I Am The Luna

Chapter 0238

ZAIA.

Please say this is a lie…

His words through the phone echo in my mind, making everything else fade away.

“Zaia!” Annette’s distant shout echoes in my mind as I fall to my knees, broken.

Sebastian left me.

Tears stream down my cheeks as I clutch my chest. The pain I feel is far worse than

anything I have felt in my life. Far more excruciating than when he rejected me

years ago.

It hurts so much… my heartbeat is ringing in my ear, along with the shrill whistling.

sound that makes my head want to explode.

I cannot breathe.

Sebastian…

“Why!” I scream as I stare ahead, unseeing.

Flashes of our moments together flood my mind but all I can focus on is him.

The signs were there, the way he was behaving… how long had he been planning to

do this?

I thought we were a team. I told him I needed him. Why?

Will I never just be enough to keep him happy?

Sobs wrack my body and I feel like I’ve lost everything. The threads of my life had. begun to come undone, yet I still held on… still hoped for something more.

Mom… Dad… Sebastian…

In the end, I failed. Just the way I am failing Sia and my people…

Why is the goddess doing this to us?

wrong one! Why?!” I scream. “If you really cared… if you’re really out

would you do this?” My voice breaks as I hug myself.

alone… I am alone…

the wrong person for this. I’ve tried… tried to do my

enough…

one another if your

my strength?

to continue. Why

Why did I unwrap my damaged heart for him?

I had learned

him again; I fell for

to

mouth, rocking myself as I try to pull myself

I can’t.

me… Destroyed the trust I had in him.

at my aching heart, hurting so badly.

arms wrap around me, pulling me against a firm

me… again,” I whisper, a fresh wave of tears

anymore. I’m tired,

going to be ok. We’re going to figure this out…”

How?

times I felt like he was saying goodbye…

was saying goodbye, wasn’t he?

gone too.

Dad…

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as it squeezes in pain. My claws

emotions.

look

head to the right, and I think it’s Atticus, but

want to talk to him. He needs to know that there

through my

last try…. because I didn’t give Mom

hear me, please…

with nothing but a wall and I

my vision begins to spin and then,

becomes blissfully dark….

on my bed, exhausted yet unable to sleep, in pain yet

to feel it. Betrayed, yet unable