Loose 542


Chapter 542

My heart, which had finally calmed down, felt like someone had hurled a rock into it–now the waves- just wouldn’t stop.

I thought, ‘Edward’s not the type to lose control like this.‘

‘It’s not like he’s some twenty–something kid who can’t handle his feelings.’

‘He’s thirty–three–he’s been through everything. Relationships are nothing new to him. But somehow, the last person who should be acting like he’s got his first crush is now stuck in this weird, doomed thing, eating himself up inside.‘

I gripped my phone, thinking for ages before finally replying to Edward, “You can’t force feelings. Let’s just go our separate ways and be well.”

As soon as I hit send, I blocked him again and wiped out all our chats.

If this kept going, he’d make me lose my mind. If it were any other guy, I would’ve just confronted him face to face–with Ryan right there to back me up.

But with Edward, I just couldn’t do it. I didn’t even dare let Ryan notice the slightest thing off.

Lately, spending time with Ryan has actually made me a bit anxious. Maybe what people call “rationality” is just something women use to protect themselves when there’s no love in the picture.

But once your body truly feels pleasure and satisfaction, those emotions that were just floating around suddenly find a place to settle. And as you keep going back and forth, you start to develop feelings you never even realized–attachment, maybe even a little infatuation.

these feelings, like a helpless

now, I’ve decided to open my arms and welcome whatever comes

starting to catch feelings for


a good night’s rest, I was in the bathroom

through, a random thought

trying to outdo anyone. But

Chapter 542

my closest family. I want nothing but the best for him, and I really hope he marries someone sweet and

I need to pull the same trick I used on Tracy–time

trustworthy PI in Beijing is no walk in the park, so I decided to hit up Ryan for

showed up at our

was definitely going to exceed her monthly quota

finished up their official business, Sophia

holding a coffee, grinning as she said, “Sis, I had a long talk with Aiden yesterday. We were chatting about the future- houses, kids, even what names we’d pick for them.” She brought it up

I smiled. “You and Aiden have been together since your

treats me so well,”


bag she was carrying–it looked like it cost

my previous life, I took another look at the necklace she was wearing. It

too. As for my parents, they were always worried he’d be short on cash for his girlfriend, so

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