I Am The Luna

Chapter 0230

SEBASTIAN.

The sound of the shower running fills the room and I sit on the bed, running my fingers through my hair for the hundredth time.

How do I do this?

There’s no time left…

I have to leave her…

Standing up, I leave the room silently and walk down the hall to the children’s room. The light to Jai’s room is on and I can hear quiet talking.

I hope for what it’s worth that his injury at least helped Valerie forgive him a little. To this day, I don’t think Jai was in his right mind when he ended up sleeping with Cara back then.

He had been so distraught I don’t think he even knew who it was in that bed, simply rambling about how he needed to find Valerie.

I make sure I’m not making any sound as I slip into the children’s room and look at the two little angels in bed. They’re fast asleep and I realise I’m leaving them again.

I’m always leaving them. I sit down on the bed and look down at Zion, running my fingers through his dark hair.

Take care of your mom and this pack, son. Be the Alpha I never could be.

Why did she have to love me? Why did she have to be fated to a fool like me? All I do is hurt her even when I don’t want to…

I look over at Sia, her pale cheeks are flushed with a pink hue, and her breathing is shallow.

her… my little

Zaia’s… She’s

a healthy and

if it’s the last thing I

heart clenches, the pain in my chest is almost crippling. Leaning down, I

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inhaling her scent.

I won’t get to see you grow. I kiss her hand gently before I kiss

your sister for

the storm that is bubbling inside of me. Casting a final glance at the children, I stand up, not wanting Zaia to realise I’m

away and then stop. Turning back, I look down at them once more, questioning myself.

father is never

you don’t

faces, knowing I’ll never

love you both so fucking much

and striding to the door.

bedroom, I can still hear the sound of water. The shower is still running, and I

into bed, place my arms behind my head and

eyes.

off and after a few moments I hear her enter the bedroom, her scent mixed with the smell of her bath products….

to miss

sense her watching me before there’s a rustle as she gets dressed. There are a few moments of silence before I feel the

I feel her fingers gently comb through my hair. ”

kisses my forehead. The thudding of her heart already making my resolve break.