I Am The Luna

66. A Belief

ZAIA. It’s noon the following day and I haven’t seen Sebastian since last night. Every time I think of him, I end up all jittery again and I need to focus, not be lost on cloud nine!

I don’t know where we stand or what exactly we are right now, but one thing I will admit is that last night… I submitted and was ready to give him everything.

I don’t want to fight him anymore… it wasn’t about him winning points with me last night… Last night he took care of me; he spoiled me and then tucked me in to sleep before leaving. Sure, I know he enjoyed it too, but he didn’t get the release that I did.

Last night was all about me and although I know he didn’t do it so I owe him, I would happily return the favour. I mean, I want to.

I flip through the papers on the desk in front of me before I look across at Gaspard. “Everyone, and I mean from every single guard, I want the statements on video. Here.” I hold out a small box that contains a camera that will be discreet once hooked up.

“Alpha… are you concerned about the Luna’s integrity?” he asks, taking it from me. “Forgive me if I’m overstepping.”

I shake my head. I’m not about to share my thoughts, but I also need him to feel like I can trust him. I want to trust him, but I also need to be careful.

“After what we learned from the guards, I’m just concerned if this is how she treats our people, because then it’s a problem. No one should feel threatened by their leaders. That is not what a pack is about,” I reply, brushing my fingers through my hair. I’ve left it open but I’m regretting it now. I have run my hands through it countless times today.

He nods slowly. “I understand. Don’t worry, I will begin on my rounds, starting immediately. I will get you the answers, Alpha.” He lowers his head to me, and I smile slightly.

“Thank you,” I reply, scanning the list of guards who have already supplied a written statement-the ones from yesterday. There’s nothing that jumps off of the page. It just seems she demanded absolute obedience. “I have a suggestion, Alpha… if you wish to hear it,” Gaspard says hesitantly.

I look up, raising an eyebrow. “What is it?” “I think… I think you need to educate the people on the Blood Born, to let them know of your importance and the reminder of what you are and what you represent.” He says solemnly.

I nod slowly, and a flicker of unease rushes through me. I didn’t mention the Blood Born openly to him. I mean, aside from my get up….

So, he knows of the Blood Born….

Last night he mentioned his family was from France, and a little about respect, but he didn’t mention this. Was it a slip-up? Or does he actually know about the Blood Born and have nothing to hide?

“I think you’re right. People need to know. It’s a shame it took me many years to learn about who I am and what I am on this earth for… I wish I knew sooner… it’s nice to come across someone who knows about us.” I say, smiling smoothly, hoping that my reaction shows I am completely comfortable with it. His eyes meet mine, and he swallows.

the file. “I only have your best

this pack?” I ask, glancing up. He looks down. “I’m

I’m sorry about that.” I reply. ” What else do you know about the Blood Born? I wish I knew

but I believe you will deliver judgement to those who have lost faith in our goddess.” He

Have you looked into it?” I ask quietly. I’m unable to shake

gotten the ball moving, Alpha. We will track down their locations and report back

you, Gaspard.” He reciprocates the smile and lowers his head respectfully. “I

“I know.”

sit back. His behaviour was… strange. But perhaps by mentioning the

believe in their cause. It’s clear they are clever… assuming that

for those who channel their inner wolf. But is he

forward suddenly, an idea coming to me, and my heart skips a beat. Fuck! This is it! To weed them out.

who believe in the Sable Triquetra to think I am on their side! My heart thuds as I stand up quickly and rush to the

round the corner. He stops and looks

I smooth my hair back. What if he knows more. “Of course.” He walks back over to me,

something inside. I want the people to know the meaning behind us. Do you know anyone else who is as passionate about our goddess and her will as we are? Those who could back me and even teach me the right way?” I ask smoothly.

can find out, but if you are to leave, then perhaps you can tell them prior to leaving?” He suggests solemnly. “Yes, I like that idea. I think I will.” I say. “I can’t wait.

to my office, thinking of

idea, because right now I can’t trust even those

into place… a request to all

will be important, save the ranks of us- as werewolves. I return early after sending out the request. Stepping inside, silence greets me, and I look around the hall. There’s

call

guards are outside. Where is everyone? “Sebastian!” I call. The sound of footsteps makes me turn and I see a nurse step out of Valerie’s room. “Ma’am, the children have gone

says politely. I nod slowly. “And Jai? And Mom?” I ask. “I’m not sure about Mr O’Dell, but Ms Walton said she had a few

Dad and Sebastian together? I head to Valerie’s room. It’s strange for Jai and Mom

back in as she continues with her checks. “Who left first, Mom or Jai?” I ask. “Mr

she turns Valerie onto her side. “She’s getting better.” She

my smile fading as I circle the bed. I was so confident that the full moon would

through her hair. Wake up, Valerie… Please

too. I sit down on the edge of the bed, taking

up.. Call upon your wolf. She is a part of you. She can and will help you heal. Come

My own eyes are blazing orange, and I can feel my aura almost physically

up at the machine, seeing her brain activity pick up. My heart skips a beat as I look down