38. Voicing my Darkest Fear

EVANGELINE.

His words cut me like a sharp knife, and I

look up at him.

How could he?

I didn’t reply for a moment, trying to remain composed, knowing we have many eyes watching us, and even with the music and loud chatter, they might overhear. So, I simply smile gracefully at Zedkiel and slowly pull out of his hold. I don’t think he understands that I am going to take this deal seriously.

Absolutely seriously, and I am not going to do anything to mess that up. Especially something such as fraternising with another man as long as we are married, which can lead to problems in front of the court and would not be ideal for the

tournament.

“Nothing to say?” He asks, and I realise this conversation isn’t over until he gets

an answer. His eyes are blazing red, and his anger only continues to rise.

“Let’s not do this here.” I whisper back, ” If you want to talk 1-lets take it outside.”

I’m scared to be alone with him

anywhere, but he is going to ruin this before we even have a chance to prove we

can do this, and to aim for that crown and my freedom.

“Let’s.” He says, his arm snakes around my waist, his hand painfully tight on my

waist. He leads me out of the doors I had

just entered. They swing shut behind us, blocking out all sounds of the merriment

from within.

Zedkiel came to a stop, and I look up, only

to see Sinclair standing there. His eyes

are cold as they meet Zedkiel’s, and I

realise they aren’t as beautiful as I once

found them… 1

He just doesn’t look the same… I look at Zedkiel, with his delicious hot chocolate

skin, and those eyes that remind me of honey and jewels, which makes my heart skip a beat. He is beautiful. My heart

thuds as I turn away, realising something

with shock. 5

I have begun to feel something for him… How is that possible?

My heart thumps with this realisation

and I look back at Sinclair once more. Yes,

he’s handsome, but I feel… nothing.

“Out of my way.” Zedkiel snarls, bringing me from my shocked thoughts.

Sinclair simply looks at me before

moving to his right, so he is directly in

front of me.

“Of course.” He says, his eyes stuck on

I frown. Sinclair is making stuff so much worse for me. Does he not realise that if

he makes Zedkiel angrier, he’ll take it out

on me? Does he even care for me, aside

from his own selfish reasons!? 3

I’m about to turn away when suddenly

Zedkiel pulls me behind him, and I hear a resounding crunch and a grunt as Sinclair staggers back, clutching his bleeding

nose that Zedkiel had just punched. My eyes fly open as they snap to Zedkiel, who raises his fist to his lips, blowing off imaginary dust as he glares murderously

at Sinclair. 1

“Stay out of my way, because next time I will kill you.” He snarls before dragging me away. I bite back the cry of pain from the rough pull as he yanks me down the hallway until he opens a random door

and pushes me inside. I almost stumble, just about catching my balance, when the

door shuts behind him.

thud even louder and I turn to

need to listen before you

say quietly. 1

saw enough.”

my ground, wondering where this strength is coming from. I clench my fists,

of being

you wanted to

off… you might

am going to do my best, for your crown, and for my

I sabotage that?”

be free is all I

about to say something, but instead, he narrows

you smelt of him,

a tight

whimper,

the eye, a ringing in my

like you, he tried to manhandle me.

far more similar

harshly. (1

a mischief maker!’ A girl’s whispery laugh

not. I’m

can’t do that Evangeline, it’s

doesn’t matter, I’ll

‘Promise?’

Zedkiel’s voice snaps me back to reality, and I realise he had

front of me.

my head, trying to calm my thumping heart. “W-what…

a brow, scanning my eyes

turns away. “I said,

both act

only hurt me …” I trail

Zedkiel has defended

occasions now…

Nothing I say will make you change

away from me. His eyes are blazing as

shoulder. 1

nod and when he reaches

place my hand over

our skin looks

feel him watching me and I tilt

to look at him. It didn’t feel

the

sorry… You

protected me

he hurts me a

I say

swallow as

slowly let go

door

pull the door open

me by my

around, pushing me up

wall.

impact and

because you belong to me and

world that,

so why the

I set you free, you still belong to me… and who knows, you might just not want to

next to my head, his eyes raking over me. His words make my heart skip

matter what, I don’t

stay… Yes, my

but there

until this deal is

alone.” 1

is too close to

red,

what he was capable

kissing me deeply. I gasp against his lips, but it only gives him access to my mouth. One that he assaults. His hands let go of my wrists, running down my arms

pulls

back?

him once, before

reminding myself that I can’t get

last time. “We need to return

and we need to… be careful.”

whisper, opening the door.

doesn’t argue with me,

to let me go. I feel

as his eyes become hard and emotionless again. I feel something squeeze inside, knowing I was hurting him, but

will end up killing

Zedkiel says once

in our

long day and night

exhausted. The questions

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