I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN

It’s pretty late in the evening when I finally head home. I had gone to Valerie’s apartment again, but there was nothing more to find other than what the squad had already learned. I took her phone from them, in hopes she’d have Zaia’s new number in there, but there is nothing

I wonder if she has another phone and ask the team to bring me all her devices, but there is no sign of a second phone. I’m sure they stayed in contact, but even Jai is not sure on how Valerie didn’t tell him much more than what he already knew.

Checking her emails also doesn’t bring anything, but there are emails of a conversation with a doctor regarding the poison and Zaia’s blood, something I d******d copies of

I unlock the front door to the mansion, and step inside, pulling open the buttons of my shirt, as I lean against the door and stare down the hall.

The memory of Zaia running down this hall in a rush, looking graceful and sexy all at once as she flings her arms around my neck, kisses me and helps me out of my jacket, returns with a vengeance

Zaia is everything, beautiful, strong, confident, pure and s3xy. I miss her… miss her touch; her smile…. the taste of her….

An image of her naked fills my mind, and I close my eyes.

Not now… I groan internally.

It’s been over four months since I’ve had sex… since she left. The dreams only make it harder and masturbating to her memories is nowhere near the real thing.

I did this… I admit I deserve this. Pushing myself away from the wall, I head upstairs, passing our old bedroom. I pause and stare at the door I can’t bring myself to go in there.

Is there any remnant of her scent left behind? Opening the door, I’m instantly I’m hit with a powerful wave of nostalgia. Making me unable to enter “Well, look who decided to return.” Dad’s crisp voice makes me turn to him. I frown slightly and tilt my head.

“I’ve been busy with what’s been going on,” I say quietly I don’t want to argue with him. Closing the door, I move past him when he calls me “Sebastian.

I don’t respond, waiting for him to continue “This pack is going to the dogs. Fix it or give up your title”

I frown. He’s forgetting I’m the one who made this pack better. “I think you got used to the level that I raised this pack to. We’re only returning to how it was when you were Alpha.” I reply harshly.

Not waiting for a reply, I walk away.

“Sebastian!” I don’t have time for his crap. “Do not turn your back on me, Sebastian.” He warns menacingly

“No… but I am the Alpha now, and you better not disrespect me.” I snarl, my eyes flashing as I turn and glare at him.

you Alpha.” He

me nothing! A fool can be given the title of a king, and unless he proves he is worthy to be called king, he will forever remain a fool. I’m acknowledged as the Alpha for what I have achieved. As for the shit I’ve messed up, I

before

where I’ve been staying and head straight to the bathroom and pull open the cabinet. Grabbing the pill bottle, I unscrew it

bedroom door, I quickly

extremely tense at home The results of the pills came back positive. Each one

combined with the tension, brought me to the decision that I will

not being able to reach either Atticus or Zaia via phone or email, I decided to come here in

it to somehow

is watching me like a hawk. He has called Atticus

easier for me to reach Atticus on this side

when I hear the sound of footsteps and the door opens

some time alone,” he murmurs to his guard. The man bows before walking away and Atticus turns

I specifically told you, you aren’t allowed anywhere

argue ” I reply, my eyes flickering

need Zaia getting upset with your

to her, it’s why I’m

frowns slightly and

moved on?” he asks, “and haven’t you? So why are you still trying to hurt her, unless, of course, you

act? “This is about my kids. I know those babies are mine, no

mine, really… Sebastian, even if somehow you are the

Somehow?

They are mine

man to ever be a father figure to my children. Just the thought makes my blood boil. My eyes flash as I push myself away from the car,

“Call Zaia,” I growl.

ask her if she’s willing to talk to you, rest assured, I know she won’t accept you back, but you

“What?” I almost snarl.

want anything to do with you, you will leave her alone and

because

nods and takes his phone out and dials a number

and look

shoving me back, but

don’t trust

mutters as the phone

“Try again,” I growl.

a message comes through. ZAIA. I’m sorry, it’s just so

I don’t want her to be

you, it’s just Sebastian King is here, and he wants to have a word with you one last time. “And tell her that I have

last talk the last time he was