I Am The Luna

60. A Father or I Am The Luna Chapter 138 By Moonlight Muse

ZAIA.

He shrugs, looking at me as if I had just accused him wrongly.

“I don’t know,” he says, feigning innocence as he turns when Sia comes into view. “Sia is causing problems.”

Mhmm, I’m sure that is as far from the truth as possible.

Her long auburn hair is in a high ponytail, and she’s all dressed and ready for the journey. She’s wearing a tweed white dress with black collars and tights. On top of it, she’s wearing a white fur coat with a matching hat.

“Mommy, he real-” she begins, but just then the doorbell rings, interrupting her. “Dad!” Sia turns her eyes, lighting up with excitement.

She runs to the door and so does Xander and I smile at Zion, who remains in his spot, despite the excitement in his eyes.

“I’ll go get your bags.”

He takes hold of my arm and tilts his head. “It’s Christmas. You should say hi at least, Mom.”

My heart skips a beat as I look into his piercing blue eyes, and I nod. “True, I will, don’t you worry.”

I don’t avoid him, but I need a moment to gather my emotions.

It’s hard though. Looking at Sebastian makes my heart become a frenzy, surging with powerful and intense emotions. I haven’t seen him in a while, but I’ve noticed over the last two years, that every time I see him, the pain and the bad memories no longer come to mind and that scares me because I don’t know how to react to that.

I know what it means… I have forgiven him, forgiven him for the broken trust.

It took me a lot of time to get to where I am now. After what happened, I was more closed off and was always on edge. Far more paranoid than I thought I would be.

Even sending the children to school made me so anxious, although they had trusted guards on the school premises throughout the day. Yet, I was still panicking and counting the hours until they got home in the evening.

I would check if Zade was indeed still locked up, always double-checking the locks and the windows several times before bed. The entire thing took a toll on me, but as the years passed, it became easier and I began to relax.

Remembering better times when things were safe. We are safe, despite the issues with the humans, we are doing ok. With the passing years, I began to remember the things I loved and the hobbies I had cast aside.

movies, reading, late-night walks… playing the

I missed the man who has kept my heart captive all these years; I have found the me that I can be proud of. The door is

“Daddy! I missed you!”

voice responds. My stomach flutters and I dare look up

falling in front of his face. There are a few streaks of grey which were there the last time I saw him,

mine, those piercing blue eyes take my breath away. They flash silver as they

makes me feel weak.

black coat with grey fur around the hood. I can see

to leave as Sebastian looks away from me, smiling faintly at our youngest. He kisses Sia’s forehead then

horses’ son, we will leave soon,

says as he walks over to his

son.” Sebastian pulls him in for a tight hug and I can’t help but smile, seeing the three look up at their dad with

and he does a lot for them. I am so proud of the fact they have that strong bond with him. “How

piece of cake.” Zion winks,

spontaneously joined in on a winter competition last week and

than okay, he placed first,” I say,

thuds, wishing I didn’t speak as Sebastian tilts his head,

less from our son,” he says, his voice dropping a few octaves. “How have you been,

lips tremble slightly, trying not to focus on

I sound. Sia giggles as Xander gags, crouching down by the door

almost as if he knows exactly how he affects me. Who am

better now,”

waist and try to squash the sizzling

snowstorm. I don’t even know if the flight will be taking off tonight,” he

Xander exclaims, looking

” We will be updated

“Well, either way, it’s ok, maybe we’ll get to celebrate Christmas together,

course, if the snow just gets worse,”

These two…

work something out,” Sebastian

that mean Sebastian will stay here? Panic rises in me, and I run my fingers through my hair. How will I survive a few

a giddy teenager? It’s going to be

been alone with

are

don’t you guys go to the lounge? I will get some hot drinks. I don’t have any extra clothes,

be fine, unless you’re ok with me walking around