” Zedkiel says

back in

long day and

I am exhausted. The

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