I Am The Luna

60. A Father or I Am The Luna Chapter 138 By Moonlight Muse

ZAIA.

He shrugs, looking at me as if I had just accused him wrongly.

“I don’t know,” he says, feigning innocence as he turns when Sia comes into view. “Sia is causing problems.”

Mhmm, I’m sure that is as far from the truth as possible.

Her long auburn hair is in a high ponytail, and she’s all dressed and ready for the journey. She’s wearing a tweed white dress with black collars and tights. On top of it, she’s wearing a white fur coat with a matching hat.

“Mommy, he real-” she begins, but just then the doorbell rings, interrupting her. “Dad!” Sia turns her eyes, lighting up with excitement.

She runs to the door and so does Xander and I smile at Zion, who remains in his spot, despite the excitement in his eyes.

“I’ll go get your bags.”

He takes hold of my arm and tilts his head. “It’s Christmas. You should say hi at least, Mom.”

My heart skips a beat as I look into his piercing blue eyes, and I nod. “True, I will, don’t you worry.”

I don’t avoid him, but I need a moment to gather my emotions.

It’s hard though. Looking at Sebastian makes my heart become a frenzy, surging with powerful and intense emotions. I haven’t seen him in a while, but I’ve noticed over the last two years, that every time I see him, the pain and the bad memories no longer come to mind and that scares me because I don’t know how to react to that.

I know what it means… I have forgiven him, forgiven him for the broken trust.

It took me a lot of time to get to where I am now. After what happened, I was more closed off and was always on edge. Far more paranoid than I thought I would be.

Even sending the children to school made me so anxious, although they had trusted guards on the school premises throughout the day. Yet, I was still panicking and counting the hours until they got home in the evening.

I would check if Zade was indeed still locked up, always double-checking the locks and the windows several times before bed. The entire thing took a toll on me, but as the years passed, it became easier and I began to relax.

Remembering better times when things were safe. We are safe, despite the issues with the humans, we are doing ok. With the passing years, I began to remember the things I loved and the hobbies I had cast aside.

late-night walks… playing the

I can be proud of. The door is pulled open by Sia and the biting cold of the blizzard

“Daddy! I missed you!”

husky voice responds. My stomach flutters and I dare look up

a few streaks of grey which were there the last time I saw him, but they only add

silver as they look me over, head

that makes me feel weak. I swallow hard, trying to

around the hood. I

as Sebastian looks away from me, smiling faintly at our youngest. He kisses

we will leave soon, but the flight has been

Zion says as he walks

Sebastian pulls him in for a tight hug and I can’t help

proud of the fact they have that

of cake.” Zion

a winter

I

speak as

his voice dropping a

lips tremble slightly, trying not to focus on the

I ask, internally kicking myself at how breathless I sound. Sia giggles as Xander

he knows exactly how he affects me. Who am I kidding? Of

now,” he

around my waist and try to squash the sizzling tension between us. “You said

and nods. “I’m afraid so, but there’s a snowstorm. I don’t even know

Xander exclaims, looking

” We will be updated

way, it’s ok, maybe we’ll get to celebrate Christmas together, here.”

of course, if the snow just gets worse,” he

These two…

work something out,” Sebastian

I

am I acting like a giddy teenager? It’s going

alone with just the kids with

are a

some hot drinks. I don’t have any extra clothes, but do you want

be fine, unless you’re ok with me walking