His Lost Lycan Luna (Kyson and Ivy)

His Found Lycan Luna. Chapter 64 

“No. No, I never saw her shift,” I answer him.

“And Jordan?” I shake my head again. Tears burned my eyes, and I swallowed down the emotion that made a lump form in my throat and threatened to choke me. How could I still love the monster who raised me? Maybe because to me, she was never a monster but a mother, it was hard to differentiate between the two sorts of people she could be. But after what she did? How?

Some logical part of me knew she was the reason my real mother was dead, yet the memories I hold closest were always her. She may not have been my real mother, but she raised me as her own. She loved and cared for me. Or at least I thought she did. And yet the woman who was my mother I had no memories of and my family were the strangers to me, or maybe she just overshadowed any memory I did share with them?

Kyson’s calling slips out. Only then did I realize I was shaking, and his hands slid up my arms softly. My entire body was trembling, and I gave in to the noise, letting the calling soothe me as I calmed my nerves.

“Why do you ask?” I murmured, knowing he must have a reason.

“Ester told us Marrissa was your father’s mate and was a Lycan. Just like Trey was your mother’s.” I sat back up, startled by the news and confused.

“What?” I asked and sighed. I didn’t know what to think. Everything was so confusing and still made little sense to me. Titles and bloodlines and kingdoms were so new to me yet was expected to be able to follow the rules of a world I wasn’t taught to live in, the expectations and weight of that were finally sinking.

I knew nothing of this world, or any world for that matter. Or mate bonds and alliance’s and I thought this life was difficult. I couldn’t imagine watching from the sidelines as my mate was with someone else. What would that do for the soul? Your heart? Four broken souls and four broken hearts are doomed to watch each other try to be happy with another. I couldn’t imagine the torment that would cause the bond.

So much to figure out.

But first, I needed to focus on what punishment that was bestowed on Peter and Ester right now.

“What punishment did you give my… brother?” I force the word out. It tasted bitter on my tongue.

“500 lashes..” Kyson answers.

shrieked, and Kyson gripped

wait and let me explain,” he says, clasping my arms tightly. I quickly nod, deciding

and could have prevented my sister’s death.

shifted yet,” I tell him, knowing there was no way he could survive that many

of them. The other half, I will.” | shake my head.

“You won’t let me kill him, and I can’t without breaking the laws! You will go along and agree Azalea. You don’t have to like the ruling, but you will stand by it, or I will kill Ester. If you don’t want me to kill them, you will agree.” he snaps at

Peter,” I tell

either you agree to their punishment or.,’ I

our

prevented my sister’s death! They need to be punished. And if you won’t let me kill them, then this is it. What they did is punishable by death. And I will not

mercy as soft, My King. Mercy is not soft, there

than it does to punish

laughs, pushing me off his lap and standing. I turn on

is for the weak. Forgiveness? They will find none from me,” he snarls, tipping the bottle to his lips and chugging half the bottle. I hated when he

feet when the bottle smashed into the wall makina me jump. He moved so quickly, that I barely found my feet when his hands gripped my arms tightly as he

knees to save an enemy. Forgiveness gets you killed. It gets you nothing.” Kyson

his wrists. Anger coursed through me, and he let go, glaring

know nothing!” he growled turning away

I

me? I never did anything

you destroyed our bond!” I spit

for it. I forgave you for using the damn calling on me to get your way. I forgave your stupid punishments. I forgave you! So if that

will not ask me to. They need to be punished for what they did.” He snaps. “I agree, but you won’t kill them,” I