I Am The Luna

Chapter 103

25. A Broken Heart ZAIA. or I Am The Luna Chapter 103 By Moonlight Muse

Please say this is a lie…

His words through the phone echo in my mind, making everything else fade away. “Zaia!” Annette’s distant shout echoes in my mind as I fall to my knees, broken.

Sebastian left me.

Tears stream down my cheeks as I clutch my chest. The pain I feel is far worse than anything I have felt in my life. Far more excruciating than when he rejected me years ago.

It hurts so much… my heartbeat is ringing in my ear, along with the shrill whistling sound that makes my head want to explode.

I cannot breathe.

Sebastian…

“Why!” I scream as I stare ahead, unseeing.

Flashes of our moments together flood my mind but all I can focus on is him. The signs were there, the way he was behaving… how long had he been planning to do this?

I thought we were a team. I told him I needed him. Why?

Will I never just be enough to keep him happy? Sobs wrack my body and I feel like I’ve lost everything. The threads of my life had begun to come undone, yet I still held on… still hoped for something more.

Mom… Dad… Sebastian…

In the end, I failed. Just the way I am failing Sia and my people…

Why is the goddess doing this to us?

“You chose the wrong one! Why?!” I scream. “If you really cared… if you’re really out there… why would you do this?” My voice breaks as I hug myself. I feel so alone… I am alone…

I was the wrong person for this. I’ve tried… tried to do my best, but I’m not doing enough…

Why did you make us for one another if your only aim was to rip us apart and crush my strength? Despite everything, he gave me the strength to continue. Why did I allow myself to fall for him again? Why did I unwrap my damaged heart for him?

He was my strength… he was the one who I had learned to forgive and not only did I fall for him again; I fell for him all over again.

I don’t want to feel this pain…

try to pull myself together, but I can’t. He’s destroyed me… Destroyed the trust I had in him. Sobbing, I

I whisper, a fresh wave of tears running down my cheeks. “I

going to be ok. We’re going to figure

How?

times I felt like he was

night… he was saying goodbye,

Mom… she’s gone too.

Dad…

it squeezes in pain. My claws are out and my eyes

Zaia, look at

I want to talk to him. He needs to know that there are other options.” I plead through my tears. One last try… because I didn’t give

hear me, please

nothing but a wall and I

my vision begins to spin and then, everything becomes

to sleep, in pain yet unable to feel it. Betrayed, yet unable to

How do I recover?

today I was unable to hold my tears back as I hugged and

the only strength I need, but how do I tell them their dad has

my thoughts don’t relent. Self-doubt, self-blame, guilt,

the only thing I

Sebastian is truly gone.

Mom is dead.

Dad is missing.

are the facts that keep hammering at my

I’m a failure…

bring me home… once again, he’s the one who was there to pick me up after the man I loved destroyed

the mate bond exist when it only gives others

My heart hurts…

opens. There are three

up.” She says softly as she comes over, placing the tray down and kissing my forehead. I turn away, my eyes stinging as I stare

crack, murmuring something about the children being asleep. He sits on the floor beside the bed, stretching his legs out, but I know he’s

was unable to hide my emotions from anyone. Even my babies. I am an awful mother. I can’t even give them the best

me, wrapping his arms around me, but I don’t want anyone to touch me. I

abyss of pain and doom. “Come on,

but it’ll show through soon. Here Zaia.” she offers me a chocolate muffin but I shake my head, refusing

here simply to fulfil the goddess’s wishes? Her mission for

hold and wrap my arms around my knees, refusing the mug of hot chocolate

shake my head, turning

eaten all day, Red,” Atticus

I don’t want anything…

take Sebastian leaving well at all. How will I tell the children their father is

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