I Am The Luna

Chapter 103

25. A Broken Heart ZAIA. or I Am The Luna Chapter 103 By Moonlight Muse

Please say this is a lie…

His words through the phone echo in my mind, making everything else fade away. “Zaia!” Annette’s distant shout echoes in my mind as I fall to my knees, broken.

Sebastian left me.

Tears stream down my cheeks as I clutch my chest. The pain I feel is far worse than anything I have felt in my life. Far more excruciating than when he rejected me years ago.

It hurts so much… my heartbeat is ringing in my ear, along with the shrill whistling sound that makes my head want to explode.

I cannot breathe.

Sebastian…

“Why!” I scream as I stare ahead, unseeing.

Flashes of our moments together flood my mind but all I can focus on is him. The signs were there, the way he was behaving… how long had he been planning to do this?

I thought we were a team. I told him I needed him. Why?

Will I never just be enough to keep him happy? Sobs wrack my body and I feel like I’ve lost everything. The threads of my life had begun to come undone, yet I still held on… still hoped for something more.

Mom… Dad… Sebastian…

In the end, I failed. Just the way I am failing Sia and my people…

Why is the goddess doing this to us?

“You chose the wrong one! Why?!” I scream. “If you really cared… if you’re really out there… why would you do this?” My voice breaks as I hug myself. I feel so alone… I am alone…

I was the wrong person for this. I’ve tried… tried to do my best, but I’m not doing enough…

Why did you make us for one another if your only aim was to rip us apart and crush my strength? Despite everything, he gave me the strength to continue. Why did I allow myself to fall for him again? Why did I unwrap my damaged heart for him?

He was my strength… he was the one who I had learned to forgive and not only did I fall for him again; I fell for him all over again.

I don’t want to feel this pain…

together, but I can’t. He’s destroyed me… Destroyed the trust I had in him. Sobbing, I clutch at my aching heart, hurting

me against a firm chest. “He left me… again,” I whisper, a fresh

going to be ok. We’re going

How?

felt like he

he was saying goodbye,

Mom… she’s gone too.

Dad…

in pain. My claws are out and

Zaia, look at

to the right, and I think it’s Atticus, but it’s becoming dark. “Sebastian, I want to talk to him. He needs to

If you can hear me, please

wall and I cry

begins to spin

unable to sleep, in pain

How do I recover?

I was unable to hold my tears back as I hugged and

only strength I need, but how do I tell them their dad has left them once

of my bedroom, despite being alone, my

within me, the only thing I know is, I failed. Failed

Sebastian is truly gone.

Mom is dead.

Dad is missing.

are the facts that keep hammering at my

I’m a failure…

the one to find me and bring me home… once again, he’s the one who was there to

does love exist? Why does the mate bond exist when it only gives others the power

My heart hurts…

the door, and I don’t move when it opens. There are three of them,

over, placing the tray down and kissing my

enter and Atticus leaves the door open a crack, murmuring something about the children being asleep. He sits on the floor beside the bed, stretching his

from anyone. Even my babies. I am an awful mother. I can’t even give them the best life they

his arms around me, but I don’t want anyone to

feel is clawing inside of me, but I refuse to let myself fall into an endless abyss of pain and doom. “Come on, where’s that beautiful smile that we all melt over?” Jai says, wiping away my

a bit, but it’ll show through soon. Here Zaia.” she

goddess’s wishes? Her mission for her people… is that it?

wrap my arms around my knees, refusing the

shake my

eaten all day, Red,” Atticus

I don’t want anything…

will I tell the children their father is gone?

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