HUGH. I look across at her. My head is bursting with incessant throbbing. I have drunk far too much, but even then; it was not enough to drown out the suffering within my mind.
The turmoil of the past and present mix into one bubbling stew that is ready to explode. What exactly did I do for the world and the Goddess if she is up there to work against me time and time again? “Dad…”
She brings me from my train of thought, and I suck in a slow breath as I look at her. She is nothing like her mother. I am truly proud of her.
“There’s far too much to share, Zaia.” “I’m ready to hear it. You have been here for me father, let me be here for you.”
I sigh heavily. Never have I felt so tired of carrying these secrets. “The beginning,” I say as I tug free from her hold and stand up. “The beginning…”
I walk towards the window and stare out at the moon. Do I tell her? There is so much that this might change…
“Zaia… there is no turning back from here. If I tell you the truth, then-”
“I’m ready for it,” I say quietly. Am I wrong to tell her? But if something happens to me… she should know the reality.
“Very well then, I swear that everything I say is nothing but the truth. But I want you to remember that regardless of what I tell you, it should not affect the way you see things and… it remains between us.”
“Ok…” She sounds worried and I look up at the moon. It’s glowing brightly, almost soothing
It’s time to share the burden that has been on my mind for years. The mistakes I’ve made, the betrayal I was dealt, the sins I’ve committed… it is all becoming too much.
“I will go back to when it all began when everything was perfectly fine. When I was happy and content with my mother. I didn’t expect things to change overnight, but that’s just how life deals its blows… When you least expect it.” I begin, memories of the past begin to cloud my mind… Will it change things between us?
“You probably don’t know this, since I’m certain you would have mentioned it if your mother had told you… but… I had a brother, he was a few years older than me…”
She gasps, and I try to remain emotionless. “No, Mom’s never mentioned that.” She murmurs. “So, she didn’t.” I can’t help but smile bitterly.
Why does it still hurt? I nod slowly. “Well… his name was Adam, and he was all set to become the future Alpha.”
(FLASHBACK TWENTY-FIVE YEARS AGO)
I walk through
not set to return until Friday, but after sealing the deal
her and surprise her, she’ll be happy to see
pm yet.
the two
air. I can only pick up Melanie’s and
he back in town? Maybe she changed her plans because he showed up. I take off my jacket and put my small suitcase down, loosening
a long flight, but I wanted to get back quickly. I head upstairs to find her. I’m halfway down the hall to our bedroom when I stop outside the guest room, which Adam usually
being the firstborn, he hasn’t found his mate, nor had he taken a Luna of
to the guestroom is open, and I pop my head inside
slowly step closer, fear clawing at me as a heavy weight settles
getting louder and sickening. I
what you don’t see, you don’t
to know. The lamp is on, bathing the master bedroom in a warm glow, and the door stands slightly
me is one that I will never forget. Melanie is on all fours on our bed as none other than Adam, my brother, is pounding into her
moment as she begs him to fuck her harder like ‘last time’.
mate is cheating on me. My brother betrayed me. Silently I make my way back downstairs, I grab my jacket and briefcase exiting
(END OF FLASHBACK)
the one doing the workload… the boring one… of course, they’d all prefer him. She gasps, but now that I’ve begun, I
eye as if nothing was wrong. I couldn’t bring myself to tell them I knew… and so I didn’t. I kept it in. I went through grief, regret, pain, betrayal… alone… As Melani pretended to love me, each day that passed only made
stop when she places a hand on my back,
She’s my daughter… regardless…
know if the child was even mine… and so with the help of a doctor, at one of her check-ups I had a small amount of amniotic fluid
whispers,
quietly. Her heart is thumping, and I grip the window ledge. “Knowing I was the father, I decided to try to give
her additional stress. As her father,
I say quietly, touching her cheek. She looks down, and she reminds me of
asks, her eyes glittering with tears. “Adam.” I sigh
her ways and return to me. That this pregnancy would bring us closer. I made sure to give her attention and love. Yet… they
She huffs and I can sense
Adam was telling me about a woman who he is seeing but luckily she’s in a relationship so he doesn’t need to worry about committing… How her mate is an idiot who didn’t notice what was right
lost it. In my rage, I killed him.” I say closing my eyes, remembering pulling
shocked. He died with that
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