I Am The Luna

Chapter 103

25. A Broken Heart ZAIA. or I Am The Luna Chapter 103 By Moonlight Muse

Please say this is a lie…

His words through the phone echo in my mind, making everything else fade away. “Zaia!” Annette’s distant shout echoes in my mind as I fall to my knees, broken.

Sebastian left me.

Tears stream down my cheeks as I clutch my chest. The pain I feel is far worse than anything I have felt in my life. Far more excruciating than when he rejected me years ago.

It hurts so much… my heartbeat is ringing in my ear, along with the shrill whistling sound that makes my head want to explode.

I cannot breathe.

Sebastian…

“Why!” I scream as I stare ahead, unseeing.

Flashes of our moments together flood my mind but all I can focus on is him. The signs were there, the way he was behaving… how long had he been planning to do this?

I thought we were a team. I told him I needed him. Why?

Will I never just be enough to keep him happy? Sobs wrack my body and I feel like I’ve lost everything. The threads of my life had begun to come undone, yet I still held on… still hoped for something more.

Mom… Dad… Sebastian…

In the end, I failed. Just the way I am failing Sia and my people…

Why is the goddess doing this to us?

“You chose the wrong one! Why?!” I scream. “If you really cared… if you’re really out there… why would you do this?” My voice breaks as I hug myself. I feel so alone… I am alone…

I was the wrong person for this. I’ve tried… tried to do my best, but I’m not doing enough…

Why did you make us for one another if your only aim was to rip us apart and crush my strength? Despite everything, he gave me the strength to continue. Why did I allow myself to fall for him again? Why did I unwrap my damaged heart for him?

He was my strength… he was the one who I had learned to forgive and not only did I fall for him again; I fell for him all over again.

I don’t want to feel this pain…

try to pull myself together, but I can’t. He’s destroyed

firm chest. “He left me… again,” I whisper, a

ok. We’re going to figure

How?

felt like

night… he was saying

Mom… she’s gone too.

Dad…

My claws are out and my eyes

look

becoming dark. “Sebastian, I want to talk to him. He needs to

If you can hear me, please

wall and I cry out in

voice fades away as my vision begins to spin and then,

sleep, in pain yet unable to feel it. Betrayed, yet

How do I recover?

hate showing the kids how I feel, but today I was unable to hold my tears back as I

only strength I need, but how do I tell them

alone, my thoughts

despite the storm within me, the only thing I know is, I failed. Failed

Sebastian is truly gone.

Mom is dead.

Dad is missing.

the facts that keep hammering at

I’m a failure…

one to find me and bring me home… once again, he’s the one who was there

bond exist when it only gives others the power to

My heart hurts…

move when it opens. There are three of them, and Valerie is holding

over, placing the tray down and kissing my forehead. I turn away, my eyes stinging

Atticus leaves the door open a crack, murmuring something about the children being asleep.

mother. I can’t even give them the best life they deserve and Sebastian… I wasn’t good enough

I don’t want anyone to touch me. I

let myself fall into an endless abyss of pain and doom. “Come on, where’s that beautiful smile that we all

don’t respond, as Valerie laughs gently. “It’s hiding for a bit, but it’ll show through soon. Here Zaia.” she offers me a chocolate

here simply to fulfil the goddess’s wishes? Her mission for her people… is

refusing the mug of hot chocolate that Valerie offers

my

eaten all day, Red,” Atticus

I don’t want anything…

take Sebastian leaving well at all. How will I tell the children their father is gone? That he has

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