His Dark Obsession by Moonlight Muse

17. A Dreary Night

ZEDKIEL.

This day is one that I will always remember.

The threat she held over me she meant it.

It was sickening to watch her take on Evangeline’s coy demeanour, to see her fit in with all her ways, and only when I told Kash what happened did he believe me.

Night has now fallen, and she is asleep by my side. No matter how fucking angry I am, my woman is inside there somewhere.

I regret that the last words we exchanged were ones of anger. Hers hurt like a fucking knife in the chest, but to hold on to my sanity I tell myself that she was not herself when she spoke those words.

My Evangeline knows she means the fucking world to me. No one else matters, only her. I will do anything for her. Anything.

‘But if you weren’t so nice to that woman! Then our mate wouldn’t have been hurt!’ Zerachiel snarls menacingly.

His wrath burns me like poison and guilt rips through me.

I know I messed up, I never meant for this to happen. I was just fucking trying to do the right thing.

I sit there, leaning against the headboard as I look at her sleeping form.

I feel hollow… there’s a gaping hole inside of me that needs Evangeline back. Her somewhat of

a rejection has numbed me but at the same time, I can’t explain the crushing pain that now festers inside of me.

If I can turn back time I’d change that, but I can’t help but let the doubts eat at me. Being alone most of my life has made it hard to feel as if I am good enough… Am I?

What have I really done for her?

Nothing.

She didn’t want anything to do with me. How was she able to so easily cast me aside?

‘Stop it! Remember, we are doomed to fail; you must do the right thing…’ Zerachiel growls, cutting me off.

How do I fix this?

The anger inside of me is bubbling, rising with each passing moment, and I know it’s not Zerachiel’s but mine. It’s growing and the hatred for the woman that lay there in my woman’s body is only getting stronger.

My heart is thundering, my eyes blazing red as I glare out at the moon.

What does it mean to be the goddess?

What power does Evangeline have that she was so easily thrown into the abyss of her mind?

Where is the power of the Moon Goddess when we need it?

‘Zerachiel… tell me why does Evangeline have visions of me killing her… why do I even kill her? Because I can’t see myself ever being able to do that… even if it’s Evelyn in her body. I can’t hurt her.’ I ask him, trying to make sense of it.

I need something or someone to tell me that this isn’t the end, that I’ve not lost her yet. That there is hope.

that festering rage bleeding through me and slowly cracking the hold I have upon my anger.

there… but still, she is our mate, they are our mates… you cannot kill them for the sake of others.” His voice is full of anguish, tied with an excruciating pain that is tearing through my chest to the point I want to rip my own heart out to end

feel his struggle, and soon the

going to sacrifice herself

His

up as the sting of betrayal twists

her… She never wanted

spreading, but I realise that she’s been trying so

curse… or curses.

to

heavily, I close my eyes, trying

pondering over what

given us the answer.’ Zerachiel mutters with obvious

do I go there and what about her? What will happen to her with Evelyn in charge? I don’t think

she can go to the realm… Not just anyone, let’s see. There

have him on my side. Someone to help

you are both foolish! Impulsive!

start or fucking warned me, things could have been handled better. Don’t you feel that you made

shit blame game, but he’s meant

and I feel a heaviness settle inside, weighing

‘Do

think that only you are bound by

I frown slightly.

A prisoner who sees your stupidity lifetime and

effect the curse has been having. When Evangeline had pushed me, when she released that anger, there was fear and surprise in her eyes… almost as if

She didn’t.

that repeatedly because I’m about to lose my

sleeps by my side; her breasts rising and falling and a part of me wants to hate her entirely, but one thing that Evangeline says sticks in my

wants to free

of the curse… I’ve seen what it can do to a

always ruins everything!’

you

the one who is saying this, especially when it comes to Evelyn, who has done nothing but ruin everything. She is the damn reason Evangeline isn’t

of her!’ He spits and I fall silent, staring

you

reply, and it

why he hates me, for being able to kill our mate in

sleep, she looks just like Evangeline… well, not entirely, as Evangeline had

try to get some sleep as much as I don’t want to be in her presence. I also know she’s the only link I have to Evangeline, and for

turn my back on her, trying to

I ask

to

a way. There are ancient arts

Does that mean I should attempt to visit

answers for Kash and with Evelyn here, I had given him the books to check through. But if

there was something in there to