38. Voicing my Darkest Fear

EVANGELINE.

His words cut me like a sharp knife, and I

look up at him.

How could he?

I didn’t reply for a moment, trying to remain composed, knowing we have many eyes watching us, and even with the music and loud chatter, they might overhear. So, I simply smile gracefully at Zedkiel and slowly pull out of his hold. I don’t think he understands that I am going to take this deal seriously.

Absolutely seriously, and I am not going to do anything to mess that up. Especially something such as fraternising with another man as long as we are married, which can lead to problems in front of the court and would not be ideal for the

tournament.

“Nothing to say?” He asks, and I realise this conversation isn’t over until he gets

an answer. His eyes are blazing red, and his anger only continues to rise.

“Let’s not do this here.” I whisper back, ” If you want to talk 1-lets take it outside.”

I’m scared to be alone with him

anywhere, but he is going to ruin this before we even have a chance to prove we

can do this, and to aim for that crown and my freedom.

“Let’s.” He says, his arm snakes around my waist, his hand painfully tight on my

waist. He leads me out of the doors I had

just entered. They swing shut behind us, blocking out all sounds of the merriment

from within.

Zedkiel came to a stop, and I look up, only

to see Sinclair standing there. His eyes

are cold as they meet Zedkiel’s, and I

realise they aren’t as beautiful as I once

found them… 1

He just doesn’t look the same… I look at Zedkiel, with his delicious hot chocolate

skin, and those eyes that remind me of honey and jewels, which makes my heart skip a beat. He is beautiful. My heart

thuds as I turn away, realising something

with shock. 5

I have begun to feel something for him… How is that possible?

My heart thumps with this realisation

and I look back at Sinclair once more. Yes,

he’s handsome, but I feel… nothing.

“Out of my way.” Zedkiel snarls, bringing me from my shocked thoughts.

Sinclair simply looks at me before

moving to his right, so he is directly in

front of me.

“Of course.” He says, his eyes stuck on

I frown. Sinclair is making stuff so much worse for me. Does he not realise that if

he makes Zedkiel angrier, he’ll take it out

on me? Does he even care for me, aside

from his own selfish reasons!? 3

I’m about to turn away when suddenly

Zedkiel pulls me behind him, and I hear a resounding crunch and a grunt as Sinclair staggers back, clutching his bleeding

nose that Zedkiel had just punched. My eyes fly open as they snap to Zedkiel, who raises his fist to his lips, blowing off imaginary dust as he glares murderously

at Sinclair. 1

“Stay out of my way, because next time I will kill you.” He snarls before dragging me away. I bite back the cry of pain from the rough pull as he yanks me down the hallway until he opens a random door

and pushes me inside. I almost stumble, just about catching my balance, when the

door shuts behind him.

my own heart thud even louder and I turn to glare

listen before you react.”

say quietly. 1

cocks a brow. “I saw enough.” He snarls, advancing

this strength is coming from. I clench

tired of being treated like

saw what you wanted to

off…

going to do my best, for your crown,

sabotage that?” I

free is all I

about to say something, but instead,

to explain why you smelt of him, then?”

a tight

my whimper, I look

in the eye, a

to manhandle me. You may not see

far

harshly. (1

Oh, Evangeline… Goddess, you are such a mischief maker!’ A girl’s whispery laugh reaches

I’m not.

do that Evangeline,

doesn’t matter, I’ll

‘Promise?’

to reality, and I realise he

fingers in front

my head, trying to calm my thumping

brow,

said, we’re nothing

both act

me, yet you both only hurt me …” I trail off, realising that, that

defended

occasions now…

that’s what you think. Nothing I say will make you change your mind. Let’s return before we’re missed.”

turning away from me. His eyes are blazing as he looks at me

shoulder. 1

and when he reaches for the door,

my hand over his.

our skin

feel him watching

at him. It didn’t feel

end the conversation

sorry… You

protected

he… he hurts me a

say quietly.

him swallow as his gaze locks

slowly let go of his

from the door handle, and

the door open when

by my

around, pushing me up against

wall.

at the impact and stare

alike, because you belong

fucking world that, unlike him.

his fucking Luna, so why the fuck

still belong to me… and who knows, you might just

and he pins my wrists to the door next to my head, his eyes

no matter what, I

stay…

want him, but there is no way

until this deal is completed… you are mine

alone.” 1

too close to

shimmering red,

what he was

butterflies and my gaze dips to his plump lips. He leans in, kissing me deeply. I gasp against his lips, but

pulls me flush

kiss him back? I’m not sure… So,

him once, before I

reminding myself that I can’t get too close, just in case something

need to

we need

whisper, opening the door.

doesn’t argue with me, nor

let me go. I feel the

his eyes become hard and emotionless again. I feel something squeeze inside, knowing I

end up killing

well.” Zedkiel says once

back in our

been a long

exhausted. The questions

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