38. Voicing my Darkest Fear

EVANGELINE.

His words cut me like a sharp knife, and I

look up at him.

How could he?

I didn’t reply for a moment, trying to remain composed, knowing we have many eyes watching us, and even with the music and loud chatter, they might overhear. So, I simply smile gracefully at Zedkiel and slowly pull out of his hold. I don’t think he understands that I am going to take this deal seriously.

Absolutely seriously, and I am not going to do anything to mess that up. Especially something such as fraternising with another man as long as we are married, which can lead to problems in front of the court and would not be ideal for the

tournament.

“Nothing to say?” He asks, and I realise this conversation isn’t over until he gets

an answer. His eyes are blazing red, and his anger only continues to rise.

“Let’s not do this here.” I whisper back, ” If you want to talk 1-lets take it outside.”

I’m scared to be alone with him

anywhere, but he is going to ruin this before we even have a chance to prove we

can do this, and to aim for that crown and my freedom.

“Let’s.” He says, his arm snakes around my waist, his hand painfully tight on my

waist. He leads me out of the doors I had

just entered. They swing shut behind us, blocking out all sounds of the merriment

from within.

Zedkiel came to a stop, and I look up, only

to see Sinclair standing there. His eyes

are cold as they meet Zedkiel’s, and I

realise they aren’t as beautiful as I once

found them… 1

He just doesn’t look the same… I look at Zedkiel, with his delicious hot chocolate

skin, and those eyes that remind me of honey and jewels, which makes my heart skip a beat. He is beautiful. My heart

thuds as I turn away, realising something

with shock. 5

I have begun to feel something for him… How is that possible?

My heart thumps with this realisation

and I look back at Sinclair once more. Yes,

he’s handsome, but I feel… nothing.

“Out of my way.” Zedkiel snarls, bringing me from my shocked thoughts.

Sinclair simply looks at me before

moving to his right, so he is directly in

front of me.

“Of course.” He says, his eyes stuck on

I frown. Sinclair is making stuff so much worse for me. Does he not realise that if

he makes Zedkiel angrier, he’ll take it out

on me? Does he even care for me, aside

from his own selfish reasons!? 3

I’m about to turn away when suddenly

Zedkiel pulls me behind him, and I hear a resounding crunch and a grunt as Sinclair staggers back, clutching his bleeding

nose that Zedkiel had just punched. My eyes fly open as they snap to Zedkiel, who raises his fist to his lips, blowing off imaginary dust as he glares murderously

at Sinclair. 1

“Stay out of my way, because next time I will kill you.” He snarls before dragging me away. I bite back the cry of pain from the rough pull as he yanks me down the hallway until he opens a random door

and pushes me inside. I almost stumble, just about catching my balance, when the

door shuts behind him.

anger makes my own heart thud even louder

listen

say quietly. 1

brow. “I saw enough.”

from. I clench my fists, hoping

being treated like this…

saw what you wanted to see. I

to back off… you

am going to do my best, for your crown, and for my

I sabotage

be free is all I ever

say something, but instead, he narrows his

you smelt of him, then?” He hisses,

in a tight

my whimper, I look

the eye, a ringing

to manhandle me. You may not see

you two are far more similar than

harshly. (1

Evangeline… Goddess, you are such a mischief maker!’ A girl’s whispery laugh reaches my ears.

not.

that Evangeline, it’s

matter, I’ll

‘Promise?’

snaps me back to reality, and I realise

in front

shake my head, trying to calm my thumping heart. “W-what… what did you

brow, scanning

turns away. “I said, we’re

You both act like

me …” I trail off, realising that,

defended me

occasions now…

will make you change your mind. Let’s return before

turning away from me. His eyes are blazing as he looks at me

shoulder. 1

nod and when he reaches for the door,

hand over his. The

in our skin

him watching me and I

at him. It

end the conversation

You

you’ve protected

he… he hurts me a lot

words.” I say

see him swallow as his gaze locks

let go of his hand,

the door

to pull the door

me by my arm

pushing me

wall.

gasp at the impact

because you belong to

world that, unlike

so why

the deal is fulfilled, and I set you free, you still

wrists to the door next to my head, his eyes raking

no matter what, I

wanting to stay… Yes,

him, but

this deal is completed… you

alone.” 1

is too close

red, but

what he was

a thousand butterflies and my gaze dips to his plump lips. He leans in, kissing me deeply. I gasp against his lips, but it only gives him access to my mouth. One that he assaults. His hands let go of

pulls

I kiss him back?

kiss him once, before

can’t get too close,

last time. “We need to return

and we need

whisper, opening the door.

argue with me,

go. I

him as his eyes become hard and emotionless again. I feel something squeeze inside, knowing I was hurting him, but

end up

well.” Zedkiel

back in our

a long day and night

exhausted.

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