I Am The Luna

I Am The Luna by Moonlight Muse Chapter 28

A Secret Visit

ZAIA.

The Moonlight Waterfall Pack. This pack used to be the home of Valerie’s mother before she met her father. Growing up, although Valerie and I were from different packs, attending the same college brought us together.

Valerie had wanted to get away from everything after her mother’s death, wanting to just be in a new place so she could heal.

The Moonlight Waterfall Pack is small, and it usually avoids making enemies. It took me over three hours to drive from my pack to get here. I’ve come alone, not wanting anyone to know, aside from Mom. Telling her I’ll be back late in the evening.

No one, including my guards, knew I’ll be leaving the pack territory. I’ve donned a wig and am driving a rental car that I booked in the name of one of our staff. I’m now waiting for someone to go collect Jai, as I wait at pack borders.

I have parked my car in the visitors’ parking lot. I’m now waiting by the side of the building where the guard is watching me with interest. I sigh heavily, remembering Atticus’ proposal last night.

(FLASHBACK)

“Zaia… I know that this is a big step… but I want to ask you… will you, my beautiful, feisty queen, marry me?”

He is down on one knee, holding up a ring with a stunning diamond sparkling under the night sky. Time seems to slow as I find myself questioning if I ever led him on? I’m certain I made it clear… 2

I know my smile has faded and I see the glimmer of disappointment in his grey eyes as I ruin the ray of hope that he held without even saying a word. “Atticus…” I say, reaching for his hand. I wrap mine around it.

I see the flash of a camera go off to the side and suddenly I realise I need to be careful about how I react. I have just become the CEO, and I can’t let a scandal tarnish my name so soon. Everyone will be observing my reactions and decisions going forward. I can already see the headlines; Zaia Toussaint, the divorcee, rejects an excellent proposal.

“Walk me to my car?” I ask him. He looks up at me and nods before forcing a smile that doesn’t reach his eyes as he slowly stands up. “It’s a no, isn’t it.” He states quietly as we fall into step with one another.

“I’m sorry Atticus… I truly am. You have given me so much… despite everything I have gone through, and even when I kept secrets from you, you stayed by my side and supported me. But… I’m not ready for marriage or a relationship.” I whisper regretfully.

Not when I just saw the man who somehow still has a hold on me. But I also know it’s not the same, it’s just pain that I’m unable to forget, a deep wound that will never heal fully.

“You are simply letting me down slowly. Don’t worry, I won’t break,” he says jokingly, placing his arm around my shoulders and kissing my forehead.

at him. He snaps the ring box shut and slips it into his pocket and deep down I wonder if Sebastian hadn’t shown up, would

him. despite how uncertain she had been of him, to begin with. Also, Dad approved, and even Atticus’s mom

can’t deny that after I had the babies, even

to speak when he bends down and

going to wait, even if

(END OF FLASHBACK)

that fall on my face make me blink and I look up at

A storm is coming…

only get worse. The smell of rain is growing in the air and I wrap my arms around myself. I’m wearing a tan-coloured leather jacket,

heart skips a beat as I’m brought out of my reminiscing

on and I’m wearing a cap and sunglasses, he still recognised

there’s also a tiredness in his eyes. He’s been here with Valerie all these years. It must have been so hard. “Jai… I’m so sorry I wasn’t here,” I

back an hour later asking how soon I wanted to come, but this is regarding Valerie, and I asked if

here for her,” he replies quietly, making my heart clench as he wraps his arms around me, pulling me in

the sad truth. I should

moving back and turning away from me, leading me to his red car.

door for me before he gets in. The pack is pretty quiet, much to my relief,

been by her side. for

she would wake up and see how much he’s done for her. That he’s been

around as Sebastian made it

knew I will be

He curses under his breath and looks at me apologetically, rubbing the back

more. He has his reasons to be careful Zaia… trust me, he’s only keeping an eye out

on the tip of my tongue but I don’t say anything further. “Here.” He says quietly as

contains sunflowers is the first thing I notice, the steady beep of a machine loud in the silent room. The door opens wider and my eyes fall on the hospital bed that sits

her and Jai instantly goes over to the bed, moving her onto her back and putting the bed

constant care for the last three years of her life. Which would include her body being exercised to keep her body muscles trained, being cleaned, changed, and fed. Things

can still have their happily ever after. I

come to see you?” Jai asks as he

over to the bed and I lay my eyes upon my best friend. She’s lost weight, her hair has lost its lustre and in

Goddess…

heart is breaking at the fact I have not been by her side, that not once have I visited her. Through the intense emotions I’m feeling,

What is going on?

Val…

thoughts. “There’s brain activity. Look!” I look up, my heart thumping as I stare at

pull the plug,” Jai says

place my head in my hands as I sit beside Valerie. The guilt that eats up at me is ever-growing, and I wish I could turn back time and