I Am The Luna

66. A Belief

ZAIA. It’s noon the following day and I haven’t seen Sebastian since last night. Every time I think of him, I end up all jittery again and I need to focus, not be lost on cloud nine!

I don’t know where we stand or what exactly we are right now, but one thing I will admit is that last night… I submitted and was ready to give him everything.

I don’t want to fight him anymore… it wasn’t about him winning points with me last night… Last night he took care of me; he spoiled me and then tucked me in to sleep before leaving. Sure, I know he enjoyed it too, but he didn’t get the release that I did.

Last night was all about me and although I know he didn’t do it so I owe him, I would happily return the favour. I mean, I want to.

I flip through the papers on the desk in front of me before I look across at Gaspard. “Everyone, and I mean from every single guard, I want the statements on video. Here.” I hold out a small box that contains a camera that will be discreet once hooked up.

“Alpha… are you concerned about the Luna’s integrity?” he asks, taking it from me. “Forgive me if I’m overstepping.”

I shake my head. I’m not about to share my thoughts, but I also need him to feel like I can trust him. I want to trust him, but I also need to be careful.

“After what we learned from the guards, I’m just concerned if this is how she treats our people, because then it’s a problem. No one should feel threatened by their leaders. That is not what a pack is about,” I reply, brushing my fingers through my hair. I’ve left it open but I’m regretting it now. I have run my hands through it countless times today.

He nods slowly. “I understand. Don’t worry, I will begin on my rounds, starting immediately. I will get you the answers, Alpha.” He lowers his head to me, and I smile slightly.

“Thank you,” I reply, scanning the list of guards who have already supplied a written statement-the ones from yesterday. There’s nothing that jumps off of the page. It just seems she demanded absolute obedience. “I have a suggestion, Alpha… if you wish to hear it,” Gaspard says hesitantly.

I look up, raising an eyebrow. “What is it?” “I think… I think you need to educate the people on the Blood Born, to let them know of your importance and the reminder of what you are and what you represent.” He says solemnly.

I nod slowly, and a flicker of unease rushes through me. I didn’t mention the Blood Born openly to him. I mean, aside from my get up….

So, he knows of the Blood Born….

Last night he mentioned his family was from France, and a little about respect, but he didn’t mention this. Was it a slip-up? Or does he actually know about the Blood Born and have nothing to hide?

“I think you’re right. People need to know. It’s a shame it took me many years to learn about who I am and what I am on this earth for… I wish I knew sooner… it’s nice to come across someone who knows about us.” I say, smiling smoothly, hoping that my reaction shows I am completely comfortable with it. His eyes meet mine, and he swallows.

as I continue to flip through the file. “I only have

and is your father part of this pack?” I ask, glancing

that.” I reply. ” What else do you know about the Blood Born? I wish I knew more. I

those who have lost faith in our goddess.” He says.

you looked into it?” I ask quietly. I’m unable to shake off his words,

the ball moving, Alpha. We will track down their locations and report

smile politely and nod. “Thank you, Gaspard.” He reciprocates the

“I know.”

before he leaves the office and I sit back. His behaviour was… strange. But perhaps by mentioning

there was something to show I believe in their cause. It’s clear they are clever… assuming that they are the ones behind these

for those who channel their

to me, and my heart skips a beat. Fuck! This

if that means acting a little extreme… forcing those who believe in the Sable Triquetra to think I am on their side! My heart thuds

seeing him round the

say quietly. He nods slowly and I smooth my hair back. What if he knows more. “Of course.” He

you said about the Blood Born really hit something inside. I want the people to know the meaning behind us. Do you know anyone else who is as

over what I said. “I can find out, but if you are to leave, then perhaps you can tell them prior to leaving?” He suggests solemnly. “Yes,

and walks off and I turn back to my office, thinking of a plan. Tonight, under the moon… in the forest

to tell anyone my idea, because right now I can’t trust even those around me.

a request to all werewolves who

out the request. Stepping inside,

I call

are outside. Where is everyone? “Sebastian!” I call. The sound of footsteps makes me turn and I see a nurse step out of Valerie’s room. “Ma’am, the children have gone with Alpha Sebastian and

ask. “I’m not sure about Mr O’Dell, but Ms Walton said she had a few errands to run since

tell her that in the morning But why are Dad and Sebastian together? I head to Valerie’s room. It’s strange for Jai and Mom both not

first, Mom or Jai?” I ask. “Mr O’Dell.” She responds as she takes Valerie’s blood pressure. I

reading down on the chart, she turns Valerie onto her side. “She’s getting better.” She

with Valerie. I stand up, my smile fading as I circle the bed. I was so confident that the full moon would heal her, but since then there’s not been

up,

too. I sit down on the

hear me, Valerie, wake up.. Call upon your wolf. She is a part of you. She can and will help

My own eyes are blazing orange, and I can feel my aura almost physically around me, my frustration growing. I want her to

her brain activity pick up. My heart skips a beat as