Chapter 65

Chapter 65

JESSICA

it’s true.

His eyes met mine, startled, hurt before he closed the gap and his lips found mine before i could react, his hands cradling my face like i was something precious. For a moment–one weak, desperate moment–I melted into him, tasting rain and whiskey and familiarity.

But then reality crashed back. I pressed my palms against his chest and pushed, breaking the kiss.

“No,” I gasped, trying to catch my breath. “You don’t get to do that.”

But even as I protested, my hands weren’t pushing anymore. They were fisting in his shirt, pulling him back to me. My brain screamed to stop while ray body arched into his.

When we finally separated, both breathing hard, a chill crept over my skin that had nothing to do with my damp clothes.

“You’re always so unfair with me, Jess,” Grayson said quietly, his thumb tracing my lower lip. “You always break up with me too.”

The accusation stung worse than I expected. “That’s not-”

“it is,” he interrupted. “You run. Every time things get complicated, you bolt. You decide it’s over before we even have a chance to fix it.”

Rain started falling harder now, droplets sliding down my face like tears I refused to shed. Maybe this is moon goddess giving us signs that we are really toxic for each other.

The world around us blurred but Grayson was crystal clear, his eyes never leaving mine as he leaned in again.

This time, his kiss was gentle, almost pleading. His lips brushed against mine once, twice, three times–little questions I didn’t have answers for.

“Do you really want to break up with me?” he asked, voice barely audible above the rain. His fingers found their family heirloom hanging at my throat. Something so stupid and small that I’d never taken off, even when I swore I hated him. “Do you really want to do this?” he whispered, his voice so surrendered, so unlike the Grayson who’d just thrown a man to the ground. “Because I’m not sure I can do this again, Jess.”

“I’m so tired,” I admitted, my voice cracking. “Of this cycle. Of loving you and hating you and being terrified of what happens next.”

it,” he murmured against my

But running away from Grayson

cracked overhead, making me jump. His arms instinctively tightened around me–protective even now. Even when we were

in again, rain sliding between our lips as we kissed. His mouth tasted like desperation and promises we’d broken a dozen times before. How many times had we stood in rain, in parking lots, in doorways, swearing things would

pulling back. Rain streamed down his face like tears. “I’m done.”

words hit harder than the storm around us. My stomach plummeted

My voice sounded small,

flat. “You want out? Fine. I’m giving you what you want. We’re

“Grayson—”

my cards for you, baby,” Grayson whispered, his voice

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but I think it

pushing a strand of wet hair

at him, raindrops clinging to his eyelashes, his jawline tense. Was he serious? This is

my voice cracking. “Are you really…breaking

me for what felt like forever, rain streaming down his face, his shoulders slumped in a way I wasn’t used

months,” he said. “I’m

did exactly that. Walked

move. My feet seemed cemented to the dirt watching his figure blur through

Space. A life without the chaos that followed Grayson everywhere. So

loved him so much it scared

to my left. I blinked away raindrops, trying to focus. That’s stupid because

froze. My heart tripped in

then I saw them: two

eyes. I’d seen

a physical blow, followed immediately by

couldn’t be. Not here.

out the vague outline of a figure.

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