His Dark Obsession by Moonlight Muse

44. Clarity

ZEDKIEL.

I smirk internally as we somehow make it to my apartment in town, it’s closer and I don’t think I would have made it to the

castle. It had taken my all not to rip that dress off her in the car and fuck her right

there.

I fucking want her, but at the same time, I know how this goes… The bloodshed when my Lycan takes over… Unlike the rest of my siblings, mine has never spoken to me. I just feel his rage and anger that always seems to

bubble within me. I’m not sure if it’s

because I’m not a pure blood like them but instead part vampire… But his anger is something I can’t control… When he wants. blood, he gets it.

The moment I tug her through the door, I slam it shut and push her up against it, claiming her lips in another sizzling hot

kiss. Her sweet intoxicating taste makes me want to devour her. Her heart is pounding, and I feel a powerful urge of possessiveness overcome me. My eyes flash and I force

myself back… just in case… I need to make

sure things don’t go wrong, and that I don’t

hurt her…

“Wait here for me.” I command, guiding her to the bedroom and making her sit on the

bed, she looks up at me, eyes widening with confusion, but I don’t give her a chance to question me as I walk back out and to the fridge and take out a bottle of blood. I don’t

head back to the bedroom and instead take it

to the bathroom; I lock the door behind me

and down the entire bottle in one breath.

I look at myself in the mirror, licking my lips, and slowly place the bottle down. It’s sweet, pleasant, and rejuvenating but it’s nothing as delicious and tasty as her blood is

and I don’t care if I shouldn’t drink another

supernatural’s blood. I want hers.

I’m satiated… but I still don’t trust myself…

not after what happened last time… this is the only fucking chance I have… if I fuck this up, I know I’ll lose her, that is, if I don’t fucking kill her first…

My eyes snap to the cabinet on the right, and I rinse my mouth out, my mind made up. I will risk it all… I open the drawers, moving around the towels and toilet paper rolls before I feel one of the small syringes that sit behind everything else. I will give her something so lethal that I’ll be at her mercy. I know she could use this to run and I would fucking be too weak to do anything… but it’s a chance I’m ready to take.

I look at the liquid, frowning slightly. It’s a mix of the most lethal herbs to both vampires and Lycans, a serum designed specifically for me. 1

I hesitate, a small part of me is worried she’ll run… her words from earlier replay in my mind and a part of me tells me she won’t … that she’ll honour our agreement. I also know that she may have seen through

Sinclair’s guise, but she still doesn’t trust me fully and I know that.

I exit the bathroom to see she’s standing by the mirror, her arms crossed over her

breasts. She’s still in her dress and heels, but it is obvious she was scrutinising herself.

“Z-Zedkiel…” She says hesitantly and I see the confusion in her eyes as her gaze dips to my hard-on that is very obvious in my pants.

“What are you doing?” I ask, raking my eyes

over the woman that I am about to claim.

She shakes her head; her heart thudding and

but say nothing. There’s that vulnerability in her eyes as I approach her. I’m not sure if she’s

tempted the beast and

no backing out…

She asks hesitantly.

in her

drink… and to get this.” I say, holding the syringe that

front of

fingers.

her heart thumping in

think I’m about to drug you? When you’re already ready to give yourself

own smirk fades. “It’s for

in total shock. “But why would you- “I

had no

pillow to the side before I cup her face,

with the syringe, but the moment I pull her close, squeezing her ass, she relaxes. I reach for the zipper down the side

so appealing about

as

slowly unzip the dress. that looks so good on her, but one

look even better on our

her lips, and she parts them, allowing me entrance at the same time. I slide

back. My hands run over her bare, smooth back, and my fingers graze the strap to her bra. I throb hard as

my gaze dips to her tits. Fuck,

of her.

As much as I don’t mind giving her a show, and not wanting to be so restricted by these pants – she looks nervously at my hard-on with a look that changes to

curves, smooth, perfect skin and hair that contrasts beautifully with

I’ve ever seen.

a little silver

at the same time with a body that’s made to sin,

forcing her legs open as I lean over her.

just can’t wait to

to

down her jaw and neck, her scent, her taste… the ravenous hunger I feel like a man starved for far too fucking long. I kiss her over her breasts. Her arousal smells as good as her blood and my eyes

on her bra which I unhook letting her breasts spill out, I throb hard, a low growl escaping me as I grab

my

with anticipation.

her stomach, my hands raking over

I bite her hip,

“Zed!” She whimpers.

me that… I glance

all I can see

that I will

all mine to

fingers into the

are soaked and slowly

admiring every inch

I’ve not gone

it’s fast… but

anything by now…

couldn’t be so sure,

be careful…

the syringe.” I say quietly as I slide her legs out of her panties

them aside.

flutter open, and they meet mine. There’s a look I don’t understand in them and it feels… too raw. I look away and instead go down on her, cupping

on her clit, her moans a fucking turn on and it’s

how damn tight she is. I’m losing my own

a woman since I’ve seen her, and

take her now when

I slip my finger out,

I quickly unzip