I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN

It’s pretty late in the evening when I finally head home. I had gone to Valerie’s apartment again, but there was nothing more to find other than what the squad had already learned. I took her phone from them, in hopes she’d have Zaia’s new number in there, but there is nothing

I wonder if she has another phone and ask the team to bring me all her devices, but there is no sign of a second phone. I’m sure they stayed in contact, but even Jai is not sure on how Valerie didn’t tell him much more than what he already knew.

Checking her emails also doesn’t bring anything, but there are emails of a conversation with a doctor regarding the poison and Zaia’s blood, something I d******d copies of

I unlock the front door to the mansion, and step inside, pulling open the buttons of my shirt, as I lean against the door and stare down the hall.

The memory of Zaia running down this hall in a rush, looking graceful and sexy all at once as she flings her arms around my neck, kisses me and helps me out of my jacket, returns with a vengeance

Zaia is everything, beautiful, strong, confident, pure and s3xy. I miss her… miss her touch; her smile…. the taste of her….

An image of her naked fills my mind, and I close my eyes.

Not now… I groan internally.

It’s been over four months since I’ve had sex… since she left. The dreams only make it harder and masturbating to her memories is nowhere near the real thing.

I did this… I admit I deserve this. Pushing myself away from the wall, I head upstairs, passing our old bedroom. I pause and stare at the door I can’t bring myself to go in there.

Is there any remnant of her scent left behind? Opening the door, I’m instantly I’m hit with a powerful wave of nostalgia. Making me unable to enter “Well, look who decided to return.” Dad’s crisp voice makes me turn to him. I frown slightly and tilt my head.

“I’ve been busy with what’s been going on,” I say quietly I don’t want to argue with him. Closing the door, I move past him when he calls me “Sebastian.

I don’t respond, waiting for him to continue “This pack is going to the dogs. Fix it or give up your title”

I frown. He’s forgetting I’m the one who made this pack better. “I think you got used to the level that I raised this pack to. We’re only returning to how it was when you were Alpha.” I reply harshly.

Not waiting for a reply, I walk away.

“Sebastian!” I don’t have time for his crap. “Do not turn your back on me, Sebastian.” He warns menacingly

“No… but I am the Alpha now, and you better not disrespect me.” I snarl, my eyes flashing as I turn and glare at him.

made you Alpha.” He

A fool can be given the title of a king, and unless he proves he is worthy to be called king, he will forever remain a fool. I’m acknowledged as the Alpha for what I have achieved. As for the shit I’ve messed up, I know what I’m doing, and I don’t need to answer to you or anyone “I growl, trying to calm

Because she’s the one I wronged. Our eyes meet, both of us raging with anger and before this gets out of hand, I turn and storm down the hall, having had enough of his

room where I’ve been staying and head straight to the bathroom and pull open the cabinet. Grabbing the pill bottle, I unscrew it and pour some pills into my

on the bedroom door, I quickly

this, Zaia, I promise. A week has passed since that day, and things are still extremely tense at

the tension, brought me to the decision that I will leave the mansion and

of the Whispering Mountain Pack. After not being able to reach either Atticus or

told no one of my visit, save Jai, not wanting it to somehow get to the person watching me

car as I wait for Atticus. The guard is watching me like a hawk. He has called Atticus and surprisingly Atticus has agreed

but it’s easier for me to reach Atticus on this side rather than try to enter

minutes pass when I hear the sound of footsteps and

The man bows

When I specifically told you, you aren’t allowed anywhere near my pack, yet you show up at my door…” his voice is sharp, his eyes

to talk, not to argue ” I reply, my eyes flickering from my wolves to my

is the only reason you are alive. I don’t need Zaia getting

I’m here,” I reply

frowns slightly

you accept that she’s moved on?” he asks, “and haven’t you? So why are you still trying to hurt her, unless, of course, you don’t really care for

it’s an act? “This is about my kids. I know those babies are mine, no matter if you or

them as mine, really… Sebastian, even if somehow you are the father, she doesn’t want anything to do with

Somehow?

They are mine

children. Just the thought makes my blood boil. My eyes flash

“Call Zaia,” I growl.

to you, rest assured, I know

“What?” I almost snarl.

doesn’t want anything to do with you, you will leave her

because I will keep

nods and takes his phone out and dials a number

look down at the screen,

shoving me back, but

don’t trust him at

making sure,” I growl. “Pathetic” He mutters as the phone goes to the

“Try again,” I growl.

can reply, a message comes through. ZAIA. I’m sorry, it’s just so

mutters. It’s not that I don’t want her to be happy. Has she

he wants to have a word with you one

had our last talk the last time he was