I Am The Luna

Chapter 103

25. A Broken Heart ZAIA. or I Am The Luna Chapter 103 By Moonlight Muse

Please say this is a lie…

His words through the phone echo in my mind, making everything else fade away. “Zaia!” Annette’s distant shout echoes in my mind as I fall to my knees, broken.

Sebastian left me.

Tears stream down my cheeks as I clutch my chest. The pain I feel is far worse than anything I have felt in my life. Far more excruciating than when he rejected me years ago.

It hurts so much… my heartbeat is ringing in my ear, along with the shrill whistling sound that makes my head want to explode.

I cannot breathe.

Sebastian…

“Why!” I scream as I stare ahead, unseeing.

Flashes of our moments together flood my mind but all I can focus on is him. The signs were there, the way he was behaving… how long had he been planning to do this?

I thought we were a team. I told him I needed him. Why?

Will I never just be enough to keep him happy? Sobs wrack my body and I feel like I’ve lost everything. The threads of my life had begun to come undone, yet I still held on… still hoped for something more.

Mom… Dad… Sebastian…

In the end, I failed. Just the way I am failing Sia and my people…

Why is the goddess doing this to us?

“You chose the wrong one! Why?!” I scream. “If you really cared… if you’re really out there… why would you do this?” My voice breaks as I hug myself. I feel so alone… I am alone…

I was the wrong person for this. I’ve tried… tried to do my best, but I’m not doing enough…

Why did you make us for one another if your only aim was to rip us apart and crush my strength? Despite everything, he gave me the strength to continue. Why did I allow myself to fall for him again? Why did I unwrap my damaged heart for him?

He was my strength… he was the one who I had learned to forgive and not only did I fall for him again; I fell for him all over again.

I don’t want to feel this pain…

myself as I try to pull myself together, but I can’t. He’s destroyed me… Destroyed the trust I had in him. Sobbing, I

wrap around me, pulling me against a firm chest. “He left me… again,” I whisper, a fresh wave of tears running down my cheeks. “I

be ok. We’re

How?

felt like

was saying goodbye,

Mom… she’s gone too.

Dad…

My claws are out and

look at

think it’s Atticus, but it’s becoming dark. “Sebastian, I want to talk to him. He needs to know that there are other options.” I plead through my tears. One last try… because I didn’t give Mom

If you can hear me, please please

nothing but a wall

Atticus’s voice fades away as my vision begins to spin and then, everything becomes

sleep, in

How do I recover?

how I feel, but today I was unable to hold my tears back as I hugged and

strength I need, but how do I tell them their dad has left them

my bedroom, despite being alone, my thoughts don’t relent. Self-doubt, self-blame, guilt, sorrow, pain,

me, the only thing I

Sebastian is truly gone.

Mom is dead.

Dad is missing.

are the facts that

I’m a failure…

home… once again, he’s the one who

exist when

My heart hurts…

the door, and I don’t move when it opens. There are

placing the tray down and kissing my forehead. I turn away, my eyes

enter and Atticus leaves the door open a crack, murmuring something about the children being asleep. He sits on the

I was unable to hide my emotions from anyone. Even my babies. I am an awful mother. I can’t even give them the best life they deserve and Sebastian… I wasn’t good

beside me, wrapping his arms around me, but I don’t want anyone to

feel is clawing inside of me, but I refuse to let myself fall into an endless abyss of pain and doom. “Come

don’t respond, as Valerie laughs gently. “It’s hiding for a bit, but it’ll show through soon. Here Zaia.” she offers

wishes? Her mission for her people… is that it? Do I

from Jai’s hold and wrap my arms around my knees, refusing the mug of hot chocolate that Valerie offers me.

my head, turning

haven’t eaten all day, Red,” Atticus

I don’t want anything…

didn’t take Sebastian leaving well at all. How will I tell

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