I Am The Luna

66. A Belief

ZAIA. It’s noon the following day and I haven’t seen Sebastian since last night. Every time I think of him, I end up all jittery again and I need to focus, not be lost on cloud nine!

I don’t know where we stand or what exactly we are right now, but one thing I will admit is that last night… I submitted and was ready to give him everything.

I don’t want to fight him anymore… it wasn’t about him winning points with me last night… Last night he took care of me; he spoiled me and then tucked me in to sleep before leaving. Sure, I know he enjoyed it too, but he didn’t get the release that I did.

Last night was all about me and although I know he didn’t do it so I owe him, I would happily return the favour. I mean, I want to.

I flip through the papers on the desk in front of me before I look across at Gaspard. “Everyone, and I mean from every single guard, I want the statements on video. Here.” I hold out a small box that contains a camera that will be discreet once hooked up.

“Alpha… are you concerned about the Luna’s integrity?” he asks, taking it from me. “Forgive me if I’m overstepping.”

I shake my head. I’m not about to share my thoughts, but I also need him to feel like I can trust him. I want to trust him, but I also need to be careful.

“After what we learned from the guards, I’m just concerned if this is how she treats our people, because then it’s a problem. No one should feel threatened by their leaders. That is not what a pack is about,” I reply, brushing my fingers through my hair. I’ve left it open but I’m regretting it now. I have run my hands through it countless times today.

He nods slowly. “I understand. Don’t worry, I will begin on my rounds, starting immediately. I will get you the answers, Alpha.” He lowers his head to me, and I smile slightly.

“Thank you,” I reply, scanning the list of guards who have already supplied a written statement-the ones from yesterday. There’s nothing that jumps off of the page. It just seems she demanded absolute obedience. “I have a suggestion, Alpha… if you wish to hear it,” Gaspard says hesitantly.

I look up, raising an eyebrow. “What is it?” “I think… I think you need to educate the people on the Blood Born, to let them know of your importance and the reminder of what you are and what you represent.” He says solemnly.

I nod slowly, and a flicker of unease rushes through me. I didn’t mention the Blood Born openly to him. I mean, aside from my get up….

So, he knows of the Blood Born….

Last night he mentioned his family was from France, and a little about respect, but he didn’t mention this. Was it a slip-up? Or does he actually know about the Blood Born and have nothing to hide?

“I think you’re right. People need to know. It’s a shame it took me many years to learn about who I am and what I am on this earth for… I wish I knew sooner… it’s nice to come across someone who knows about us.” I say, smiling smoothly, hoping that my reaction shows I am completely comfortable with it. His eyes meet mine, and he swallows.

completely relaxed as I continue to flip through the file. “I only have your best interest at heart, Alpha. I

is your father part of this pack?” I ask, glancing up. He looks down. “I’m afraid he

about the

much, Alpha, but I believe you will deliver judgement to those who have lost faith in our goddess.” He says. Judgement… it sounds almost

it?” I ask quietly. I’m

the ball moving, Alpha. We will track down their locations and report back

politely and nod. “Thank you, Gaspard.” He reciprocates the smile

“I know.”

head once more before he leaves the office and I sit back. His behaviour was… strange. But perhaps by mentioning the Blood Born as he suggested would weed out those who know about it if I show

cause. It’s clear

same mentality as me, where he has faith in Selene and respect for those who channel their inner wolf.

skips a beat. Fuck! This is it! To weed them out. What if I pretend to have the same mentality

in the Sable Triquetra to think I am on their side! My heart thuds as I stand up quickly and

seeing him round the corner. He

say quietly. He nods slowly and I smooth my hair back. What if he knows more. “Of course.” He walks

Hollow Falls Pack as we are together again… however, what you said about the Blood Born really hit something inside. I want the people to know the meaning behind us. Do you know anyone else who is as passionate about our goddess and her

can tell them prior to leaving?” He suggests solemnly. “Yes, I like that idea. I think

I turn back to my office, thinking

because right now I can’t trust

to all werewolves who

us- as werewolves. I return early after sending out the request. Stepping inside, silence greets me, and I look around the hall. There’s

I call

of footsteps makes me turn and I see

ask. “I’m not sure about Mr O’Dell, but Ms Walton said she had a few errands to run since you

together? I head to Valerie’s room. It’s strange for Jai and Mom both not to

as she continues with her checks. “Who left first, Mom or Jai?” I ask. “Mr O’Dell.” She responds as she takes Valerie’s blood pressure. I fall

Valerie onto her side.

up, my smile fading as I circle the bed. I was

through her hair. Wake up, Valerie… Please

down on the edge of the bed, taking her hand

Valerie, wake up.. Call upon your wolf. She is a part of you. She can and will help you heal. Come on,

My own eyes are blazing orange, and I can feel my aura almost physically around me, my frustration growing. I want her

pick up. My heart skips a beat