I Am The Luna

I Am The Luna by Moonlight Muse Chapter 36

A Past Forgotten

ZAIA. “Thank you, Alpha Hugh, for allowing Valerie to be placed here and for the warm welcome,” Jai says as he shakes Dad’s hand. “And for allowing me to stay at your pack, it is a great honour.”

Dad nods curtly. “Don’t take it for kindness, I only agreed because you have been a carer for Valerie. You will be allotted an apartment and you may visit Zaía’s place, but be aware, due to you still being a part of that pack, a guard will accompany you at all times. Do I make myself clear?” Dad’s voice is crisp and curt as he looks Jai dead in the eye.

“Yes, of course, Alpha,” Jai says with a firm nod. “After dark, you are not to venture out around the pack, save going to and from Zaia’s home.”

It had been a great surprise when Dad had asked if any family would be staying with Valerie and if so, then he needs to know so he can have security enforced.

It was only jai who would be staying with her, something that Sebastian and Jai both thought was ideal, having Jai closer to me, too. Although I made it clear, I am perfectly fine without them!

“Well then, have a good evening,” Dad says to the both of us before he glances at the house for a second before he takes his leave. “Come on in,” I say.

Valerie’s room was already arranged in the conservatory, and I had everything in place for my hope in this ritual of healing.

I know the omegas who helped set the place up and Dad thought I was crazy, but they entertained me anyway. I didn’t even care when I received side-eye looks when they brought in the supplies I asked for.

I didn’t mind what they thought of us, as long as she got better by it. I’m willing to try anything for her.

I need my girl back. “So… can I meet them?” Jai asks me. He looks a bit nervous as he tries to hide his excitement. The children…

I nod, smiling slightly. “Of course,” I say, leading the way inside. “I told you to have dinner with us. He nods, “You were saying, I hope you cooked because I miss your food and I’m excited to meet those little mini versions of you.”

Or one mini version of Bastien. Sebastian and I had arranged a time for a call tonight, and I won’t deny that I’m a little nervous… It’s the one time we have arranged a timing, so there is a chance it won’t just be a quick thing…

I have a feeling he’ll ask me why I left like that… and with me asking Atticus, which I did tell them, I’m sure he might want details.

I lead the way into the lounge, pushing away those thoughts and smile, watching the twins who are playing with building blocks.

“Holy…” Jai mutters. I look at him and back at the kids, realising they are building quite an impressive structure.

“No Sia, like this see?” Zion says gently, showing his sister where to put the little piece she’s holding.

“Smart little buggers huh…” Jai whistles as the twins are so deeply immersed with what they are doing they don’t realise we’ve entered.

“Children, come on over here, this is… Uncle Jai, a friend of mine.” I say, drawing their attention away.

They both look up and Zion is the first to spring up and hurry over, with Sia a few steps behind. “Hello,” Zion says, holding his hand out to Jai.

Jai crouches down and I can see the emotions in his eyes. “Hey, Zion.” He says softly, taking his small hand and giving it a shake. “Love your hair.”

He ruffles his hair before I see him touch his chest and lower his head ever so slightly.

He’s acknowledging him as his future Alpha. He glances up at me and for once there’s no smile as he tries to contain his emotions, looking at Zion once again.

eyes is of someone given hope A pack that

selfish in keeping

want to

out at Jai. “Hello, princess,” Jai says gently, holding his hand

onto me. “It’s a pleasure to meet you. They are mini versions of you…” He says looking up at me as he

both of us. “But I don’t look like a girl,” Zion says, pointing up at

kiddo, it’s true you don’t look like

how are you?” Mom’s voice breaks the emotional atmosphere, and

but you still look as beautiful as I remember, if not younger

help but smile,

(FLASHBACK)

teases Mom, earning himself a frown despite the smile

go find someone

Mom scolds.

you look beautiful, though. How do you expect me to stay

before his strong arms lock around me from behind. “Want to escape for a bit?” He whispers, his

breath hitches as I look up at him. We had recently found one another and would

although Mom disliked Sebastian, she was trying to tolerate him, although she kept telling

when Mom looks up disapprovingly and calls us

I whisper, leaning up and kissing his lips. His brilliant blue eyes sparkle

(END OF FLASHBACK)

my emotions as I head to the

dinner with Atticus was

way it is between us, I do feel I need to put

on to find someone else. “Oh, you made my favourite!” Jai says as he helps

“Isn’t that always the

cook it, I’ll eat it. And it’s an instant favourite!”

as she

she has her good days… my heart squeezes and I give

feel Zion watching me intently and turn

used to be my friend a few years. ago. We used to… work together.” I explain, not knowing how

in thought for a

Sia gently, and she simply nods her head, giving me

and we are almost done when Mom asks Jai

be around daily, though.” Jai grins. “Nonsense! I told you, Zaia, to let him stay here.” Mom

safety reasons, and I know we trust Jai, but he’s not

the Alpha myself. fai, unpack your things in the room

She’s willing to

always been fond of Jai, but for her

hand. “I appreciate being able to at least be around you all. It’s not too

at his words, she sighs in frustration and slumps back in her seat. “That man is far too arrogant and needs

Grandad,” Sia whispers to me with

frowns. “There’s nothing to

“And that’s all that matters,” I say warmly, giving Mom a gentle poke of my eyes

to them, then why

look between Sia and Mom and realise that I should ask myself that question. Why

you think that’ll work?” Jai asks as he stares through the

kids are getting ready for bed

This method surely worked, or we wouldn’t have such

over time, Zaia. We have now become more man