How to Get My Husband on My Side

Ch 116

There was no particular pain, but as I still had no energy, I fell asleep immediately when I closed my eyes. As my noble father in law said, I will have a lot of work to do after he vacates his position, so it would only be right to rest while I can. Thanks to the warm sunset that tickled my eyelids when I awoke from my nap, I could feel the presence of someone standing next to me.

Assuming that it was Izek, I didn’t check to see who it was. However, it was the presence of my beautiful sister-in-law who looked just like him, visiting me while I was alone.

Throughout my time of pretending to be a patient, Elenia would often sneak up to the door and disappear after quietly observing the family doctor or maid tending to me.

Even if she was wary of me, it couldn’t be helped, but more than that, I just felt like I wasn’t ready to face her.

I didn’t know how to prepare for it.

Elenia stopped pacing and stared at me with a stoic expression while I was looking away from her.

The sunset pouring in from the window with the curtains slightly drawn tinted our faces with a crimson dye.

“······You’ve already heard about it.”

The voice that finally rang was calm and dry like her.

The long hands exposed under the wide lace sleeves looked particularly lifeless today.

“I sent Marta to another place.”

“Ah······.”

“It’s not Ruby’s fault, so I hope you don’t misunderstand. This was something I should have done earlier… It seems that none of us knew what the people around us were really like.”

It was a stupid question to ask “Why did you do that?” Weren’t there moments when you felt like you knew what the reason was even if it wasn’t said out loud?

So Elenia, who turned her attention to the scenery outside of the window, slowly caught her breath, avoiding my eyes just staring at her.

“I don’t think I’ve tried to get close to anyone. I probably didn’t try because I didn’t care… now that I see that, I’ve found that I’m worse than my brother.”

I wondered if word had circulated that I was secretly hiding away beasts, but it seems that I was agonizing over a completely different issue.

“It sounds ridiculous to say this after the time we’ve spent together, but I believed that it would be okay for anyone to leave anytime. Like my mother…It wouldn’t matter if they suddenly left.”

“······.”

“If I’ve been living like that… I can’t even imagine how Ruby has been living all this time…”

The voice, which had been carrying on quietly, dropped dangerously like the calm before the storm.

I was in the middle of it all.

“Ruby, I’m… I’m sorry, I really don’t know what to say.”

She said something incomprehensible again.

Saying she’s sorry?

I didn’t think she had anything to feel sorry for in this case…

“I like the warm, pleasant atmosphere that hasn’t been around in a long while, I like how the crazy disturbances always catch me off guard, and I envy you for always being sincere.….”

“………”

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“Even though I felt unsettled and I knew something was wrong… I wanted Ruby to feel comfortable here so I didn’t try to figure out what was really going on. I didn’t want you to leave so I didn’t bring up the issue or try to acknowledge it.”

you really mean

not to know, saw what she wanted to see, turned around, and forgot about it, but it was not

the only

were all the same

own way because we didn’t want to experience anymore pain

thought it would be the end

wasn’t the end, that it could only completely coalesce together after it crumbled into sand and that it could become even stronger and withstand more powerful forces

I wouldn’t have to cry like

swallowed the dry saliva down my

now stood silently with

by the sunset descended like a veil to cover

arm and held

“You know, Ellen.”

again, gazed

couldn’t even get a sense of what kind of reaction would be the most appropriate and what kind of expression I should

my wilted mouth, smiled, and stuttered “Ellen, I want a Shepherd’s

that you can scoop up

vacant and hardened, gradually opened

I didn’t expect to

took on a remarkably, youthful

because of the

me Ellen? I think I’ll feel lonely

I gained the courage to speak up, it seemed as if a star

star-like iris appeared in her wide eyes while the corners of

was Elenia’s smile that I had never seen before, a small, faint,

That will be

* * *

had just awoken and then sunny days uncharacteristic of the north appeared, but this time

for

if the change in climate had something to do with the dragon or if this country had always been

it’s still early winter, it’s pleasant to see so much snow

“Madam…”

were murmuring with a look of distress, putting a finger on

I set my

sky at dawn and the

were a series of footprints

been in bed for a long time, but it will recover

and endurance, but it seems my body is

try my best to keep my body healthy from now on because there are things that

like at the moment so I started heading in the direction towards it, but suddenly, I stopped walking

off its appearance in the front yard of the rugged landscape of the Duchy, as if it was claiming, “This is the spirit of the

thing I came out wearing

memories of properly making a snowman, but as I packed in the snowballs tightly, the cold air started to make me sweat. I was engrossed in

“…….Ruby!”

·······No, who is this?

husband who’s been difficult to

my arms over the fairly massive snowball and smiled broadly at the

me, making it clear that he

are you doing? You came out

out alone because you

his fur cloak and wrapped it

embarrassment flashed in his

comfort you when I heard that you were on probation, why haven’t you

“…….about that.”

where