I Am The Luna

Chapter 103

25. A Broken Heart ZAIA. or I Am The Luna Chapter 103 By Moonlight Muse

Please say this is a lie…

His words through the phone echo in my mind, making everything else fade away. “Zaia!” Annette’s distant shout echoes in my mind as I fall to my knees, broken.

Sebastian left me.

Tears stream down my cheeks as I clutch my chest. The pain I feel is far worse than anything I have felt in my life. Far more excruciating than when he rejected me years ago.

It hurts so much… my heartbeat is ringing in my ear, along with the shrill whistling sound that makes my head want to explode.

I cannot breathe.

Sebastian…

“Why!” I scream as I stare ahead, unseeing.

Flashes of our moments together flood my mind but all I can focus on is him. The signs were there, the way he was behaving… how long had he been planning to do this?

I thought we were a team. I told him I needed him. Why?

Will I never just be enough to keep him happy? Sobs wrack my body and I feel like I’ve lost everything. The threads of my life had begun to come undone, yet I still held on… still hoped for something more.

Mom… Dad… Sebastian…

In the end, I failed. Just the way I am failing Sia and my people…

Why is the goddess doing this to us?

“You chose the wrong one! Why?!” I scream. “If you really cared… if you’re really out there… why would you do this?” My voice breaks as I hug myself. I feel so alone… I am alone…

I was the wrong person for this. I’ve tried… tried to do my best, but I’m not doing enough…

Why did you make us for one another if your only aim was to rip us apart and crush my strength? Despite everything, he gave me the strength to continue. Why did I allow myself to fall for him again? Why did I unwrap my damaged heart for him?

He was my strength… he was the one who I had learned to forgive and not only did I fall for him again; I fell for him all over again.

I don’t want to feel this pain…

I try to pull myself together, but I can’t. He’s destroyed me… Destroyed the trust I had in him.

wrap around me, pulling me against a firm chest. “He left me… again,” I whisper, a fresh wave of tears running down

be ok. We’re going to figure this

How?

times I felt like he was

he was saying goodbye, wasn’t

Mom… she’s gone too.

Dad…

squeezes in pain. My claws are out and my eyes blaze with my

Zaia, look

to talk to him. He needs to know that there are other options.” I

If you can hear me, please please

met with nothing but a wall and I

my vision begins to spin and then, everything

I’m sitting on my bed, exhausted yet unable to sleep,

How do I recover?

I feel, but today I was unable to

strength; they are the only strength I need, but how do

of my bedroom, despite being alone, my

the only thing I

Sebastian is truly gone.

Mom is dead.

Dad is missing.

are the facts that keep hammering

I’m a failure…

find me and bring me home… once again, he’s the one who was there to pick me up after the man I loved destroyed

bond exist when it only gives others

My heart hurts…

the door, and I don’t move when it opens. There are three

and kissing my forehead. I turn away, my eyes stinging as I

about the children being asleep. He sits on the floor beside the bed, stretching his legs

anyone. Even my babies. I am an awful mother. I can’t even give them the best life they deserve and Sebastian… I

I don’t want anyone to touch

an endless abyss of pain and doom. “Come on, where’s that beautiful smile

but it’ll show through soon. Here Zaia.” she offers me a chocolate muffin but I shake

mission for her people… is that it? Do

my arms around my knees, refusing the mug of hot chocolate that Valerie

shake my head, turning

all

I don’t want anything…

Sebastian leaving well at all. How will I tell the children their father is gone? That

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