Chapter 119

“It’s bad timing. Let’s just refuse her request and tell her to go home······.” (Elenia)

“No!” (Ruby)

I hastily interrupted Elenia’s words as she slowly opened her mouth.

Her red eyes widened.

“Ruby, you don’t have to force yourself to meet her. I will separately·····.” (Elenia)

“I’m not forcing myself. There’s something else I want to talk to her about.” (Ruby)

“I don’t think it’s a good idea. Besides, you have to leave soon.” (Elenia)

“We don’t know when I’ll have to leave yet, isn’t there a bit of time to spare for some tea? (Ruby)

“But Ruby·····.” (Elenia)

“It’s okay, Ellen. Really. After all, she’s Ellen’s old friend.” (Ruby)

Whether it’s for me or something else, Elenia had already sent out her nanny, who looked after her from an early age, and she shouldn’t have to be involved in these matters anymore.

Moreover, I was wondering why Freya wanted to see me.

“…Are you sure you’re okay?” (Elenia)

“Of course, did you forget what kind of person I am?” (Ruby)

***

On a snowy, winter afternoon, I unexpectedly sat down for tea at a table situated in the garden of the greenhouse, surrounded by a sumptuous spring landscape.

I was also facing Freya.

My last memory of Freya was of her appearance in the mirror room of Angvan Palace.

She was frozen and solely staring at me while everyone else was distracted by the roar of the dragon.

Indeed, Freya, who I haven’t seen in a long time, was as neat and elegant as ever.

She seemed to be at ease, yet a little less relaxed, but overall, nothing seemed to have changed much.

However, after asking to see me, she seemed unwilling to open her mouth.

Freya wasn’t the only one, we also showed no signs of initiating a dialogue.

The air in the greenhouse was warm, but it felt like a cold wind was blowing through.

It wasn’t because of me though, it was probably because of Elenia, who was sitting upright and staring at her childhood friend with a cold expression on her face.

I don’t know what happened between the two.

However, considering Elenia’s attitude, I can only guess that a decisive moment must have taken place.

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Freya was evidently neither talking to nor looking at Elenia.

rigid shoulders and her head

but it shouldn’t be like

be okay if you left us alone for a

soon anyway, but I asked

hand, holding the glass, twitched

Call me if

toward me, turned her gaze to

was finally just the two of us in

through the glass ceiling and illuminated the

conversing with the silent visitor, I sipped tea and savored the vibrant

were fresh lemon tarts, crisp cookies, colorful cupcakes, and,

that I ate this morning was present

was still giving off a scornful air, eventually lifting her eyes slowly and looking

like normal and dipped the almond cookie into the creamy pudding, pushed

“…Madam.”

“What is it, Lady?”

of all, I’m glad

a pleasant smell, so

Silence resumed once more.

reason, Freya came to see me yet she was in no hurry to bring up the topic of discussion and instead, just stared

to pick a fight

a bit tired

not going to apologize

she continued to spit out

much the

don’t

“········.”

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was best according to my own beliefs. I

various experiences from the time I

a cookie still in

“·······.”

array of colorful flowers and bushes and headed towards

the escorts standing outside the entrance to retreat, they closed and locked

frozen with a bewildered expression, assuming that I must have just

back in my seat and folded my arms while chewing

“Go on.”

vigorous stream of water circulating in the fountain

me as her

help

wonderful thing to say. Which book is this

for so long,

what

but nonetheless, I can’t help that my need to lament comes first.

“······.”

for anyone’s help at any time in your current position, but why didn’t you do anything until things got so bad? Why did you not think about taking a more active approach on life and let not only yourself, but

self-compassion, alienation, solitude, rejection, death, pain, violence,

never personally experienced any of this was now arguing with

about whether she knew or didn’t know anything about my

just more or less curious about the moment she witnessed at that time and wanted to argue with how I

pathetically and passively, making others needlessly worry? (T/N: This is still internal monologue, from the POV of what Ruby is thinking Freya is asking of

enough, I felt amused rather than

be a natural course of action for a person to react like her, when they were born and raised in an entirely different environment and never

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