Loose 542


Chapter 542

My heart, which had finally calmed down, felt like someone had hurled a rock into it–now the waves- just wouldn’t stop.

I thought, ‘Edward’s not the type to lose control like this.‘

‘It’s not like he’s some twenty–something kid who can’t handle his feelings.’

‘He’s thirty–three–he’s been through everything. Relationships are nothing new to him. But somehow, the last person who should be acting like he’s got his first crush is now stuck in this weird, doomed thing, eating himself up inside.‘

I gripped my phone, thinking for ages before finally replying to Edward, “You can’t force feelings. Let’s just go our separate ways and be well.”

As soon as I hit send, I blocked him again and wiped out all our chats.

If this kept going, he’d make me lose my mind. If it were any other guy, I would’ve just confronted him face to face–with Ryan right there to back me up.

But with Edward, I just couldn’t do it. I didn’t even dare let Ryan notice the slightest thing off.

Lately, spending time with Ryan has actually made me a bit anxious. Maybe what people call “rationality” is just something women use to protect themselves when there’s no love in the picture.

But once your body truly feels pleasure and satisfaction, those emotions that were just floating around suddenly find a place to settle. And as you keep going back and forth, you start to develop feelings you never even realized–attachment, maybe even a little infatuation.

just been tossed around by these feelings, like a helpless little

to open my arms and welcome whatever comes my

I really am starting to catch feelings for


rest, I was in the bathroom brushing my teeth, my mind wandering

a random thought popped into my

Sophia was always so innocent, never caught up in all that drama or trying to outdo anyone. But once you step out into the real

Chapter 542

my brother, my closest family. I want nothing but the best for

need to pull the same trick I used on Tracy–time to find someone to

is no walk in the park,

up at our office with a colleague from

was definitely going to exceed her monthly quota

their official business, Sophia came over

in holding a coffee, grinning as she said, “Sis, I had a long talk with Aiden

and Aiden have been together since your freshman year, right? Five years already. That really

Aiden treats me so well,” Sophia said, her face glowing


was carrying–it looked like it cost over 20

I took another look at the necklace she was wearing. It was a thin chain with a circular pendant, and that alone probably set her back

Jared helped out behind the scenes too. As for my parents, they were always worried he’d be short on cash for his girlfriend,

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