Chapter 119

“It’s bad timing. Let’s just refuse her request and tell her to go home······.” (Elenia)

“No!” (Ruby)

I hastily interrupted Elenia’s words as she slowly opened her mouth.

Her red eyes widened.

“Ruby, you don’t have to force yourself to meet her. I will separately·····.” (Elenia)

“I’m not forcing myself. There’s something else I want to talk to her about.” (Ruby)

“I don’t think it’s a good idea. Besides, you have to leave soon.” (Elenia)

“We don’t know when I’ll have to leave yet, isn’t there a bit of time to spare for some tea? (Ruby)

“But Ruby·····.” (Elenia)

“It’s okay, Ellen. Really. After all, she’s Ellen’s old friend.” (Ruby)

Whether it’s for me or something else, Elenia had already sent out her nanny, who looked after her from an early age, and she shouldn’t have to be involved in these matters anymore.

Moreover, I was wondering why Freya wanted to see me.

“…Are you sure you’re okay?” (Elenia)

“Of course, did you forget what kind of person I am?” (Ruby)

***

On a snowy, winter afternoon, I unexpectedly sat down for tea at a table situated in the garden of the greenhouse, surrounded by a sumptuous spring landscape.

I was also facing Freya.

My last memory of Freya was of her appearance in the mirror room of Angvan Palace.

She was frozen and solely staring at me while everyone else was distracted by the roar of the dragon.

Indeed, Freya, who I haven’t seen in a long time, was as neat and elegant as ever.

She seemed to be at ease, yet a little less relaxed, but overall, nothing seemed to have changed much.

However, after asking to see me, she seemed unwilling to open her mouth.

Freya wasn’t the only one, we also showed no signs of initiating a dialogue.

The air in the greenhouse was warm, but it felt like a cold wind was blowing through.

It wasn’t because of me though, it was probably because of Elenia, who was sitting upright and staring at her childhood friend with a cold expression on her face.

I don’t know what happened between the two.

However, considering Elenia’s attitude, I can only guess that a decisive moment must have taken place.

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Freya was evidently neither talking to nor looking at Elenia.

sat with rigid shoulders and her head bowed, looking

was like this, but

would it be okay if you left us

Elenia was scheduled to leave soon anyway, but I asked cautiously because she

holding the glass,

Call me if

directed her words toward me, turned her

two of us in question that

winter sun shone through the glass ceiling

sipped tea and savored

fresh lemon tarts, crisp cookies, colorful cupcakes,

ate this morning was

was still giving off a scornful air, eventually lifting her eyes slowly and looking at

at me, I still went about like normal and dipped the almond cookie into the creamy pudding, pushed it into my mouth, and

“…Madam.”

“What is it, Lady?”

all,

has a pleasant smell, so

Silence resumed once more.

hurry to bring up the topic of discussion and instead,

to pick

looked a

to

as expected. At her convenience, she

the same

please don’t expect

“········.”

are on_the

just did what I thought was best according to my own beliefs.

made, my actions are based on a set of values accumulated through various experiences from the time I was born. And after having lived with

up with a cookie

“·······.”

unfolded, I strode across a diverse array of colorful flowers

after beckoning the escorts standing outside the entrance to retreat, they closed and

came back to the table, Freyja was frozen with a bewildered expression, assuming that I must have just

back in my seat and folded my arms while

“Go on.”

stream of water

her

to help

a wonderful thing to say. Which book is this

Madam has been neglecting herself like that for so long,

what this was

sympathy and pity, but nonetheless, I can’t help that my need to lament comes first. Why······ why the hell did you live your life that

“······.”

surely be on your side. You could have asked for anyone’s help at any time in your current position, but why didn’t you do anything until things got so bad? Why did

self-compassion, alienation, solitude, rejection, death, pain, violence, fear, coercion

sheltered woman who had never personally experienced any of this was now

about whether she knew or didn’t

less curious about the moment she witnessed at that time and wanted

nobility by living so pathetically and passively, making others needlessly worry? (T/N: This is still internal monologue, from the POV of

I felt

they were born and raised in an

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