I Am The Luna

Chapter 0230

SEBASTIAN.

The sound of the shower running fills the room and I sit on the bed, running my fingers through my hair for the hundredth time.

How do I do this?

There’s no time left…

I have to leave her…

Standing up, I leave the room silently and walk down the hall to the children’s room. The light to Jai’s room is on and I can hear quiet talking.

I hope for what it’s worth that his injury at least helped Valerie forgive him a little. To this day, I don’t think Jai was in his right mind when he ended up sleeping with Cara back then.

He had been so distraught I don’t think he even knew who it was in that bed, simply rambling about how he needed to find Valerie.

I make sure I’m not making any sound as I slip into the children’s room and look at the two little angels in bed. They’re fast asleep and I realise I’m leaving them again.

I’m always leaving them. I sit down on the bed and look down at Zion, running my fingers through his dark hair.

Take care of your mom and this pack, son. Be the Alpha I never could be.

Why did she have to love me? Why did she have to be fated to a fool like me? All I do is hurt her even when I don’t want to…

I look over at Sia, her pale cheeks are flushed with a pink hue, and her breathing is shallow.

poisoned her… my

a few strands of her hair off her face. It’s so similar to Zaia’s… She’s going to grow up and look just like her mother and she will

live a healthy and happy life.

that antidote. Even if it’s the last thing I do, she will survive

the pain in my chest

+25 BONOS

softly, inhaling

to see you grow. I kiss her hand gently before I kiss Zion, knowing he’ll grow

your sister for

bubbling inside of me. Casting a final glance at the children, I stand up, not wanting Zaia to realise I’m missing from

then stop. Turning back, I look down at them

father is never there?

don’t

at their faces, knowing

fucking much and I don’t deserve

are stinging, but I take a deep breath, turning away for the final time and striding to the door. If I look back, I don’t know if I’ll be able to walk away with the strength

can still hear the sound of water. The shower is still running, and I silently lock the door.

off, I get into bed, place my arms behind my head and

eyes.

a few moments I hear her enter the bedroom, her scent mixed with

going to

dressed. There are a few moments of silence before I feel the

gently comb through my hair.

in and gently kisses my forehead. The thudding of her heart already making my resolve break.