I Am The Luna

I Am The Luna by Moonlight Muse Chapter 36

A Past Forgotten

ZAIA. “Thank you, Alpha Hugh, for allowing Valerie to be placed here and for the warm welcome,” Jai says as he shakes Dad’s hand. “And for allowing me to stay at your pack, it is a great honour.”

Dad nods curtly. “Don’t take it for kindness, I only agreed because you have been a carer for Valerie. You will be allotted an apartment and you may visit Zaía’s place, but be aware, due to you still being a part of that pack, a guard will accompany you at all times. Do I make myself clear?” Dad’s voice is crisp and curt as he looks Jai dead in the eye.

“Yes, of course, Alpha,” Jai says with a firm nod. “After dark, you are not to venture out around the pack, save going to and from Zaia’s home.”

It had been a great surprise when Dad had asked if any family would be staying with Valerie and if so, then he needs to know so he can have security enforced.

It was only jai who would be staying with her, something that Sebastian and Jai both thought was ideal, having Jai closer to me, too. Although I made it clear, I am perfectly fine without them!

“Well then, have a good evening,” Dad says to the both of us before he glances at the house for a second before he takes his leave. “Come on in,” I say.

Valerie’s room was already arranged in the conservatory, and I had everything in place for my hope in this ritual of healing.

I know the omegas who helped set the place up and Dad thought I was crazy, but they entertained me anyway. I didn’t even care when I received side-eye looks when they brought in the supplies I asked for.

I didn’t mind what they thought of us, as long as she got better by it. I’m willing to try anything for her.

I need my girl back. “So… can I meet them?” Jai asks me. He looks a bit nervous as he tries to hide his excitement. The children…

I nod, smiling slightly. “Of course,” I say, leading the way inside. “I told you to have dinner with us. He nods, “You were saying, I hope you cooked because I miss your food and I’m excited to meet those little mini versions of you.”

Or one mini version of Bastien. Sebastian and I had arranged a time for a call tonight, and I won’t deny that I’m a little nervous… It’s the one time we have arranged a timing, so there is a chance it won’t just be a quick thing…

I have a feeling he’ll ask me why I left like that… and with me asking Atticus, which I did tell them, I’m sure he might want details.

I lead the way into the lounge, pushing away those thoughts and smile, watching the twins who are playing with building blocks.

“Holy…” Jai mutters. I look at him and back at the kids, realising they are building quite an impressive structure.

“No Sia, like this see?” Zion says gently, showing his sister where to put the little piece she’s holding.

“Smart little buggers huh…” Jai whistles as the twins are so deeply immersed with what they are doing they don’t realise we’ve entered.

“Children, come on over here, this is… Uncle Jai, a friend of mine.” I say, drawing their attention away.

They both look up and Zion is the first to spring up and hurry over, with Sia a few steps behind. “Hello,” Zion says, holding his hand out to Jai.

Jai crouches down and I can see the emotions in his eyes. “Hey, Zion.” He says softly, taking his small hand and giving it a shake. “Love your hair.”

He ruffles his hair before I see him touch his chest and lower his head ever so slightly.

He’s acknowledging him as his future Alpha. He glances up at me and for once there’s no smile as he tries to contain his emotions, looking at Zion once again.

look in his eyes is of someone given hope A pack that is still

I selfish in keeping them

want to protect

remain emotionless as Sia clings to my leg shyly, peeping out at Jai. “Hello, princess,” Jai says gently, holding his hand

meet you. They are mini versions of you…” He says looking up at me as he

like a girl,” Zion says, pointing up at me

his head. “No kiddo, it’s

at that. “Alright, dinner is ready! Jai, how are you?” Mom’s voice breaks the emotional atmosphere,

It’s been three years, but you still look as beautiful as I remember, if not younger and even more ravishing.” Jai flirts as he

help but smile, reminiscing

(FLASHBACK)

earning himself a frown despite the smile on her

Now go find

Mom scolds.

though. How do you expect me to

his strong arms lock around me from behind. “Want to escape for a bit?”

hitches as I look up at him. We had

Mom disliked Sebastian, she was trying to tolerate him, although

lip, about to reply, when Mom looks up disapprovingly and

up and kissing his lips. His brilliant blue eyes sparkle

(END OF FLASHBACK)

a deep breath to calm my emotions as I head to the dining table and take my

dinner with Atticus was

between us, I do feel I need

he’ll accept it and move on to find someone else. “Oh, you made my favourite!” Jai says as he

an eyebrow. “Isn’t that always the

it. And it’s an instant favourite!” Jai says with a wink

nods shyly as she leans closer

has her good days… my heart squeezes and I give her a gentle

can feel Zion watching me intently and

Jai used to be my friend a few years. ago. We used to… work together.” I explain, not knowing how

ok Mommy,” Zion says, but he looks lost in thought for a moment before diving into

I ask Sia gently, and she simply nods her head,

of dinner passes by smoothly and we are almost done when Mom asks Jai

though.” Jai grins. “Nonsense! I told you, Zaia, to let

not part of this pack. We have to abide by

unpack your things in the room upstairs. Putting him somewhere

She’s willing to

she’s always been fond of Jai, but for her to actually

Melanie, there’s no need for that,” Jai says, waving his hand. “I appreciate being able to at least be around you all. It’s not too far from here, and I respect that the Alpha is prioritising Zaia and the

her seat. “That

Sia whispers to me with a

frowns. “There’s nothing to

matters,” I say warmly, giving Mom a gentle poke of my eyes as a

them, then why shouldn’t they

and realise that I should ask myself that question. Why isn’t Sebastian a part

we continue to eat our dinner. “Do you think that’ll work?” Jai asks as he stares through the open roof of the conservatory, which was now set

getting ready for bed and

hopes. This method surely worked, or we wouldn’t have such books

time, Zaia. We have now become more man than wolf.” Jai says,