I Am The Luna

66. A Belief

ZAIA. It’s noon the following day and I haven’t seen Sebastian since last night. Every time I think of him, I end up all jittery again and I need to focus, not be lost on cloud nine!

I don’t know where we stand or what exactly we are right now, but one thing I will admit is that last night… I submitted and was ready to give him everything.

I don’t want to fight him anymore… it wasn’t about him winning points with me last night… Last night he took care of me; he spoiled me and then tucked me in to sleep before leaving. Sure, I know he enjoyed it too, but he didn’t get the release that I did.

Last night was all about me and although I know he didn’t do it so I owe him, I would happily return the favour. I mean, I want to.

I flip through the papers on the desk in front of me before I look across at Gaspard. “Everyone, and I mean from every single guard, I want the statements on video. Here.” I hold out a small box that contains a camera that will be discreet once hooked up.

“Alpha… are you concerned about the Luna’s integrity?” he asks, taking it from me. “Forgive me if I’m overstepping.”

I shake my head. I’m not about to share my thoughts, but I also need him to feel like I can trust him. I want to trust him, but I also need to be careful.

“After what we learned from the guards, I’m just concerned if this is how she treats our people, because then it’s a problem. No one should feel threatened by their leaders. That is not what a pack is about,” I reply, brushing my fingers through my hair. I’ve left it open but I’m regretting it now. I have run my hands through it countless times today.

He nods slowly. “I understand. Don’t worry, I will begin on my rounds, starting immediately. I will get you the answers, Alpha.” He lowers his head to me, and I smile slightly.

“Thank you,” I reply, scanning the list of guards who have already supplied a written statement-the ones from yesterday. There’s nothing that jumps off of the page. It just seems she demanded absolute obedience. “I have a suggestion, Alpha… if you wish to hear it,” Gaspard says hesitantly.

I look up, raising an eyebrow. “What is it?” “I think… I think you need to educate the people on the Blood Born, to let them know of your importance and the reminder of what you are and what you represent.” He says solemnly.

I nod slowly, and a flicker of unease rushes through me. I didn’t mention the Blood Born openly to him. I mean, aside from my get up….

So, he knows of the Blood Born….

Last night he mentioned his family was from France, and a little about respect, but he didn’t mention this. Was it a slip-up? Or does he actually know about the Blood Born and have nothing to hide?

“I think you’re right. People need to know. It’s a shame it took me many years to learn about who I am and what I am on this earth for… I wish I knew sooner… it’s nice to come across someone who knows about us.” I say, smiling smoothly, hoping that my reaction shows I am completely comfortable with it. His eyes meet mine, and he swallows.

completely relaxed as I continue to flip through the file. “I only have your best interest at heart, Alpha. I assure you that… I- I learned of the Blood Borns from my

I ask, glancing up. He looks down. “I’m

I’m sorry about that.” I reply. ” What else do you know about the Blood Born? I wish I knew more. I feel

much, Alpha, but I believe you will deliver judgement to those who have lost faith in

you looked into it?”

ball moving, Alpha. We will track down their locations and report back to you with our

reciprocates the smile and lowers his head respectfully.

“I know.”

behaviour was… strange. But perhaps by mentioning the Blood

was something to show I believe in their cause. It’s clear they are clever… assuming that they are the ones

has faith in Selene and respect for those who channel their inner wolf. But is he more of a

skips a beat. Fuck! This is it! To weed them

extreme… forcing those who believe in the Sable Triquetra to think I am on

shout, seeing him round the corner. He

and I smooth my hair back. What if he knows more. “Of course.” He walks back over to me,

Hollow Falls Pack as we are together again… however, what you said about the Blood Born really hit something inside. I want the people to know the meaning behind us. Do you know anyone else

and seems to mull over what I said. “I can find out, but if you are to leave, then perhaps you can tell them prior to leaving?” He suggests solemnly. “Yes, I like that idea. I think I will.” I say. “I can’t wait. Thank you for listening,

head and walks off and I turn back to my office, thinking

idea, because right now I can’t trust

to all werewolves who can come to the forest when the moon is shining in the

save the ranks of us- as werewolves. I return early after sending out the request. Stepping inside, silence greets me, and I look around the hall. There’s not even a

I call down the

are outside. Where is everyone? “Sebastian!” I call. The sound of footsteps makes me turn and I see a nurse step out of Valerie’s room. “Ma’am, the children have

Mom?” I ask. “I’m not sure about Mr O’Dell, but Ms Walton said she had a few errands to run since

the morning But why are Dad and Sebastian together? I head to Valerie’s room. It’s strange for Jai and Mom

left first, Mom or Jai?” I ask. “Mr O’Dell.” She responds as she takes Valerie’s blood pressure.

reading down on the chart, she turns Valerie onto her side. “She’s getting better.” She tells me proudly and I smile,

fading as I circle the bed. I was so confident that the full moon would heal her, but since then there’s not been any progress or

her hair. Wake up, Valerie… Please wake up. I stare down at her, wishing she’d wake

because he’s in touch with his wolf… I wish she was too. I sit down on the

you. She can and will help you heal.

are blazing orange, and I can feel my aura almost physically around me,

seeing her brain activity pick up. My heart skips a beat as I look down at her, frowning