I Am The Luna

Chapter 62

HUGH. I look across at her. My head is bursting with incessant throbbing. I have drunk far too much, but even then; it was not enough to drown out the suffering within my mind.

The turmoil of the past and present mix into one bubbling stew that is ready to explode. What exactly did I do for the world and the Goddess if she is up there to work against me time and time again? “Dad…”

She brings me from my train of thought, and I suck in a slow breath as I look at her. She is nothing like her mother. I am truly proud of her.

“There’s far too much to share, Zaia.” “I’m ready to hear it. You have been here for me father, let me be here for you.”

I sigh heavily. Never have I felt so tired of carrying these secrets. “The beginning,” I say as I tug free from her hold and stand up. “The beginning…”

I walk towards the window and stare out at the moon. Do I tell her? There is so much that this might change…

“Zaia… there is no turning back from here. If I tell you the truth, then-”

“I’m ready for it,” I say quietly. Am I wrong to tell her? But if something happens to me… she should know the reality.

“Very well then, I swear that everything I say is nothing but the truth. But I want you to remember that regardless of what I tell you, it should not affect the way you see things and… it remains between us.”

“Ok…” She sounds worried and I look up at the moon. It’s glowing brightly, almost soothing

It’s time to share the burden that has been on my mind for years. The mistakes I’ve made, the betrayal I was dealt, the sins I’ve committed… it is all becoming too much.

“I will go back to when it all began when everything was perfectly fine. When I was happy and content with my mother. I didn’t expect things to change overnight, but that’s just how life deals its blows… When you least expect it.” I begin, memories of the past begin to cloud my mind… Will it change things between us?

“You probably don’t know this, since I’m certain you would have mentioned it if your mother had told you… but… I had a brother, he was a few years older than me…”

She gasps, and I try to remain emotionless. “No, Mom’s never mentioned that.” She murmurs. “So, she didn’t.” I can’t help but smile bitterly.

Why does it still hurt? I nod slowly. “Well… his name was Adam, and he was all set to become the future Alpha.”

(FLASHBACK TWENTY-FIVE YEARS AGO)

they? I walk through the silent house, it’s

Melanie say she was going to be spending the evening with friends? I was away on a business trip and was not set to return until Friday, but after sealing the deal early; I was able to catch a flight home two days

couldn’t wait to spend the evening with her and

even 10 pm yet. Where

archway to the lounge, spotting the two glasses of

sniff the air. I

showed up. I take off my jacket and put my small suitcase down, loosening

long flight, but I wanted to get back quickly. I head upstairs to find her. I’m halfway down the hall to our bedroom when I stop outside the guest

mate, nor had he taken a Luna of choice, preferring his

open, and I pop my

I slowly step closer, fear clawing at me as a heavy weight settles in the pit of my stomach.

getting louder and sickening. I recognise that voice. I’ve heard it far too many

what you

But no, I have to know. The lamp is on, bathing the

is on all fours on our

moment as she begs him to fuck her harder like ‘last time’. I

me. Silently I make my way back downstairs, I

(END OF FLASHBACK)

her I saw her mother cheat on me with my brother. I was always the one doing the workload… the boring one… of course, they’d all prefer him. She gasps,

bring myself to tell them I knew… and so I didn’t. I kept it in. I went through grief, regret, pain, betrayal… alone… As Melani pretended to love

stop when she places a hand on my back, but I can’t look

She’s my daughter… regardless…

wasn’t expecting that and after what happened I wanted to know if the child was even mine… and so with the help of a doctor, at one of her check-ups I had a small amount of amniotic fluid drawn from her without her knowing and then I had it tested against

whispers, sounding

Her heart is thumping, and I grip the window ledge. “Knowing I was the

I turn to her, guilt filling me. I’m causing her additional stress. As her

her cheek. She looks down, and she reminds me of the child that was constantly pulled between us. I have failed one child

glittering with tears. “Adam.”

bond of fated mates would be beautiful, that she’d soon see the er in her ways and return to me. That this pregnancy would bring us closer. I made sure to give her attention and love. Yet… they

calling Annette…” She huffs and I can sense her

she’s in a relationship so he doesn’t need to worry

when I lost it. In my rage, I killed him.” I say closing my eyes, remembering pulling

my goddess…” Zaia murmurs, shocked. He died with that

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