1. A Dreary Night

ZEDKIEL.

This day is one that I will always remember.

The threat she held over me she meant it.

It was sickening to watch her take on Evangeline’s coy demeanour, to see her fit in with all her ways, and only when I told Kash what happened did he believe me.

Night has now fallen, and she is asleep by my side. No matter how fucking angry I am, my woman is inside there somewhere.

I regret that the last words we exchanged were ones of anger. Hers hurt like a fucking knife in the chest, but to hold on to my sanity I tell myself that she was not herself when she spoke those words.

My Evangeline knows she means the fucking world to me. No one else matters, only her. I will do anything for her. Anything.

‘But if you weren’t so nice to that woman! Then our mate wouldn’t have been hurt!’ Zerachiel snarls menacingly.

His wrath burns me like poison and guilt rips through me.

I know I messed up, I never meant for this to happen. I was just fucking trying to do the right thing.

I sit there, leaning against the headboard as I look at her sleeping form.

I feel hollow… there’s a gaping hole inside of me that needs Evangeline back. Her somewhat of

a rejection has numbed me but at the same time, I can’t explain the crushing pain that now festers inside of me.

If I can turn back time I’d change that, but I can’t help but let the doubts eat at me. Being alone most of my life has made it hard to feel as if I am good enough… Am I?

What have I really done for her?

Nothing.

She didn’t want anything to do with me. How was she able to so easily cast me aside?

‘Stop it! Remember, we are doomed to fail; you must do the right thing…’ Zerachiel growls, cutting me off.

How do I fix this?

The anger inside of me is bubbling, rising with each passing moment, and I know it’s not Zerachiel’s but mine. It’s growing and the hatred for the woman that lay there in my woman’s body is only getting stronger.

My heart is thundering, my eyes blazing red as I glare out at the moon.

What does it mean to be the goddess?

What power does Evangeline have that she was so easily thrown into the abyss of her mind?

Where is the power of the Moon Goddess when we need it?

‘Zerachiel… tell me why does Evangeline have visions of me killing her… why do I even kill her? Because I can’t see myself ever being able to do that… even if it’s Evelyn in her body. I can’t hurt her.’ I ask him, trying to make sense of it.

I need something or someone to tell me that this isn’t the end, that I’ve not lost her yet. That there is hope.

through me and slowly cracking the hold I have upon my anger. Anger won’t get me anywhere. I’m

kill them for the sake of others.” His voice is full of anguish, tied with an excruciating pain

feel his struggle,

going to

His

the sting of

enough to keep her… She

realise that she’s been trying so

curse… or curses.

need to fight

close my eyes, trying to focus

my forehead, pondering

answer.’ Zerachiel mutters with obvious

of gods. How do I go there and what about her? What will happen to her with Evelyn

can go to the realm… Not just anyone, let’s see. There must be a way, use your brain.’ Zerachiel replies

don’t say anything. Right now I’m fucking grateful I at least have him on my side. Someone to help

that, but you are both foolish! Impulsive! Stupid!’

been handled better. Don’t you feel that you made matters worse? Instead of

this shit blame game, but he’s meant to be a part

a heaviness settle inside,

‘Do

you

I frown slightly.

bound…. A prisoner who sees your stupidity lifetime and

me, when she

She didn’t.

myself that repeatedly because I’m

the woman who sleeps by my side; her breasts rising and falling and a part of me wants to hate her

wants to free

curse… I’ve seen what it can do to a person as pure as Evangeline.

always ruins everything!’ He

frown, ‘Have you ever shown her

this, especially when it comes to Evelyn, who has done nothing but ruin everything. She is the damn

of her!’ He spits

can you kill

and it gives me my

for

entirely, as Evangeline had the habit of curling into me

some sleep as much as I don’t want to be in her presence. I also know she’s the only link I have to Evangeline, and for that reason, I have to keep her close. I don’t need her going off

turn my back on her, trying to think

ideas?’ I

to hesitate

way. There are ancient arts that they excel in.’

Does that mean I should attempt to visit

stand by the entrance to our quarters. Two were regarding vampires and I know she’s been looking for answers for Kash and with Evelyn here, I had given him the books to check through. But if there’s no answer,

was something in there to help him, but he hasn’t

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