I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN

It’s pretty late in the evening when I finally head home. I had gone to Valerie’s apartment again, but there was nothing more to find other than what the squad had already learned. I took her phone from them, in hopes she’d have Zaia’s new number in there, but there is nothing

I wonder if she has another phone and ask the team to bring me all her devices, but there is no sign of a second phone. I’m sure they stayed in contact, but even Jai is not sure on how Valerie didn’t tell him much more than what he already knew.

Checking her emails also doesn’t bring anything, but there are emails of a conversation with a doctor regarding the poison and Zaia’s blood, something I d******d copies of

I unlock the front door to the mansion, and step inside, pulling open the buttons of my shirt, as I lean against the door and stare down the hall.

The memory of Zaia running down this hall in a rush, looking graceful and sexy all at once as she flings her arms around my neck, kisses me and helps me out of my jacket, returns with a vengeance

Zaia is everything, beautiful, strong, confident, pure and s3xy. I miss her… miss her touch; her smile…. the taste of her….

An image of her naked fills my mind, and I close my eyes.

Not now… I groan internally.

It’s been over four months since I’ve had sex… since she left. The dreams only make it harder and masturbating to her memories is nowhere near the real thing.

I did this… I admit I deserve this. Pushing myself away from the wall, I head upstairs, passing our old bedroom. I pause and stare at the door I can’t bring myself to go in there.

Is there any remnant of her scent left behind? Opening the door, I’m instantly I’m hit with a powerful wave of nostalgia. Making me unable to enter “Well, look who decided to return.” Dad’s crisp voice makes me turn to him. I frown slightly and tilt my head.

“I’ve been busy with what’s been going on,” I say quietly I don’t want to argue with him. Closing the door, I move past him when he calls me “Sebastian.

I don’t respond, waiting for him to continue “This pack is going to the dogs. Fix it or give up your title”

I frown. He’s forgetting I’m the one who made this pack better. “I think you got used to the level that I raised this pack to. We’re only returning to how it was when you were Alpha.” I reply harshly.

Not waiting for a reply, I walk away.

“Sebastian!” I don’t have time for his crap. “Do not turn your back on me, Sebastian.” He warns menacingly

“No… but I am the Alpha now, and you better not disrespect me.” I snarl, my eyes flashing as I turn and glare at him.

made you

of a king, and unless he proves he is worthy to be called king, he will forever remain a fool. I’m acknowledged as the Alpha for what I have achieved. As for the shit I’ve messed up, I know what I’m doing, and I don’t need to answer to you or anyone “I growl, trying to calm the rising

us raging with anger and before this

to the bathroom and pull open the cabinet. Grabbing the pill bottle, I

knock on the bedroom door, I quickly slip the pills into

day, and things are still extremely

the decision that I will leave the mansion

now stare up at the gates to the entrance of the Whispering Mountain Pack. After not being able to reach either Atticus or Zaia via phone or email, I decided to

my visit, save Jai, not wanting it to somehow get to the person watching me and also not knowing who I

sigh, leaning against my car as I wait for Atticus. The guard is watching me like a hawk. He has called Atticus and surprisingly Atticus has agreed to come

to go to the eastern side of his pack, the private property is entirely blocked off, and no one can enter but it’s easier for me to reach Atticus on this side

hear the sound of footsteps and the door opens and Atticus steps

alone,” he murmurs to his guard. The man bows before walking away and Atticus turns

I’m appalled at your brazen behaviour, Sebastian King When I specifically told you, you aren’t allowed anywhere near my pack, yet you show up at

I’m here to talk, not to argue ” I reply, my eyes flickering from my wolves to my own as I try to

is the only reason you are alive. I don’t need Zaia getting upset with your presence,” he

I’m here,” I reply

slightly

she’s moved on?” he asks, “and haven’t you? So why are you still trying to hurt her, unless, of course, you don’t really care for the woman on

my kids. I know those

as mine, really… Sebastian, even if somehow you are the father, she doesn’t want anything to

Somehow?

They are mine

father figure to my children. Just the thought makes my blood boil. My

“Call Zaia,” I growl.

she’s willing to talk to you, rest assured, I know she

“What?” I almost snarl.

with you, you will leave

my jaw No because I will keep

and takes his phone out and dials a number I can hear it ring but there’s no

look down at

me?” He snaps, shoving me back, but

don’t trust him

mutters as the

“Try again,” I growl.

message comes through. ZAIA. I’m sorry, it’s just so loud here

her enjoy herself ” He mutters. It’s not that I don’t want her to be happy. Has she really moved on with

sorry to bother you, it’s just Sebastian King is here, and he wants to have a word with you one last time. “And tell her that I have something important to tell her regarding

talk the last time he was