I Am The Luna

I Am The Luna by Moonlight Muse Chapter 28

A Secret Visit

ZAIA.

The Moonlight Waterfall Pack. This pack used to be the home of Valerie’s mother before she met her father. Growing up, although Valerie and I were from different packs, attending the same college brought us together.

Valerie had wanted to get away from everything after her mother’s death, wanting to just be in a new place so she could heal.

The Moonlight Waterfall Pack is small, and it usually avoids making enemies. It took me over three hours to drive from my pack to get here. I’ve come alone, not wanting anyone to know, aside from Mom. Telling her I’ll be back late in the evening.

No one, including my guards, knew I’ll be leaving the pack territory. I’ve donned a wig and am driving a rental car that I booked in the name of one of our staff. I’m now waiting for someone to go collect Jai, as I wait at pack borders.

I have parked my car in the visitors’ parking lot. I’m now waiting by the side of the building where the guard is watching me with interest. I sigh heavily, remembering Atticus’ proposal last night.

(FLASHBACK)

“Zaia… I know that this is a big step… but I want to ask you… will you, my beautiful, feisty queen, marry me?”

He is down on one knee, holding up a ring with a stunning diamond sparkling under the night sky. Time seems to slow as I find myself questioning if I ever led him on? I’m certain I made it clear… 2

I know my smile has faded and I see the glimmer of disappointment in his grey eyes as I ruin the ray of hope that he held without even saying a word. “Atticus…” I say, reaching for his hand. I wrap mine around it.

I see the flash of a camera go off to the side and suddenly I realise I need to be careful about how I react. I have just become the CEO, and I can’t let a scandal tarnish my name so soon. Everyone will be observing my reactions and decisions going forward. I can already see the headlines; Zaia Toussaint, the divorcee, rejects an excellent proposal.

“Walk me to my car?” I ask him. He looks up at me and nods before forcing a smile that doesn’t reach his eyes as he slowly stands up. “It’s a no, isn’t it.” He states quietly as we fall into step with one another.

“I’m sorry Atticus… I truly am. You have given me so much… despite everything I have gone through, and even when I kept secrets from you, you stayed by my side and supported me. But… I’m not ready for marriage or a relationship.” I whisper regretfully.

Not when I just saw the man who somehow still has a hold on me. But I also know it’s not the same, it’s just pain that I’m unable to forget, a deep wound that will never heal fully.

“You are simply letting me down slowly. Don’t worry, I won’t break,” he says jokingly, placing his arm around my shoulders and kissing my forehead.

snaps the ring box shut and slips it into his pocket and deep down I wonder if Sebastian hadn’t shown up, would

and they love him too. Mom has taken a liking to him. despite how uncertain she had been

how he could even be interested in a woman who was pregnant, I can’t deny that after I had the babies, even I noticed the way he’d look at me. The flirting… the teasing… the

because I swear, you are the Luna I want,” he whispers, cupping my face. I’m about to speak when he bends down and brushes his lips against mine.

wait, even if

(END OF FLASHBACK)

water that fall on my face make me

A storm is coming…

growing in the air and I wrap my arms around myself. I’m wearing a tan-coloured leather jacket, denim skinnies, with a white fitted tee and tan

heart skips a beat as I’m brought out of my reminiscing by Jai’s voice.

wig on and I’m wearing a cap and sunglasses, he still recognised me, probably

a little more rugged, but there’s also a tiredness in his eyes. He’s been here with Valerie all these years. It must have been so hard. “Jai… I’m so sorry I wasn’t here,” I whisper, knowing

had called him last night, and he had replied back an hour later asking how soon I wanted to come, but this is regarding Valerie, and I asked if I

heart clench as he wraps his arms around me, pulling

should have been here, but I

I’m sure she’ll be happy to see you,” he says, moving back and turning away

The pack is pretty quiet, much to my relief, and we reach the Scott home soon enough.

with them. He’s been

and see how much he’s done for her. That he’s been right here and

the Scotts not in?” I ask. “No, I made sure they aren’t around as Sebastian made it clear you being here

will be

secret? He curses under his breath and looks at me

nothing more. He has his reasons to be careful Zaia… trust me, he’s only

Sebastian even cares is on the tip of my tongue but I don’t

a machine loud in the silent

is on her side, her back to the door, the bed sheet over her and Jai instantly goes over to the bed,

constant care for the last three years of her life. Which would include her body being exercised to keep her body muscles trained, being cleaned, changed, and fed. Things that can take up to several hours. Seeing Jai now

just hope that they can still have their happily ever after. I can’t let

Jai asks as he steps back and

I lay my eyes upon my best friend. She’s lost weight, her hair has lost its lustre and in those moments, I feel my heart

Goddess…

My heart is breaking at the fact I have not been by her side, that not once have I visited her. Through the intense emotions

What is going on?

Val…

heart thumping as I stare at the bis

can’t let them pull the plug,” Jai says

beside Valerie. The guilt that eats up at me is