Ch 116

There was no particular pain, but as I still had no energy, I fell asleep immediately when I closed my eyes. As my noble father in law said, I will have a lot of work to do after he vacates his position, so it would only be right to rest while I can. Thanks to the warm sunset that tickled my eyelids when I awoke from my nap, I could feel the presence of someone standing next to me.

Assuming that it was Izek, I didn’t check to see who it was. However, it was the presence of my beautiful sister-in-law who looked just like him, visiting me while I was alone.

Throughout my time of pretending to be a patient, Elenia would often sneak up to the door and disappear after quietly observing the family doctor or maid tending to me.

Even if she was wary of me, it couldn’t be helped, but more than that, I just felt like I wasn’t ready to face her.

I didn’t know how to prepare for it.

Elenia stopped pacing and stared at me with a stoic expression while I was looking away from her.

The sunset pouring in from the window with the curtains slightly drawn tinted our faces with a crimson dye.

“······You’ve already heard about it.”

The voice that finally rang was calm and dry like her.

The long hands exposed under the wide lace sleeves looked particularly lifeless today.

“I sent Marta to another place.”

“Ah······.”

“It’s not Ruby’s fault, so I hope you don’t misunderstand. This was something I should have done earlier… It seems that none of us knew what the people around us were really like.”

It was a stupid question to ask “Why did you do that?” Weren’t there moments when you felt like you knew what the reason was even if it wasn’t said out loud?

So Elenia, who turned her attention to the scenery outside of the window, slowly caught her breath, avoiding my eyes just staring at her.

“I don’t think I’ve tried to get close to anyone. I probably didn’t try because I didn’t care… now that I see that, I’ve found that I’m worse than my brother.”

I wondered if word had circulated that I was secretly hiding away beasts, but it seems that I was agonizing over a completely different issue.

“It sounds ridiculous to say this after the time we’ve spent together, but I believed that it would be okay for anyone to leave anytime. Like my mother…It wouldn’t matter if they suddenly left.”

“······.”

“If I’ve been living like that… I can’t even imagine how Ruby has been living all this time…”

The voice, which had been carrying on quietly, dropped dangerously like the calm before the storm.

I was in the middle of it all.

“Ruby, I’m… I’m sorry, I really don’t know what to say.”

She said something incomprehensible again.

Saying she’s sorry?

I didn’t think she had anything to feel sorry for in this case…

“I like the warm, pleasant atmosphere that hasn’t been around in a long while, I like how the crazy disturbances always catch me off guard, and I envy you for always being sincere.….”

“………”

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“Even though I felt unsettled and I knew something was wrong… I wanted Ruby to feel comfortable here so I didn’t try to figure out what was really going on. I didn’t want you to leave so I didn’t bring up the issue or try to acknowledge it.”

really

and pretended not to know, saw what she wanted to see, turned around, and forgot about it, but it was not

wasn’t the

a way, we were all

to experience anymore pain and wanted to avoid crumbling like a

thought it would be the end if

the end, that it could only completely coalesce together after it crumbled into sand and that it could become even stronger and withstand more powerful forces of

I wouldn’t have to cry

the dry

silently with her head

hair dyed red by the sunset descended like a veil to

raised my arm and held

“You know, Ellen.”

who slowly raised her head again, gazed at me with a puzzled

couldn’t even get a sense of what kind of reaction would be the most

mouth, smiled, and stuttered “Ellen, I want a Shepherd’s

you can scoop

which had been vacant and hardened, gradually opened

didn’t expect to

on a

it’s because

Ellen? I

gained the courage to speak up, it seemed as if a star

appeared in her wide eyes

Elenia’s smile that I had never seen before, a

That will be

* * *

the dragon had just awoken and then

for a

if the change in climate had something to do with the dragon or if this country had always been

to see

“Madam…”

with a look of distress, putting a

I set

the all white garden created an especially elegant scenery for

a series of footprints on

been in bed for

derived from both mental strength and endurance, but it seems my body

now on because there are things that I have

the garden in the greenhouse would look like at the moment so I started heading in the

showing off its appearance in the front yard of the rugged landscape of the Duchy, as if

came out

packed in the snowballs tightly, the cold air started to make me sweat. I was engrossed in the

“…….Ruby!”

·······No, who is this?

my haughty husband who’s been difficult to meet

snowball and smiled broadly at the monster-like guy who hurriedly

time he was walking towards me, making it

You came out

came out alone

taken off his fur cloak and wrapped it around my body, stopped

look of embarrassment flashed in

when I heard that you were on probation, why haven’t

“…….about that.”

Tell me, where did you stay

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