I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN

It’s pretty late in the evening when I finally head home. I had gone to Valerie’s apartment again, but there was nothing more to find other than what the squad had already learned. I took her phone from them, in hopes she’d have Zaia’s new number in there, but there is nothing

I wonder if she has another phone and ask the team to bring me all her devices, but there is no sign of a second phone. I’m sure they stayed in contact, but even Jai is not sure on how Valerie didn’t tell him much more than what he already knew.

Checking her emails also doesn’t bring anything, but there are emails of a conversation with a doctor regarding the poison and Zaia’s blood, something I d******d copies of

I unlock the front door to the mansion, and step inside, pulling open the buttons of my shirt, as I lean against the door and stare down the hall.

The memory of Zaia running down this hall in a rush, looking graceful and sexy all at once as she flings her arms around my neck, kisses me and helps me out of my jacket, returns with a vengeance

Zaia is everything, beautiful, strong, confident, pure and s3xy. I miss her… miss her touch; her smile…. the taste of her….

An image of her naked fills my mind, and I close my eyes.

Not now… I groan internally.

It’s been over four months since I’ve had sex… since she left. The dreams only make it harder and masturbating to her memories is nowhere near the real thing.

I did this… I admit I deserve this. Pushing myself away from the wall, I head upstairs, passing our old bedroom. I pause and stare at the door I can’t bring myself to go in there.

Is there any remnant of her scent left behind? Opening the door, I’m instantly I’m hit with a powerful wave of nostalgia. Making me unable to enter “Well, look who decided to return.” Dad’s crisp voice makes me turn to him. I frown slightly and tilt my head.

“I’ve been busy with what’s been going on,” I say quietly I don’t want to argue with him. Closing the door, I move past him when he calls me “Sebastian.

I don’t respond, waiting for him to continue “This pack is going to the dogs. Fix it or give up your title”

I frown. He’s forgetting I’m the one who made this pack better. “I think you got used to the level that I raised this pack to. We’re only returning to how it was when you were Alpha.” I reply harshly.

Not waiting for a reply, I walk away.

“Sebastian!” I don’t have time for his crap. “Do not turn your back on me, Sebastian.” He warns menacingly

“No… but I am the Alpha now, and you better not disrespect me.” I snarl, my eyes flashing as I turn and glare at him.

you Alpha.”

remain a fool. I’m acknowledged as the Alpha for what I have achieved. As for the shit

one I wronged. Our eyes meet, both of us raging with anger and before this gets out of hand, I turn and storm down the hall, having had enough of his

staying and head straight to the bathroom and pull open the cabinet. Grabbing the pill bottle, I unscrew it and pour some pills into

the bedroom door, I quickly slip the pills into my pocket before

this, Zaia, I promise. A week has passed since that day, and things are still extremely tense at home

with the tension, brought me to the

being able to reach either Atticus or Zaia via phone or email, I decided to come here in

of my visit, save Jai, not wanting it to somehow get to the person watching me and also

against my car as I wait for Atticus. The guard is watching me like a hawk. He has called Atticus and surprisingly

eastern side of his pack, the private property is entirely blocked off, and no one can enter but it’s easier for me to reach Atticus on this side rather

when I hear the sound of footsteps and the door opens and Atticus steps

alone,” he murmurs to his guard. The man bows before walking away and Atticus

specifically told you, you aren’t allowed anywhere near my pack, yet you show up at my door…” his voice is sharp,

here to talk, not to argue ” I reply, my eyes flickering from my

don’t need

talk to her, it’s why I’m here,” I reply as

slightly and

you still trying to hurt

my kids. I know those babies are mine, no matter

really… Sebastian, even if somehow you are the

Somehow?

They are mine

the thought makes my blood boil. My eyes flash as I push myself away from the car, closing the gap between

“Call Zaia,” I growl.

her if she’s willing to talk to you, rest assured, I know she won’t accept you back, but you have to promise me

“What?” I almost snarl.

do with you, you will leave

No because I will

a number I can hear it

over and look down

snaps, shoving me

don’t trust

I growl. “Pathetic” He mutters as the phone

“Try again,” I growl.

a message comes through. ZAIA. I’m sorry, it’s just so loud here 1 didn’t hear your call. Is

I don’t want her

it’s just Sebastian King is here, and he wants to have a word with you one last time. “And tell her that I have something important to tell her regarding Valerie,” I say,

Well, I don’t want to talk to him. We had our last talk the last