How to Get My Husband on My Side

Ch 116

There was no particular pain, but as I still had no energy, I fell asleep immediately when I closed my eyes. As my noble father in law said, I will have a lot of work to do after he vacates his position, so it would only be right to rest while I can. Thanks to the warm sunset that tickled my eyelids when I awoke from my nap, I could feel the presence of someone standing next to me.

Assuming that it was Izek, I didn’t check to see who it was. However, it was the presence of my beautiful sister-in-law who looked just like him, visiting me while I was alone.

Throughout my time of pretending to be a patient, Elenia would often sneak up to the door and disappear after quietly observing the family doctor or maid tending to me.

Even if she was wary of me, it couldn’t be helped, but more than that, I just felt like I wasn’t ready to face her.

I didn’t know how to prepare for it.

Elenia stopped pacing and stared at me with a stoic expression while I was looking away from her.

The sunset pouring in from the window with the curtains slightly drawn tinted our faces with a crimson dye.

“······You’ve already heard about it.”

The voice that finally rang was calm and dry like her.

The long hands exposed under the wide lace sleeves looked particularly lifeless today.

“I sent Marta to another place.”

“Ah······.”

“It’s not Ruby’s fault, so I hope you don’t misunderstand. This was something I should have done earlier… It seems that none of us knew what the people around us were really like.”

It was a stupid question to ask “Why did you do that?” Weren’t there moments when you felt like you knew what the reason was even if it wasn’t said out loud?

So Elenia, who turned her attention to the scenery outside of the window, slowly caught her breath, avoiding my eyes just staring at her.

“I don’t think I’ve tried to get close to anyone. I probably didn’t try because I didn’t care… now that I see that, I’ve found that I’m worse than my brother.”

I wondered if word had circulated that I was secretly hiding away beasts, but it seems that I was agonizing over a completely different issue.

“It sounds ridiculous to say this after the time we’ve spent together, but I believed that it would be okay for anyone to leave anytime. Like my mother…It wouldn’t matter if they suddenly left.”

“······.”

“If I’ve been living like that… I can’t even imagine how Ruby has been living all this time…”

The voice, which had been carrying on quietly, dropped dangerously like the calm before the storm.

I was in the middle of it all.

“Ruby, I’m… I’m sorry, I really don’t know what to say.”

She said something incomprehensible again.

Saying she’s sorry?

I didn’t think she had anything to feel sorry for in this case…

“I like the warm, pleasant atmosphere that hasn’t been around in a long while, I like how the crazy disturbances always catch me off guard, and I envy you for always being sincere.….”

“………”

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“Even though I felt unsettled and I knew something was wrong… I wanted Ruby to feel comfortable here so I didn’t try to figure out what was really going on. I didn’t want you to leave so I didn’t bring up the issue or try to acknowledge it.”

really

know, saw what she wanted

the only

way, we were all the same

didn’t want to experience anymore pain and wanted to avoid crumbling like a

the end if I

that wasn’t the end, that it could only completely coalesce together after it crumbled into sand and that it could become even stronger and withstand more

wouldn’t have to cry

dry saliva down my

now stood silently with

sunset descended

my arm and held Elenia’s slightly drooping hand, I

“You know, Ellen.”

her head again, gazed

couldn’t even get a sense of what kind of reaction would be the most appropriate and what kind of expression I should make in this

mouth, smiled, and stuttered “Ellen, I want

that you can scoop

vacant and hardened, gradually opened

didn’t expect to see

suddenly took on a remarkably,

it’s because of

me Ellen? I think I’ll feel lonely

it seemed as if a star had risen in the

in her wide

that I had never seen before, a small, faint,

will be

* * *

and then sunny days uncharacteristic of the north appeared, but this time

for a

change in climate had something to do with the dragon or if

pleasant to see

“Madam…”

knights who were murmuring with a look of distress, putting a finger on my lips

on my shoulder, I set my feet on

blue sky at dawn and the all white garden created an especially

of footprints on

because I’ve been in bed for a long

both mental strength and endurance, but it seems my body is

my body healthy from now on because there are things that I have to take responsibility

was curious about what the garden in the greenhouse would look like at the moment so I

the front yard of the rugged landscape of the Duchy, as if it was claiming, “This is

I came

don’t have a lot of memories of properly making a snowman, but as I packed in the snowballs tightly, the cold air started to make me sweat.

“…….Ruby!”

·······No, who is this?

who’s been difficult to

spread my arms over the fairly massive snowball and smiled broadly at the monster-like guy who hurriedly walked

walking towards me, making it

came out

out alone because

I started grumbling, Izek, who had taken off his fur cloak and wrapped it around my body, stopped and looked

embarrassment flashed in his

was waiting for a long time to comfort you when I heard that you were on probation, why haven’t

“…….about that.”

me, where did you stay