38. Voicing my Darkest Fear

EVANGELINE.

His words cut me like a sharp knife, and I

look up at him.

How could he?

I didn’t reply for a moment, trying to remain composed, knowing we have many eyes watching us, and even with the music and loud chatter, they might overhear. So, I simply smile gracefully at Zedkiel and slowly pull out of his hold. I don’t think he understands that I am going to take this deal seriously.

Absolutely seriously, and I am not going to do anything to mess that up. Especially something such as fraternising with another man as long as we are married, which can lead to problems in front of the court and would not be ideal for the

tournament.

“Nothing to say?” He asks, and I realise this conversation isn’t over until he gets

an answer. His eyes are blazing red, and his anger only continues to rise.

“Let’s not do this here.” I whisper back, ” If you want to talk 1-lets take it outside.”

I’m scared to be alone with him

anywhere, but he is going to ruin this before we even have a chance to prove we

can do this, and to aim for that crown and my freedom.

“Let’s.” He says, his arm snakes around my waist, his hand painfully tight on my

waist. He leads me out of the doors I had

just entered. They swing shut behind us, blocking out all sounds of the merriment

from within.

Zedkiel came to a stop, and I look up, only

to see Sinclair standing there. His eyes

are cold as they meet Zedkiel’s, and I

realise they aren’t as beautiful as I once

found them… 1

He just doesn’t look the same… I look at Zedkiel, with his delicious hot chocolate

skin, and those eyes that remind me of honey and jewels, which makes my heart skip a beat. He is beautiful. My heart

thuds as I turn away, realising something

with shock. 5

I have begun to feel something for him… How is that possible?

My heart thumps with this realisation

and I look back at Sinclair once more. Yes,

he’s handsome, but I feel… nothing.

“Out of my way.” Zedkiel snarls, bringing me from my shocked thoughts.

Sinclair simply looks at me before

moving to his right, so he is directly in

front of me.

“Of course.” He says, his eyes stuck on

I frown. Sinclair is making stuff so much worse for me. Does he not realise that if

he makes Zedkiel angrier, he’ll take it out

on me? Does he even care for me, aside

from his own selfish reasons!? 3

I’m about to turn away when suddenly

Zedkiel pulls me behind him, and I hear a resounding crunch and a grunt as Sinclair staggers back, clutching his bleeding

nose that Zedkiel had just punched. My eyes fly open as they snap to Zedkiel, who raises his fist to his lips, blowing off imaginary dust as he glares murderously

at Sinclair. 1

“Stay out of my way, because next time I will kill you.” He snarls before dragging me away. I bite back the cry of pain from the rough pull as he yanks me down the hallway until he opens a random door

and pushes me inside. I almost stumble, just about catching my balance, when the

door shuts behind him.

makes my own heart thud even louder

need to listen

say quietly. 1

saw

is coming from. I clench my fists,

being treated like this…

you wanted

off… you might

do my best, for your crown, and

sabotage that?” I

all

say something, but instead, he narrows

“Care to explain why you smelt of him,

a tight

my whimper,

in the eye, a ringing in my

“Because just like you, he tried to manhandle

two are far more similar than you think!”

harshly. (1

Evangeline… Goddess, you are such a mischief

not.

can’t do that

doesn’t matter,

‘Promise?’

back to reality, and I realise

in front

shake my head, trying to calm my thumping heart. “W-what… what did you say?”

cocks a brow, scanning

turns away. “I said, we’re nothing alike.”

both act like you

you both only hurt me …” I trail off, realising

Zedkiel has defended

occasions now…

you change your mind. Let’s

eyes are

shoulder. 1

nod and when he

hand

in our skin

feel him watching me and I tilt

look at him. It didn’t

the conversation

sorry… You two

you’ve protected me many

whilst he… he hurts me a lot

words.” I say

swallow as his gaze

let go

from the door handle, and

pull the door

grabs me by

pushing me up against

wall.

gasp at the impact and

“No, we aren’t alike, because you belong

that, unlike

so why the

mine up. Secondly, until the deal is fulfilled, and I set you free, you still belong to me… and who knows, you might just not want to leave.”

and he pins my wrists to the door next to my head, his eyes raking over

matter what, I don’t

wanting to stay…

him, but there is no

“And third… until this deal is completed… you are mine and

alone.” 1

chest is too close

red, but even

he was capable of,

me deeply. I gasp against his lips, but it only gives him access

pulls

kiss him back?

kiss him once, before I slowly

I can’t get

“We need

we need to… be

whisper, opening the door.

doesn’t argue with me, nor does

me go. I feel the cold

his eyes become hard and emotionless again. I feel something squeeze inside, knowing I was hurting him, but I

end up

well.” Zedkiel says

back in

been a long day

exhausted. The questions

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