38. Voicing my Darkest Fear

EVANGELINE.

His words cut me like a sharp knife, and I

look up at him.

How could he?

I didn’t reply for a moment, trying to remain composed, knowing we have many eyes watching us, and even with the music and loud chatter, they might overhear. So, I simply smile gracefully at Zedkiel and slowly pull out of his hold. I don’t think he understands that I am going to take this deal seriously.

Absolutely seriously, and I am not going to do anything to mess that up. Especially something such as fraternising with another man as long as we are married, which can lead to problems in front of the court and would not be ideal for the

tournament.

“Nothing to say?” He asks, and I realise this conversation isn’t over until he gets

an answer. His eyes are blazing red, and his anger only continues to rise.

“Let’s not do this here.” I whisper back, ” If you want to talk 1-lets take it outside.”

I’m scared to be alone with him

anywhere, but he is going to ruin this before we even have a chance to prove we

can do this, and to aim for that crown and my freedom.

“Let’s.” He says, his arm snakes around my waist, his hand painfully tight on my

waist. He leads me out of the doors I had

just entered. They swing shut behind us, blocking out all sounds of the merriment

from within.

Zedkiel came to a stop, and I look up, only

to see Sinclair standing there. His eyes

are cold as they meet Zedkiel’s, and I

realise they aren’t as beautiful as I once

found them… 1

He just doesn’t look the same… I look at Zedkiel, with his delicious hot chocolate

skin, and those eyes that remind me of honey and jewels, which makes my heart skip a beat. He is beautiful. My heart

thuds as I turn away, realising something

with shock. 5

I have begun to feel something for him… How is that possible?

My heart thumps with this realisation

and I look back at Sinclair once more. Yes,

he’s handsome, but I feel… nothing.

“Out of my way.” Zedkiel snarls, bringing me from my shocked thoughts.

Sinclair simply looks at me before

moving to his right, so he is directly in

front of me.

“Of course.” He says, his eyes stuck on

I frown. Sinclair is making stuff so much worse for me. Does he not realise that if

he makes Zedkiel angrier, he’ll take it out

on me? Does he even care for me, aside

from his own selfish reasons!? 3

I’m about to turn away when suddenly

Zedkiel pulls me behind him, and I hear a resounding crunch and a grunt as Sinclair staggers back, clutching his bleeding

nose that Zedkiel had just punched. My eyes fly open as they snap to Zedkiel, who raises his fist to his lips, blowing off imaginary dust as he glares murderously

at Sinclair. 1

“Stay out of my way, because next time I will kill you.” He snarls before dragging me away. I bite back the cry of pain from the rough pull as he yanks me down the hallway until he opens a random door

and pushes me inside. I almost stumble, just about catching my balance, when the

door shuts behind him.

thud even louder

to listen before

say quietly. 1

brow. “I saw

ground, wondering where this strength is coming from. I clench my fists, hoping that

of being treated

you wanted to

back off… you

but I am going to do

I sabotage that?” I ask

all

something, but instead,

smelt of

in a

my whimper, I look

a

he tried to manhandle me. You may not see

far more similar

harshly. (1

such a mischief maker!’ A girl’s whispery laugh reaches my ears.

I’m not. I’m

that

matter, I’ll

‘Promise?’

Zedkiel’s voice snaps me back to reality, and I realise he

fingers in front of me.

head, trying to calm my thumping heart. “W-what… what

cocks a brow, scanning

“I said, we’re nothing alike.”

you? You both act like you

yet you both only hurt me …” I trail off, realising that, that isn’t

has defended me

occasions now…

make you change your mind. Let’s

eyes are blazing

shoulder. 1

when he reaches for the door,

hand over

our skin looks

can feel him watching me and I

up to look at

end the

sorry… You two aren’t

protected

he… he hurts me

say quietly.

swallow as his gaze locks

slowly let go of his

door handle, and I

to pull the door open

me by

me up against

wall.

the impact and

belong to me and I’m

fucking world that, unlike him.

fucking Luna, so why the

and I set you free, you still

pins my wrists to the door next to my

but no matter what, I don’t

stay… Yes,

to want him, but

deal is completed… you are

alone.” 1

is too close to mine now,

shimmering red, but even

he was

his lips, but

waist and pulls

back?

once,

that I can’t get

need

we need to… be

whisper, opening the door.

with me, nor does

go. I feel the

as his eyes become hard and emotionless again. I feel something squeeze

will end up killing

Zedkiel says once

back in our

a long day and

am exhausted.

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