Chapter 111

“You can leave now,” Abby said, her voice not a decibel more than a whisper.

Even though she asked to sleep in a different room, and even managed to drag her feet until their bedroom without help, ignoring the way her every limb protested for exhausting the last bit of energy her body was running on, she feared her vulnerability would make an forced appearance if her mate said one more word of apology to her.

It was also for this reason she didn’t dare to let Micah apologize to her again after his first attempt, becasue she knew she would crumble if she were to hear his voice break with sadness one more time.

‘Give me a chance to make it up to you,’ he said, but she couldn’t ignore the fact that he couldn’t make good of all the oppurtunities he had to avoid hurting her this badly.

Moreover, Abby didn’t like the way she collapsed several times in the span of just twelve hours, be it when Micah insisted on proceeding to hold the ceremony earlier or when her mate didn’t think it was important enough for her to know what he was thinking, or what was making him restless and sleepless.

Her encounter with Arthur was the last straw for her to break down the way she did when Micah came searching

for her in that safe place.

He said she was not even suitable to stand beside Micah, let alone rule this kingdom as its queen and his

destined mate.

Now Micah’s actions made her nose dive in her insecurities again and the result was; she couldn’t even look at his face without feeling this inferiority that always prevented her from talking back to others when they bullied

her.

All these thoughts whacked her brains, leaving her aching and once Alyssa reached for her, she immediately

melted down.

She let them take care of her as they fussed over her, trying to rub some heat into her cold body, which had long turned numb from overexhaustion.

Probably, if Micah insisted on refusing her request, she wouldn’t even be able to stop him, but she didn’t expect the regret that hit her as soon as the man finally turned back and left, after leaving a small order to her personal

maids.

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“Take good care of her,” Micah said, not letting too much emotion seep into his voice, but somehow, Abby could feel the amount of remorse her mate tried to conceal and this made her eyes moisten again.

Even then she stubbornly stood by her word and didn’t try to stop him, though she knew she wouldn’t get even a wink of sleep when he was not hugging her.

Only three hours later, Abby found herself still staring at the high chandelier above her head, unable to sleep, just like the few nights Micah couldn’t accompany her and the girl felt like beating herself up for acting so immaturely earlier.

“I should have forgiven him when he apologized,” she mumbled to herself as she couldn’t even cry anymore at her own stupidity.

Around an hour after he left, the adrenaline rush that made her act like a crazy woman finally evaporated into thin air and she was finally able to calm down a bit.

But with calm came clarity about what she actually did to herself and how she forgot what was important to her.

How did she even think shunning him away would solve her problems? She just didn’t know when to stop!

“You are plain stupid, that is why Arthur could always find faults with you…”

her head, but it only made her

the tray of food Micah sent for

please have something to fill your stomach,” Alyssa and

stomach growled, but the food would have turned cold long back. But

candied fruits on the table

while sipping on the water

feel her heart becoming heavy for hurting Micah with her words and actions, just because she was

top, given the way he took care of her from the

and patient enough when it came to her, but she couldn’t return the courtesy when he slipped up

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mate, he had even angered

for me, yet I’m being an ungrateful brat, What

never a good thing, and it was proved once again when Abby let her abandonment issue dominate her

blamed though, her own father and older sister abandoned her emotionally for a decade,

burn scar that extended from the left side of her neck, down to her left shoulder,

their own reasons to abandon and abuse her, reasons she didn’t actively take part in, meanwhile, she

and the

felt her throat become dry just at the possibility.

he might send

stood up so

and clutched it to her heart. Alyssa and Reyna helped her change into a comfortable dress after wiping her face and hands with hot water earlier and she couldn’t be grateful enough

to run around in that grand ceremonial dress, even though it was

Micah, because she feared he wouldn’t have time for her once he was dragged away to investigate the captured rogues to dig information on

evade any disaster that may come her way, disasters like being abandoned by her own mate.

make up with him,”

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because in less than an hour, the sun

by his responsibilities again.

goal of not alerting anyone, Abby moved as quietl

because she was afraid

was dangerous to wander around with

as she turned at the corner

the lanterns along the walls were bright enough to at least illuminate her path.

door

guard, someone closed her mouth from behind and dragged her away in the opposite

but when she tried to bite her attacker’s hand, that person

in someone else’s care when she was angry at himself didn’t sit

first, because she was too emotional

the sun rose in the morning, but his heart couldn’t calm

matter what.

see her tear filled face, that was contorted in hurt, pain caused by him, the moment he closed

sobs kept haunting him, and he spent the whole night pacing back

if she wouldn’t give me a chance to repent?”

everyone only caused her endless heartache. On the day he met her, he swore he would spare her even the slightest grievance, but he didn’t expect to cause only pain and harm to

live with it if his precious mate thought he

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