I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN

It’s pretty late in the evening when I finally head home. I had gone to Valerie’s apartment again, but there was nothing more to find other than what the squad had already learned. I took her phone from them, in hopes she’d have Zaia’s new number in there, but there is nothing

I wonder if she has another phone and ask the team to bring me all her devices, but there is no sign of a second phone. I’m sure they stayed in contact, but even Jai is not sure on how Valerie didn’t tell him much more than what he already knew.

Checking her emails also doesn’t bring anything, but there are emails of a conversation with a doctor regarding the poison and Zaia’s blood, something I d******d copies of

I unlock the front door to the mansion, and step inside, pulling open the buttons of my shirt, as I lean against the door and stare down the hall.

The memory of Zaia running down this hall in a rush, looking graceful and sexy all at once as she flings her arms around my neck, kisses me and helps me out of my jacket, returns with a vengeance

Zaia is everything, beautiful, strong, confident, pure and s3xy. I miss her… miss her touch; her smile…. the taste of her….

An image of her naked fills my mind, and I close my eyes.

Not now… I groan internally.

It’s been over four months since I’ve had sex… since she left. The dreams only make it harder and masturbating to her memories is nowhere near the real thing.

I did this… I admit I deserve this. Pushing myself away from the wall, I head upstairs, passing our old bedroom. I pause and stare at the door I can’t bring myself to go in there.

Is there any remnant of her scent left behind? Opening the door, I’m instantly I’m hit with a powerful wave of nostalgia. Making me unable to enter “Well, look who decided to return.” Dad’s crisp voice makes me turn to him. I frown slightly and tilt my head.

“I’ve been busy with what’s been going on,” I say quietly I don’t want to argue with him. Closing the door, I move past him when he calls me “Sebastian.

I don’t respond, waiting for him to continue “This pack is going to the dogs. Fix it or give up your title”

I frown. He’s forgetting I’m the one who made this pack better. “I think you got used to the level that I raised this pack to. We’re only returning to how it was when you were Alpha.” I reply harshly.

Not waiting for a reply, I walk away.

“Sebastian!” I don’t have time for his crap. “Do not turn your back on me, Sebastian.” He warns menacingly

“No… but I am the Alpha now, and you better not disrespect me.” I snarl, my eyes flashing as I turn and glare at him.

you Alpha.” He

fool. I’m acknowledged as the Alpha for what I have achieved. As for the

and before this

guest room where I’ve been staying and head straight to the bathroom and pull open the cabinet. Grabbing the pill bottle,

a knock on the bedroom door, I quickly slip the pills into my pocket before I

I promise. A week has passed since that day, and things are still extremely tense at home The results of the pills came back positive. Each one contained a high level of

the decision that I will leave the mansion

up at the gates to the entrance of the Whispering Mountain Pack. After not being able

visit, save Jai, not wanting it to somehow get to the

The guard is watching me like a hawk. He

is entirely blocked off, and no one can enter but it’s easier for me to reach Atticus on this side rather than try to enter the pack and be apprehended by security. This way

pass when I hear the sound of footsteps and

us some time alone,” he murmurs to his guard. The man bows

you, you aren’t allowed anywhere near my pack, yet you show up at my door…”

reply, my eyes flickering from my

is the only reason you are alive. I don’t need Zaia getting upset with

I’m here,” I reply as

frowns slightly and sighs

are you still trying to hurt her, unless, of course, you don’t really care for the woman

I know those babies are

as mine, really… Sebastian, even if somehow

Somehow?

They are mine

my blood boil. My eyes flash as I push myself away from the car, closing the gap between us, wanting

“Call Zaia,” I growl.

willing to talk to you, rest assured, I know

“What?” I almost snarl.

to do with you, you will leave her alone and walk

No because I will keep

his phone out and dials a number I can hear it ring but there’s no

and look

snaps, shoving me back, but I refuse to

don’t trust

sure,” I growl. “Pathetic” He mutters as the

“Try again,” I growl.

before he can reply, a message comes through. ZAIA. I’m sorry, it’s just so loud here 1 didn’t hear your call. Is

It’s not that I don’t want her to be

with you one last time. “And tell her

him. We had our last talk the last time he was here. I don’t want to ruin my day, send him away