38. Voicing my Darkest Fear

EVANGELINE.

His words cut me like a sharp knife, and I

look up at him.

How could he?

I didn’t reply for a moment, trying to remain composed, knowing we have many eyes watching us, and even with the music and loud chatter, they might overhear. So, I simply smile gracefully at Zedkiel and slowly pull out of his hold. I don’t think he understands that I am going to take this deal seriously.

Absolutely seriously, and I am not going to do anything to mess that up. Especially something such as fraternising with another man as long as we are married, which can lead to problems in front of the court and would not be ideal for the

tournament.

“Nothing to say?” He asks, and I realise this conversation isn’t over until he gets

an answer. His eyes are blazing red, and his anger only continues to rise.

“Let’s not do this here.” I whisper back, ” If you want to talk 1-lets take it outside.”

I’m scared to be alone with him

anywhere, but he is going to ruin this before we even have a chance to prove we

can do this, and to aim for that crown and my freedom.

“Let’s.” He says, his arm snakes around my waist, his hand painfully tight on my

waist. He leads me out of the doors I had

just entered. They swing shut behind us, blocking out all sounds of the merriment

from within.

Zedkiel came to a stop, and I look up, only

to see Sinclair standing there. His eyes

are cold as they meet Zedkiel’s, and I

realise they aren’t as beautiful as I once

found them… 1

He just doesn’t look the same… I look at Zedkiel, with his delicious hot chocolate

skin, and those eyes that remind me of honey and jewels, which makes my heart skip a beat. He is beautiful. My heart

thuds as I turn away, realising something

with shock. 5

I have begun to feel something for him… How is that possible?

My heart thumps with this realisation

and I look back at Sinclair once more. Yes,

he’s handsome, but I feel… nothing.

“Out of my way.” Zedkiel snarls, bringing me from my shocked thoughts.

Sinclair simply looks at me before

moving to his right, so he is directly in

front of me.

“Of course.” He says, his eyes stuck on

I frown. Sinclair is making stuff so much worse for me. Does he not realise that if

he makes Zedkiel angrier, he’ll take it out

on me? Does he even care for me, aside

from his own selfish reasons!? 3

I’m about to turn away when suddenly

Zedkiel pulls me behind him, and I hear a resounding crunch and a grunt as Sinclair staggers back, clutching his bleeding

nose that Zedkiel had just punched. My eyes fly open as they snap to Zedkiel, who raises his fist to his lips, blowing off imaginary dust as he glares murderously

at Sinclair. 1

“Stay out of my way, because next time I will kill you.” He snarls before dragging me away. I bite back the cry of pain from the rough pull as he yanks me down the hallway until he opens a random door

and pushes me inside. I almost stumble, just about catching my balance, when the

door shuts behind him.

makes my own heart thud even louder

need to listen before you react.”

say quietly. 1

brow. “I saw enough.”

wondering where this strength is coming from. I clench my fists, hoping that I can

of being treated like this…

you wanted

to back off… you might

Zedkiel, but I am going to do my

sabotage that?” I ask

free is all I ever wanted.”

to say something, but instead, he narrows his eyes,

why you smelt of

a

whimper,

eye, a ringing in my

tried to manhandle me.

two are far

harshly. (1

mischief maker!’ A girl’s whispery laugh

I’m not.

can’t do that Evangeline,

doesn’t matter, I’ll

‘Promise?’

Zedkiel’s voice snaps me back to reality, and I

his fingers in front of me.

thumping heart. “W-what… what did you say?”

brow,

away. “I said, we’re

You both act like you

both only hurt me …” I trail off, realising that, that isn’t

defended

occasions now…

will make you

from me. His eyes are blazing as he

shoulder. 1

nod and when he

hand over his. The

our skin looks

can feel him watching me and I

at him.

the

sorry… You

you’ve protected

he… he hurts me

words.” I say quietly. “So,

him swallow as his gaze locks

and I slowly let go

the door handle, and I

pull the door open when

me by

around, pushing me up

wall.

gasp at the impact and stare up at

“No, we aren’t alike, because you belong to me and

that, unlike him.

fucking Luna, so why

Secondly, until the deal is fulfilled, and I set you free, you still belong to me… and who knows, you might just not want to

my wrists to the door next to my head, his eyes raking over

but no matter what, I don’t

wanting to stay… Yes, my

to want him, but there is no

third… until this deal is completed… you are mine

alone.” 1

chest is too close

red,

was

plump lips. He leans in, kissing me deeply. I gasp against his lips, but it only gives him access to my mouth. One that he assaults. His hands let go of my wrists, running down

and pulls me

I kiss him back?

kiss him once, before I

reminding myself that I can’t get too close, just

last time. “We need to return to

need to… be

whisper, opening the door.

doesn’t argue with

let me go. I feel the

feel something squeeze inside,

will end up killing

went well.” Zedkiel says

in our

has been a long day

exhausted.

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