38. Voicing my Darkest Fear

EVANGELINE.

His words cut me like a sharp knife, and I

look up at him.

How could he?

I didn’t reply for a moment, trying to remain composed, knowing we have many eyes watching us, and even with the music and loud chatter, they might overhear. So, I simply smile gracefully at Zedkiel and slowly pull out of his hold. I don’t think he understands that I am going to take this deal seriously.

Absolutely seriously, and I am not going to do anything to mess that up. Especially something such as fraternising with another man as long as we are married, which can lead to problems in front of the court and would not be ideal for the

tournament.

“Nothing to say?” He asks, and I realise this conversation isn’t over until he gets

an answer. His eyes are blazing red, and his anger only continues to rise.

“Let’s not do this here.” I whisper back, ” If you want to talk 1-lets take it outside.”

I’m scared to be alone with him

anywhere, but he is going to ruin this before we even have a chance to prove we

can do this, and to aim for that crown and my freedom.

“Let’s.” He says, his arm snakes around my waist, his hand painfully tight on my

waist. He leads me out of the doors I had

just entered. They swing shut behind us, blocking out all sounds of the merriment

from within.

Zedkiel came to a stop, and I look up, only

to see Sinclair standing there. His eyes

are cold as they meet Zedkiel’s, and I

realise they aren’t as beautiful as I once

found them… 1

He just doesn’t look the same… I look at Zedkiel, with his delicious hot chocolate

skin, and those eyes that remind me of honey and jewels, which makes my heart skip a beat. He is beautiful. My heart

thuds as I turn away, realising something

with shock. 5

I have begun to feel something for him… How is that possible?

My heart thumps with this realisation

and I look back at Sinclair once more. Yes,

he’s handsome, but I feel… nothing.

“Out of my way.” Zedkiel snarls, bringing me from my shocked thoughts.

Sinclair simply looks at me before

moving to his right, so he is directly in

front of me.

“Of course.” He says, his eyes stuck on

I frown. Sinclair is making stuff so much worse for me. Does he not realise that if

he makes Zedkiel angrier, he’ll take it out

on me? Does he even care for me, aside

from his own selfish reasons!? 3

I’m about to turn away when suddenly

Zedkiel pulls me behind him, and I hear a resounding crunch and a grunt as Sinclair staggers back, clutching his bleeding

nose that Zedkiel had just punched. My eyes fly open as they snap to Zedkiel, who raises his fist to his lips, blowing off imaginary dust as he glares murderously

at Sinclair. 1

“Stay out of my way, because next time I will kill you.” He snarls before dragging me away. I bite back the cry of pain from the rough pull as he yanks me down the hallway until he opens a random door

and pushes me inside. I almost stumble, just about catching my balance, when the

door shuts behind him.

own heart thud even louder and I turn

need to listen before

say quietly. 1

saw enough.” He snarls, advancing towards

is coming from.

of being treated like this…

you wanted

back off…

to do my best, for your crown, and for my

I sabotage that?” I ask

is all I ever wanted.”

about to say something, but instead, he narrows his

to explain why you smelt of him,

a tight

back my whimper,

in the eye, a ringing

to manhandle me. You may

two are far more

harshly. (1

Oh, Evangeline… Goddess, you are such a mischief maker!’ A girl’s whispery laugh reaches my ears.

I’m not. I’m being

that

doesn’t matter, I’ll

‘Promise?’

to reality, and I realise he

fingers in front of me.

my head, trying to calm my thumping heart. “W-what…

a brow,

said, we’re nothing alike.”

You both act

only hurt me …” I trail off, realising that, that

has defended

occasions now…

you change your mind. Let’s return before we’re missed.” He

me. His eyes are blazing as he

shoulder. 1

nod and when he reaches for the door,

place my hand over

our skin looks so

can feel him watching me and

to look at him. It

the conversation

sorry… You

protected me

he… he hurts

I say quietly.

see him swallow as

let

door handle, and I

to pull the door

grabs me by

me up

wall.

impact

we aren’t alike, because you belong

world that,

his fucking Luna, so why the

is fulfilled, and I set you free, you still belong to me… and

and low, and he pins my wrists to the door next to my head, his eyes raking over me. His words make my

matter

to stay… Yes,

but there is

until this deal is completed… you are mine

alone.” 1

is too close

shimmering red, but even

he was capable of,

flutters with a thousand butterflies and my gaze dips to his plump lips. He leans in, kissing me deeply. I gasp against his lips, but it only gives him access to

waist and pulls me

him back? I’m not

once, before

that I can’t get too close, just

last time. “We need to return to

and we need

whisper, opening the door.

argue with

to let me go. I feel

emotionless again. I feel something squeeze inside, knowing I was hurting him, but I am scared too…

end up killing

Zedkiel says

back in

been a long

am exhausted.

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