His Dark Obsession by Moonlight Muse

44. Clarity

ZEDKIEL.

I smirk internally as we somehow make it to my apartment in town, it’s closer and I don’t think I would have made it to the

castle. It had taken my all not to rip that dress off her in the car and fuck her right

there.

I fucking want her, but at the same time, I know how this goes… The bloodshed when my Lycan takes over… Unlike the rest of my siblings, mine has never spoken to me. I just feel his rage and anger that always seems to

bubble within me. I’m not sure if it’s

because I’m not a pure blood like them but instead part vampire… But his anger is something I can’t control… When he wants. blood, he gets it.

The moment I tug her through the door, I slam it shut and push her up against it, claiming her lips in another sizzling hot

kiss. Her sweet intoxicating taste makes me want to devour her. Her heart is pounding, and I feel a powerful urge of possessiveness overcome me. My eyes flash and I force

myself back… just in case… I need to make

sure things don’t go wrong, and that I don’t

hurt her…

“Wait here for me.” I command, guiding her to the bedroom and making her sit on the

bed, she looks up at me, eyes widening with confusion, but I don’t give her a chance to question me as I walk back out and to the fridge and take out a bottle of blood. I don’t

head back to the bedroom and instead take it

to the bathroom; I lock the door behind me

and down the entire bottle in one breath.

I look at myself in the mirror, licking my lips, and slowly place the bottle down. It’s sweet, pleasant, and rejuvenating but it’s nothing as delicious and tasty as her blood is

and I don’t care if I shouldn’t drink another

supernatural’s blood. I want hers.

I’m satiated… but I still don’t trust myself…

not after what happened last time… this is the only fucking chance I have… if I fuck this up, I know I’ll lose her, that is, if I don’t fucking kill her first…

My eyes snap to the cabinet on the right, and I rinse my mouth out, my mind made up. I will risk it all… I open the drawers, moving around the towels and toilet paper rolls before I feel one of the small syringes that sit behind everything else. I will give her something so lethal that I’ll be at her mercy. I know she could use this to run and I would fucking be too weak to do anything… but it’s a chance I’m ready to take.

I look at the liquid, frowning slightly. It’s a mix of the most lethal herbs to both vampires and Lycans, a serum designed specifically for me. 1

I hesitate, a small part of me is worried she’ll run… her words from earlier replay in my mind and a part of me tells me she won’t … that she’ll honour our agreement. I also know that she may have seen through

Sinclair’s guise, but she still doesn’t trust me fully and I know that.

I exit the bathroom to see she’s standing by the mirror, her arms crossed over her

breasts. She’s still in her dress and heels, but it is obvious she was scrutinising herself.

“Z-Zedkiel…” She says hesitantly and I see the confusion in her eyes as her gaze dips to my hard-on that is very obvious in my pants.

“What are you doing?” I ask, raking my eyes

over the woman that I am about to claim.

She shakes her head; her heart thudding and

eyes as I approach her. I’m not sure if she’s getting cold feet,

tempted the beast and now…

no backing out…

She asks hesitantly.

but something in her eyes tells me she needs

and to get this.” I say, holding the syringe that I

of, up in front of

fingers.

her heart thumping

already ready to give yourself to me, just as I knew you

“It’s for you to use on me if

looks at me in total shock. “But why would you- “I place my finger to

had no answer

under the pillow to the side before I cup her face, kissing her

I pull her close, squeezing her ass, she relaxes. I

something so appealing

radiates as she

as I slowly unzip the dress. that looks

better on our

allowing me entrance at the same time. I

and my fingers graze the strap to her bra. I throb hard

Fuck, tonight I’m going to taste every

of her.

her lip. As much as I don’t mind giving her a show, and not wanting to be so restricted by these pants – she looks nervously at my hard-on with a look that changes to obvious lust

curves, smooth, perfect skin and hair that contrasts beautifully with her eyes.

seen. Clad

that has a little silver moon

at the same time with a body that’s made

my knee on the bed, forcing her legs open as I lean over her. “You

that I just can’t wait to

her wrists to the bed

my hunger for her. I kiss her lips harder, before kissing her down her jaw and neck, her scent, her taste… the ravenous hunger I feel like a man starved for far too fucking long. I kiss her over her breasts. Her arousal smells as good as her

I unhook letting her breasts spill out, I throb hard, a low growl escaping me

her back arching, and she wraps her arms around my waist, gripping my shoulders. I play a little longer with her breasts. Her eyes are shut now, and she’s moaning in pleasure, and when I go lower, she

with anticipation.

her stomach, my hands raking

bite her hip, gently sucking on

“Zed!” She whimpers.

she calls me that… I glance up

but all I can see is her hands on

will do a lot with…

all

my fingers into

that are soaked and

every inch of

I’ve

usually, it’s fast…

anything by now…

be so

be careful…

the syringe.” I say quietly as I slide her legs out of her panties

them aside.

There’s a look I don’t understand in them and it feels… too raw. I look away and instead go down on her, cupping those

her clit, her moans a fucking turn on and it’s taking my all not to fuck her right now. She’s nearing and I focus on retracting my claws that have dug into

can feel how damn tight she is. I’m

woman since I’ve seen her, and

take her now when

my finger out,

I quickly unzip my