I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN

It’s pretty late in the evening when I finally head home. I had gone to Valerie’s apartment again, but there was nothing more to find other than what the squad had already learned. I took her phone from them, in hopes she’d have Zaia’s new number in there, but there is nothing

I wonder if she has another phone and ask the team to bring me all her devices, but there is no sign of a second phone. I’m sure they stayed in contact, but even Jai is not sure on how Valerie didn’t tell him much more than what he already knew.

Checking her emails also doesn’t bring anything, but there are emails of a conversation with a doctor regarding the poison and Zaia’s blood, something I d******d copies of

I unlock the front door to the mansion, and step inside, pulling open the buttons of my shirt, as I lean against the door and stare down the hall.

The memory of Zaia running down this hall in a rush, looking graceful and sexy all at once as she flings her arms around my neck, kisses me and helps me out of my jacket, returns with a vengeance

Zaia is everything, beautiful, strong, confident, pure and s3xy. I miss her… miss her touch; her smile…. the taste of her….

An image of her naked fills my mind, and I close my eyes.

Not now… I groan internally.

It’s been over four months since I’ve had sex… since she left. The dreams only make it harder and masturbating to her memories is nowhere near the real thing.

I did this… I admit I deserve this. Pushing myself away from the wall, I head upstairs, passing our old bedroom. I pause and stare at the door I can’t bring myself to go in there.

Is there any remnant of her scent left behind? Opening the door, I’m instantly I’m hit with a powerful wave of nostalgia. Making me unable to enter “Well, look who decided to return.” Dad’s crisp voice makes me turn to him. I frown slightly and tilt my head.

“I’ve been busy with what’s been going on,” I say quietly I don’t want to argue with him. Closing the door, I move past him when he calls me “Sebastian.

I don’t respond, waiting for him to continue “This pack is going to the dogs. Fix it or give up your title”

I frown. He’s forgetting I’m the one who made this pack better. “I think you got used to the level that I raised this pack to. We’re only returning to how it was when you were Alpha.” I reply harshly.

Not waiting for a reply, I walk away.

“Sebastian!” I don’t have time for his crap. “Do not turn your back on me, Sebastian.” He warns menacingly

“No… but I am the Alpha now, and you better not disrespect me.” I snarl, my eyes flashing as I turn and glare at him.

made you Alpha.” He

remain a fool. I’m acknowledged as the Alpha for what I have achieved. As for the shit I’ve messed up, I know what I’m

I wronged. Our eyes meet, both of us raging with anger and before this gets out of hand,

staying and head straight to the bathroom and pull open the cabinet. Grabbing the pill bottle, I unscrew it and

bedroom door, I quickly slip the pills

still extremely tense at home The

to the decision that I

the gates to the entrance of the Whispering Mountain Pack. After not being able to reach

to somehow get to

against my car as I wait for Atticus. The guard is watching me like

me to reach Atticus on this side rather than try to enter

of footsteps and the door opens and Atticus

his guard. The man bows before walking away

told you,

I’m here to talk, not to argue ” I reply, my eyes flickering from my wolves to

alive. I don’t need Zaia getting upset with your presence,”

I’m here,” I reply as I

slightly and

haven’t you? So why are you still trying to hurt her, unless, of course, you don’t really care for

he implying that it’s an act? “This is about my kids. I know those

as mine, really… Sebastian, even if somehow you are the father, she doesn’t want anything to

Somehow?

They are mine

a father figure to my children. Just the thought makes my blood boil.

“Call Zaia,” I growl.

his head. “Fine, I’ll go ask her if she’s willing to talk to you, rest assured, I know she won’t accept you back, but you have

“What?” I almost snarl.

this talk, if she doesn’t want anything to do with you, you

clench my jaw No because I will keep

out and dials a number I can hear it

and look down

me?” He snaps, shoving me back, but I refuse to

trust him

making sure,” I growl. “Pathetic” He mutters as the phone goes to the

“Try again,” I growl.

sorry, it’s just so loud here 1 didn’t hear your call. Is everything ok,

He mutters. It’s not that I don’t want her to be

he wants to have a word with you one last time. “And tell her that I have something important to tell her

We had our last talk the last time he was here. I