38. Voicing my Darkest Fear

EVANGELINE.

His words cut me like a sharp knife, and I

look up at him.

How could he?

I didn’t reply for a moment, trying to remain composed, knowing we have many eyes watching us, and even with the music and loud chatter, they might overhear. So, I simply smile gracefully at Zedkiel and slowly pull out of his hold. I don’t think he understands that I am going to take this deal seriously.

Absolutely seriously, and I am not going to do anything to mess that up. Especially something such as fraternising with another man as long as we are married, which can lead to problems in front of the court and would not be ideal for the

tournament.

“Nothing to say?” He asks, and I realise this conversation isn’t over until he gets

an answer. His eyes are blazing red, and his anger only continues to rise.

“Let’s not do this here.” I whisper back, ” If you want to talk 1-lets take it outside.”

I’m scared to be alone with him

anywhere, but he is going to ruin this before we even have a chance to prove we

can do this, and to aim for that crown and my freedom.

“Let’s.” He says, his arm snakes around my waist, his hand painfully tight on my

waist. He leads me out of the doors I had

just entered. They swing shut behind us, blocking out all sounds of the merriment

from within.

Zedkiel came to a stop, and I look up, only

to see Sinclair standing there. His eyes

are cold as they meet Zedkiel’s, and I

realise they aren’t as beautiful as I once

found them… 1

He just doesn’t look the same… I look at Zedkiel, with his delicious hot chocolate

skin, and those eyes that remind me of honey and jewels, which makes my heart skip a beat. He is beautiful. My heart

thuds as I turn away, realising something

with shock. 5

I have begun to feel something for him… How is that possible?

My heart thumps with this realisation

and I look back at Sinclair once more. Yes,

he’s handsome, but I feel… nothing.

“Out of my way.” Zedkiel snarls, bringing me from my shocked thoughts.

Sinclair simply looks at me before

moving to his right, so he is directly in

front of me.

“Of course.” He says, his eyes stuck on

I frown. Sinclair is making stuff so much worse for me. Does he not realise that if

he makes Zedkiel angrier, he’ll take it out

on me? Does he even care for me, aside

from his own selfish reasons!? 3

I’m about to turn away when suddenly

Zedkiel pulls me behind him, and I hear a resounding crunch and a grunt as Sinclair staggers back, clutching his bleeding

nose that Zedkiel had just punched. My eyes fly open as they snap to Zedkiel, who raises his fist to his lips, blowing off imaginary dust as he glares murderously

at Sinclair. 1

“Stay out of my way, because next time I will kill you.” He snarls before dragging me away. I bite back the cry of pain from the rough pull as he yanks me down the hallway until he opens a random door

and pushes me inside. I almost stumble, just about catching my balance, when the

door shuts behind him.

heart thud even louder and

to listen

say quietly. 1

saw

strength is coming from. I clench my fists, hoping

of being treated like this…

saw what you wanted to

to back off… you

I am going to do my best, for your

would I sabotage that?”

be free is all I ever wanted.”

say something, but instead,

explain why you smelt of him, then?” He hisses,

in a

whimper,

in the eye, a

just like you, he tried to manhandle

but you two are far more similar

harshly. (1

such a mischief maker!’ A girl’s whispery laugh reaches my

not. I’m

do that Evangeline,

matter,

‘Promise?’

me back to reality, and I realise he

fingers in front of me. “What happened?”

trying to calm my thumping heart. “W-what… what did you say?” I

cocks a brow, scanning

“I said, we’re nothing alike.”

you? You both

me …” I trail off, realising that,

has defended me on

occasions now…

say will make you change your

turning away from me. His eyes are blazing as he looks at me over

shoulder. 1

he reaches for the

place my hand over his.

our skin looks

can feel him watching me and I

up to look at him. It didn’t

end the conversation

You two aren’t

protected me

hurts

say quietly. “So,

as his gaze

I slowly let go of his hand,

the door handle,

the

grabs me by my arm and

pushing me up against

wall.

gasp at the impact and

“No, we aren’t alike, because you belong to me and I’m

fucking world that,

so why the

deal is fulfilled, and I set you free, you still belong to me… and who knows, you might just not want

my wrists to the door next to my

matter what, I

wanting to stay… Yes,

want him, but

stay. “And third… until this deal is

alone.” 1

chest is too close to mine now,

red,

he was

He leans in, kissing me deeply. I gasp against his lips, but it only gives him access to my mouth.

pulls

kiss him back? I’m not sure…

kiss him once, before I

myself that I can’t get

time. “We need to return to

we need

whisper, opening the door.

argue with

let me go. I feel the cold

as his eyes become hard and emotionless again. I feel something squeeze inside, knowing

will end

well.” Zedkiel says once

back in our

long day and

I am exhausted.

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