38. Voicing my Darkest Fear

EVANGELINE.

His words cut me like a sharp knife, and I

look up at him.

How could he?

I didn’t reply for a moment, trying to remain composed, knowing we have many eyes watching us, and even with the music and loud chatter, they might overhear. So, I simply smile gracefully at Zedkiel and slowly pull out of his hold. I don’t think he understands that I am going to take this deal seriously.

Absolutely seriously, and I am not going to do anything to mess that up. Especially something such as fraternising with another man as long as we are married, which can lead to problems in front of the court and would not be ideal for the

tournament.

“Nothing to say?” He asks, and I realise this conversation isn’t over until he gets

an answer. His eyes are blazing red, and his anger only continues to rise.

“Let’s not do this here.” I whisper back, ” If you want to talk 1-lets take it outside.”

I’m scared to be alone with him

anywhere, but he is going to ruin this before we even have a chance to prove we

can do this, and to aim for that crown and my freedom.

“Let’s.” He says, his arm snakes around my waist, his hand painfully tight on my

waist. He leads me out of the doors I had

just entered. They swing shut behind us, blocking out all sounds of the merriment

from within.

Zedkiel came to a stop, and I look up, only

to see Sinclair standing there. His eyes

are cold as they meet Zedkiel’s, and I

realise they aren’t as beautiful as I once

found them… 1

He just doesn’t look the same… I look at Zedkiel, with his delicious hot chocolate

skin, and those eyes that remind me of honey and jewels, which makes my heart skip a beat. He is beautiful. My heart

thuds as I turn away, realising something

with shock. 5

I have begun to feel something for him… How is that possible?

My heart thumps with this realisation

and I look back at Sinclair once more. Yes,

he’s handsome, but I feel… nothing.

“Out of my way.” Zedkiel snarls, bringing me from my shocked thoughts.

Sinclair simply looks at me before

moving to his right, so he is directly in

front of me.

“Of course.” He says, his eyes stuck on

I frown. Sinclair is making stuff so much worse for me. Does he not realise that if

he makes Zedkiel angrier, he’ll take it out

on me? Does he even care for me, aside

from his own selfish reasons!? 3

I’m about to turn away when suddenly

Zedkiel pulls me behind him, and I hear a resounding crunch and a grunt as Sinclair staggers back, clutching his bleeding

nose that Zedkiel had just punched. My eyes fly open as they snap to Zedkiel, who raises his fist to his lips, blowing off imaginary dust as he glares murderously

at Sinclair. 1

“Stay out of my way, because next time I will kill you.” He snarls before dragging me away. I bite back the cry of pain from the rough pull as he yanks me down the hallway until he opens a random door

and pushes me inside. I almost stumble, just about catching my balance, when the

door shuts behind him.

thud even

need to listen

say quietly. 1

“I saw enough.” He snarls, advancing towards

strength is coming from. I clench my fists, hoping that I can

of being treated like

wanted

back off… you

do my best, for

would I sabotage

be free is all I ever

something, but instead, he narrows his eyes,

you smelt of him, then?” He

a tight

whimper, I look

in the eye, a ringing

he tried to manhandle me. You may not

you two are far more similar than you think!” I

harshly. (1

Evangeline… Goddess, you are such a mischief maker!’ A girl’s whispery laugh reaches my ears.

not. I’m being

do that Evangeline, it’s

doesn’t matter,

‘Promise?’

me back to reality, and I realise he had

in front of me. “What

thumping heart.

cocks a brow,

away. “I said, we’re nothing

you? You both act

you both only hurt me …” I trail

has defended me on

occasions now…

Nothing I say will make you change your mind. Let’s return before we’re missed.”

His eyes are blazing as he looks

shoulder. 1

nod and when he reaches for the door,

hand over his.

skin

feel him watching me and

look at him. It didn’t feel

the conversation

sorry… You two aren’t

you’ve protected me

he… he hurts me

words.” I say

see him swallow as

slowly let go of

door handle, and

to pull the door open when

by my arm and

pushing me up against

wall.

impact and stare

you belong to me and

world that, unlike

so why the fuck

and I set you free, you still belong to me… and who knows, you might just not want

my head, his eyes raking over me.

no matter what, I

stay… Yes, my

to want him, but

deal is completed… you are mine

alone.” 1

is too close to mine now,

shimmering red, but even

what he was capable of,

thousand butterflies and my gaze dips to his plump lips. He leans in, kissing me deeply. I gasp against his lips, but it only gives him access to my mouth. One that he assaults.

pulls

I kiss him back? I’m not sure…

kiss him once, before

myself that I can’t get too close, just

last time. “We need to return to

we need to… be careful.”

whisper, opening the door.

with me, nor

let me go. I feel

eyes become hard and emotionless again. I feel something squeeze inside,

will end

Zedkiel says

back in

long day and night

am exhausted. The

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